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it's a slow process, but quitting won't speed it up.

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⊹ ࣪ ˖ʚskinny armsɞ˖ ࣪ ⊹

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having short-term memory is like. this book profoundly affected me. that show bared my soul. i don’t remember a single thing about it. but it did

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dude okay so ranting real quick but literally WHYYY do i look fat at 123 lbs. LIKE NOT EVEN FAT FAT BUT LIKE MY ARMS ARE DEFINITELY FATTY, MY LEGS, MY STOMACH, MY HIPS. like i OBVIOUSLY carry some weight. like i think at this point realistically i could be called "skinny" but i do not look 120 lbs the same way other girls do. like so many ppl idolize 120 lbs and theyre like i dont fw girls over 120 or some bullshit like that u know, but i literally just am not tiny and i dont know what it will take for me to be tiny. anyways, im hanging out with my bf(??? not rlly my bf atm but idfk what to call him) soonish but i'm gonna try to lose like 10 more pounds before then bc he won't have seen me for a while and i think it'll be a slight shock if he notices

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also me and my (ex??) bf are talking again. like we aren't together but we aren't not together?? like we are exclusive to each other but not currently really dating....... incredibly complicated situation honestly but im just happy we're on the sameish page again

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ate a little too much the past two days. it made my stomach hurt like MAD though so im stopping and now im sick

#anamia #dying to be thin #disordered eating

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healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself

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also my bf broke up with me and ive become severly depressed so i think that will help in my little weight loss journey (severe anxiety and eating disorder😄)

#anamia #dying to be thin #pro a4a #proed #proana #pro ans #ana dairy #anareksia #anarecia #ana things #ana rant #ana trigger #ana meal #ana tricks #ana #disordered eating #eating disoder trigger warning #tw eating issues

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lowkey plateauing at 120 btw like wtf im sick

#anamia #dying to be thin

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when u guys eat does it feel like uve just magically gained a double chin idk

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the way none of my jeans rlly fit me anymore and im happy about it but also sad bc theyre becoming less trendy baggy and more homeless baggy😭😭 (no hate to the homeless theyre G's 🙏)

#anamia #dying to be thin #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana meal #ana rant #pro a4a #tw ana trigger

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not to mention i have slightly developed muscle likee ive never had that

#anamia #dying to be thin #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana meal #ana rant #pro a4a #tw ana trigger

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i honestly can't believe im almost 120 😭 like just 3 months ago i was almost 160 and super depressed and nonstop eating and now i barely ever eat and rlly close to my final goal!!! the last ever time i was 120 was in 7th grade

#anamia #dying to be thin #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana meal #ana rant #pro a4a #tw ana trigger

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sometimes recovery influencers are more triggering than edblr

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When someone’s spreading misinformation on nutrition and you gotta hold in the fucked up amount of knowledge you have on the subject

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my teacher told me my weight loss was really noticeable even tho i wear baggy clothes

#anamia #dying to be thin #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana meal #ana rant #pro a4a #tw ana trigger

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rapidly losinf weight but my life is going to shit slifhtly!!

#anamia #dying to be thin #ana trigger #tw ana diary #ana meal #ana rant #pro a4a