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follow and reblog for a follow back🌿💗

since i’m not following anyone yet and want more stuff on my dash, reblog and follow if any of these apply to you:

• you’re 15+ years of age

• your weight is 90 - 220 lbs! your weight doesn’t define you❤️

• you love shane dawson

• you never do any homework

• you post daily

• you watch lots of netflix/youtube

• you’re male, female or anything inbetween

• you want to make new friends

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I’m so SICK of looking at my thighs

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if you are:

*sad

*upset

*hungry

*cold

*depressed

*cutting

*starving

*ignoring people who care about you

*wanting revenge

*wish you were dead

*think your not important

*****I know you think im bullshitting you but… you are important and beautiful. I care if no one else does****

reblog if :

people can come to you in times of need or if you yourself have or are suffering these problems.

thank you all so much for you 45 seconds of reading this lots of love to everyone, especially those suffering. enjoy the rest of the day- because someday there wont be a tomorrow.

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Anyone else considering getting a piercing once their stomach is actually flat? 🌸

{Not my pic}

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This is me...

I hate my cheeks, and don't even get me started on my legs.

Somedays I'm confident but others I'm not.

My friends notice that something is wrong just tell me "you're getting so much smaller!"

I feel like I'm drowning in my self.

This is me.

#ana #fasting #i want to be thin #thinspo #anabuddies #anamia #anafriend #ask for my kik #kik

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Looking for people to talk to on kik, as AnaBuddies. If you're interested send me a message on here and I'll give you my username.

#ask for my kik #kik #ana #anxiety #fasting #thinspo #i want to be thin #anamia #anabuddies #anafriend #support

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I'm back

I had to leave tumblr for a little bit.

Here's an update though:

I got put on to Lexapro and Abilify, to treat my anxiety. Lexapro causes loss of appetite, but Abilify causes weight gain. So my body is really back and forth right now. I also have to eat a lot of yogurt so I don't get a yeast infection. I got light yogurt, so they're 80 calories each, so my plan is eat one in the morning and eat one at night so 160 calories a day. With a lot of water. I know that sounds insane but I have to fit into a prom dress by April 21st and I bought a smaller size so I would have to lose the weight. I will and that corsage will hang perfectly on my wrist.

#prom #ana #fasting #thinspo #i want to be thin #anxiety #i want to be skin and bones #mia #anamia #lexapro #abilify #prom2018

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Shortly After Adopting Damian

Damian: [running]

Bruce: What dO YOU HAVE? LET ME SEE--

D: A KNIFE

B: NO

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Growing up we watched movies where the main character was about eighteen years old, and beginning the rest of their life. They knew exactly what they wanted to do, and they were able to achieve. 

I always thought eighteen would be that easy, but then I was a fifteen year old who wanted nothing more than to just disappear. 

I was fifteen when I first really just wanted to die, but I was too scared to do it myself. So I would always hope and pray that maybe I just wouldn’t wake up in the morning. Whenever I was in the car with my parents or friends, I would always hope that maybe the other drivers would lose control, and I wouldn’t survive the crash. 

I was sixteen when I began to drive, so I would drive recklessly. I would text and drive on a road with a ditch on one side, and a line of trees on the other. I would drive on ice like it wasn’t there, just hoping my car would wreck, and just hoping that I wouldn’t survive. 

I was seventeen when I became hopeful again, thinking that maybe I never got my wish because I was meant to be here. I was seventeen when I thought that maybe I had meaning. I was also seventeen, when I realized this was all just false hope. I was seventeen when I finally worked up the courage to swallow any medication that had a warning label, and spent four days throwing up wishing it would of worked, thinking to myself “I should of taken one more pill.”

Now I am eighteen, in college, and have no motivation to do anything. I don’t want to do anything. For three years I have wanted nothing more than to die, so now I don’t know how to live. Everyone expects me to have it together though but all I can think is, “How am I supposed to know what to do with my life when I haven’t wanted to live?” It just keeps piling up, and it keeps getting worse. It seems like every night my wrists and legs are decorated with more crimson lines. Every night I go to sleep hoping that I won’t wake up, that I will finally get lucky and things will finally be over.

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Dove Cameron is forever my thinspo, why can't I just fucking be her?

#thinspo #ana #anamia #dove cameron #i want to be skin and bones #I want to be thin #thinspirstion

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So like does anyone else wonder if Barry ever brags to Oliver about his son being a fan of the Flash? Or like is it just me?

#the flash #green arrow #william clayton #oliver queen #barry allen

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being single on valentine's day is the only inspiration I need to fast tbh.

Fasting goal: 24 hours.

Zero calorie drinks: diet green tea, and water for me today.

Wish me luck I'm third wheeling with my roommate tonight to go to the movies, hopefully when I tell her I'm sick she won't make me eat.

Good luck pretties xxx.

#thinspo #i want to be thin #fasting #24 hour fast #ana #anamia #mia #happy valentines day

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LeTs Be FrIeNdS

Yo my dude; message me and start up a convo. 
I don’t even care what its about. You can talk about how much you love dogs, or ask me what my favourite band is, or tell me what an awful day you’ve had.
 It doesn’t matter. It can be about anything.
 I honestly just feel like making new friends.

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torn between:

me: so bony and skinny, frail like a feather…beautiful

my bf: *is into curvy girls*

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you don’t

get it

okay

it’s not

easy for me

to explain

but i’m not

trying to be

lazy, it’s just

that i’m so

fucking

tired

and i have

no motivation

to succeed and

i don’t even know

why

this life is

happening

to me.

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update:

so Saturday night I binged a little bit, I went out drinking so food sounded amazing to soak up the alcohol. The last time I ate was like 2 am Sunday morning, and then after that I didn't eat at all. I went to sleep early last night so my roommate couldn't ask me to get a late night snack with her. I actually don't feel hungry either, which is weird considering I haven't pulled a 24 hour fast in awhile.

Today though I have to go to dinner with my friend at Olive Garden. Luckily though I can fill up on my salad and tell her I am full. I am kinda sad to be breaking this fast but I know if I don't eat in front of her she will freak out. So I'm now staring at the Olive Garden online menu trying to find something low in calories to order just in case. Until three though I'm surviving off of water, diet citrus green tea, and diet pop.

#fasting #thinspo #i want to be thin #ana

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Martian Manhunter

“I am Mars’ sole survivor. There is a reason for that.”

Pls just reblog don’t repost