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Twisted Buttfucking Desires Ch.01
Chris was walking along the corridor of his apartment on the way to his room, still thinking about the gif he accidentally came across while browsing memes in his workplace. He was on his 34th day of NoFap (voluntary abstaining from masturbation), as he was trying something new for a change due to his depression and monotonous lifestyle. He came across the gif by accidentally clicking one of those advertisements on the side of his webpage, and instead of immediately closing the new tab it led to as he usually did, he held his gaze at the monitor for a good 2 minutes before he heard the footsteps of a fellow employee and inevitably had to save the gif and close the tab to avoid the risk of being caught.
It was a gif of a woman's ass being groped. The woman had the most stunning ass Chris had ever seen in his life. It was huge but not so huge as to seem disproportionate compared to the rest of her body, which in turn was very chubby but not too chubby so as to seem fat and obese. It was just pleasantly chubby and round enough to seem voluptuous, curvaceous, and lust provoking. Her hip to waist ratio was perfect, giving her body a sexy hourglass shape, and her butt smoothly yet prominently curved outward from the end of her hips. It was almost like a perfect semi globe while viewed from the side. Her butt crevice had a nice depth and would've been capable of easily swallowing her panties completely if tucked in. The under-bun of her butt gradually faded into her thick, voluptuous thighs, which in turn gradually became just slightly thinner as it approached her knees.
She was wearing light blue cotton panties, which accentuated her glorious butt by clinging tight. Her ass was being mushed together by a pair of strong masculine arms and that made her firm yet squishy butt cheeks partially swallow the fabric of her panties. When her butt was released, it just jiggled a little bit, and Chris subconsciously registered the texture and elasticity of her ever so fine ass. It made his mouth water, as he had seen nothing close to how perfect her ass was. He felt the blood in his body rush to his 6.4 incher, making it throb in lust, excitement, and shock, and a wave of erotic impulse traversed through his whole body, causing him to sit there still in orgasmic awe and subtle disbelief.
Chris walked quickly towards his room, as the thought of the gif gradually erected his cock and tented his pants. He was afraid of being caught in that state by his neighbors who lived in adjacent rooms. He reached his door, quickly opened it with his keys, and rushed in at once.
Since he was on NoFap, he was still uncertain as to whether he wanted to continue his NoFap streak or just end it by busting the huge load of cum he'd accumulated over the past 34 days. Both of these thoughts were equally tempting to him, so he decided that he'd just have one last look at the gif hoping that maybe he'd get a wet dream of him butt fucking the woman in the gif, as he knew that wet dreams weren't considered as breaking the streak, so he flipped open his laptop and opened the gif.  
As he was watching it for the second time, having no inhibitions and keeping in mind that there was no risk of getting caught by anyone else(as he lived alone), his eyes immediately opened wide at the sight of that juicy, voluptuous ass, his mouth began to drool, and the blood from all over his body instantly rushed voraciously, filling his semi-erect cock to full capacity, pushing it beyond its maximum length, rendering it rock hard and causing it to tent his pants, unlike anything he'd ever experienced before. Just that sight of his rock hard cock tenting his black canvas pants coupled with the sheer lust derived from watching the gif made him lose control of himself, and he immediately began to undo his pants, forgetting all about his NoFap streak.
After he removed his pants completely, he pulled down his boxers, and his cock flung upwards at once, oscillating a bit before coming to rest. He sat back on his couch and wrapped his hand around his cock. He could feel it throbbing slightly and also noticed that the foreskin of his uncircumcised cock was pulled down, almost nearing the ledge of his glans from the top. Due to him thinking about the gif at his office and on his way back, his glans were generously coated with a shiny layer of pre-cum and that incentivized him to begin rolling his foreskin to and fro, taking advantage of the slight lubrication. He continued to roll his foreskin to and fro and gradually began increasing his speed, but suddenly, he heard a sharp and loud knocking on his door.
Chris was abruptly alarmed and annoyed at the knocking and was hesitant yet frustratedly trying to quickly find a way to cover his rock hard boner as he had to attend the door. He figured that if he tucks his hard cock downwards into one of the legs of his pants and then wears a long jacket over, it would almost cover the outline of his penis on his pants. So he did that as quickly as he could and just rushed to the mirror to look at himself once to ensure that everything is covered and under control. He realized that there was still a little bit of his penis' print visible through his canvas pants under the hem of his jacket and decided to just play it cool by not trying to attract attention to that particular region. Even though he was generally very meticulous and paranoid, at that moment his mind was at a very different and fluctuating state due to the former events and he decided to just overlook it and get it over with. He walked to the door and opened it.
"Hey, I'm sorry to bother you at this time, it's just that my laptop isn't working and I was wondering if you had a screwdriver I could borrow," said the girl at the door.
Chris was a bit surprised and also a bit nervous when he saw her as he had never seen her in the apartment before and was thinking that she could either be a newcomer or somebody's relative. She was very pretty and had a strangely promiscuous demeanor.
She had big brown eyes, brown wavy hair, light peach complexion and was about 5 feet 6 inches tall. She was a bit chubby but not as chubby as the girl in the gif, however, she had perky, round tits which were big enough to pave a moderately long cleavage due to the inward compressive action of her light pink bra, whose straps were visible behind the thin straps of her crimson floral patterned summer dress which had a hem that ended just before half the distance along her juicy, wide thighs.
"Haven't really broken anything yet, so I'm sorry but I don't really have a screwdriver," Chris replied with a pout and neutral expression as he was generally confident around women and had a natural charm even though he was skeptical of it at times. He was clearly attracted to the girl but he was quite good at not making it very evident by being too nice or doing things out of his way despite how beautiful and busty she was.  
The girl laughed at his dry wittedness blushing a little and said, "Oh that's okay" and paused for a bit.
"I just came here to visit my grandmother and now she's asleep, so I'm awfully bored.  I can't even use my laptop now cause it's not working," she said, pouting her lips a little so as to look slightly sad yet with a tone of hopefulness that she may somehow get help from him.
Chris just wanted to tell her to ask the other neighbors, saying he was busy and get back to his masturbation but somehow he felt a bit harsh to just shut her out, given her cute anticipating facial expression.
He knew based on his past experiences with women that sometimes women pull the heartstrings of men and act all cute just to get what they want at that moment but then he realized that he probably had nothing much to lose in this situation and said with a neutral yet slightly calloused manner, "Well if you want I could lend you my laptop for a while and you could return it back."
He realized that there was a risk of her checking through his laptop and finding the gif he'd saved but then thought that he could ask her to wait outside his room while he deletes it and then lends it to her.
"If you don't mind, could I just use it in your place? I just need to watch a few videos." She asked with a tender yet slightly promiscuous voice, smiling a bit almost knowing that he wouldn't deny her request.
Christ didn't anticipate this situation and was confused and clueless as to what to say. Despite his natural charm, he was quite insecure about himself and didn't want to seem like the kind of person who could be easily taken advantage of. He had never dated anyone in his life but it wasn't for the lack of trying.
As a child, Chris wasn't very good looking, neither did he have a good sense of humor or confidence around girls. He had a scrawny, geeky appearance due to his bony physique and nerdy, thick, round-framed spectacles.
He had no friends, was often bullied by his classmates, and all the girls looked at him with a sense of disgust, condescension, or just raw apathy. His parents didn't make things easy either as they expected too much from him and always blamed him and put him down whenever he didn't live up to their expectations, calling him a bitter disappointment among other hostile things. His teachers often used him as an example of a person not to be like and even took advantage of his weak nature to make him do all the dirty work like carrying heavy bundles of worksheets and equipment for demonstrations. He was very hurt, confused, and lifeless. He didn't have any self-respect and let people walk all over him any chance they could.
It wasn't until he reached the age of 16 when he gradually began to physically develop under the governance of puberty. He grew tall to a height of 5 feet 11 inches and developed broad shoulders, which gave him a strong, sharp, and ripped appearance. His hair was a shade of dark brown and even developed to become slightly wavy at the endings and curled upwards as he combed it to the side. It made him look rather stylish, smart, and charming.
People began to get friendlier with him due to his new fascinating outlook, and his classmates who often bullied him started treating him with respect. He knew that all of these changes in people's attitudes towards him was solely due to his change in appearance and was bothered by their shallowness. He wanted to be left alone and that made him nervously turn down invitations to various events like parties and sleepovers. Besides, he was still the same fearful person at heart, and the only thing that changed about him was his appearance.
He also began to notice the changes in girls' attitudes towards him. The very girls who used to shame him and insult him were significantly nicer and even flirty with him. They often tried to get closer to him by complementing his attractiveness and helping him out with little things like fixing his collar and offering to provide him with stationary whenever they noticed he needed it. Although this made him feel appreciated and loved, he knew based on their past interactions with him that they were hostile to him once and that changed only due to his new appearance, and he tried to not interact with them as much as possible, often abruptly excusing himself out of situations wherein they tried to talk and form a relationship with him. So he never allowed them an opportunity to ask him out and just wanted to get out of his high school without forming any regrettable relationships.
At this stage, he was still manifesting his sexuality gradually and didn't have the raw intensity and passion as he did at present. He was just beginning to turn into as ass man from a boob lover but didn't have the lustful, animalistic craving to fuck girls yet. He was also gradually beginning to build confidence in himself but was still very self-conscious and introverted.
At age 18 he left for college and had gained enough confidence to talk to people without restraint or presumptions whenever they initiated a conversation. He even developed a somewhat positive outlook on life, wanting to believe the best in people despite his past experiences. This allowed him to make friends for the first time in his life and since they knew nothing about his past and weren't bad people, it was a refreshing experience for him to share the company of like-minded people. However, this was true only as long as his friends were male. He was still afraid to talk to females, partially due to his past experiences but more importantly due to the fact that puberty was still taking a toll on him. He began to masturbate on a regular basis and that made him feel a pang of slight guilt whenever he interacted with women. This made him rather shy and uncomfortable around women, so he couldn't be himself and had to still avoid them as much as possible, which was fine by him.
However, as Murphy's Law suggests, 'whatever can happen, will happen', so it turned out that one of his friends in his friends' group i.e, Axle befriended a girl i.e. Amanda, and she was included as a new member of the group. Chris knew that this was checkmate and that he didn't have any other way but to manage to interact with her and develop some sort of companionship. He didn't have the courage to abandon the group abruptly and had to manage with the situation inadvertently.
Amanda was a strange girl. She was generally introverted but wasn't afraid to be proactive and nice to guys she was interested in, romantically or otherwise. She was also similar to Chris in the sense that she hadn't interacted with a lot of boys before, as she went to an all-girls boarding school until college. She was quite a chubby girl with a big butt, moderately large boobs, peach-ish complexion, dirty blonde hair, and a pretty face. However, she was insecure about her big butt and often covered it up by wearing a loose jacket most of the time so it wasn't very conspicuous, and Chris never thought about her in a romantic or sexual manner. He did observe her ass on rare occasions due to the force of habit, but it seemed too obscure to him and he was never fully conscious of his observations for the most part.  
She was very comfortable talking to Chris even though he was very awkward around her and would often even try to get some alone time with him whenever she sought possible. She was clearly attracted to him and even went out of her way to please him. Chris knew that there was a slight possibility that her feelings for him crossed the limit of "just friends", as he observed that he was the only person in college she treated this way, although, he was very skeptical of such thoughts and often considered that it could've just been her friendly, intimate personality which he was mistaking for romantic attraction.
In any case, Chris didn't have feelings for her. He thought of her as just an acquaintance/friend and wanted things to stay that way for now. He was also beginning to feel a little uncomfortable around her, as this was the first time he formed a friendship with a girl, and her lack of platonic neutrality made him think about the awkward situation that would arise just in case she liked him more than just as a friend and how he'd have to politely reject her advances.
Fortunately for him, a mutual friend of theirs i.e. Shaun took an interest in Amanda and even let her know about his feelings towards her. Despite her strong feelings towards Chris, Amanda was confused as to what to do rather than just outright rejecting his proposal, partially due to the fact that she realized that Chris didn't seem to be interested in her and partially because she had never been in a relationship before and this seemed like a good opportunity for experience, given that Shaun was quite an attractive guy besides sharing similar interests with her as well. So she eventually hesitantly decided to go out with him.
Although Amanda was in an official relationship with Shaun, she still had strong feelings for Chris and her feelings only grew stronger since now that Chris knew that she was in a relationship, he was more open towards her and was able to express himself freely without thinking about the consequences, and that just amplified his natural charm, radiance, and dry wittedness. Besides, she was in the same class as Chris' and spent more time with him than with Shaun and the other friends. She also wasn't afraid to show her naturally busty body to Chris, as she felt safe with him and even removed her jacket, exposing her big, juicy ass, accentuated by her tight jeans or yoga pants.  
As for Chris, he surprisingly found himself to enjoy her company, and the fact that she was in a relationship now made him see her through Shaun's eyes. It had a psychological impact on him and gradually he began to develop feelings for her as well.
Despite being in a relationship with Shaun, Amanda would often talk about how cute, smart and funny Chris was, she was also physically very affectionate to him by cuddling with him, playfully tickling him, and kissing him right beside his lips almost as if to say "This is as close as I can get for now." and these played a significant role in developing Chris' feelings for her. However, Chris was still very naïve and he just brushed it off as just friendly affection.
Nevertheless, this was a new experience for Chris as he had never had a crush on a girl before, let alone having a crush on a girl who's already in a relationship. He liked her in a very deep yet sensitive manner, almost entirely being oblivious to her natural lust provocative aura. Even though he was an ass man, he never once fantasized about fucking Amanda in the ass, as he considered anal sex to be derogatory, disrespectful, primitive, and dirty. It always made him feel guilty after masturbating to anal sex porn videos. To him, love and lust were two entirely separate emotions and he couldn't quite come to terms with merging the two to form a complete whole.
Instinctively, Amanda was beginning to suspect that Chris was now just as interested in her as she was in him, and despite the fact that it was her dream for Chris to reciprocate her feelings, it put her in a very uncomfortable position. Chris was never too obvious with his words or actions, he was very careful not to cross any boundaries, as he knew that she was officially in a relationship. He respected Shaun as a friend and didn't want to upset him by doing anything weird.  
The only reason which made Amanda objectively think that Chris liked her was the fact that he told her on many occasions that she was beautiful and intelligent, also, she was the only girl he ever spoke to in class. Subjectively, however, there was plenty of reason to think that Chris was infatuated by her, just the way he used to look at her with bedroom eyes and a wonder fuelled smile on his face as if he were in a dream, made her almost certain that he had feelings for her. This wasn't good enough reason for her to be sure that Chris liked her as more than just a friend. She desperately wanted him to confess his true feelings towards her despite the fact that she was already in a relationship and that was quite unreasonable and selfish on her behalf.
On the other hand, Shaun had a lot in common with Amanda to talk about and was also a more stable, patient, and straightforward person, unlike Chris who was more random, nonchalant, unpredictable, and impulsive. So on paper, it seemed to her as if Shaun would make a better boyfriend, but it was her heart that didn't agree with that opinion. She didn't want to cut the relationship chord with Shaun, as she felt good to be in an official relationship for the first time in her life, and it boosted her self esteem.
Several months passed by, and Chris and Amanda's feelings towards each other only grew stronger with time. They would talk to each other about just the most random things they could think of, and Chris knew exactly what to say to make her laugh. This only made Amanda want him more than ever, and she was even beginning to get frustrated that things weren't progressing further in their relationship. She feared that she may never get a chance to be in a romantic relationship with Chris. At this point, she was so infatuated with Chris that it got in the way of her thinking rationally, so she went with her heart and almost certainly believed that Chris had feelings for her.  
Chris on the other hand was very comfortable with their friendship and didn't mind if things didn't change as long she approved of his funniness and charm, as she usually did. Just getting the honest approval of an intelligent, pretty, and genuine girl was enough to satisfy his broken spirit. He didn't care that Amanda was in a romantic relationship with Shaun as he liked both of them, and his sense of appreciation for genuine friendships far overshadowed his romantic feelings towards Amanda.
Amanda got tired of waiting and eventually decided that she was going to get an answer to how Chris truly felt about her. She sent him an "I love you" text message hoping that Chris would reciprocate the feeling and in case he didn't, she planned to send another message saying she was sorry and that it was meant for Shaun.
As it turned out, that's exactly what happened. As Chris respected Shaun, he didn't want to upset him by making any advances on Amanda. He knew that it would cause problems in their relationship, so he texted her that he only thought of her as a friend.
Amanda was heartbroken and outraged by his reply and almost couldn’t believe what she was reading. She felt as if Chris had promised her his love and this was the moment he betrayed her and stabbed her in the back. In spite of being the one who was already in a relationship, she didn’t take a moment to consider that it was only reasonable that Chris had replied in such a manner, instead, she considered it to be a spite on Chris’ behalf, and her feelings of love and adoration towards him turned into raw hatred and malevolence.
Despite being an intelligent, reasonable, and friendly girl, her feelings got in the way of her sanity and all she wanted to do now was to make Chris feel as miserable as she did. To her, everything that happened in their relationship became nothing more than just a game, and she considered herself to have lost the first round and that made her thirst for revenge.
Chris didn’t think it was a big deal, as he thought it was a genuine mistake on her behalf. He did consider for a moment that maybe she planned the scenario out, hoping for him to confess his feelings, but he had too high an impression of her and was too naive to believe that she would resort to such shrewd measures to get what she wanted. He wanted to believe that she was better than that and gave her the benefit of the doubt.
The next day arrived, and when they were hanging out as a group before class, Amanda kissed Shaun in front of the whole group, saying she loved him so much. It was the first time she ever kissed Shaun in public and more importantly, in front of Chris. She didn’t look directly at Chris while she was doing that but had his facial expression noted in her peripheral vision range.
Since she wanted to make Chris jealous, it was a long, passionate kiss, and she pressed her ample breasts against Shaun’s body. It was a deeply sensual moment, and Chris and the other friends felt the mood change all of a sudden from friendly, carefree liveliness to one of intense romantic passion. Due to the fact that they were both very good looking, it was very cinematic and almost felt as if time had slowed down and turned everyone’s attention to the kiss. There were no disturbances of reality at that moment and that gave Shaun and Amanda a very sanctimonious, intimidating, and exhibitionist aura. After they broke the kiss, Amanda elegantly yet swiftly turned her face towards Chris, shaking the hair right in front of her face towards the side. She had pleasure derived bedroom eyes and only a slight smile. It gave her face a beautiful yet tantalizing expression, and she continued to hold her gaze at Chris, almost as if to say, “Aww, was that too much for you to handle virgin boy?”  
Although Chris knew that they were in a romantic relationship, he was a bit surprised to see her kissing Shaun with such passion. It was both shocking and a bit hurtful at the same time. In all the conversations Chris had with Amanda about her relationship with Shaun, she never spoke of him as a person she was infatuated with and loved deeply, rather, she mostly complained about how Shaun was very serious most of the time and was hard to have fun with. Although she didn’t complain about it in a serious, deal-breaking manner, it made Chris think that they had minor problems in their relationship. However, this kiss with Shaun changed that impression of his, and he felt so wrong that he even thought that in the first place. More importantly, he felt that the slight hope he had in him, which made him think that Amanda liked him more than just a friend was completely shattered to bits. It was a tough situation for him to handle, but he knew better than to be swayed by his conflicting emotions, so he sucked it all up and held his cool at that moment, knowing that it would be wrong for him to do something stupid in his state of pain and unforeseen heartbrokenness.
His friendship with Amanda and Shaun mattered more to him than his own far-fetched desires, so the thought of that made him feel a little comfort in the situation. Despite being flustered at the moment he didn’t say anything about the kiss, rather, he just looked away from Amanda in a nervous manner and unlocked his phone to play some games to distract himself from his unanticipated yet intense emotions.
Amanda felt like what she did was completely fair and within the rules of the game, which it was. She noticed that it had made Chris feel uneasy and agitated even though he was trying to not make it obvious, and that made her feel like she did a good job in making him feel miserable.
After they reached class, Chris was still processing his emotions and it was difficult for him to mask a neutral face, and knowing that Amanda was sitting right next to him was making it much worse.  
“What’s wrong Chris? You look a bit flustered today,” Amanda asked with a subtly patronizing tone.
“Oh…nothing...it’s just that I’ve been uhh…a bit unwell,” Chris replied nervously, hoping that she doesn’t ask any more questions.
“Oh no, that’s terrible, what made you feel unwell?” asked Amanda with a curious yet slightly sarcastic tone to provoke him further.
“Nothing…just a slight headache”
“Aww, don’t worry Chris.  I’m sure it’ll go away soon,” she replied in a pretentiously caring manner. She knew that there was a chance that Chris might catch on to her provocative behavior, but she didn’t care about it. She thought that the only way Chris might confess his true feelings towards her is if she tortures him enough to get him to emotionally break down to the point that he can’t handle his repressed emotions anymore.
Unfortunately, Chris was in so much pain and confusion that he wasn’t able to take note of her provocative tone. He was still repetitively imagining the kiss in his head and how perfect it was. He knew that it was completely alright for that to happen, as she was Shaun’s girlfriend after all, and there was nothing wrong with being intimate in public, but the fact that it bothered him so much and made him feel awful only made him feel worse about himself. He felt as If he had betrayed his own principles. However, he knew that there was still scope for change and adaptation in him and didn’t give up on himself. He figured that if he gave himself enough time for his emotions to settle down and his mind to clear, he’d be able to recover from it and be able to manage any similar situation in the future without much difficulty.
In the next few days, Amanda was still fixated with trying to provoke Chris and make him feel more miserable than he did. Every day she did something which she knew would taunt Chris, be it kissing and cuddling Shaun in front of him, or talking to him about how perfect a boyfriend Shaun had become, describing how each intimate moment with him felt so wonderful and dream-like. Chris was still under the impression that Amanda was genuinely infatuated with Shaun and that she wasn’t doing these things to provoke him. In fact, the thought of that didn’t even cross his mind. To him, Amanda still seemed like a girl who was perfect in every manner, be it looks, personality, intelligence, or morals. He just thought that something drastically changed about their relationship and that made them closer and more intimate with each other. Though he was uncomfortable talking about the intimate details of her relationship, he did the best he could to keep a straight face and tell her that he was happy for her.  
As days went by, Chris was becoming more immune to their intimacy, which he realized, and that made him feel like everything was going to be completely fine. Amanda was also beginning to realize that Chris was gradually adapting to the situation, and she didn’t like that. She wanted to take things to the next level and make things more intense and difficult for Chris in order to throw him off his path to recovery.
Amanda often fantasized about Chris fucking her in the ass and was almost certain that he did that too. Whenever she used to complain about having a big butt, Chris was quick enough to gently assure her that it was one of the best booties he had ever seen and that just made her want his hard cock up her ass right then and there. However, he was only being appreciative of her natural aesthetic beauty and didn't mean it in a dirty, sexual manner. His feelings for her were pure, profound, and affectionate rather than virile. Amanda didn't know that that's how Chris felt about her. Unlike Chris, to her, lust and love went hand in hand. The reason she was insecure about her big butt was that she knew guys manipulated women just to get into their pants, and she didn't want that to happen to her. She wanted the kind of guy who would fuck her in the ass passionately and cuddle with her in a loving and affectionate manner afterwards. Unfortunately, she was wrong to think that Chris was like that.
Nevertheless, she decided that she was going to tease Chris in a virile, sexual manner this time, appealing to the ravaging sexual beast which she thought he had in him. Since she usually dressed modestly and wore clothes that weren't revealing of her sexual assets, she wanted to step things up a notch and wear something which was more sexually appealing.
So the next day she wore a pink, short-sleeved, collared shirt with floral patterns on it and a tight, grey skirt, the hem of which was just an inch or so below the bottom of her panties but low enough to cover it completely. She unbuttoned the first few buttons of her top and tucked it into her skirt. That accentuated her perfect hour-glass figure and partially exposed her cleavage. Since she wore panties underneath the skirt, her panty lines were clearly visible, perfectly encapsulating her big, round ass and defining the curves so accurately. At first, she considered wearing something that was much sluttier, like a tie-up crop top, but since she was going to be around professors and other students, she didn't want to take any chances of being thought of as a slut. She cared too much about what people thought about her, and she wanted to present herself as sane, intelligent, and sexy.
As she went to the cafeteria to meet the others, she noticed that it was almost empty but for Chris and Shaun, who were having a conversation by one of the tables. Even the other two members of the group i.e, Axle and Bill, weren't there with them. She thought that this was the perfect opportunity to do what she had planned.
"Heyy Shaun, hey Chris," she said as she confidently approached them, knowing that they were going to notice her new appearance.
"Wow, you look so different today babe," said Shaun with a stunned look on his face. He was looking at her from top to bottom and noticed how curvy and sexy she was.
"Different good, or different bad?" Amanda asked, placing her hand around his shoulder and stroking gently.
"Different sexy," Shaun replied, looking up to her and winking.
"Aww, thanks babe. It's all for you and no one else," she said in an assuring yet impish manner, making eye contact with Chris, who was sitting at the other end of the table, for a fraction of a second, almost as if to imply that she was referring to Chris when she said "no one else".
"Oh Amanda...you're truly amazing you know that," Shaun replied with an awe-inspired look on his face.
"Aww, thanks babe, you're really amazing too for telling me things like that," she said, placing both her arms around him from behind and hugging him while he was sitting down. Her boobs were resting against his head and that pushed them closer to each other, amplifying her cleavage and making it more prominent than they were. She then leant down towards his face and kissed him passionately.
Chris felt awkward as he was the only person with them, and he didn't know how to react to the situation. At this point, he was used to their intimacy but was just waiting for the moment to get over, as he felt as if he was the third wheel and no one else was around to give him company.
"Damn, 15 more minutes to class," Shaun exclaimed frustratedly, looking at his watch. He then got up from his seat and began to place his belongings from the table into his bag. As he stood up, he noticed how big and curvy Amanda's ass looked in her skirt, and for a moment, it made him forget about everything that was happening around him. His heart started beating faster and the blood it was pumping went straight into his flaccid penis, forcing it up against the rough confines of his jeans and causing it to create a prominent bulge.
"Oh my god, your ass looks so big in that skirt Amanda" he exclaimed in a stunned manner.
Amanda chuckled softly and walked right up to him in a slow, sexy, and intense manner. She placed her palms on his chest, looked deep into his eyes, stood up on her toes, and went in for another passionate lip lock. As they broke the kiss, she continued to gaze into his eyes with a slightly mischievous smile and gradually began to slide her palms down his chest, caressing it along the way until she reached his hard, bulging jeans.
"Oh my...it seems as if my naughty big bum has woken up the big boy," she said in a slightly funny yet teasing manner, stroking his erect bulge gently, while still holding her gaze at him and smiling mischievously.
Shaun was so dumbfounded and filled with a mixture of pleasure, awe, hot boiling lust, and affection that he didn't have the right words to reply to what she said. Amanda had never spoken to him that way before, in fact, nobody had, and he was absolutely lost in the fresh lewdness of the moment.
Shaun shared similar thoughts with Amanda when it came to sex and relationships. He embraced the fact that lust and love can both exist simultaneously and wanted to be in a relationship with a person who believed the same. Although Amanda hadn't been very sexual with Shaun before, since she was more interested in Chris, he was hoping that Amanda was similar to him but never talked about it with her, as he wasn't sure how she'd react to it. This moment changed the very nature of their relationship, and he was extremely pleased to know that Amanda was indeed playfully kinky and embraced lustful ideas, just as he hoped.
"Oh...I..uh...", he astoundedly muttered until, "Shhhh," Amanda promiscuously silenced him, placing a finger on his lips. She then held his hands, turned around, and placed them around her waist, intently pressing her soft, magnificent ass against his hard, bulging groin. She held his the side of his face and leant back for another long, sensual kiss, adjusting the position of her big butt to land his rock hard cock right between her ample butt cleavage.  
Shaun couldn't believe what had just happened, and his cock was soaking wet in his precum, being pressed and fondled by her soft, ample booty, which thoroughly hugged all the intense pleasure points of his cock. He wanted to lift up her skirt, pull down her panties, and thrust his hard, throbbing cock deep into her butthole right then and there, but he had just a fraction of conscience left in him which soffucatingly managed to keep himself under control.
They held each other in that lewd, sensual position for quite a while and eventually broke their kiss, still standing in that position.
"Shaun..," Amanda addressed him in a lustful yet tender voice, gazing into his eyes.
"Yes baby," Shaun responded.
"I can feel you pressing so hard and big against my butt Shaun," she said, caressing his chin and looking at him intently.
"Oh my, you truly are a goddess Amanda. You know exactly what to say to make my dick throb," Shaun replied.
"I want you to fuck me in my ass, Shaun. Let's skip class today. I want your big, hard cock deep inside my big butt, sweetie."
Shaun couldn't believe what he was hearing. Boiling with lust and deep affection, he knew that that's exactly what he wanted to do to her at that moment, and the fact that she wanted it too made him reach a point of erotic satisfaction and passion that he had never experienced before. He thought that holding her body against his, pressing his cock against her ass was itself too much pleasure to make him think that it was too good to be true, but knowing that she wanted him to skip class with her to fuck her in the ass just exceeded the limits of his erotic comprehension. He had no words to express how insanely lucky he was to have such a perfect girlfriend, and he immediately leant down for another passionate kiss.
"Of course baby, I'd love that more than anything else in this world," he replied as gratefully and passionately as he could.  
Chris watched everything as it happened. He had seen enough to know that the best thing for him to do at that moment was to leave immediately rather than stay there and watch more of their lewd acts passively. So he got up from his seat to leave quietly, hoping that he wouldn't catch their attention. Luckily they were still absorbed by the moment, holding their gaze at each other, and Chris quickly and stealthily walked away from the cafeteria before getting noticed.
His mind was so saturated with what had happened that he didn't know what to think about the whole situation. He always thought of Amanda as a girl who was rather polite, friendly, and playfully flirty, but the thought of her being a sexually intense, anal sex loving woman had hardly crossed his mind. It was shocking for him to see her do the things she did, and he felt like he had understood her so wrong all along. It seemed so contradictory to him that a girl like Amanda who was extremely intelligent, mature, and responsible (as she usually was around him), could also be so sexually intense. It almost felt like the first time he learnt that his parents must've had sex for him to be born, only this time it was significantly worse.
It was a lot for him to process at that moment, be it emotionally, physically, spiritually, sexually, or personally. Since he never embraced the feeling of raw lust, he was even partially sickened by the incident. He felt shocked, confused, disgusted, teased, thoughtless, surreal, denial, powerless, numb, and rejected, all at the same time. His mind was blown, his heart, broken, and his soul, empty. He felt like he was dead inside and was never going to recover from such a traumatic incident. He knew that there was no way he would be able to concentrate in class after what had happened and walked straight to his dorm room instead to take the day off.        
Amanda, on the other hand, was beginning to enjoy the new lewd relationship she had initiated with Shaun. Even though she initiated everything in order to make Chris jealous, uncomfortable, and miserable, it was the first time she had sex, and it felt so much better than masturbating with a dildo. Shaun was exactly what she desired in a man sexually. He was tall, athletic, ripped, tanned, and had a 7.5-inch penis. He was very gentle with her at first while inserting his rock hard cock into her thoroughly lubricated butthole, and as Amanda was beginning to get comfortable having him inside her, he gradually became rougher and fucked her without any restraint, ejaculating a huge, thick, creamy load of cum deep into her bowels.
She never expected that sex with Shaun would feel as good as it did and it made her think that perhaps she was interested in the wrong guy all along. She felt a strong sense of loyalty towards Shaun after he fucked her in the ass with such passion. She loved being submissive to him and letting him take her on in her most private and intimate of holes. Just that feeling of being dirty, kinky, submissive, and loving to one guy alone was exactly what she wanted and needed.
Her feelings for Chris became extremely weak, and she wanted to cut ties with him even as a friend, as she thought that it would only allow room for the renewal of her weakened feelings towards him. She knew that doing such an abrupt thing would allow room for suspicion, and she didn't want Chris to think that he was distracting her from Shaun. So she spoke to Shaun about how she was spending such little time exclusively with him due to them hanging out as a group for the most part. Fortunately for her, Shaun was thinking along the same lines, and they mutually decided that they would spend more time with each other at the expense of the group.      
Since there were only a few days of college left until summer break and the end of the first academic year, Amanda and Shaun decided not to go to class at all, rather, they met each other at their dorm rooms and had hours of intense anal sex followed by passionate kissing and cuddling, just the way they both liked it. They grew more and more aware of their strikingly similar sexual preferences and fantasies and that only amplified their mutual love, lust, and affection for each other by a significant degree.
Chris was all alone in class during the last few days due to Amanda's absence. He spent an awful lot of time thinking about what happened. Even though he often masturbated to anal sex porn videos, he couldn't quite come to terms with having dirty, lewd, and visceral anal sex with someone he had an emotional connection with, like Amanda. However, he realized that just because he couldn't come to terms with it, doesn't mean it's wrong or degenerate.
He knew that he still had feelings for Amanda and respected her as a person and a friend, so he didn't want their differences in opinion to get in the way of their friendship. He was gradually beginning to get used to the idea of sex just being a preference of some sort and didn't want to be prudish about it, so he decided that he was going to suck it all up yet again and not be agitated by his feelings. He noted that this wasn't the first time he was exposed to such a sudden change in Shaun and Amanda's relationship and that he had almost overcome the previous problems with their intimacy over time, so he was positive that if he gave it enough time, he would be able to get over his current state of perplexity and depression as well.
Chris hadn't spoken to or even seen Amanda in the last few days of college. Despite all the things he was exposed to, he was beginning to miss her presence. Ever since Amanda initiated her sexual relationship with Shaun, she waited for a long while before replying to Chris' texts rather than replying to them immediately as she usually did. She wanted to signal to him that she was not interested in him anymore, not even as a friend. However, Chris was under the impression that she was just busy with Shaun and wasn't able to take a hint. He was completely clueless about how Amanda felt about him and still thought that she wanted to be his friend. The thought of him being the primary influence in her new, sexual relationship with Shaun didn't even cross his mind. He was still heartbroken because Amanda had stopped being intimate and appreciative of him as she usually was. He desperately wanted her company and was devastated by how things turned out. Nevertheless, he knew that this wasn't enough reason to end their friendship and continued to have hope.
After summer break had begun, he was beginning to get frustrated that Amanda was still taking more than a few hours before responding to his text messages, but due to his naivety, he was still patient and understanding of the situation. A week into summer break, Amanda decided that she was going to stop texting him altogether and block his phone number. She was also beginning to get frustrated that Chris wasn't able to take a hint and thought that blocking his number would do the job effectively and without much effort. Despite knowing that she liked to lead him on and make him feel miserable, her feelings for Shaun were so overwhelming at that moment that it obscured her desire to torture Chris, so she went ahead and blocked him.
When Chris realized that he was blocked by Amanda, he felt as if an army of 1000 robin hoods had fired crossbows right at the center of his heart. He was just beginning to hardly recover from all the previous issues he had been through, so his heart and mind were already in a fragile, suffocating, and deeply disturbed state. This was just too extreme for him to handle, and it felt like the final and most powerful blow to completely knock him out after a series of ferocious and inhumane punches. His heart raced faster than ever, and he could feel it throbbing and pounding intensely, like a hammer striking repetitively at the very core of his wretched, pathetic soul.  It felt as if a dense, dark cloud of cold, highly acidic, and poisonous rain was embedded within his head, torturing and taunting his mind with a storm of the most wicked, evil, and soul-wrenching thoughts, manifesting itself in the form of a severely painful headache and harshly ripping him off his conscience. His eyes became heavy, sore,  and a forest of dark red capillaries crawled across the corner. He perspired through his whole body, and his breath fell alarmingly short to the point of suffocation. He was beginning to sense the light gradually fade away from his grasp, and he eventually gave up the fight, falling unconscious on his bed.
A few hours later, Chris woke up from his state of unconsciousness. This was the first time he had such an episode but wasn't bothered by it, as he knew that it was entirely because of the mental and emotional stress he had been through over the past few weeks. For a moment he considered that the whole thing might've just been a dream, so he checked his phone again to see if Amanda really blocked him, and after finding out that it indeed did happen, the pain and confusion struck him quick again, although this time it wasn't as drastic and only caused him emotional distress. He was in a state of denial for the next few days and often checked his phone to make sure that he was living in reality. His mind couldn't cope up with what had happened, as it felt so surreal to him that a girl like Amanda could do such a thing.
Over the next few weeks, he frequently had nightmares about what had happened, albeit with greater intensity and additional details like Amanda getting fucked in the ass by Shaun's big cock right in front of him while he was tied up naked in chains, unable to move or speak, after which Amanda would cut off his cock and feed it to him with a fork, saying in a taunting manner, "Don't worry Chris, it's only a small, microscopic bite." Even when he was awake, he often heard Amanda's voice in his head, taunting him by saying things like, "You're pathetic, Chris. I can't believe you thought that I was interested in you, I don't even think of you as a friend," or, "You're gonna die alone Chris, just do yourself and the world a favor and kill yourself right now." And to make things worse, he also frequently had flashbacks of all the things that happened in reality, which were not that far from his dreams and visions. Besides the differences in their nature and intensity, they all seemed to send him the same message: That Amanda hated him.
There was only a week of summer break remaining, and due to Chris' prolonged exposure to his wretched nightmares, visions, and flashbacks, he was just beginning to consider that Amanda wasn't a good person after all. He knew that in order to set things straight and know the truth, he needed to think from a neutral perspective, without having any bias towards Amanda. So he thought about all the events that happened in their relationship and only then did he realize that things started spiraling downhill ever since he sent her a text message saying he thought of her as a friend. This made him think that everything she did after that was only to make him jealous and miserable. He realized that she must've liked him at some point in order to want to make him jealous, but he still couldn't believe that due to his strong insecurities. Besides, she was already in a relationship, so he thought there was no chance she could've liked him as more than just a friend. These contradicting thoughts were confusing his already perplexed mind, and he was in no mood to continue analyzing the situation to figure out the truth.
There were so many repressed emotions within him, and it killed him to know that nothing could be done about them. He continued to have terrible nightmares and voices in his head, taunting him even when he tried distracting himself from it. He realized that the only way he would be over this whole situation is if he expresses his emotions, and he desperately needed an outlet. All he knew was that he didn't think of Amanda in the same manner anymore, and his feelings of love and adoration towards her were deeply regretted.
A week later, the next semester had begun. Chris was in no mood to talk to Amanda or Shaun and was desperately hoping that they wouldn't be his classmates. Luckily, there were both allocated different classes and that temporarily made him feel a sense of relief in his disturbingly anxious and fearful state of mind.
When Chris went to the cafeteria for lunch, he noticed that Amanda and Shaun were also there. He didn't want to be noticed so he observed them from afar. Unsurprisingly, Amanda was wearing a white summer dress rather than the usual jacket and jeans. Her butt looked big, round, and juicy as she was standing by the counter with her hands on the counter table and her butt intently flaunted outwards. Shaun was standing beside her, and he playfully grabbed as much of her big, conspicuous butt as he could in a handful. Amanda playfully brushed his hands away saying something inaudible. It sounded something like, "Oh Shaun you naughty boy, not here." Despite his state of depression, he was surprisingly turned on by the incident.
He realized that his pure, innocent feelings for Amanda were almost negligible and no longer shielding him from being sexually aroused by the sight of her vulnerable, voluptuous ass being groped by Shaun's strong hands. He hadn't masturbated for the past few months due to his prior emotional connection with Amanda followed by his state of extreme depression, and his cock was beginning to throb in his pants, being filled with blood in every successive pulse. His black jeans were beginning to bulge, and he had to do something about it immediately to avoid being caught in that state. He took out a book from his bag, covered his boner, and rushed to the washroom immediately.
Thankfully, nobody else was in the washroom at that moment, so Chris decided that he was going to bust a huge load after a long time of celibacy. He entered one of the cubicles, hung his bag on the door, and immediately began to undo his pants. His cock flung upwards and was longer and harder than it had ever been before. He was filled with raw, unanticipated lust, and his mind generously painted a picture of the scene he had just witnessed. He quickly wrapped his fingers around his pre-cum lubricated cock and imagined it to be the soft, buttery, warm and welcoming butthole of Amanda's big butt. Just the mental image of her ass being groped by Shaun, enforcing her goddess-like curves against his palms made him feel exactly what it must have felt like to hold that soft, fleshy ass, and he couldn't help but wank himself to and fro with raw animalistic lust.
He continued to imagine all the other lewd instances between Shaun and Amanda, especially the one in which she was pressing her ass against Shaun's boner and talking dirty to him. He imagined his hard, throbbing cock nestling between the soft, embracing butt cleavage of Amanda's ass and the thought of that made him feel an intense quake of eroticism explode within his body, and that made him wank himself off even faster, feasting on the true lustful, slutty, tantalizing, flaunting and selectively rejecting nature of the girl he once thought was the complete opposite of that. He was fuelled with lust, indignance, and hatred for all the misery she had intentionally put him through, and wanted to punish her by thrusting his cock deep into her ass. Little did he know that she once fantasized about him doing that to her.  
He began to edge within just 2 minutes of having these thoughts and the thought of him not having masturbated for the past few months just made him think about the sheer volume of cum he was about to ejaculate. He didn't give up the edging and controlled himself with all the might he had in the muscles of his groin until he couldn't hold on any longer. Finally, he hesitantly gave up control, exhaling like a strong, ghastly lion and large blobs of thick, wet, creamy cum zapped rapidly across to the other end of the cubicle and splattered on the synthetic door, causing loud splat sounds each time it hit the surface. He came so much that even after 10 successive large, thick ropes of cum being shot out fiercely out of his cock, he still had a few more shots left and was astounded at the enormous volume of cum that was smoothly shooting out of his cock. It took him about 30 seconds for him to ejaculate every bit of cum, and when he finally looked at the door to see just how much cum he had ejaculated, his jaws dropped. A pancake sized puddle of cum had formed on the floor after leaking and dripping off the door's surface. He was too proud to clean the sheer volume of semen he had ejaculated, so he left it dripping as it was and left the room without giving a fuck.
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Extremely important notice for tumblr girls.
I'm looking for a girl so we can have the kind of relationship in which we're both intellectuals who share the same opinions and thoughts on significant matters like politics, art, culture, science and relationships and talk to each other with a tone of strong pretentious righteousness and you laugh at my jokes even though they aren't funny, but deep down we know that we both just want to fuck each other with rough passion and love but portray ourselves as the "sane" couple to others so that they're scared enough not to make fun of us yet not too scared so they invite us to various boring events like double dates and brunches, and eventually we break up because a cool/funny/smart/hot guy with an authentic personality comes along with a nonchalant attitude and you seduce him into having sex with you because you just can't get enough of him because of his laid back attitude and then you pretend to feel guilty about it when I catch you fucking him and I get broken hearted cause you leave me but you don't feel the same way because you think you have a shot with the new guy, however he just thinks of you as a hoe and keeps away from you as much as possible despite you pleading him to not go away and then you realise how pathetic and hedonistic you've been but you're too adamant to change, as for me I keep sending you text messages and stuff (which you ignore) cause I'm still blinded by your love and in a matter of a few months I get over you and my heartbrokenness turns into intense rage so I come to kill you but then get caught by the cops so I spend the rest of my life in prison while you go about your life finding hot guys and fucking them and sending me pictures of you guys fucking each other until I've decided that I've had enough and hang myself in my jail cell.
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