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Chapter Two: Number 13

“Y/N! I’ll get us something to eat just get us the seats.” You look over to Faye as she offers to get the food. You definitely don’t fight her on this, you don’t exactly have the means to buy food from a sports concession stand.

While this was something that bothered you, ridiculous prices at sports events you didn’t have time to dwell on that. Your bladder began constricting reminding you of a pressing matter,,somehow you’d forgotten you needed the restroom. You needed it since the drive to the stadium began but you were too concentrated on driving to let that bother you.

But now you needed to go, like right now. So you quickly thanked Faye and began a brisk walk to the restroom.

Everywhere your eyes fell you saw banners, posters, people holding signs, fans with players faces, and endless merch from both teams playing today.

The Alders you were familiar with, having attended nearly every game since Korai’s career with the team began. It was the other team being showcased that you did not know.

Hmm. I wonder if Ko will have fun today.

You thought to yourself, lately it was like he had an itch he couldn’t scratch. He was particularly eager about something, it didn’t occur to you that he might have just been excited about the upcoming game.

A part of you wondered why this game might be different from any other he played. You were then reminded of something Sachi said, “Well he knows a few players from that team”.

“Oh so it’s like a reunion and seeing how much everyone’s changed then.” You reply to Sachi as he’s cleaning up his waiting room.

“Yeah basically, I mean you didn’t see our match in high school but it was pretty epic.”

Sachiro paused as you both looked at each other, so much time had passed and so much had changed. You had. So had he.

“Well then I guess, I’d better cheer harder then usual.” You replied as Sachiro gave a small smile,

“Yeah just make sure to cheer at the right time, don’t want you embarrassed like the Red Falcon game.”

“Ugh, Sachi, you just ruined it. Jeez, one time I cheered too loudly for the other team because I thought that Ko made that point.” You pout crossing your arms across your chest, recalling how everyone in the stand gave you a weird look. You really should dedicate more time to understand this game.

“HEY WATCH IT!” A voice boomed in front of you as you were pulled back to reality. Before you could register what was going on you stumbled into something hard and felt something extremely cold run down your pants.

“AH!” You screamed when the cold liquid seeped through the fabric into your thighs. You looked down to see that it couldn’t have been water because it left a reddish stain on your clothes.

“Oh crap, m’ bad! I shoulda’ been payin’ attention.” A voice spoke as you looked up from your ruined clothes to what your eye line met which looked to be an extremely large, muscular, fit chest. You continued on the pursuit to locate a voice as your head looked up, the first thing you noticed was his large, brown eyes.

They reminded you of roasted acorns for some reason. Autumn.

His blonde hair shined brightly with the lights from above nearly blinding you.

“Oh, it’s cold.” Was the only response out of your mouth.

From your reply, the blonde man looked down and finally realized what had happened. His face quickly contorted into a nervous, apologetic expression.

“Shit! Yer wet! Crap, uhh! Do ya got extra pants?” The stranger asked as your eyebrows scrunched together in a ‘you’re joking right’ face.

No, you genius! I don’t have extra clothes! What person brings extra clothes when they go out?!

At first you didn’t think much but now that the liquid had settled in, you felt sticky, dirty, and very annoyed. Who cares that this guy might have been a little, just maybe, kinda-very attractive.

“No I didn’t plan to get something spilled on me so, I didn’t think to pack extra clothes.” You tried to bite back the attitude that was making its way up your throat. To be fair, it was also your fault for getting distracted.

“Oh yeh, well maybe ya could use this fer now?” The blonde replied handing you his jacket. His golden and black jacket.

It finally occurred to you that this person was an athlete. Not only that-he was a player from the team that would be facing Korai’s team today.

Something similar must have registered in his head as he actually took in the entirety of your outfit.

If the navy and gold didn’t give it away, it must have been the winged hairband you wore that closely resembled eagle’s wings.

“Err, guessin’ yer a Alder girl.” He commented not offended but not exactly indifferent either.

“Well I mean if ya’d rather not take this then maybe-“ he began but you quickly waved it off.

“I’m not exactly comfortable sporting the opposing teams merch while at a game against them but its not like I have another choice.” You reply reaching your hand out to accept the jacket, he didn’t look at all happy about it but must have felt responsible since he offered it.

He gave a small chuckle, “Well just don’t ya go flauntin’ it yeh, might get a few choice words thrown at ya.” He joked knowing how passionate fans of any team could get.

“Yes just what I needed- another reason why volleyball games will lead to my eventual demise.” You said folding the jacket to hide the name of the team and tying it around your hips, it mostly covered the stains so at least there was that.

You just couldn’t get a break, could you. Whether it was sitting on the wrong side of the court, cheering at the worst moment, and now-repping the opposing team while there for another.

“Well maybe if I’m nervous, I’ll look fer ya in the stands. To remember yer havin’ a worse day.” He joked as you gave him a glare, he smirked in response turning to run in the opposite direction.

As you watched his retreating back, you stared at the name on the back of his jersey.

MIYA. Number 13.

You guessed you’d be seeing him a lot for the next few hours.

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Author’s note:

Hey lovelies, sorry for the late update but had to get somethings settled. You know how it goes. Anyways I’m super excited for you all to see how the story will progress. In this chapter Y/N and Atsumu met for the first time and as you can expect it was far from the ideal introduction. All we can do is wait to see how their story will unfold.

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Chapter One: Sachi’s Protection Squad

Profiles | Chapter List

Author’s Note: Hey everyone! We’re kicking off this series with a look at Y/N friend group. She and Faye attended Kamomedai High with Korai, Sachiro, and Faye’s cousin Gao. More will be revealed about their high school life as the story unfolds! Stay tuned to see when Y/N meets our fav handsome and cunning sour setter Atsumu Miya!

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~ Chapter List for Then There Was You ~

Profiles

1. Sachi’s Protection Squad

2. Number 13

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Profiles for Then There Was You

Y/N’s Group

Atsumu’s Group:

Author’s Note: Hey everyone so here are the characters that will mainly be featured on Then There Was You. Faye is an OC created to serve the female best friend role and will have a side romance as well.

Hope you’re looking forward to reading! Please just send an ask if you’d like to be a part of the taglist!

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Then There Was You

Miya Atsumu Social Media AU

Author’s Note: After losing my way a bit, I’ve come back to share a story showcasing the one and only terribly amazing, smug setter Atsumu Miya. There’s just something about that overconfident, calculated, downright foolish blonde haired fellow and I hope you all love him the way I do. If you can. Lol.

Genre: social media au, drama, romance, slight comedy, angst, tough love, friendship, hurt/comfort

Summary: Y/N has no clue where she is going with her life. She’s graduated college some time ago and still hasn’t found a passion, a calling. She’s surrounded by success in the form of three best friends- Faye, a rising model, Sachiro, a lovable vet, and Korai, a professional volleyball player. Watching them run towards their dreams with such vigor makes Y/N realize that she is…stuck. Stuck in her sadness, a trauma, she’s long pretended she’s overcome. And suddenly in walks this silly blonde hair setter who might just be the shove in the right direction, that is if she doesn’t let herself ruin it before it begins.

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Side note: ZEPETO imagery will be used but I’ve left Y/N eye and hair color blank so you can visualize the colors of your liking. Hope that this helps and also provides the story with something special.

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Disclaimer

All rights are reserved to their respective owners I wouldn’t have been able to create this au if not for their artwork or characters. So a lifetime of thanks are in order please respect and support the creators in anyway you can. I do not own Haikyuu.

Stay tuned to find out!

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Hello everyone! It has been too long! I want to first apologize for the absence, I’ve been really busy being a mom as well as going through somethings personally. I have decided to start a new Atsumu smau and would love your support as I do my best to pursue this. I will be leaving Love Loop up in hopes I can go back to it and complete it once I square away where I want the story to go. Thank you again for all the love you’ve shared and hope to see you soon 💕

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18. We’re Friends

Miya Atsumu x (f) smau

“Sorry about that needed to put Yuto to bed.”

Atsumu looked up from his phone and found that Y/N was not making eye contact with him. He guessed she was regretting the rash decision of inviting him to her house.

He wasn’t completely sure how he ended up her either. He was currently seated on a chair by the counter wearing a shirt that she had brought him so she could wash his.

He couldn’t say he was used to this either. Even if he had a twin brother he hated sharing things with Samu but he definitely didn’t listen to his own logic.

Basically, he hated people touching his stuff but he didn’t mind using theirs. But this was different.

He was in Y/N’s house wearing a shirt she gave him. Was this her boyfriend’s? Or an ex?

He didn’t know why it mattered but a part of him didn’t like that.

“It’s a new shirt. No one’s worn it before.” A voice broke through the silence as he looked at Y/N and noticed she was finally looking at him.

“I mean it must be uncomfortable wearing a shirt of someone you don’t know but it’s not owned by anyone.”

She paused.

“My friend bought it as a joke when I told him I needed to diet.”

Atsumu looked at her then, “Diet-I could hold ya up with one arm.” He joked as Y/N stuck her tongue out at him walking over to the refrigerator.

“Well, the wash shouldn’t be too long maybe another 30-40 minutes plus drying time.” She explained as she reached into the fridge and pulled out a container of tea.

“I coulda just gone home.” Atsumu replied as he was greeted with a glare from her.

“Sure and get sick while you do that, like that wouldn’t totally be my fault or responsibility.”

“Yer too serious bout this, I’m a healthy guy, ain’t gonna get sick.”

Y/N glanced at the blonde to see he wasn’t exactly smug, he probably genuinely believed his health was in mint condition.

“Still, I’ve got too many responsible bones in my body.”

“Ouch- sounds like somethin’ Omi-kun would say.” He teased as Y/N bit back a laugh.

For a moment it was silent then. They both knew they were treading lightly because of the unfamiliar situation. Atsumu didn’t know what to say or if he had any right to ask to begin with and Y/N didn’t know how far she was willing to let the line blur between her private and public life.

“So..Yuto’s a good kid, even if I ain’t crazy ‘bout them.”

Atsumu began testing the waters.

“Haha, just give him a while, he’ll drive you up the walls.” Y/N replied, her hands twisting around her cup.

“He probably gets that from his mom, my sister was extremely active, way too friendly, like ridiculously so.”

She didn’t know what was safe to say but she guessed she could start there.

“Kid’s super tighty must be yer influence, I’d think even Omi would be impressed despite the milkshake slip up.” Atsumu stated.

Y/N couldn’t help but laugh remembering how just earlier that day Yuto had made the horrible slip up of dropping his strawberry milkshake all over Atsumu’s shirt.

“I can’t believe someone could have such rotten luck. First you drop something, then you slammed your head on the bus door, and ending it with a sweet treat of a milkshake.”

She wouldn’t have kept laughing but at the reminder of his name day Atsumu was sitting across her pouting like a little kid.

“Ey, that’s enough laughin’ Y/N.” The blonde warned.

“In his defense, you did try to take some of his dessert when you had your own.”

“Hey, don’t ya teach yer kid ta share.” He accused as Y/N nodded enthusiastically still enjoying his misfortune.

Atsumu watched her smile and wondered why he didn’t stop himself when he asked the next question, “It’s just the two of ya then?”

Y/N looked up to see his brown eyes staring at her, it might have been that she held everything so tightly together or the warm feeling he gave off but she nodded her head, despite previously thinking she’d never tell him about herself.

“Just been us for about two years now.” She paused staring at a picture behind him, “it was an accident during summer when Yuto was three.” She whispered as Atsumu caught his breath staring at her silently unsure if he’d make it worse.

After seeing Y/N shake her head as though gaining her composure she looked at him, “Don’t tell anyone alright? I don’t want things to get too personal.”

“Don’t think it would be that bad Y/N, ya practically know everythin’ bout us.”

“Well it’s my job to know. And this was an unexpected coincidence, but it’s not going to happen again.” She stayed as Atsumu felt a feeling that he hadn’t felt in a long time-being unwanted.

He recalled this feeling from when he was younger and no wanted to play with him on the playground save for Samu, he knew this from group outings in high school when people didn’t bother to invite him since he’d only cared about volleyball, then it reminded him of when Hayami started ignoring him.

“Ya don’t have ta hide Y/N.” He whispered as she looked up at him, her eyes guarded as though he was stepping into her protected space.

“I’m sure there’s parts of you that you don’t share with people Miya.” She replied as the blonde shrugged his shoulders.

“I’m an open book didn’t ya know.”

She laughed, “Or that’s just what you want people to think.”

“Ya got me there, but I ain’t hiding anythin’ from ya.”

Y/N narrowed her eyes, “Liar.” She accused.

Atsumu put his hands up in air, “Scout’s honor.”

She crossed her arms a crossed her chest, “And the girl from Valentines?”

Y/N didn’t know why she asked him that maybe it bothered her more than she led on but she certainly didn’t expect to act how she currently was.

“Haya and I used to date.”

He admitted so quickly that she was surprised and sure her face said it all.

“You didn’t...” she started by was cut off when he continued talking.

“She got it in her head that we’re gonna get back together.” He replied as Y/N stood quickly listening to what he wanted to share whether that was just a piece of it or the whole thing.

“We got a rocky past and suddenly she’s comin’ at me like none of that happened.”

“I don’t know what ta do.” He confessed as Y/N realized they did a lot of that tonight.

“As your manager I’d have to tell you to be discreet.” She stated as he looked at her, “But as your friend I’d say it’s your choice and I can see why she regrets it.”

“Friends huh.” Atsumu murmured as Y/N watched him beginning to get lost in his thoughts.

“Haha, maybe I got ahead of myself thinking the great Atsumu Miya would be a friend of a simple manager like me.” Y/N teased holding her heart in mock hurt as the blonde have a small smile one that Y/N swore didn’t make her heart beat quickly.

“Yeh, guess we’re friends.” He repeated denying the way the word left his mouth bitter and the smallest twist in his stomach.

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Author’s note: thank you for supporting so far and I’m sorry for the patchy updates I hope to update more chapters so I ask kindly for your patience. Your support and encouragement helps to keep me going so thank you so much! Also not sure how much more our lovely Y/N and Atsumu are willing to go through until they let go of their stubbornness. Stay tuned on this Love Loop. Taglist is still open.

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Heyyy I just finished binge reading Love Loop and I was wondering if you could add me to the taglist if it’s no trouble I love it sm🥺👉🏼👈🏼♥️♥️ If you can’t find my user thingy it’s fine I’m new to Tumblr so I haven’t a clue how any of this works🤪🤣🤣

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Hi! Love loop is really good, but giving reader a physical description makes it harder for people to connect with the story. Sorry if this comes off as rude 😓

Awwh thank you for your thoughts. As it is my first social media au I’m still learning as I go but I do appreciate what you’re saying, I hope you can enjoy it regardless and would love your support for this as well as future projects 💓

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17. Not Your Miya

Atsumu Miya x (f) smau

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Atsumu had to admit that lunch wasn’t horrible but it wasn’t amazing either. Hayami tried to make it seem normal having a ‘how you doing’ lunch thing but it only made things more awkward.

He had to stop himself several times from looking at his phone. He didn’t know what he waiting for but a small part of him denied that it had something to do with Y/N’s texts.

“You’d think all athletes were as nice as you guys but I think the Black Jackals were the best team I worked for.” Hayami explained as she went on and on about how she had been since they’d stopped dating. She had found a new job managing a baseball team not far from the city. Talked about how useful her experience was working with them and that she felt she was making progress with the players.

She didn’t mention her leaving, didn’t bring up how things had ended. It was almost like she was rewriting their breakup to something as less dramatic than it actually was.

Atsumu had a hard time keeping up with her. He’d always found talking to her to be fun but since everything happened he realized he might not have known her as much as he thought he did.

“Maybe we can catch a movie next week.” Hayami said in passing as Atsumu looked at his phone for the first time since they started lunch.

boss lady (1 missed call)

He had zoned out after seeing that notification.

Y/N had called him?

Was she okay?

It wasn’t like her to contact him if it wasn’t important.

Without thinking, he began calling her but was disappointed when he was greeted by her voicemail instead.

“So Tsu, a movie?”

Atsumu nodded without listening to her, “Sure yeh got ya.” He replied giving no thought to what he said or even noticing the grin on his ex’s face.

One day he would hear Omi tell him I told you so. And recommend he look into becoming more aware of reading between the lines.

Lunch had ended a bit ago but he found himself wondering the street for a bit. It was a day off, one well deserved, if he had to say so himself. Yet he was trying to fight the urge to go to the court. He didn’t know what excuse he could make, he knew that if he did Y/N would scold him about needing to dedicate more time to himself.

But for him being on the court was the only thing that made sense. He felt out of it whenever he was away too long and considered that she might have been right that he had a problem.

Which without much thought was- he didn’t have anything he liked doing except playing volleyball.

Despite being his twin, Osamu had other interests, most successfully making onigiri, but even growing up he dabbled in video games and even tried other sports out.

Atsumu however needed volleyball. It was the only thing that brought him to life yet gave him peace at the same time.

While in deep thought of what he should do, he then felt a tug on his jacket.

He instinctively looked beside him but noticed there wasn’t anyone there. It was then he felt another tug as he looked down in the direction of the pull.

A tiny hand was the first thing he saw, he followed that it to meet a tiny face.

“Mister, ya dropped this back there.” The voice said as Atsumu looked at the black haired kid behind him. He was maybe 6 but he couldn’t be sure, he wasn’t exactly an expert when it came to kids.

He usually saw them during events, fanmeets, and even some games. That however was the extent of his interaction with the minis.

He looked at what the boy was holding and realized it was a card Hayami had given to him. She had tried to tell him to look into new sports agencies and recommended the one she was currently working for.

He didn’t know what to say and declined her offer at first but she kept insisting it could help him in the long run.

That would mean leaving MSBY, the Black Jackals and all his teammates.

“Er’ thanks lil’ man.” He replied as he took the card and then realized that the kid was alone so thought to ask where his parents were.

“Hey where’s yer...” he began but was quickly cut off by a feminine yell.

“YUTO! I said wait!”

He turned following the voice and met the last person he’d thought to see.

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“Listen boss kid, you can’t just keep going on your own.” Y/N said to Yuto holding onto his hand as they made their way down the street.

“Onee, I’m not a baby.” The little boy replied as Y/N looked down at him and tried to resist the eye roll.

This kid was almost six yet acted like an 18 year old.

“You’ll always be my baby~.” Y/N sang as she was greeted with an exaggerated sigh.

“Did you just?” She looked down to see him trying not to laugh but heard the giggles escape anyway.

He thought he was being funny.

In response, she tickled him a little and gave in when he started hugging her and saying he was sorry.

“Not so tough now are you little bear.” She pulled him into a hug which wasn’t welcomed until he knew she wouldn’t let go until he gave in.

It was a good day, spending time with her little monster after being so busy. She had to admit Yuto spending time at a daycare was good for him since he would be interacting with kids his own age but it was hard not having him around.

She remembered when she first started taking care of him after the accident. It was a sensitive time for both of them and she wanted it to pass quickly just so she could see that everything turned out okay.

Now fast forward two years and she wished she had that time back. Just so she could cherish it a bit more.

She has no clue how to take care of a mini human being and now she realized she did pretty good. Yuto was a bright kid, he was repsectful, intellectual, and had this shine about him.

On the down side though, he wanted to grow up too fast, loved to do things on his own, and could try asking for more help once in a while.

After having lunch and doing a little shopping she noticed Yuto staring at something in his hand.

“What do you got there Yu?” Y/N asked as he looked up to her.

“Onee, that yellow guy drop this, can we give it to him?”

“Awwh that’s sweet of you but remember what I said about picking things up.”

“Onee what if it’s special?”

“Okay, okay, we’ll give it to him just let me grab our things.” Y/N replied as she took the last of the bags into her hands.

She turned to check on Yuto but noticed he wasn’t beside her any longer. Eyes widening in surprise she looked up quickly just to catch the green dinosaur hoodie a few feet in front of her. She was going to catch this brat and possible smack him into tomorrow for leaving her behind.

She realized she was definitely out of shape when she felt her chest tightening, her insides twisting in pain, and the soreness beginning to grow in her legs and calves.

How the heck could he be so quick?

Finally, she zeroed in on him and saw he was handing something to a man in front of him.

Did he not understand her lectures about strangers?

He obviously gained that way too kind attitude from his mother. She always had to caution her when they were growing up that not everyone was a kind as she was and now it looked like she had to do the same for her nephew.

“YUTO! I said wait!” She shouted out as he looked back at her finally revealing the face of the stranger he had chased after.

This was definitely not someone she expected to see.

And the brown eyes that stared back at her in surprise proved that the feeling was mutual.

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Author’s note: hey everyone I want to apologize for last week’s break. I was so swamped with life’s daily struggles I couldn’t juggle writing. Thank you all for your patience. So we finally have Y/N private life collide with her work life. She tried had to keep them separate because she had many questions that were brought up things she didn’t want to deal with. We’ll soon see how everything will play out. Please stay tuned and thank you for all your patience, support, and encouragement. Sending all my love! Taglist is still open!

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The Malfoy-Potter quidditch rivalry continues. 

(Thank you emilyprocraftinates for commissioning me. Inspired by ‘The League’ by I’m All Teeth.)

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Chapter 12 - Grandparents👵👴

Author’s Note: Hi everyone, I hope you all had a great week. This chapter has a little reading portion. Thanks for all the support. Remember that the taglist is still open.

Kuroo wasn’t one to get surprised, it was as if he had a six sense for things like that. No matter how well kept something was he somehow always caught wind of what could come next. Maybe that was just his smart ass being great at observing things but either way the boys have long given up attempting the element of surprise on him since there he would be at the end of the tunnel ready to ruin it. 

Yet, this wasn’t the same with you. Ever since he met you, everyday had been nothing but surprises. He was surprised when he suddenly met you at the school, how you claimed he picked up something very important (which he has yet to return to you), the various expressions you showed him, and at how he found the word “friends” to be very confusing when describing your friendship.

And today he was surprised again, to see you standing in his house between his grandparents.

Kuroo didn’t know if it was because of the lack of communications these last few days but he felt so relieved to see you. But also wondered why the heck you were here…at his house?

The moment you noticed each other a mutual expression of shock appeared on your faces. Who would have thought this would have happened?

“Tetsuro come over here and thank this young lady?” His grandpa called from down the stairs.

“Kuri what are you doing here?” He asked slowly dragging his feet down, wondering if this was a dream.

“Tetsu this amazing girl helped me when I fell at the market.” His grandma said placing a hand on her shoulder.

A sense of panic and realization hit him once he realized what his grandma said. He quickly rushed down the stairs and circled around his very small and fragile grandma, “GRAMS ARE YOU OKAY?!" 

"Ahh I’m fine my baby.” She said cupping his face and smiling so gently at him.

For a moment, you witnessed a new side of Kuroo. The sight of a 6'1 guy bent down to hug his about 5'2 grandma showed he was a gentle grandson. His grandma was patting his head, trying to convince she was alright. He finally pulled away and smiled at her. 

*THUMP THUMP*

“Did you just call her Kuri?” His grandfather continued, “I thought it was Kurakawa?”

“It is, Kuroo-san just has a weird nickname for me.” You chuckled while rubbing the back of your head.

“Ohhh Kurakawa-chan you know my grandson?” His grandma asked looking back to the two of you.

“Her grandpa is my coach, we met a while back.” Kuroo said throwing his arm over your shoulder, “We’re like best friends now!”

“Yaa…”You said shaking off his arm, embarrassed by the show of skin ship in from of them. 

Kuroo laughed as he released his arm, “So anyone care to explain what happened?”

His grandma hit his shoulder, “Have I not taught you manners? You haven’t even offered a drink to Kurakawa-chan and you want this lovely girl to stand here and tell you a story.” 

She looked up at the stairs and continued, “And Kenma-kun come down from there and eat or I’ll take those video games away for a week again.” 

Kenma quickly put his game system away and headed down stairs. 

“Of course, Kuri let’s go talk over here.” He said guiding her to their kitchen as his grandparents took the lead.

“Its fine, I need to head back home.” You said not wanting to intrude.

Kuroo bent down, his face inches away from yours, *THUMP THUMP*, “If you leave now my grandparents will be sad that you didn’t stay and think they have bad hosting skills.” 

“I–I’ll stay.” You hesitated catching your breath that escaped you a moment ago.

Kuroo had sat you down next to his grandma while he made you a drink and snack.

“So how did this happen?”

“Well Nana and Emi had to go see their apartment and I needed to get some stuff for dinner.  So while I was heading there, I saw someone bump into your grandma and my body just kind of reacted. I just caught her at the right time.”

“I told Kurakawa-chan I’d be fine to go home on my own but she insisted on following me just in case.” She said holding your hand and smiling.

“I truly appreciate your help Kurakawa. I’d be devastated if something were to happen to my wife.” His grandpa said bending down to kiss his grandma’s forehead.

“Its fine, I’m really glad I was there. I guess it was also a surprise when I found out you were Kuroo’s grandparents.”

“Now I know you must be in a rush but I insist you stay and eat some snacks before heading home. Now that I know you are a friend of my baby boy, we should become more acquainted.” 

“That would be nice.” You said smiling at his grandma. You look back at Kuroo who had been looking at you. He was smiling and now this was one that felt different. In the short amount of time you’ve known him this look was one that you haven’t noticed before, it made you feel different…something new.

*THUMP THUMP*

and for the third time today, you heart was fluttering for, Kuroo Tetsuro. 

~30 mins later~

“Awwe you’re leaving now?” His grandma said having Kurop bring another tray of snacks to the table.

“Yes ma'am, I have to head home and take care of things.”

“How about you stay another 30 mins Kurakawa-chan. I’ll have Tetsu-kun drop you home.”

“Ohh…” You awkwardly smile as you quietly grab Kuroo’s sleeve, asking for help.

“Grandma she needs to go, don’t worry this isn’t the last time.”

“Ohh alright. But please take some of these home with you.” She said as she packed away treats to give you.

*Mikasuki leaving Kuroo’s after spending an hour with his grandparents and Kenma*

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16.Omi’s Got the Answers

Miya Atsumu x (f) smau

“Can you stop that.”

Y/N glared at the blonde sitting on the couch while she typed away on the computer. Currently, she was scheduling upcoming events and working on weekly reports. These were usually quick to finish but even she was off this week.

Finally zoning into her work, this was interrupted by a trail of sighs.

“Would you stop that, didn’t I say quiet or goodbye.”

Atsumu looked up at her from where he sat, his face far from amused.

“Ain’t ya bored Y/N.”

“Doesn’t matter Miya, it’s part of the job. Besides I like paperwork.”

“Didn’t take ya fer a nerd Y/N.”

“Well you don’t really know me so.”

With this comment silence was welcomed but so was the growing guilt in Y/N’s gut. She didn’t mean to make it sound that way but maybe she wasn’t as ready to be in his presence as she thought she was.

“Listen...” she began slowly looking up to meet the brown eyes that stared back at her.

“Ya ain’t wrong tho.” He replied as Y/N felt his stare begin to melt into her. She suddenly felt like a lab rat, under intense observation. She didn’t like this.

“True but it goes both ways, I may know everything about you from a folder but I don’t know anything real, do I.”

Atsumu looked away then, Y/N silently thanked him for doing that because at least she could pretend his stare didn’t bother her.

“Lots of people think they know me since they come ta every game and keep tabs on me. But ya do the same thing and admit ya don’t really know me at all.”

He began as Y/N stopped typing for a moment to examine how he held himself. His slumped figure was probably because he was actually more tired then he was letting on. He was clutching and unclutching his fist, something people were often familiar with but she knew he did this a lot whenever he was lost in thought. His creased eyebrow showed that he was actually uncomfortable most likely because visiting ladies late at night wasn’t his norm. Finally, his eyes gave away everything, because despite trying not to, something had changed, and it bothered him.

“Don’t worry about it Miya, I got home safe that night and despite what you might think I’m not avoiding you.”

He looked up at her then, staring into her eyes definitely trying to find a lie in her words.

But Y/N was telling him the truth, after some thinking she realized it was sort of ridiculous to be upset when Atsumu didn’t owe her anything. He may have offered her a ride but it wasn’t a binding contract and she couldn’t expect him to be responsible when he wasn’t anything to her other than her job.

With these thoughts also came the understanding that it wasn’t his job to make sure she was okay but the opposite. She was required to ensure his health and mental wellness as far as her contract was concerned.

“Are you okay Miya?” Y/N asked as the blonde sat in silence and Y/N wondered if he would actually say anything.

“Do ya believe in second chances.” He finally spoke as Y/N recognized this deep moment. Maybe that was why it was so difficult for him lately since they stopped talking, they both didn’t have anyone to just talk with.

“I guess it would depend on the person and how I felt about them.” Y/N replied as she looked back at him a bit surprised that he was staring right back at her. He was obviously interested in what she had to say.

“Generally, it would be nice to give someone a second chance but sometimes you can’t expect that if whatever happened between them runs too deep. Then there’s also the fear that comes with whether or not they’d repeat the same mistake. But if both people are on the same page and then I don’t see why not.”

It was quiet again as they began thinking.

“I get what ya mean, makes sense but I still don’t know what ta do.” He confessed as Y/N noticed how tightly his hands were clenched.

“Well, who really knows what to do in life.” Y/N began as Atsumu’s eyes met her.

“There’s no sure way of knowing what to do or what’s going to happen, I think you just have to decide to either follow your head or your heart and see which you can live with.”

“What ‘bout ya? The biggest decision in yer life which one did ya follow, yer heart or yer head.”

“Haha, oh no, I don’t think I’m a great example.” Y/N’s laugh caught him off guard but he welcomed the warm feeling it always brought. Her laugh had an effect on whoever was around and everyone seemed to know that, but her.

“I used to be a majority heart decider but now that you ask, I’m not so sure anymore.” Y/N admitted as Atsumu listened quietly.

“Maybe now I just find a good in between.”

“A mix of both huh, bit of the two.”

“Yeah exactly, I think, not sure what good that does for you.”

“It helps, don’t count yerself short Y/N. Sometimes- I just gotta hear a person’s input besides mine and ma twin’s. Samu likes ta think we think different but that’s not always true. We are twins.”

“Ha just don’t let him hear that.”

And just like that whatever happened between them began to fade away. It may have been the way Atsumu reached out or how Y/N welcomed him. But they both knew that moments like these were too important to let go of. It was short, simple at times, but those raw openings were something they didn’t know they needed.

Atsumu wasn’t sure if that was anything romantic or if it would ever be but he did know that not having her there did something to him.

“Well just about done, oh hold on let me answer this.” Y/N began cleaning up as Atsumu did the same and she pulled the phone up to her ear.

“Ugh Ru, did you need to keep calling, I’m fine not dead, I swear.” She stared to talk as Atsumu tried not to listen but was thinking how different she sounded opposed to her normal voice. This was a side of her he hadn’t seen before.

“No, that happens when you watch too much Criminal Minds.”

“Isn’t it lunch time there-yes I’m leaving now, no get something to eat.”

“Don’t worry I’ll get home fine-no I don’t need. Seriously I’m fine. Ugh really.”

“OH MY GOSH. Okay stop I’ll call once I get home. Yes yes. Okay bye. No bye. Ru I’m hanging up.”

Y/N finished putting her phone in her bag and looked over to Atsumu to see his arms folded across his chest, he seemed deep in thought.

“Ya good?”

“Yes sorry, let’s go.”

Atsumu knew it wasn’t his business but a part of him wanted to know. So he didn’t stop himself as he asked, “So who was that?”

“Earlier? Oh Ru. Well Tooru, a great friend probably the best even, if he has any say in it.”

“Ya seem super close.” Atsumu commented as Y/N looked over to him not completely sure what she saw in his eyes.

“Well I guess we are, just don’t say anything because he’d never let me forget it.” She joked, a pleasant smile on her face.

It was the first time she ever talked about someone from her personal life. And it seemed that whoever this Tooru was, he was someone she really cared about.

At that thought, Atsumu shook it out of his mind, though he couldn’t quite explain that bitter feeling in the pit of his stomach.

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15. We Believe, A Little

Miya Atsumu x (f) smau

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Chapter 11 - Comfort Zone 💝

Author's Note: Hi everyone, I hope you are having a great day. Just an update I'm going to post every Monday and Wednesday now. I just need a day in between for a chapters finalization.

I'll be starting school soon so I'm hoping that won't effect my plans to update twice a week. But I'll be sure to let you guys know.

Thank you for everyone reading my story. Much love 😙💖

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Chapter 10 - Dinner with the Cats 🐱

Author's Note : This chapter takes place on the same day as Chapter 9 just later that day.

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14. Just Me

Miya Atsumu x (f) smau

Y/N’s eyes shot back and forth like a pinball as she watched Cat talk to Osamu like they had been friends forever. She knew that Cat had introduced herself to him a few weeks back right around the time they had eaten at his restaurant with Tooru but she hadn’t expected them to be this chummy.

“It’s a bit weird ain’t it?” She heard a voice say as she looked over to the blonde man beside her.

They had just finished prepping the photo booth and way ahead of schedule thanks to the surprising entrance of the Miya twins, more than 5 hours earlier than their shift to be exact.

“Well I guess not considering how friendly Cat is, she seemed to get along with you too earlier.” Y/N replied as Atsumu glanced over to her shooting his signature smirk that Y/N had to mentally fight reacting to.

“Guess the ladies have a hard time fightin’ their inner desires when it comes ta me.”

Y/N scoffed then looked at the blonde setter, “Oh you were serious.”

“Yeh yeh play as hard as ya want ya know I’m right.” He said waving his hand in a casual gesture as Y/N laughed at him earning her a joking glare from the setter.

“So how’s my choco goin’?” He asked as Y/N head shot up, she had actually planned to get them when she went back home to change before the event.

“Don’t worry I bought you the cheapest but tastiest one.”

“Ay, that ain’t the deal.”

“Why would it matter anyway, you’re probably not even going to recognize mine anyway.” Y/N stated trying to brush off the feeling of annoyance at his desire for sweets when he would be knee deep in the by the end of the night.

“I’d know if it was from ya.”

Y/N glances slowly up to Atsumu who had an unexpectedly serious expression. They stated at eachother for what felt like forever though they didn’t really know what was happening between those unspoken moments but something was definitely happening.

“Hey Atsumu is it true that Osamu kicked your butt at field day every year in high school?”

Cat’s voice broke through whatever was happening as Y/N looked away quickly.

“Samu why ya lyin’ ya know I owned ya!” Atsumu shouted back making his way to the pair cleaning up a ways from them.

That just left Y/N to think about what had just happened and that those chocolate eyes she stared into was something deeper than she was ready to take on.

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“So is your brother single?” Cat threw out as Osamu was getting ready for his photo shoot shift.

He didn’t know that agreeing to this stupid thing for Tsumu would have brought him to the exact person he was thinking of. He was extremely surprised that the same girl he met knew his brother’s team manager.

He had yet to get her number as Atsumu was teasing him about since they got there and he recognized her. Introducing them went smoothly with a narrow escape of awkwardness thanks to his jamming an elbow into Atsumu’s ribs before he could say the milf comment he was biting back.

But what was with this sudden interest with his brother - she couldn’t be into him right?

“Don’t you think they make a cute couple?” Cat stared as Osamu’s thoughts were interrupted as he looked in the direction that she was talking about.

His eyes caught the scene that she was referring to as Atsumu said something that earned him a scolding smack over the head by Y/N. She looked like she was doing her best to be serious but at one word she laughed along with the blonde beside her.

He had to admit he hadn’t seen his brother genuinely enjoying himself off the court anyway. Not since everything that happened with Hayami.

He assumed the same could be said about Y/N because Cat seemed extremely interested in how they were interacting.

“Guessin’ she ain’t always like that.” He stated as Cat looked over to him, almost forgetting how attractive the man beside her was. But how she hadn’t felt that attraction to the twin beside her best friend.

“Y/N’s a lot of things and definitely someone who could benefit from taking it easy every now and then.” She responded as the dark haired twin smirked at her.

“That prob’ly makes two of ya.”

She looked at Osamu with a curious expression, “What do you mean?”

“Well ya know cuz’ yer a mom yerself?” He replied in a whisper that Cat could barely hear him.

“I’m a what?”

“...a mom.” He said again not sure if that was the best way to bring it up.

He really didn’t know how to address it but he felt that she should know he was interested in getting to know her regardless of the situation.

Osamu didn’t look at her just yet not sure what face she would make, maybe she would be offended or insulted he brought it up without her initiating that serious of a conversation.

“I’m a mom? Why in the world would you...” she replied as it dawned on her then that he had first saw her with Yuto. A young kid who she loved very dearly but was also not hers.

“But the kid..” Osamu began but was stopped by Cat’s hand moving up gesturing him to stop.

“He’s a relative of a very close friend of mine.” She explained but stopped there knowing it wasn’t her place to say who exactly he was especially when it was obvious that Y/N hadn’t mentioned anything to Atsumu.

“So yer not a mom then.”

“Not biologically, I have tons of kids though, I work at a daycare.”

“Yer a teacha?”

“Ding ding, looks like you’re not completely brainless then.”

Osamu shook his head how could he assume something like that and actually come out looking like he had the same intelligence as his brother.

“Well then how would ya feel ‘bout catchin’ a bite ta eat after all this?” He threw out not wanting to hold back any longer.

Cat looked up at him with a coy smile, “It’s about damn time you asked.”

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By the time Y/N saw him he was surrounded by a hoard of girls. Despite this seeming like Atsumu’s natural habitat, anyone could tell he was politely trying to tell them to fck off.

She assumed this was from the constant bad reputation and hate he gained whenever he was -well his true self out in public. Many people enjoyed his athleticism and definitely his looks, his nasty personality though, wasn’t a real crowd pleaser.

“Listen ladies, thanks fer the goodies but I gotta go, gettin’ back ta the booth.” Y/N heard him say as he quickly ducked out of the crowd and made a quick exit choosing a banner displaying an elderly couple celebrating 50 years of marriage.

From where she was standing, he looked really ridiculous and strangely cute attempting to hide until she arrived.

As confident as he was on the court it was refreshing to know he had moments like this too.

“You going to hide here all night or?” Y/N stated as she watched Atsumu’s shoulders jump up high and he quickly turned back to her.

“Don’t do that-ya scared the sht outta me.”

Y/N bit back a laugh seeing Atsumu’s look of displeasure complete with arms folded together in a pouting motion.

“Let’s just get something to eat before you start getting more grumpy.”

“If ya knew I’d be grumpy why’d ya make me wait so long.”

“Let’s go princess.” Y/N teased as Atsumu followed her his dragging feet showing his displeasure with her comment.

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“It can’t have been that bad!”

After getting something to eat, they had somehow spent sometime talking and were now discussing horrible Valentine stories. Atsumu had just finished telling her of when a girl who was crazy for Osamu had slapped him silly when she mistook him for his twin and wasn’t happy about him being on a date with another girl.

“Ya weren’t there Y/N, it was a nigh’mare, she was yellin’ at me even pulled the other chick’s hair. I would’ve laughed my ass off it wasn’t happenin’ ta me.” Atsumu added as Y/N began to laugh at the story and his over exaggerated gestures and expressions.

He really was a good story teller.

“I actually feel sorry for you-here you were trying to score one and something like that happened. Not sure if it’s rotten luck or bad karma.”

“Whaaa, I hav great karma!”

“Sure you do, especially for all those times you were beyond nasty about your serves.”

“That was high school.”

“You still do that!” Y/N teased as Atsumu turned to deny it but came up empty because she had a point.

“I ain’t that bad no more.”

“Haha, that sounds like something a kid would say.”

Atsumu turned to look at her, “Since ya think I’m actin’ like a kid, where’s mine?”

“You already have so many-why do you need this one too?”

“Because ya made it fer me.”

Y/N tried not to think of how his voice sounded when he said that but it was kind of difficult not to. She wanted to blame it on the fact that she hadn’t been on a date in years but maybe it was also because she was enjoying the attention Atsumu was giving to her.

Before spending time getting to know him, she just assumed he was a jerk but now she knew he was a jerk and so much more.

He made her laugh, like really laugh. Then there were times when his smile or even his stupid smirk or grin would tug lightly on her heartstrings. Or even the conversations that could be so random and average then suddenly deep and thoughtful.

So, she had made him chocolates, despite her better judgement, even when she was horrible at it and Yuto laughed at her attempts or spit out the really awful ones.

She pushed herself to make these chocolates because maybe she wanted to see wherever the heck this could go.

“I’ll wait all night if I gotta.” His statement rung through to her as Y/N looked up at him slightly glaring at him.

“If they don’t taste that good just- lie to me okay and say they were great.”

Y/N reached into her bag slowly pulling it out.

“I mean it, it’s probably really bad, and if it is don’t even eat them all, just throw it out.”

“Would ya just give ‘em here. Ya actin’ like I’m some nasty chef who’d spit it up on ya.”

Y/N reluctantly passed it to the blonde looking away trying to mask her embarrassment. Atsumu found this beyond amusing since she was acting like a real person and not just his manager or someone who’s job it was to care about him.

“Thank-” Atsumu began but a ringtone stopped him as he watched Y/N pull her phone out. He as about to say something when he saw her politely put up her hand gesturing for him to wait.

“Yes this is she...”

“...is everything okay?”

“...oh...no that’s fine, I’ll be right over.”

As quickly as the call came it ended as Y/N put her phone back into her bag. Atsumu was waiting for her to say something but from her distant eyes and silence he assumed it was personal.

“Er everythin’ alrifht Y/N?”

His question stayed in the air between them for longer than he expected it was like she hadn’t even heard him.

“Yo, Y/N ya good?” He asked again this time waving his hand in front of her face snapping her back to reality.

“Oh yeah, I just got to take care of something.”

Atsumu watched as she began walking rather quickly in the direction of their booth.

“Did somethin’ happen? Ya got to go somewhere?” He continued to ask as Y/N distracted responses began to unsettle his stomach for some reason.

“Yeah nothing so serious-just got to let everyone know I need to leave.”

“Oh well, did ya need a ride? I don’t mind takin’ ya.” Atsumu offered as Y/N stopped and looked up to him, her eyes somewhat guarded.

“You don’t have to do that.”

“...well maybe I wanna make sure yer good.” He replied as Y/N’s lips tightened as though she was thinking of what to say.

“I guess that would be nice.”

“Ya sure got a way with words.”

Y/N tried not to smile at his teasing tone but Atsumu caught it ever so slightly. She didn’t realize he too, had a small smile on his face.

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