I like to imagine this was my Durge and Gortahsās dynamic back when they first started working together. Then cue the several years of a crisis of faith ksndbcheej
13. A character or ship you havenāt drawn/written for yet but would like to someday?
MegaRod 100%. They're one of my favorite ships in the TF fandom but god I can't believe I've never made content for them ;-;
I have one spicy wip that's been laying around in my folders since 2022, and was going to make a comic for a zine I had to drop out of with hints of MegaRod but it's all stuff I never got around to or never finished. I need to fix that in the future >:)
They are my beloveds who are such beautiful mirrors of one another, on top of I relate so heavily with their characters for one reason or another so they mean a lot to me <3
15. Have you noticed your style change over time?
Absolutely! It's much easier to notice the changes over a larger amount of time like my art now vs my 2021 art. You can see the drastic change in my lineart and especially with my shape work and how saturated my colors are now pictured below vvv
But there's definitely still some changes I've been noticing here and there in the past year, much more subtle and much more gradual. I've been improving on my speed and simplification of designs into my style, especially with Transformers. And I've also been getting a lot better with backgrounds/actually adding backgrounds in now bdavbdkvb not to mention, experimenting with lighting and learning about things like sub-surface scattering, reflective lighting, ambient lighting and a whole bunch of pretty overwhelming concepts tbh sdbksdbv
This year so far has mostly been a lot of experimenting and much more experimenting to come and I'm excited to see what my style evolves into next : )
23. Has your favourite character/ship changed over time?
Probably more my understanding of my favorite characters and ships.
I still ADORE MegOp and the mix of tragedy, pining and fluff it is but my understanding and interpretation of their characters has changed drastically from when I first entered this fandom at 18, now 23.
There were definitely influences from my anime fandom days where I thought "Orion is so baby and is a precious cinnamon roll who couldn't hurt a fly, lookit how smol he is with his big beefy warrior boyfriend who protecs him" to "Orion is a capable character who, while naive about the world, could be just as smart as Megatronus and in doing so created a whole other faction that inadvertently worked alongside a corrupt political system that Megatronus was trying to deconsruct" (Also not hating on anyone who still likes character interpretations like the first, it's just not my thing that much anymore personally kjbdvksbv)
I still like the concept of big beefy warrior boyfriend protecting his small librarian (cause c'mon that's just fun ksdbvksdb), but I merge it with my larger understanding of the classism themes, alongside the inherent religious themes of Optimus becoming a Prime that I'm such a bitch for kdbsdkjbv
Same goes for Rodimus in MTMTE. He went from "Haha he's just like me fr, lookit this ADHD baby who can't focus for a second haha he always forgets paperwork and has never done wrong I don't see how someone can hate him" to "Rodimus has done so much wrong and that's what makes him an insanely relatable character. People hate him because he's genuinely fucked up so bad and placed blame on everyone but himself because he wants so badly to be the hero of the story instead of the person everyone sees as the 'fuck up'. The fact he keeps trying to live up to a title that's bullshit and to a person (Optimus) who doubts himself every second of the day and doesn't see how fucked his own lineage actually is because the person he looks up to most is hiding things just like him and has fucked up just like he has, as has every other prime before him. But damn it, he's going to try and do better this time, he has to. Also he's so ADHD-coded it's not even funny."
Tldr: I merge the simpler concepts I loved when I was younger with the more complex concepts I love now that I'm older to create a nuanced narrative of the characters and their relationships while being a self indulgent fangirl skbgsbbihuft
What's the funniest or craziest AU idea you've ever come up with?
Apologies for taking a bit to get around to this- had a very busy weekend and needed a day or two to recoup jdjdjddj
But Ouughghghgh youāre making me think here cause Iāve got so many in my head that have never seen the light of day djhfdjdjdj
Itāll all be under the cut cause I *will* be unapologetically neurodiverse about this vvv
A bit suggestive but nothing explicit - and not one of mine but is far more entertaining than anything Iāve come up with since Iām an angst whoreā¢ļø jdhdhdhr was probably a silly strip club au that an old mutual of mine back in 2020 brainstormed. If I remember correctly it was something like the autobots and deceptions ran competing strip clubs and of course the deceptions wore bedazzled and glittery speedos and booty shorts and were slay as fuck sjdhdhdh
There wasnāt much to it other than that, the deceptions slayed and thatās what I cared about most iedniencein
Otherwise-
My craziest (crazy in the sense that, this-is-the-thing-Iāve-thought-most-about-and-put-the-most-effort-in-because-holy-shit-everything-fits-so-perfectly-and-you-can-tell-this-is-peak-fandom-crossover-indulgence djnfjeehbd) is my TarnMaRat Phantom of the Opera inspired AU. Spoilers ahead for mtmte and Lost light just in case too.
Iām not the first person to see the parallels between the Phantom and Tarn absolutely not (thereās actually a gorgeous Tarn print Iāve found on eBay of him as Phantom that I will put the link to here), but I *might* be the first (still highly unlikely with how old this fan base is sjchdjdj) to see the parallels between Christine and Pharma and Raoul and Ratchet (and many other characters who Iāve found a way to weave them into for the sake of this AU jdjxjd)
For example, Christine is stuck in a ļæ½ļæ½no-good-way-outā situation due to the manipulation of a man who threatens those she loves if his terms arenāt obeyed. Very easy to see the parallels between Pharmaās situation on Delphi and how he had to steal t-cogs in order to keep him and his staff safe from the DJD. But even Christineās deteriorating mental state throughout the musical is very similar to Pharmaās through out the Delphi arc. Sheās a fairly isolated individual whose mainly only known the Opera for most of her life, sheās been trained to be the next big star by the Phantom and is pretty suddenly thrust into said position to the point she becomes very overwhelmed when things begin to get more and more complicated and terrifying with her understanding of her āangel of musicā and the world in turn. Just like how Pharma suddenly found the DJD on his doorstep one day and was suddenly a t-cog supplier to one of the most deadly decepticons and had to start managing how to keep supplies coming in, keep his staff safe AND possibly find a way out of said situation that might get him and the others out as safely as possible. Which causes him to isolate the Delphi station from everyone until First Aid calls for Ratchet. Also very similar to Christine, they both latched onto people from their past who they felt safe with, possibly thinking they could protect them or help them.
Thatās only a taste of the analysis Iāve done of these characters cause I didnāt even get onto Ratchet and Raouls ego complexās or Tarnās obsessive behaviours over Megatron, that, for the sake of the AU, I switched up to an obsession over Pharma to better suit the parrells between Phantoms obsession with Christine eunceicheuhc
Instead of this au being a āI just put these characters in the other characters place so yay! The robots do opera now lolā, I instead took the same storyline and applied it to the Delphi arc and mish mashed things in from the Lost Light comics too. Honestly this would probably make a really good psychological thriller fic the more I think about it iendiencein
Some of this is still pretty wibbly-wobbly but the basic gist is that Pharma is still running the Delphi site but for a much longer indeterminate amount of time so heās kinda known as the Doctor who runs Delphi. He was thrust into the position straight after graduating med school (cybertronians still have to go to med school for this shit right??? DJXJDJDJ) to match the overwhelming nature of Christineās position as Diva. Delphi is also a much larger hospital in this AU with a reputation for 50% of its patients going missing/dying/etc, causing it to be severely underfunded, but somehow still able to run and operate. Which later when Ratchet pops around (since Iād like to think this whole AU would be from Ratchetās perspective, again, very similarly to the Delphi arc in the comics, to increase the level of horror and mystique around Delphi) learns itās due to the DJDās involvement who have been uncharacteristically generous to the hospital. Which later Ratchet learns is because Pharma treated a mech by the name of Damus back in the day when the hospitalās mortality rate was much lower. A mech who mysteriously keeps appearing in hospital records for coming in for treatment of seemingly superficial injuries, notes specifying that heād always request for Pharma, until these appearances just stop one day out of the blue. And the mortality suddenly spikes a few months later.
The rest of the AU is basically ratchet figuring out the mysterys of Delphi while also trying to find a way to get Pharma and co out of this situation as more and more important characters (sorry, Ambulon doesnāt make it in this universe either jcjdjdjd) are killed off by Tarn. With background Pharat and a one-sided Tarnma.
Iād love to do more with this AU in the future whenever my next bout of creativity is, I have so many feelings about them allš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗššš
Forgot to post this earlier in the day woops cjcjdjfj
Finally did a bust of my durge in BG3! Just needa make one for Tarkantis now! Not all together happy with the armour color but I was hoenstly just f-ing around with it. Iāll spruce it up later color-wise cjdnskjsjd
"This person has a secret onlyfans!" "This artist does NSFW commissions!" "This author writes porn on the side!" I cannot begin to tell you how swag and awesome that is.
Probably most of my content that isnāt TF related! Would love more interactions on my OC/Sona and other fandom content, especially my BG3 art right now, but I also understand as someone whoās interest based why that stuff usually doesnāt perform well djxndjdj
A lot of people follow an artist for one particular thing and when they donāt make that particular thing, people usually arenāt that interested unless you followed an artist for their style or something (is my assumption anyways djdjdjdj)
Some examples here below vvv (all of which you can find if you search my art tag: jaxsart on my profile!)
But I will say the non TF content that I think was really well received was my Spidersona <3 I got a wonderful fanart piece for her and Iām so happy people loved her design cause I was also really proud and happy with how she turned out. Still planning to make more content for her in the future! Sheās pictured below here vvv
16. How do you motivate yourself to draw?
Iām honestly still figuring that one out lol
I usually only draw when I want to since Iām not an artist who relies on commissions or the like to keep myself afloat. But Iāve also been hitting an art funk as of late and while I do want to draw, itās been really hard to draw cause of the skill I want to incorporate in my drawings now. It either takes me longer or I end up hating the process because of how long it takes or because of how hard it is. So that effects my motivation heavily because all the cons stated above is what makes me not want to draw š
Iām currently trying to find a balance of what makes me happy while drawing and how to make my art look good to myself again since Iāve been hating it so much. Iāve been looking into different techniques, learning more in depth lighting and shading techniques and need to do more anatomy studies as thatās getting rusty again and Iāve been getting lazy cjxndjdj
All in all, I still draw when I want to, but I think the big motivating factor is wanting to see the end product. I just want to be able to finish the WIPS I have and the visions I see in my head and get them out into the world so others can see them too. I wanna say that I finally made that thing or actually did it!! Thatās probably my biggest motivating factor right now. But weāre still figuring it out š
33. Have you taken a lot of art classes?
I took a handful as a kid, got to play with pastels once, made clay art, learned photoshop, learned to paint, a whole bunch of stuff! My parents have always been very supportive of my art and really helped foster a lot of that so I went to plenty of classes through out my childhood and teen years.
When I was in college, the last classes I took were all for my bachelors (which I dropped out of later on cjcjdjfj). I think the most helpful one was my life drawing class though. Iām gonna do one of those stereotypical artist things where I *highly* recommend you take a life drawing class if you want to learn more about anatomy or different techniques to implement into your art. Theyāre so good for growing your skill massively in a short period of time. My first drawings we did for gesture drawing look horrid compared to my later studies!
Always always always take a life drawing class if youāre able!