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scaratastic · 1 year
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xiao × reader , tw ; none , slight angst (?)
unspoken feelings.
the moonlight illuminates your skin,
as I could feel the love that I have for you sinking in.
xiao was unable to say no to your requests , like usual , when you asked him if it was okay for him to accompany you watch the night sky together from the balcony of the Inn. the night sky was beautiful , the moon shining so brightly as the soft glimmers of the stars adores the lonely and dark sky. the only thing that you weren't aware of , was that instead of admiring the moon or stars , he was admiring you.
the feelings were so strong,
that sometimes I can't help but feel like it's wrong.
he never stopped staring at you as you made small talks and complimented on the magnificent view of the sky tonight. you were so perfect to him , so precious , so pretty. it felt too good to be true to even breathe the same air as you. his lips was now forming into a small but soft smile as he stared at you with so much love for you but it sooned faded when his mind started to think of something.
how is it possible for someone so lowly and disgusting as me,
to earn your affection and love just for free ?
his mind began to show slides of just how terrible he is. he was heartless and a ruthless killer. how could he even have the audacity to dream of having something so delicate and gentle as you ? his heart ached as his thoughts raced. he thought that it was impossible for him to even fall in love with someone. yet here he is , so deeply in love with you but he was reluctant about it. was he even worthy of your attention ?
there's nothing i can do but dream,
falling deeper and deeper that I felt like I wanted to scream.
he had never expect his feelings to be so intense that he felt like shouting and telling the whole world about how much he loved you. how much of a sweetheart you were. but of course , he could do nothing but merely daydream of it. it saddened him , but he knew that it was for the best.
perhaps I should end it all,
hide my feeling and stand all tall.
he tried to pushed the feelings away , but he couldn't. he oh so desperately tried , but failed miserably within a blink of an eye.
making sure no one knows,
and let none of my feelings show.
and just like usual , he put up the cold and tough facade. making sure that no one can see right through him , especially you. he was genuinely scared of your reaction if you were to find out about this. will you hate him ? will you leave him for good ?
now here I am again,
admiring you from afar like back then.
he was afraid of the possibility of losing you , so he kept his feelings to himself. even if it pained him so much. all he could do was imagine a few scenarios where you two were together. snuggling into each other's arms while sharing sweet kisses on a very lovely evening. oh how he longed to be with you.
how I hope you knew just how much I liked you,
maybe there's a chance for you to love me too ?
he silently stared at you , the calm and cold breeze of the night gently caressed your skin. when you noticed that he has gone quiet , you looked at him and realised that he was staring at you. you stared at him back , as his mind began to race yet again.
...
will she..
actually love me too ?
( I'm writing this at 2 am pls excuse any grammar / wording error plspls )
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scaratastic · 1 year
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In honor of 2.3's trailer, why not a potion made of small lamp grass and comet for the chief alchemist Albedo himself.
I'm so excited for his return, I can't wait for what will happen on that mountain.
what a sweet order, I have a very special sample of comet dust that I gathered while out on Dragonspine with the alchemist himself. I hope it brings the both of you good luck :) 
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need a potion? 
Nights were meant for moments like this; the stars held their radiance so perfectly that they wanted to show it off to the creatures below them. Owls called out in the twilight, beings who lived in their sparkle glanced up only to see the moon while those who understood the vastness of the universe gazed at its wonder. 
“What about that one?” You asked, pointing to the constellations in the night sky. If only you could see the glory that he did, but you’d have to step outside of our own vessel to do that. 
“Andromeda, the Princess.” Albedo recited as if from memory the name of the stars in the sky. “The star in the corner is Alpheratz, from there you can find ...” He spoke as if it were the most common thing in the world but as the words fell from his mouth and you soaked them up in the brightness of your smile, he became distracted by who you were. 
“It’s beautiful, to think that a whole galaxy can be seen this way. It’s almost like,” You paused, reaching out your hand to reach for the purples, blues, and hues of green that flickered in the black. “It feels like I can reach out and touch them.” 
His interest turned back to the parchment nestled securely on his legs. There were many times he practiced drawing in the dark - dimly lit rooms with a few candles flickering across his page while the stroke of graphite created images he long wished to remember - now he was using everything he had learned to draw you in the glow of the moon. 
“How can you see to draw right now?” You asked, arm moving to rest over your knee while your cheek pressed against the sleeve of your shirt. He saw your lips create a striking smile and found himself flipping to a new page in order to sketch it’s likeness. 
“I don’t need to see.” 
“But, then how will you know if it’s right?” 
He chuckled, head tilted down and wrist flowing smoothly to create a curve that perfectly captured your cheek, your spine, your frame. “I know you.” 
“What do you mean?” 
“I know the shape of you as if it’s a memory, the way your hands rest when you’re comfortable or flex when you’re nervous. I know the way you curl into yourself as if to hide from things. Klee say’s you look like a ‘roly-poly’ when you do that and now I smile whenever I see one.” 
“Klee!” You’re voice is loud but harmless, the embarrassment from the statement caused you to cover your face in your arm which only solidified Klee’s observation. 
“I know,” He started again, shifting his position to create a line that would be the shape of your eyes, the ones so lost in the stars he worried he’d never be able to compete with them. “... the structure of your face so well I can see it in my dreams. The way your eyes light up when you’re excited, the shape of your mouth when you call my name. I see it all so clearly.” 
“Albedo ...” 
“I cannot pull a star down from the sky for you ... though I have many objects from space in my study if you’d like to see them.” You laughed and he felt himself chuckle lightly. “I cannot take you to the stars, but, perhaps, I can show you the reflection of one.” 
“Wha-” 
“Here.” Carefully, he turned his work toward you and the image sketched onto the parchment shined so brightly with your likeness it was like the night sky gained a new guiding light. “I only drew what is truly there.” 
“Al-Albedo ... I ...” Holding the drawing to your chest you found it hard to stop the tears from falling down your cheeks. “Thank you ...” 
“Of course.” He watched you, gazed at you, loved you through every moment and just as some run to chase a falling star, he held his in the palm of his hand. 
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scaratastic · 1 year
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GOD JUST COME HOME AT MY MAIN ACC PLS??? 😭😭😭 THAT ACC IS STILL AR7 DUDE WHY PKS WHY 😭
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scaratastic · 1 year
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My love.
in which how male genshin characters shows their love to you. ( might contain some grammatical error or even spelling mistakes idk i don't proofread cus we die like real men /j )
fluff
Kaeya
many people said that he's most likely to cheat on his s/o when in fact, it is quite impossible for him to do that.
man certainly has abandonment issues after losing both of his dads and his brother. sorry
i personally view him as the type to show you how much he loves you both by actions and words but slightly more to words (?) .
like he'd tease you about how beautiful you look, how gorgeous you truly are etc during times when he just feels like it but there's also time where he just wants to feel your body against his own, arms securing your body while inhaling your scent as you both cuddled before heading off to dreamland.
he'd certainly tease you during random times which will make you get all flustered. this man is full of surprises.
even if he's the type to always joke around and tease you nonstop, he'll always make sure that you know just how much he loves and cherish your existence in his life!
Diluc
he's the type of guy who'd buy you random gifts or give you some flowers that has special meanings behind it.
dinner dates or any type of dates that you prefer. yes, he loves to spoil you.
list all the things that you want, he'll get them for you. even if it is impossible, he'll find a way.
"if you're happy, then i am happy."
he gives everything to you. his love, his trust, himself, literally everything.
he might be a man of a few words and very awkward during the early stage of your relationship but he'll warm up later.
waking up in the morning with him cuddling you hehe
i can actually see him being a bit clingy here, specially when he overworked himself for the past few days. he'll definitely not let you go even if you squirmed and whined, reminding him that he has to wake up or he'll be late for work.
overall a very caring, kind, polite and a bit clingy type of lover. so take care of him please 🙏
Bennett
he would collect any pretty items on his adventures and give them to you as a suprise.
definitely brags about how you are literally so amazing and the best human to ever exist in teyvat to everyone.
"[Name] is just so amazing ! They can fight, they can cook, they can clean—" and so, the list of him praising you goes on.
adventures with him as a date. although he swore that the route that he chose for the both of you to walk through was literally clear a few hours ago, why there's so many monster there now ?
poor boy thinks that it's because of his bad luck. but hey, atleast he got the chance to admire your fighting skills while getting ready to brag about this cool moment of you to katheryne and his friends.
he's just smitten over you okay
Razor
he's clingy.
you can't blame him though, sometimes you just get so busy that you don't have time to visit him in Wolvendom.
he knows your scent and probably recognised the sound of your footsteps so whenever you came to visit, he's already waiting for you on the entrance of Wolvendom.
would escort you to a safe place before asking you to sit as he lays down with his head on top of your leg and buried his face to your stomach.
silently asks you to play with his hair because it's comforting.
okay but just imagine you both in that position beneath a tree, and then you read or tell him a story.
he would grow curious about it and asks questions from time to time. oh, and his reactions are priceless.
like he'd gasp, gets excited when the character from the story that you told him was about to have a good ending and probably huffs and groan when the story did not go well.
picnincs with him mhm. feed him and he's all red. would probably return the favor to you.
Albedo
he probably doesn't allow you to visit him when he's in dragonspine too much because he's worried about you.
but when you do visit him though, he'd ask you to sit down on the chair he provided while lending youb a hot drink to warm yourself up.
this little visit would often turn into study dates. when he sees you curiously observed his movements, he would ask you to come to him as he lends you his notes and explains to you what is his goal and so on.
yes, he won't just leave his job for you. but he'll talk and try to start a conversation with you just so you won't feel lonely and such. what do you expect from a workaholic anyw
would make some things that he thinks you'd like from alchemy and gives it to you.
"it reminds me of you.. so please, take it."
Venti
a date in the tavern.
him flirting like crazy with you as you turned red and shamelessly flirt back. Diluc often kicks your drunk ass and your boyfriend out of the tavern because of this though.
if your're not the type to enjoy alcohol or doesn't like the idea of getting drunk with your boyfriend in the tavern as a date though, then don't worry ! this lil boyfriend of yours got it covered.
would probably try and convince you to sneak out and join him stargaze.
while you're both stargazing, he'd summon his lyre and plays with it while humming a soft tune that'll make the night much more comfortable and enjoyable.
you both would play around like kids afterwards, making some of the monsters notice your presence but venti would take care of them though ;)
during random times, he would just stare and admire you silently.
"have anyone told you that you look absolutely gorgeous ?"
throws random compliments during the most random time. like he'd literally say "you're very pretty you know." after you clear out a hilichurl camp and ofc you'd go like "what"
he's unpredictable. much like kaeya, he is full of surprises. so be prepared of whatever plan that he has in his mind.
njdndjdndjd i still have no scara and no primos i'm about to cry, but anyw should i do this for other characters as well ?
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scaratastic · 1 year
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currently on 75 pity, not guaranteed, and running out of primos for wanderer.
cries
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scaratastic · 1 year
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comforting scara hc because yes.
pure fluff and my first time making hc btw ! :D
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idk why but i can kinda see him being the small spoon while cuddling it actually takes quite some time for him to actually do that but still
anyways, when he's the small spoon while cuddling istg he'll literally melt when you run your fingers through his hair
these type of moments usually happens when he has nightmares ( when he'll actually surrender himself i mean )
if you whisper comforting words while doing so, his grip on you will tighten and he will murmur 'stop's nonstop because he knows that he doesn't deserve any of it (expect him to bury his face into your chest / the crook of your neck and continue to sob harder)
if you just stick in comforting him with your actions however, kiss the crown of his head and pat him please
it helps him calm down, but his grip on you will still remain the same. tight and secure
usually, he will get up and try to set his mind at ease by letting his anger out at training dummies or anything else after having that horrible dream
but when he's with you, he can't help but slowly close his eyes and sleep his problems away
your warmth and presence is the only thing that he needs to relax, and he appreciates that truly
he places a huge amount of trust in you to let you witness him being something that he hates the most, which is being weak and vulnerable so please take care of him
author's note ; sorry for any grammatical errors and stuffs, eng is not my first language TT anyw i hope yall enjoyed this !
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scaratastic · 2 years
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bro have any you have the urge to write a fanfic or a story in general but you don't know how to start and such? LIKE I HAVE TONS OF IDEAS FOR FANFICS BUT I JUST CAN'T WRITE IT 😭😭
(if there's any grammatical error or sumn pls excuse me, english is not my first language after all jdndjdndj 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️)
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