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"You're a sexy little old lady!"

Something I never thought I'd say to my husband, but here we are.

I am not giving any sort of context, either lmao

#loving marriage #marriage #married life #love #true love #marriage humor

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I can always tell when my T shot is close to being due again. Every time my shot day gets closer, my heat tolerance gets worse. I'm burning up right now, and I know it's not even hot in here...

#nonbinary #trans #transition #testosterone hrt #trans hrt

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Standing on my little front step while listening to the rain and my pond fountain and watching my fish swim. So peaceful

#pond #rainyday #rainymood #rain #nature

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happy tdov my loves. don't let anyone else define your transness for you.

help trans women evacuate gaza

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reminder that trans men also fought for your rights and refusal to acknowledge this is tantamount to denying historical fact

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Merry and Pippin: *escaping from captivity* wait let’s have a snack first

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I have kind of crappy hearing and listening skills, so I'm not 100% sure

BUT!

I think a customer at work just called me dude.

In my area, it's usually used for men, not a gender neutral term.

Did a customer just see me as a man?

Granted, I do wear a mask at work now as my husband is immune-compromised, so it might have made it easier for me to "pass" (I hate using that word because pushing the ability to pass is problematic).

I'm still not sure if he did or not.

But I'm going to choose that he called me dude.

Feeling like I've hit a point in my transition that I can possibly be viewed as a man makes me so freaking happy!

#nonbinary #trans #transgender #transition #gender affirmation #gender euphoria #the first time being affirmed by a total stranger

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Cannabis helped me heal from trauma. It calmed me down enough so that I was able to finally process my trauma in an objective light, clear from the toxic lessons I learned about myself as a child.

It shouldn't be illegal in some places. If it wasn't for cannabis, I would be dead by now.

#cannabis #cannabis awareness month #medical maryjane #medicinal cannabis #trauma processing #cptsd #cptsd recovery #trauma

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Middle Earth meme | [4/5] locations ► the Shire

↳   “ I feel that as long as the Shire lies behind, safe and comfortable, I shall find wandering more bearable: I shall know that somewhere there is a firm foothold, even if my feet cannot stand there again ”

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Got my period today. I have my next appointment next month. The doc had already mentioned possibly raising my dose. (I researched a little. I'm on 100mg every month, and the "typical" dose is 200-400mg a month.) I have been microdosing, obviously. But since I've been on T for almost 8 months, and I'm still getting my period, I want to raise it.

To be honest, I have been kind of worried about raising my dose as I'm not out at work. I work at a gas station with customers being mostly older conservative bigots. Most of my coworkers are also mildly transphobic, more so out of ignorance than maliciousness.

I know if I raise my dose, the changes are gonna come faster and be harder to hide. I'll eventually be outed by my own treatment, and I'll most likely deal with at least some transphobia at work. But I'm sick of hiding and living in a body that causes me distess. So if I become visible for harassment, I'm OK with that.

At least I'll be happier in my body. And I've noticed that the people who are miserable with their lives are the ones who are the most judgmental and hateful. I just pity them now, instead of taking them seriously.

#nonbinary #trans #trans pride #nonbinary pride #nonbinary transition #transition #testosterone hrt #trans hrt

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I am really sick of not being able to mention that I'm trans online at all without people messaging me, asking invasive sexual questions and talking to me about their fantasies.

I am a PERSON, not some sexual object for your amusement.

My transition isn't for your sexual benefit.

#trans #nonbinary #transition #trans chasers #i am not a fetish

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For I am the daughter of Elrond. I shall not go with him when he departs to the Havens: for mine is the choice of Luthien, and as she so have I chosen, both the sweet and the bitter.

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my new favorite Gimli picture

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I think my bottom growth had another spurt, and I am so happy!!

#nonbinary #trans #transgender #transition #testosterone hrt #bottom growth

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Being nonbinary doesn't have to be explainable in a way cis people find acceptable.

You don't accept their gender binary or their explanation of it, and they still hold onto that idea despite what you think. Why should you try to change when they won't?

In the end, being nonbinary is just life for you, which is all that really matters.