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one thing the human emotional range is lacking is the predator animal ability to stare at people while holding the limp, bloody corpse of your prey in your mouth

#animal death #fr #circle of life #predators

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Pidlwick II and III 🎭

(👇 Possible Curse of Strahd spoilers below 👇)

Amento has been having a stressful journey figuring out his past as Pidlwick III. In the castle he met his first failed version Pidlwick II, which definitely creeped him out.

Now he lives in denial saying that they look nothing alike (they do).

I wasn't too keen on the official design of Pidlwick II, so I just drew how I imagined him instead. Also our DM added in the story that he has a second face in the back of his head, and the head rotates 180 degrees between happy and sad expression when needed. It's so creepy I love it.

Amento is my reborn druid in Curse of Strahd campaign. I had no idea what the story was when I was designing him and decided he would be a puppet. It fits so well with the story it's almost uncanny.

No spoilers in the tags please! 🙏

#fascinating #curse of strahd #pidlwick

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Made the worst brownies ever created just now

#god my humor is spicy today

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some of my favourite sign fails <3

#🤦‍♀️ #sign fails #yikes

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post nut clarity does not properly convey the gravity of the pre nut insanity. like truly.

#👀 #thousand yard stare

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MEDIEVAL PEASANT SCALE OF WORLD VIEWS

Please

It's so horrifically true

this guy gets it

#speaking as a yank myself unfortunately #medieval peasant scale

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Took a post-processing nap and had a very odd little dream, in which my first-ever boyfriend showed up on my doorstep, after many many years of not knowing where he's been or what he's done.

I opened up the front door and stepped out delightedly to greet him. I even dreamed that my dog was there, in the way, trying to get at him first, until I pushed my way past and stumbled outside onto the doorstep, and then I got to tell him that he never did have a girlfriend.

We'd run into each other once after middle school. He was working at a JC Penny's, which I never really go to, so it was a fluke anyway that I was there. He joked that I had been his only girlfriend. I'd overhead in the between years that he was gay. I haven't seen him since.

I have no uterus anymore and in the dream I had no breasts, and gleefully I exclaimed his name and stumbled across the threshold of my home.

He wouldn't tell me why he'd come or how he found me there. He even tried to walk away again, once he'd said hello. But when I bent my knees and put my arms around him (I don't know why I was so much taller than him in my dream - we used to be the same height, I think)... He held me. Casual and sweet, like we were always meant to be there like that.

#lamour stories #dream journal #therapy processing #autie brain nap #nonbinary

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Stone cooking supports used to grill skewers of meat by Minoans on Santorini, circa 3600 years old. The line of holes in the base supplied coals with oxygen. Many consider modern "souvlaki" street kebabs a direct descendant of this portable food system. Museum of Prehistoric Thera, Greece. More: https://thetravelbible.com/museum-of-artifacts/

#history

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"Let me in," I say

to everything I've ever loved

#drabble

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#this seems relevant #it's all right

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Echos

#there are so many layers here #bg3 halsin #baldurs gate 3

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#unf #this seems relevant

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he taste like shit. 🩸

Fix-it AU

one comment made me think what would happen if Astarion brought my Durge to Cazaldor before the main story.

#this is incredible #get his ass #bg3 astarion #baldurs gate 3

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(Thought vomit. Enjoy.)

I'm reaching for my MFA. The application asked me to explain why. I couldn't answer. I don't know how.

Introduced to enneagrams, and I'm a 4. The individualist. The "I can't relate, so I convince myself I'm special" one. I don't know how to deal with being different. Special comes with more dismissal than it does affection, at least in my experience.

Ezra is in love with someone who gets him, at least so far. I try to be a hero, but I'm just a child, and I still don't know how people work. We're 30, give or take. Autistic. He looks as radiant on the outside as he is within, but we still wonder if maybe we're just Dorian Grey. Maybe it's still just a façade.

I make people cry. Urge them to feel their heart so I can tear it out of them with piercing prose. Look at this meat. It is not the source of emotion; it's a first responder. Where has it been all this time?

My partner says all life is wrong. That it exists by hurting and consuming others. So why are we so mad at villains, if that's just the way it works?

Alek holds Strahd in his arms.

We carry ghosts.

#drabble #lamour stories #thought vomit

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Dinner with Strahd

Procreate Brushes by @maxulichney

#curse of strahd #strahd von zarovich #beautiful artwork #dinner with strahd

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#hannigram #hannibal #fix it #hannibal fanart

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trying to raise the dead by Dorianne Laux

#poetry #gothic #urban gothic