neonleonsmessymindpalace

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

It's funny how good people can analyse me. But also freaky.

Like, geez, get outta ma brain! Have ya talked to Dr. Feelings 'bout me??? /j

Leo's relationship with death

Leo really doesn't like to think about death.

I mean, we all saw how much impact Karai's death had on all of Mad Dogs but Leo was the only one that had to be dragged from her, yelling after her, he really, really didn't want to lose her.

And I think when he lost her it left a deep scar.

I saw posts talking how Leo wants for things to get back to normal and pretend nothing happened, which I completely agree with. I think it's in big part because of his fear of repeating losing a close one.

He REALLY doesn't want to even acknowledge death.

Here Raph seemed to be getting through to Leo-

-but the moment he mentions possibility of his family dying?

Nope, time to deflect, joke and feign ignorance.

Leo's aware that death is a big part of being a responsible hero and that's why he'd rather goof off with his brothers and not train.

Because obviously when you ignore something it just dissapears, right? So if they ignore severity of certain situations and possibility of dying it won't happen, right?

If they don't treat it seriously they'll be fine! Totally!

Then Raph shields Leo from the Krang and sends him away.

And it's as if Karai's death stared right in his eyes.

So Leo picks up the slack of leadership in order to save Raph. He behaves carelessly during this time but can you really blame him, he desperately wants to save his brother, to stop yet another family member from death that he is so scared of.

He still tries to be positive and nonchalant, that "pfff obvioulsy everything will turn out alright!" but at the end of the day, it's not that simple.

Casey's speech had hard time to really hit Leo, he's still avoiding confronting resposibility, literally and metaphorically turning away from it. But the moment Casey says Leo's whole family died?

Now that made an impact.

And every time his family is in terrible danger he looks absolutely terrified and basically every time Leo has to be dragged away to not just return and try to save them again.

And when there's nobody to drag him away?

First thing he does is sacrifice himself. Because I don't think Leo is scared of his own death, or at least he is not as scared of him dying as his family. He'd rather give away his life than live through another grief.

Obviously I'm not sayin that the rest of the fam isn't terrified of close ones dying. But while they seem less aware (Mikey) and/or more ready for the possibility (Raph)...

Leo's wholly aware but he'd rather not be and ignore his fears until he can't anymore.

#/not mad #feeling a lot of pain because of it #poor me poor me /singing #/just shocked #I HATE DEATH #I love this analysis #neon leons messy mind palace #neon leon shitposts #but this is not a shitpost #turtle net

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

who would you push into a pool for 50 bucks?

April or Donnie? if you choose both you get 100 bucks

Both.

I can live with the consequences 🫡😎

#neon leons messy mind palace #donnies exceptional mind #april chat #turtle net #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #neon leon shittalks

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

Yee, the universe couldn't have made you too powerful with parental approval...

#neon leons messy mind palace #donnies exceptional mind #turtle net #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

Always slaying😎🌈

I kinda miss Dumb & Dumber :D

So Rise TMNT Duo names I've heard:

🟪Don & Leo🟦

Disaster twins

Midnight Duo

🟦Leo & Raph🟥

Magnetic Duo

Leader Duo

🟧Mikey & Don🟪

PB&J Duo

Smarts and Crafts

🟦Leo & Mikey🟧

Baja Blast

Portal duo

Sun and eclipse

Tidepods

🟥Raph & Mikey🟧

Sunset Duo

🟪Don & Raph🟥

Brains and Brawn

🟨April & Don🟪

Bannana Pancakes

🟦Leo & April🟨

The gay agenda

🟧Mikey & April🟨

Orange Lemonade

🟥Raph & April🟨

Eldest Siblings

🟥Raph & Cassandra🏒

Shred Red

🟦Leo Future Boy🔑

Father and Son

Sensei and Student

#neon leons messy mind palace #🤣 #april chat #turtle net #rottmnt

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

That strongly looks like a demon summoning cycle with all these candles...

Proceed with caution, Apes.

I'm out. ✨️

Joking I'm IIIIIIIN 🕯

🦐 here, its been a whillllleeeeeeee uh hope youre doing well

anyway

whats your favorite scent?

Lavender.

I use it everyday, it calms me so greatly, especially when it's very strong.

In addition, I also enjoy Rosemary.

Oh, and the smell of rain & moss, freshly cut grass & books.

#:0 #neon leons messy mind palace #april chat #donnies exceptional mind #turtle net #rottmnt

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

Hey, I hope you're having a great week so far :-) 💚

Yeeee, I'm vibing 🫰🏿🎶💙

Hope ya feelin' great too :)

#neon leon shittalks #neon leons messy mind palace #turtle net #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt fandom

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

Best decision ever. 🌟🎶

Gossip buddies!

My commissions are always open if you'd like me to draw your characters!

#girls night!! #disaster twins #neon leons messy mind palace #donnies exceptional mind #april chat #turtle net #rottmnt

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

Boops and baps for you

*throws rainbow glitter at you*

(*>｀▽´*)/★*☆♪

#:> #I exist to be silly #:>>

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

Boops and baps for you

*throws rainbow glitter at you*

(*>｀▽´*)/★*☆♪

#neon leon shittalks #neon leons messy mind palace #turtle net #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #baps & boops #rise of the tmnt #silly goose

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

I'm dying, my favourite song, nooooo!

Nintendo IS kinda arrogant tho, not all of their choices are so very cool

I will just... leave this here because @raph-a-roni sent it to me.

It should've been Playstation, though, just saying.

And more accurately: it should've been Playstation vs Xbox with Nintendo being Mimzy.

Thanks for everything, Nintendo. 💜

Credits to: @/zuk.vus on TikTok

#just look at nintedo online :/ #online gaming & nintendo?? nope #neon leons messy mind palace #donnies exceptional mind #turtle net #hazbin hotel cover

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

I forgot about Quirrell the Squirrel.

(Back on track!)

Day 3! Witchtown!!

Imma be real… could not think of a funny concept with the actual witchtown episode. My brain went “magic” and it just went. And I’m unashamed of my love for the disaster twins

#WHO CAN I TRUST THESE DAYS #lol #/j #neon leons messy mind palace #donnies exceptional mind #april chat #turtle net #rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #harry potter

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

I am now further evolving my tragic game with the app TickTick (which reminds me of everything I need to do) by calling the household chore list

Tom Nooks Slavery

And now I'm giggling my ass of whenever a chore appears.

But also: frightened.

#ksksksksksks #neon leons messy mind palace #turtle net #rottmnt #adhd hacks #animal crossing #tom nook #adhd brain #rise adhd leo #rottmnt adhd leo

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

(Back on track!)

Day 3! Witchtown!!

Imma be real… could not think of a funny concept with the actual witchtown episode. My brain went “magic” and it just went. And I’m unashamed of my love for the disaster twins

#whaaaaaaaat #but!!! ravenclaws are too smart to do evil??? #neon leons messy mind palace #donnies exceptional mind #april chat #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

you will ALWAYS catch me being pathetic on tumblr.com

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

I love how on their phone call Charlie was just standing there and talking.

And Lucifer was all over the room, constantly doing something else simultaneously xD

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

Psssst. Guess whaaaaat.

@donniesexceptionalmind has been on this hellside for a YEAR now.

Let's... idk show him some love? C'mon, he even missed it 🥺 the anniversary was the two days ago 🥲.

Let's give him AAAAALL the ✨️ Yippee's ✨️

#ACCOUNT ANNIVERSARY BRO #neon leons messy mind palace #donnies exceptional mind #turtle net #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #roleplay rottmnt #turtle net community #rise of the tmnt

[neonleonsmessymindpalace]

No shame in needing a therapist!

I don't think it can get cheaper than doing chores & trying to do basic self-care. Probs to Dr. Feelings ✨️🧡

Insomnia rulezzzz, I slayed with 2 hours of sleep today 🫡🫰🏿💙

It's fun to see how many people relate to me. Are ya'll serious? Ya need a therapist 💀🤙🏾💙

#neon leons messy mind palace #wowie a minotaur #rottmnt #turtle net