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Little things that brings me joy.

#study with me #studyspo #study sesh #study time #study tumblr #study aesthetic #study space #studystudystudy

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Fuel.

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Sometimes... things that feel good in the short term... are worse.

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“If you knew how hard it was, and how long it took, to rebuild my little universe of peace and happiness then you would understand why I’m so picky about who I allow in my life.”

— Weird People

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Dealing with rain today.

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This is the same book that I read every afternoon in my grandparents’ room.

Just Finished: The World’s Best Fairytales

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This is where I’ve been for the last 2 months. 💔

“I’m in pain because the day is ending and somehow l am never healing.”

— Anne Sexton, A Self-Portrait In Letters

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F. E. Marie

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My favorite little cafe.

#coffee #coffeegram #coffee aesthetic #coffetime #coffee lover #coffee is life #coffeeblr

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I always pray that I find someone who will understand that I will always have sad days.

“Tell me darling, would you still love me If I told you about the monsters I need to sing to sleep every night? If you understood the way I need to tiptoe across my own mind so I can fall asleep before daylight? if you knew where the nightmares came from, if you saw my scarred soul, would being with me terrify you? If you knew the full extent of the damage they have done to me, would you stay, would you still want to?”

— Nikita Gill, Questions I Am Too Broken to Ask

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“Things didn’t go exactly as planned, but I’m not dead so it’s a win.”

— The Martian by Andy Weir

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— Hiromi Kawakami, The Nakano Thrift Shop

[ text ID: When I thought about the idea of spending the rest of my life like this - going through my days in a fog of anxiety and fear - I felt so depressed I could have laid down on the ground and gone to sleep right then and there. ]

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trust in the universe

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This is me right now.

“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”

— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

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Zainab Aamir

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This hit so hard.

“I don’t hate myself but if I pretend, will they love me then?”

“Maybe pain is just a mirage that’s excusing me from all the things I know I’m capable of.”

#Spotify