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anyways. sam likes to braid ribbons in his and eileen’s hair

#also someone remind me to talk about magdaandemmanatural on here

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hey @ the folks running the main. why that url

#every day i log on and see things

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What he wanted vs what he got

I do love the idea of Sam dyeing his hair too. In the 2000’s he wanted to do that feathery looking thing but dean fucked it up and they had to cut it so he just had frosted tips for a few months

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I do love the idea of Sam dyeing his hair too. In the 2000’s he wanted to do that feathery looking thing but dean fucked it up and they had to cut it so he just had frosted tips for a few months

#sam winchester

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fun Gender outfits for Sam (and cas)

#courtesy of me n jess n allison in discord ty both #sam winchester #let them have some fun with their bestie cas! matching crop tops for girl's night out #supernatural #top one is an fbi outfit second one is for hangin out w cas third one is a gift from jack

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happy sammy sunday to those who celebrate pls appreciate her family eileen jack and magda

#and also patience but patience is off at college rn it's a busy weekend #but magda and jack are home and the four of them are debating which park to go to

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literally what has eileen ever done wrong? nothing. they’re literally perfect

#i woke up and was smacked in the face with love for one mx. leahy #listen my motto is that sam has never done anything wrong but the REAL character who's never done anything wrong is eileen #i'm right #eileen leahy #supernatural

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Hi it’s been a little bit! We’re changing things up here for a moment with an Eileen headcanon which is that I think they like to ride horses! It’s not something they get to do often but they like the swaying feeling of being in the saddle and feeling the horse talk through the reins and the way it’s walking. If they‘re able to take a few days off they’ll try to find a place where they can take a guided trail ride - it can be tricky, most places aren’t used to or willing to accommodate someone who’s deaf - but a couple times a year at least they get to sit on a horse and just enjoy life for a few hours.

#supernatural #eileen leahy #’its been a little bit’ I say after not posting for like one day as if this blog didn’t regularly take week-long pauses

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I think in the baby Magda au Sam absolutely has a nervous breakdown about not knowing how to take care of a baby, especially one as traumatized and hurt as Magda. The last time he was in charge of a supernatural baby (not monstrous, she isn’t monstrous, she never will be) was Bobby John and even though Sam KNOWS he was soulless then he still feels like he should have done better. Knows he could have and didn’t and is terrified of doing the same to the girl - Magda, he heard her called, as the parents roared in anger while Sam and Dean carried her out. Dean’s gone now, out getting baby supplies, because he knows this stuff better than Sam and Sam doesn’t know what on earth he’s going to do and it’s killing him.

But Magda is asleep on the couch next to him, so he stays quiet. He can feel himself crying and his hands shaking and thinking about her stuck in that hellish cold basement is making his stomach flip and his skin crawl but he doesn’t make a sound. Magda is sleeping. She looks more relaxed than ever, like she’s getting a proper healthy sleep. He can’t - won’t - disturb that. So he stays quiet and trucks through it, like always.

All traces of the breakdown are gone by the time Dean comes back, where he’s greeted with the sight of Magda staring up at Sam, who’s conked out with his head tilted back. Magda’s still silent, but her eyes are big with something Dean recognizes as curiosity. It makes him smile, seeing a little baby look at his baby brother like that.

He makes sure to stay quiet as he puts things away. Magda’s fallen back asleep when he checks in on them again, and Dean grabs a blanket to lay over Sam.

He does so gently. It’s not good parenting to wake your children, after all. And as he does it, he sees that Magda has wrapped one chubby little hand around Sam’s finger.

#This is literal rambling but listen. They’re a family. Sam is magdas dad and he’s terrified of doing it wrong #But he’s got dean to turn to for help on technical stuff and Magda loves him and feels safe with him #So it’s gonna be fine

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it’s weird girl Wednesday! celebrate Eileen and Sam and Magda please <3

#Wrooooooong bloooooooggggggg #Previous tags

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it’s weird girl Wednesday! celebrate Eileen and Sam and Magda please <3

#I am going to be on a flight so I cant #But. Perhaps I will work on baby Magda au. #Supernatural

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Charlie: oh so you’re gay?

Dean: whats That

Charlie: like.. uh.. well if you like guys and you’re also a guy

Dean: I don’t know about all that city stuff, but I do know that i want Cas to be my wife

Charlie: what the fuck

Sam, also there: we’ve all tried it’s always like this

#SAM ALSO THERE SKJFNKSDFS #supernatural

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thinking about her, ace/demisexual sammy

#ace headcanons near and dear to me #especially like with everything she's gone through? asexuality is not always a product of trauma but sometimes it is #and that's ok #so like. vaguely ace sam becoming solidly ace post-s4 or s6. it matters to me #sam winchester #happy pride #asexuality #supernatural

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au where Magda is an infant or young toddler when tfw comes across her.

Sam’s psychic powers reawaken in his dreams, where he hears the cries of a young child and gets a sense of dread and overwhelming fear. He doesn’t understand what’s happening or why until they pass the place where Magda is being kept and Sam literally passes out for a moment from the strength of the vision that overtakes him. Dean is freaking out when he wakes up, and Sam is so scared because he doesn’t know why this is happening, but they have to check it out. They need answers.

So they go in, and in a too-cold concrete basement they find Magda, who is at most two years old, who is utterly silent and unmoving. But Sam still hears screaming and his heart is pounding in fear, and he can put the pieces together: this child needs to get out of here, this child is scared, and this child is psychic. So he picks her up, and the wailing stops abruptly - he doesn’t know why, or how to take it, but he focuses on getting out of there. She’s cold in his arms, so he takes off his big brown jacket and wraps her in it, gently, while she stares at him.

The family comes home and catches them. Sam and Dean fight their way out, Sam with one arm protecting magda at all times, her crying echoing in his skull as gunshots echo in the room. Somehow, impossibly, a stray bullet catches the stove as they duck out the front door. Fire blooms across the dirty floors, the explosion catching the parents in its embrace. Magda, wrapped in Sam’s jacket, carried in Sam’s arms, is carried out, safe, and by the Impala Sam pauses to look back at the burning building.

In the Impala, it’s silent. Dean doesn’t play music, too on-edge and off-center from the rescue and the truth of what was happening in there. Sam isn’t saying anything, trying to think of how to best take care of this child and not what she did, not what she is, not what Sam himself is.

And Magda, dozing in Sam’s warm jacket, secure in his lap, is also silent - both out loud and in Sam’s head.

He doesn’t know how to take that. At least when she was screaming in fear, he knew what she needed, how she felt. But then again, the sensation of utter terror isn’t washing over him anymore, so there’s that.

They’re silent all the way home.

#psssst pssst check it out #baby magda au #sam winchester #magda peterson #dean winchester #magda IS sam's daughter that's just FACTS

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sam literally has peak chipped black nail polish vibes though HOW did we never get that in canon. give that man chipped black nail polish!

#sam winchester #i know the answer is 'cw are cowards' but like. like. #supernatural

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happy pride to sam, she/they genderqueer lesbian, and eileen, he/they nonbinary bisexual! they’re gonna go hang up so many gay flags on their porch

edit: forgot that sam is also ace!

#these are just my personal very specific hc's but yeah! happy pride to them!! #sam winchester #eileen leahy #saileen #supernatural

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he’s in tears over the memory of a birthday cake he’s literally in tears over the MEMORY of a SINGLE NORMAL BIRTHDAY with a CAKE

#i'm literally ill over this