suddenly i'm 14 again.
cutting up a tin can,
lord knows it's sharp enough when the scissor aren't anymore.
i'm out of control.
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it is a hard thing but it is a good thing.
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i didn't even know i was being that awful. is this the part of mental health issues i never saw in myself before? the complete lack of awareness? the lack of understanding that was hurting people?
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3 wasn't enough for you? three?
god.
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i can't do anything right.
even i know that.
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i was too much i was too much i was too much i was too much i was too much i was too much i was too much i was too much i was too much i was too much i was too much again.
i'm so sorry.
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i refuse to forgive you
perhaps, if i do not, we will meet again before god
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i'd rather rot in hell than never see you again.
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i feel only secure, good, comfortable when people are sad around me. when i get to comfort them. of course i am also sad for them, i still feel empathy. but when i am comforting a person i love it's the only time i feel truly helpful. truly gentle. kind. good. i do not consider myself a kind person otherwise. i swear i want to be. desperately.
i only ever feel good when i can heal someone else.
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bpd feels like sonnie's edge
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"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally
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scared that I truly am unlovable
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Falling asleep in your arms is one of my favourite things, I wish you wouldn't deprive me of it
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brain going bananas fr, i just want to be loved
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