skinnyisbesutiful

[skinnyisbesutiful]

so i made this not so original thing

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My days progress: (I know I’m really fat and need to lose.)

SW: 295ilbs

CW:271ilbs (down 2 pounds today!)

GW: 150ilbs

Broccoli: 52 kcal

10 crackers: 160 kcal

A peice of chocolate: 140 kcal

Tums: 15 kcal

2 Cans of coke zero: 0kcal

Total: 367 kcal

Calories burned: 2,350

#an0r3xia #ed restriction #ed stuff #anorektyczki #anorexik #fatspo #getting fatter #fatty #fat #getting skiny #lose weight #ed diet #tw restriction #rexiia

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I am so nervous. I go home for Christmas for two weeks this Sunday. I’ve lost 10 pounds this week and now I have to go home and I know my family is going to make me eat or be suspicious if I dont. I live with roommates so it’s so easy to just eat nothing because no one cares. How can I avoid eating or hide that I’m not while home for the holidays???

#ed restriction #anorexik #anorektyczki #ed recovery #fatspo #fatty #getting fatter #ed diet #tw eating things #tw ed in the tags #tw restriction

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i wonder if that’s what it’s like to be dead.

peaceful. nothingness.

the peace i’ve been craving.

just gone. i would be gone. it’d be better that way.

my mind could finally rest.

i could be free of the chains that confine me to a life of misery.

free.