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#my childhood lmao #what on earth actually #fave

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happy Thursday the 20th

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↓ theme .o6 ғʟɪᴄᴋᴇʀ ⇢ by Jayn It was my goal to finish and release this theme by October 1st but at least it’s not like … December. It’s a Halloween / 2spookymonth theme! The size of the sidebar image is 346 x 115. Please check the ‘customizing help’ link for details on the music player. If there are any issues, please report them so I can fix it. This is the fastest I’ve ever coded a theme so I’m kind of paranoid I missed something, haaaahsob. 

Happy October! If you like it, are planning on using it or already are, please give the post a like or a reblog so I know! 

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customizable colors

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#ref #theme

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Happy 23rd Birthday Fresh! <3

Thanks so much for being a supportive, hilarious, and caring friend. Remember: you're really awesome and talented and I adore your cosplaying skills!! I don't think I'd have made it through some of the tougher days if it weren't for your continuous acts of comfort and hearing me out. I admire your strength and honesty, and though I haven't mentioned it earlier, I'm glad you have been able to find your resolve regarding the loss of someone important. It's so inspiring, especially since I can now relate on a closer level. You have reached out to me for over the past few years, and although we cannot speak as often as we did then (thanks, life), I hope we can continue to stay in touch. I want you to know that I hope to be able to support you and comfort you as you did me.

I wish you the best of luck in your career and studies, and I know you will be the best at whatever you put your mind to. I believe in you, Fresh! Bless you. (I can't stop calling you Fresh I'm sORRY--)

I guess it's safe to say that the hilarious adventures of Soma and Ciel have been put on hold, but hey, there's tons of anime/series out there to enjoy. Thank you for the funny and feelsy ride, and I'm so glad to have met you on kurotumblr. That's probably one of the best things that happened in the fandom, next to making everyone else ship British Spice LOL. Here is an Armin shota-kun as my thanks! <3 Love ya and take care! HAVE A FABULOUS BIRTHDAY! ~ Enjoy every day, because we only have today once.

tl;dr = YOU ROCK. STAY FAB.

#THINGY #art #armin arlet #snk

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because apparently no one else writes somaciel fanfics, so i'm stealing old drabbles and putting them up on ff.net. you're welcome ;)

#LOL jks they're really bad but whatever ;w; #somaciel #british spice

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im crying i miss somaciel so much. >;

I THOUGHT I WAS OKAY.

#nope. #ooc #woes #im crey

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#me rping. #ooc #fav #LOL #gif

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It never has.

#Legit. #fav #for real tho.

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Super incredibly maddening thing about mental illness:

Fighting your ass off to live a normal life and function as well as you can, and instead of getting credit and having people be proud of you for all the efforts you’re making, having people use your apparently normal behavior as a reason to invalidate you and think you weren’t that sick to begin with.

It takes a lot of badassery to act this normal, but the effort is all invisible 

#but what if people don't know in the first place? #:c #Sometimes it would be nice to seek out professional help too #to alleviate the suffering depending on the situation #idk imo #props tho. but.

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AM I THE ONLY CIEL WITHOUT A SEBASTIAN ISTG

#ooc #I'VE BEEN HERE #FOR YEARS #AND I'VE NEVER HAD AN OFFICIAL SEBASTIAN #eVER #I ALMOST DID BUT THEN SEBASCHAN LEAVES #CIEL NEEDS HIS TEA OK #cries

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could I possibly get some writing help? how can I write a teenager who has mental disorders like post traumatic stress disorder and depression? if you could help me that would be great thank you :)

Whenever I write a character with a disease/disorder, the first thing I do is research. Here’s some things you should look into!

POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER (PTSD):

BACKGROUND

Posttraumatic stress disorder (Wiki)

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) (NIMH: National Institute of Mental Health)

Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) (Mayoclinic)

GUIDES

Writing PTSD (and other mental disorders) Accurately (WriteWorld)

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (EdwardKenwayps)

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder PTSD (What it is, Effects, Causes, Risk/Protective Factors, Signs & Symptoms, How it’s assessed, Treatment, How to Cope with PTSD)

Writing PTSD (Military experiences)

Writing PTSD treatment that’s true to life (10-part guide to PTSD)

How to Write a Character with PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) (KassCityHelps)

CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT: POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER (TheWritingCafe)

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder in Fiction, Part 4

PERSONAL EXPERIENCES

Living with PTSD and Getting Help

What’s it like living with PTSD?

My story survival battling PTSD

ADAA: Personal Stories

PTSDPuma

AFTERMATH

The Aftermath of Trauma Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

DEPRESSION:

BACKGROUND

Major depressive disorder (Wiki)

Major Depression (Clinical Depression) (Web MD)

'Clinical depression': What does that mean? (Mayoclinic)

Depression (NIMH: National Institute of Mental Health)

GUIDES

Depression and how to write it

Writing depression in characters

The Writer and Depression

Looking for help writing a character w/ bipolar/depression

WRITING CHARACTERS: DEPRESSION (TheWritingCafe)

Brief Advice on How to Write Depression: Imagination and Research (WriteWorld)

Do you have anything on how to write a character with depression? (fuckyeahcharacterdevelopment)

Do you know any tips for writing characters that have serious depression and selfhate problems? (TheWritersHelpers)

Characters Dealing With Loss (WhatAboutWriting)

PERSONAL EXPERIENCES

Personal Stories - Depression (ADAA)

Depression: personal blogs and stories (time-to-change)

Personal stories about depression (blackdoginstitute)

Depression - Vanessa’s story (NHS)

Depression - Writing Help (WritingHelpers)

voiceofdepression

Depression doesn’t equal ‘sad’

AFTERMATH

Side Effects of Untreated Depression (Web MD)

The Aftermath

Boredom/emptiness “depression aftermath”

Hope it helps!

-Zoey. x

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#;duo

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my muse is still dead and i am sad

#; - ; #ooc

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I'm looking at my old drafts and...

I left my rp partners hanging so many times omg I'm sorry ; n ;

#FML #IM SO GOMEN #UGH I SUCK #ooc

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i dont think i would have survived last year if it weren't for my really awesome friends. and fresh. i miss fresh. ; n ;

#I still call her Fresh idk #cries inside #ooc #I need to contact her once this crazy year is over. >;

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As a college student, currently really hungry with nothing to eat, I understand how hard it can be to get food. Sometimes you really just don’t have the money to eat and when you do, you waste it all on fast food instead of stocking up on cheap things because you’re so tired of Ramen Noodes and canned food you could barf. So, I’ve composed a list of recipes and resources that will fit a college kid’s budget and appetite. Don’t go hungry! <3

Ramen Noodle Recipes:

Ramen Noodle Stir Fry

Sirloin-Snap Pea Stir Fry

Chicken Noodle Soup

Chili Cheese Ramen

Egg Drop Ramen

Spinach and Ramen

Ramen Spaghetti

Ramen Alfredo

Cheesy Ramen Noodles

Mug Meals:

Cheesy Eggs Mug

Cheese and Broccoli Mug

Mac and Cheese in a Mug

Meatloaf in a Mug

Nutella Mug Cake

Cheesecake Mug

Coffee Cup Quiche

Coffee Cup Chilaquiles

Mug Egg Scramble

Microwave Recipes:

Potato Chips

Corn on the cob

Scalloped Potatoes

White Rice

Fried Rice

Baked Potato

Chicken Casserole 

Garlic Chicken

Chicken Soup Casserole

Caramelized Onion Baked Potato

Soft Chicken Tacos

Pancakes

Recipe Generators

My Fridge Food

Fire House Chef

Dinner in 15 Minutes

Advanced recipe Generator

Cuisine

Recipe Matcher

Super Cook

Recipe Puppy

Cook Thing

Recipes by Ingredient

Recipe Key

Not Beans Again

Ideas 4 Recipes

Big Oven

Other Resources

Actual College Student Cookbook

Restaurant Coupons [1] [2] [3] [4]

Free Birthday food [1] [2] 

#survival guide #ref

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chapters 89-91 can GO DIE

but not really im so sad about my baby. HE CRYING -weeps- AND WHATS GONNA HAPPEN NEXT I??? 

WHY YANA, WHY. stupid cliffhangers. ; - ;

#ooc #kuroshitsuji #WHY. #spoiler #91 #chapter 91