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I want to write more describbles but i must also write plot. this is horror. this is torture. i want to describe all the different outfits of these elves. they're all hot (i mean that platonically) and i want to show everyone how hot they are

i wish i could fucking draw good

#iridescents #my writing #creative writing #fantasy writing

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I fucking drooooolll over descriptions, like holy shit I get to talk about the adventuring garb and if someone (cough cough a specific friend of mine) tries to sexualize it i will fucking kill them (him)- let me describe this (attractive, but that's not the point) girl's thigh armor, it's leather and has knives, and a map case on the other leg, and straps, don't forget the straps, they hold the pouches and sheaths in place, also by the way her boots are really comfy and i want them they'd look so cool on me also her chest armor is like. really good no ignore the boobs we're aesthetically appreciating this no stop saying "would" i mean i agree but like the leather, the chain shirt, she's hot yes but so is her armor oh and her cloak? mmm yeah it's wool and waterproof too, cuz cotton is rotten and its green, like dark green cuz she needs to be sneaky in a forest sometimes and kill people and she has a cool sword and-

#iridescents #writing #fantasy writing #my writing #creative writing #YKSINNNN

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I desire to describe the rain

rain is cool

#iridescents #my writing #creative writing #writing #fantasy writing

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the sex-accepting aroace elf mocking the sex-repulsed aroace elf because she's a bully (and he kinda deserves it (he's a dick))

the others will figure it out (eventually)

#iridescents #aroace #my writing #creative writing

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haven't written in like 9 days, haven't slept in 32-ish hours besides intermittent napping, had to sit through boredom for eight hours earlier, had a mild mental breakdown in the middle that i had to stabilize in 15 mins so i could get back to trying not to fall asleep in the middle of a rather important event, have been feeling like shit for a couple days now, which might change tomorrow who knows, have had way too many suicidal thoughts for my taste, barely holding onto my want of not dying, my will to live is ever fragile and false

guess i should write or something {}-{}

#cw: mental health #cw: depression #iridescents #creative writing #my writing

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“A joy shared is a joy doubled- but a joy shared with the one you love most is multiplied a thousand fold.” -Me (I’m a genius)

[probably-insane-writer]

instead of writing Iridescents, I'm making a D&D adventure. I'm a genius procrastinator.

it's got orcs and a flying mountain

#iridescents #creative writing #dungeons and dragons

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casually [read: frantically] dodging [read: flirting with but ultimately turning down] the double entendres like i dodge [read: destroy/demolish/counter/emerge victorious over] the wrath of my enemies

writing homoerotic swordfights without making them gay (even though one of them is)

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crisis averted? the sexual tension is fading? i kinda miss it now

writing homoerotic swordfights without making them gay (even though one of them is)

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UHHHHHH MAYBE THEY'RE BOTH GAY MAYBE THIS IS MORE COMPLICATED THAN THAT

writing homoerotic swordfights without making them gay (even though one of them is)

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writing homoerotic swordfights without making them gay (even though one of them is)

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So uh characters and their gender ids and sexualities cuz why not

Kvold: cismale/masc (he/him but doesn't care too much), demiromantic/demisexual (any sexual attraction comes more from established romantic attraction)

Autumn: transfemme/female (explicitly she/her), aroace (sex-positive, she's a bit of a sucker for romance but only as a bystander)

Hroka: cismale (explicit he/him), aroace (sex-repulsed.)

Rakkaus: cismale (he/him), demiromantic? monoromantic (like only attracted to one person)? heterosexual??? not really though, more demisexual?? (it's a whole thing with him, devotion or whatever)

Yksin: femme/cisfemale (she/her, maybe they? kinda NB? kinda doesn't care just don't call her by he/him), strongly lesbian

Rokkri: cisfemale, demiromantic/heterosexual (she has a rather specfic type tho, so she may as well be considered demisexual)

Me, because why not: cismale (i hate being called a man tho, screw men), demitomantic kinda, demisexual kinda, but hetero in both, like not even omni cuz... men? seriously? you could have a woman instead (I say kinda for both because... like... *shrug*. frankly I'm more mono, like Rakkaus, but aha... uhm. whatever.)

#creative writing #fantasy writing #my writing #irisdescents #lgbtqia #aroace #it'll be funny if anyone i actually know sees this #cause some of them will be like “what do you mean?” #and i'll explain (or not) and they'll be like “ah that's sad” and i'll punch them in the fucking face and they will take 564000 damage #writing

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shipping my own characters, call those canon relationships

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Kvold had stabilized Rakkaus, and the knight was sitting up. Now the cleric of the moon deity was focused on Abigial, the real purpose for their fight. Leah crouched over her friend, near tears as Kvold prayed. She was not dead. And Kvold made sure that would not change soon.

Abigail’s eyes opened to see Leah above her.

And Leah kissed her.

“Ah. “Friends”.” Autumn commented, smiling at the girls, one of which was confused and the other of which was just relieved.

Hroka scoffed and wretched at the blatant display of affection. “Ugh. Fucking lesbians.”

Rakkaus removed his helmet, a calm smile on his face. “What, don’t appreciate love, Hroka?”

“No, I don’t.”

Kvold got up, dusting off his knees. “Well. My work here is done.”

“Can you put them back to sleep?” Leah was now hugging Abigail tightly, and Abigail was still confused.

“Oh, don’t be such an asshole, Hroka.”

“I don’t get how you of all people can stand this, Autumn.”

“You don’t have to.”

“Fine. But I’m going back to our stuff.”

#irisdescents #fantasy writing #my writing #creative writing #lesbian #aroace

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I guess I should introduce Iridescents

It's a book I'm writing, and I'm gonna make an audiobook thing too. It's fantasy and therefore very cool the elves go on a fun adventure and shit Idk what else to say should i introduce the characters? eh maybe anyway I'm gonna release chapter one soonTM as a pilot, then most of the rest of it will be later I hate advertisement, I just wanna talk about my elves who are varying degrees of romantic and heroic yes there aro (and) ace characters don't worry my non-horny comrades, and yes they're (the two that exist atm) both badasses i feel like thats an important note to make though there will be much romance at the same time just you wait Granted everyone's cool in it you should listen to it when i release it do it do it you know you want to do it do it do it yeh ok its not out YET but like. who cares why am i rambling because i can fight me

#creative writing #fantasy writing #my writing #iridescents #writing #aroace #Autumn (the elf) is really cool #so is Hroka but he's also a sword elf so in general he's an asshole #then there's Kvold he's cool too

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I NEED AN ICELANDIC SPEAKER TO HELP ME WITH PRONUNCIATION PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ITS FOR MY WRITING HALP

#my writing #iceland #icelandic #fantasy writing #irisdescents

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“The setting sun casts shadows across the farthest reaches of reality, combating light that burns as much as it glows. Darkness holds secrets at its core, lost between nothing and something. The sun smiles wistfully as those whom it blesses turn to the paths they tread, longing for an answer to unanswerable questions.”

#my writing #fantasy writing #creative writing #Irisdescents