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“Birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don’t speak bird.”

— Kurt Cobain

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Liz Fosslien  

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Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope you fall asleep before you fall apart.

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I am not broken. I have been wounded.

I am not damaged. I have been hurt.

I am not useless. I am making the best of my limited capacity.

I am not lazy. I need rest to heal.

I am not unreliable. I live an unpredictable life.

I am not irresponsible. I am relearning how to function.

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i needed to read this

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What do you do when you've made revelations about your life, and they aren't what you'd like to hear in your own mind?

Pretty sure I just realized my life is not what I once thought it was. I am pretty sure I am not what makes my fiancee happy, and my oldest daughter just told me she had a new mom after one time of meeting a different woman. I am not over past issues from this past April, and I can't even begin to wrap my head around the thoughts I have in my head. I feel like I have nothing, nobody, and nowhere to turn. Tonight I've realized that my self esteem is in the absolute shitter, but a part of me feels that's where it belongs. What is happening to my mind and my life??? I'm completely sad tonight. And I'm terrified my family might be coming up on a split...

#mental health #depression awareness #finding happiness #help someone #what is happening #relationship #what the hell #what do i do #send help #why am i like this

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The world needs more people like you <33

If you feel ashamed of getting government provided assistance

whether that's Snap, or cash assistance or housing or insurance or WHATEVER.

I just want to say- I am a tax paying middle class person.

For the love of whatever you find holy, TAKE THE HELP. Seriously. Please. I am paying these taxes, and I am begging you to use that money to make your life better.

I find it tremendously depressing when my tax money goes to tanks for cops or subsidies for billionaires or general colonizing bullshit.

I want my tax money to improve your life. I do not give one single shit what you do with your cash assistance. I don't care if you think you maybe possibly could have gotten by without SNAP. If you can qualify TAKE IT. Eat as well as you can. Live as well as you can.

If you feel bad, picture me, cheering you on with every single choice you make that brings you comfort, stability or joy.

You are not a burden. You are my neighbor. There is enough to go around and I want us all to thrive.

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that stage in your life where your thoughts are kinder and your heart feels lighter, the anger has worn off, you don’t care to hear from them and feel genuinely unbiased by their presence. may you get to know this kind of peace.

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Yesterday I had such a good day. I'm not sure why it was good, maybe it's because I managed to take a shower, and get dressed, even though I have been feeling a bit under the weather for the last couple of days. Mental health is such a stigmatized thing, and it isn't quite looked at in the sense that physical health is. I've missed two days of work, and I can barely leave my chair. I find myself opening my eyes in the morning and then I cannot wait until it's time to shut them again later that night. My medications make me vomit constantly, and I am tired of being a constant giunea pig for the doctors. I feel like this never ending battle will never stop. I am a very upbeat person, but these mental issues I battle with myself everday threaten to take away the one thing about myself that I like, and that's my inner peace. Today, the only thing I can really do is just decide to not give up...today. <3

#mental health #finding happiness #ittakesavillage #one day at a time #depression awareness #bipolar disorder #adhd #keep going #keep fighting

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Drunk thoughts, what yall got for me? I have plenty. Always.

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The official sad ghost club

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“Someone you haven’t even met yet is wondering what it’d be like to know someone like you.”

— Iain Thomas

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I'm from a small ass town. And I have wanted to get out of this god forsakin town since I was 15 years old. I am almost 30. I love the south, however refuse to move to Florida for personal reasons. What would you all recommend? Also, I want ferrets. Need some advice on that as well.

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“People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don’t think that’s true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.”

— Kim Culbertson

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I don’t want a perfect relationship, just someone that tries as hard as I do.

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“People inspire you, or they drain you - pick them wisely.”

— Hans F. Hansen