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ms-smuffngst · 2 years

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“Love that is Forevermore”

Husband Dazai x Female Reader

Genre: Kinda Angst to Comfort/Fluff

listen to this!💗

Expressing your feelings was never simple for you. Whether it would be an “I miss you” or “I like you” the words never just seemed to appeal to your taste.

“Change can happen, Y/N! When you meet a special person, you’ll express endless feelings like how a waterfall has endless water flowing.”

“But…what if I never do?”

Those were the words that were ringing in your head as you lay under someone you treasure deeply, giving your love and body to him for the first time. Love was never something that you had expected to come from that well-guarded heart of yours, yet when it came to him, you always seemed to have fallen under a deep spell. “Is this love, or is this simply human lust?” you asked yourself. To be taken care of, to be happy with someone, and to be loved was simply a play that the world had been putting on until you met someone who you knew that you had loved.

“Dazai, after seeing me, my body, like this, are you still willing to love me?” you asked hastily. To be frank, you didn’t want to ask at all. What if he would never love you again? Were you just a mere pleasure tool? It all depended on the man that you had given your own love to.

“Y/N, darling, at the start of our relationship I promised you that no matter what would happen between us, I would love you the same; no, even more now that you’ve entrusted your body to me. I will love you with all that I am, broken or not because I trust and love you so much to know that-“

…

“-you will always fix me, and love me at that. Thank You for the life that you’ve given to me, it’s something that has led me to where I am now, with you. I love you forever, my dear Y/N, soon to be wife.”

Dazai lovingly said as he ended his part of the wedding vows. Here you are now, 4 years after that day standing before God; making an everlasting sign of love to your one and only, Dazai Osamu. You never would’ve expected that in a million years, you would’ve loved someone as much as you love Dazai. To be able to smile and cry, to be able to get mad and make up with him was the one thing in life that you realized that you needed. Dazai had healed a wound in you that you never knew was there.

“In love and in pain”

“In suffering and in happiness”

“I, Dazai Osamu-“

“I, L/N Y/N”

“Will love each other til’ death do us part.”

As you both shared a meaningful kiss, with emotions of happiness, sadness, care and pain, you closed your eyes to the bittersweet melody of love that is forevermore.

#dazai x reader #spotify #osamu dazai #bungou stray dogs #dazai x y/n #i love you #husband material #iloveusmdazaiii #done with the hiatus #enjoy smuffins

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୨⎯ハ b̲̅o̲̅y̲̅f̲̅r̲̅i̲̅e̲̅n̲̅d̲̅!d̲̅a̲̅z̲̅a̲̅i̲̅ h̲̅e̲̅a̲̅d̲̅c̲̅a̲̅n̲̅o̲̅n̲̅s̲̅ ハ⎯୧

traveling to Vegas w/ him

pairing: boyfriend!dazai x fem!reader

warnings: smut/nsfw🔞

A/N: Y’all it’s literally Vegas how could I not add some smut? Like if I didn’t it would just be sad. Anyways, enjoy because I won’t write much smut lol. (THAT WAS A LIE HAHA) Also, I’ve provided some fits that you’ll be wearing, I hope y’all will envision it more with these tee-hee

listen to this 😏

Vegas? Just the two of you? Yes.

Like the horny mastermind Dazai is, he planned everything down to the last minute.

he always has his arm wrapped around your waist to show other men YOU ARE HIS

Kinda gets turned on when you wear something that shows off your curves

“Belladonna! How pretty you look! But you know what would make you prettier? If you we undressed under me.”

“Osamu it’s a vacation, I plan to walk a lot. NO.”

he was sulking alllll the way

His hands r all over you in the subtlest way

whenever u guys sit down or when he’s driving, he has one of his hands at your things like massaging/squeezing it

HORKNEEEEEEEE DAZAIIIIIIIII

ok so once he called you by your name (it’s usually either baby, belladonna, Bella, princess and all that shiz) you ignored him for all the petty reasons to see his reaction.

“Y/N? Why are you ignoring me?”

“…”

Bitch stop ignoring Dazai. (Shit wait I’m the author that’s my fault)

y’all ate lunch at a fancy resto and his eyes were on you the entire time

“Bella, are you still mad? I’m so dumb for doing that, I’m sorry.”

“Look, you may be dumb, but you’re my dummy.”

KISS KISS KISS KISS

SORRY BUT THE WAITER SHOWED UP

when y’all finished, you told him you had to go to the bathroom only to find him there ahead. (Like you know those uni-sex bathrooms? Yeah)

“Osamu what are you doing here?”

“Idk, maybe I just wanna have you here, right now?”

Now here u are getting f-ed into the wall by Dazai.

y’all done tee-hee.

“fuck baby, you took me good this time”

“can we go now? it was nice.”

he really likes when he comes out of the bathroom slightly messy with lipstick stains on his shirt and you around his arm

ITS DINNER TIME

you guys had to get changed into something fancier because you were having dinner at some place that’s fancy af

(FIT CHECK)

“Bella, you look stunning.”

“As do you, baby.”

YALL WALKED IN THAT PLACE LIKE THE RICH COUPLE IN A MAFIA SERIES!!!

he payed (300 dollars breh he’s too nice)

y’all had steak, pasta, and champagne

*when marimba rhythm starts to play*

“Dance with me” (dazai)

“Make me sway” (Y/N)

Sooo y’all danced all that shiz yeah yeah

HE BROUGHT U BACK TO THE HOTEL ROOM

the moment you locked the door he pounced on you.

“Fuck, I’ve been suppressing the feeling this entire time. You’re all mine now little girl.”

“And you may do so.”

Thank You for Reading!🥹

#dazai x reader #osamu dazai #bungou stray dogs #dazai smut #dazai x y/n #Vegas date #18+#Spotify

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ms-smuffngst · 2 years

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“𝒯𝓌𝑜 𝒲𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉”

ᵃ ᵈᵃᶻᵃⁱ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ ᵃⁿᵍˢᵗ ˢᵗᵒʳʸ

𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 “𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘮𝘺” 𝘣𝘺 𝘊𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘯 𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘺

Synopsis:

Dazai’s sudden disappearance from the Armed Detective Agency causes trepidation among its members that something unfavorable had happened to him. A search party is released, and after 4 months with no trace of him, they surrender to the case. You, being his fiancé, decide to search for your beloved on your own; independently. On one fateful night, you decide to go to the Bar you and Dazai had always gone to after tough missions to clear your heads together. As you enter Bar Lupin, you catch sight of a silhouette of a tall, broad man sitting with a beautiful red-haired lady. You were sure yet uncertain it was him, but your only question was, who was she?

❣.·:*¨¨*:·.❣ ṡṭȏяʏ ċȏṅṭıṅȗєṡ ɞєʟȏẇ ❣.·:*¨¨*:·.

A tale old as time, young love don’t last for life

“We did it! We finally completed the mission!” you exclaimed happily while running in the warm, yet bruised arms of your lover, Dazai Osamu. It’s been a year since you two had started dating, and it’s been the kindest year that the world has given. Waking up to warm hugs, having someone compliment your cooking, and most of all, someone to love your bruised and beaten up self for who you are. “Woah there Princess, I’m not going anywhere; and I never will.” he said while taking you into his arms and bringing you into a mellow hug. Oh how it felt so nice, so warm, so loving. You closed your eyes in his embrace, crying out tears of happiness, pain, and acceptance. It was the best, yet most painfully beautiful feeling ever. Unlike now, you only felt pure pain, suffering, longing, and sadness. Sitting in your condominium bedroom, where you used to be with him, now alone and questioning life once more.

And now I know, now I know, It’s time to go, it’s time to go

“Never going anywhere? Bullshit. Why? Why did you leave me? Am I not…good enough?” the words echoed in your head before you finally came to a point where you found yourself at peace, sleeping soundly in your bed after crying your eyes out once more. You had been searching relentlessly for another 5 months after the Armed Detective Agency had given up on Dazai fully. You recalled that same moment that Fukuzawa had announced the news to you all that Dazai was dead. “Everyone, it’s been a tough 4 months for all of us and with a heavy heart and with deep remorse, I’d like to formally announce that Dazai Osamu, member of the Armed Detective Agency, has passed away.” Fukuzawa had announced with teary eyes and a grieving tone. You dropped to the ground out of shock, covering your mouth and repeating the words “He…he’s ok.” over and over before breaking into tears over the news. “Y/N, I’m sorry. I know you two were going to get married. He’s safer now, and in a better place too.” You ended your flashback and started to pretty yourself up and go to Bar Lupin, the place you and Dazai had gone to clear thoughts and talk about your life plans together. “Just this once. Maybe he’ll be proud if I finally decide to wear the dress he gave me.” you whispered to yourself while glancing at the fancy black dress that Dazai had given you after a mission. Just this once was all right, right?

We’ve traveled the seas, we’ve ridden the stars, We’ve seen everything from Saturn to Mars

“Y/N? Don’t you have a mission right about~“ Just before Kunikida had finished his sentence, you started humming the tune of Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy to distract both him and yourself. “Kunikida-San, leave me out this time. I’m going drinking tonight. I’m dressed prettily already, so leave me to be, please.” you pleaded in an awfully dreary tone. Of course, he let you go and in less than a minute you found yourself walking out of your condominium, dressed in luxury from head-to-toe, looking like a celebrity. How you would’ve wanted him to see you like this. Beautiful, not bruised, happy, not heartbroken, and most of all, he would’ve loved to see you smile again. It pained you to remember the memories you held so dear to your heart, despite it being the reason that you had never given up on Dazai. “Damnit, I shouldn’t cry now, I didn’t put on the setting spray” you said while attempting to stop yourself from crying again. You told yourself to be strong, if not for yourself, then for him.

As much as it seems like you own my heart its astronomy, we’re two worlds apart

“Welcome” a low and husky voice greeted you as you came inside. The striking aroma of aged whiskey and cigarettes filled the small bar you addressed as your second home. Ah, it smelt just as you remembered it. Smiling, you walked into the small 3 seat bar that you loved, only to be greeted by your missing treasure, right in front of your eyes; but, with who? “Belladonna, are you sure you wanna stay late? The kids might get into trouble again.” a rather familiar voice conversed with the woman beside him whom he addressed as “belladonna”; something you haven’t heard in a long time. You thought to yourself, “Belladonna? Kids? Is this really Dazai? No, it mustn’t be.” This felt just like a mission. Why would you have to use your skills on such a casual evening? Fine, let the world be, as long as it wasn’t Dazai, then everything would be ok. You confidently sat down on the seat to the far left; the only available seat. Why must the world be like this? It was the same seat that you were sitting in when Dazai had proposed to you. Memories came flooding back, and just before a tear escaped your eye, a familiar voice called out to you. “Y/N, long time no see! Same order?” the old bartender said while washing the whiskey cup that some person had used. “Hello again. It’s nice you remember me. I’ll have the Strawberry Whiskey please.” you say while chuckling. “Osamu, you know it’s Karina’s birthday tomorrow right? You know, I was planning to give her a necklace. What do you think?” said the red-haired woman beside you to her husband. “Oh? Your daughter’s birthday? Happy Birthday to your little Princess then.” you turned to the woman and flashed a fake smile. She was, to say the least, beautiful. With enchanting red hair, golden eyes that gleamed in the light, and a charming smile. It hurt that you were even talking to her; let alone being nice. He was yours, you were supposed to get married, so why does she have him?

You can’t force the stars to align when they’ve already died (Final Part)

“Thank you! You’re so kind Miss-?” you took a sip of the strawberry whiskey that you had requested, and while holding back an immense amount of tears, answered to her. “L/N Y/N, pleased to meet you.” you smiled. “L/N-San, it’s a pleasure to meet you. I’m Dazai Sayuri.” she said, extending out a hand. It hurt so much to know that now, someone else had that last name that you were destined to have. It was unfair, to say the least; why did he run away from you? without an explanation too? It hurt your heart to keep up the smile that you used to cover up your mental and physical state for the past 9 months. Still wearing that same diamond ring that had yours and Dazai’s name engraved on it, you took her hand and shook it. “Yuri, give us a minute will you? L/N-San and I were old workmates, I wanna catch up.” Dazai said in such an innocent tone that even you wouldn’t suspect a thing. “Sure dear. I’ll be in the jewelry shop next door if you need me.” After his wife had left, the feeling in the air changed. There was a heavy pressure, and even though the room seemed dark already, it felt even darker.

“I’m sorry, Y/N.”

“Shut the fuck up, Dazai. You left me tattered and bruised, and you expect me to take your sorry? I fucking loved you with everything I had and you left me there. It’s been an excruciating 9 months looking for you. I’ll tell the rest of them that you’re happily married. Goodbye, you bastard.” Just before you were about to leave, he took your hand and started to cry. “Please, don’t leave me like this,” he pleaded. “You left me, now I’m leaving you. I’ve returned the favor, Dazai.” You said while looking him straight in the eye. You wanted to break down so badly, you wanted to accept him into your warm arms and lead him home; to your home. No, you will never again. The amount of pain and suffering that you endured because of him was of no match to the feeling now. You felt; at peace. You took his hand and put the ring he gave you in it. “Give this to your daughter; maybe sell it for the money to give her the necklace.” you let his hand go and turned back. All the memories of you two together suddenly came back, and it hurt. It felt like you were stabbed in the heart a million times. It’s over. You left the bar, still suppressing the feeling of sadness, yet, you felt somewhat happy. Happy to know he’s living a good life now, with kids and a loving wife, and you decided that well, maybe it was time you lived your life.

“I guess we really were two worlds apart, Osamu.”

END😭

#Spotify #dazai x reader #bungou stray dogs #bsd angst #osamu dazai #astronomy #conan gray #angst story

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꧁༒☬𝖇𝖔𝖞𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉!𝖉𝖆𝖟𝖆𝖎 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖆𝖓𝖔𝖓𝖘☬༒꧂

when you get sick🤧

pairing: boyfriend!dazai x fem!reader

A/N: hai, sorry for not posting, I’ve been sick for the past 3 days and I wasn’t really in the mood to write since I kept throwing up and headaches literally 24/7 so yea. I’m feeling alot better, even though I still don’t have an appetite, I can write now hehe. enjoy btw!😚

warnings: STRANGER THINGS SPOILERS

listen to this😘

“y/n love, I told you not go to the mission overseas! now you come back to me sick and blistered!”

yep take Dazai’s advice ya dummy

he makes sure you drink your medicines on time because some irresponsible person refused to drink the bitter cough medicine on time *cough cough* you.

holds your cold hand all the time

he holds up your hair when you throw up

“love, let it out, you’ll feel better”

he likes to massage your shoulders

makes sure to let you listen to a calming playlist while reading you a book

he buys you loads of fluffy blankets, especially when he sees the (favorite color) ones, he doesn’t bat an eyelash at purchasing it

he hugs you a lot

all he can cook is a pack of ramyun noodles, so whenever he can he cooks it for you (even more so when you ask for it)

sings to you while you fall asleep on his chest while he pats your back

kisses your forehead before both you and him sleep

in the middle of the night kinda snuggles into you

for some reason, he wakes up like 10 minutes before you need to drink your meds in the middle of the night and spends that 10 minutes adoring your face

“princess, sorry to wake you up but you have to drink your medicine”

“baby, it’s 12 already? *sniffle* okay hold on 5 minutes”

well ya drank the meds without throwing up! congrats!

he says affirmations like it’s the end of the world

“love, you’ll get well soon, don’t worry, I’ll make sure my talented, beautiful, caring, and loving princess gets well.”

“why are you so cute even if you’re sick😌”

“if sick meant beautiful then you are very sick (he meant it literally too :)”

“let’s watch the last two episodes of stranger things love! it’ll make you feel better! (RIP EDDIE😭😭😭)

he wiped your tears (and snot) when you saw Eddie die and that scene where Max went blind and her bones broke because you thought she died (me too sister)

welp, you’re now asleep from crying your eyes out, in Dazai’s arms covered with a blankie.

LOVE U DAZAI TYSM FOR TAKING CARE OF USSSS💋💗💗💗😍😍

Thank You for Reading!

#Spotify #dazai x reader #osamu dazai #sick day #stranger things #bungou stray dogs #eddie stranger things #max stranger things

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.*•.¸♡ b̤̈ö̤ÿ̤f̤̈r̤̈ï̤ë̤n̤̈d̤̈!d̤̈ä̤z̤̈ä̤ï̤ ḧ̤ë̤ä̤d̤̈c̤̈ä̤n̤̈ö̤n̤̈s̤̈ ♡¸.•*.

when you go to 💗Disneyland💗

pairing: boyfriend!dazai x fem!reader

A/N: hallo, welcome! anyways I just got my first follow and I am ecstatic abt it! and holy shat 31 notes on it too? damn I’m happy! tysm! also, since I just came from Disneyland, I decided to write headcanons abt going to disneyland with Dazai! (lucky🤭) so enjoy my smuffins!

listen to this🥰🥰🥰

loves swinging your hands and his back and forth while walking to the next attraction

he likes the thrill of roller coasters, meanwhile u on the side abt to faint

holds you tight during drops

motivates more of manipulates you to go with him to splash mountain

kinda laughs at you when you scream out of fear

he calls you “m’lady” or “princess” the entire time🥺

ofc, he payed for the food bill.

“Osamu, baby, try the Turkey leg! it’s delicious!”

“Not as delicious as you, princess!”

ofc u smack him in the head😰

he likes taking (instagrammable) pictures of you, bro will melt at any time seeing that sunshine smile of yours

“Princess, do you want to go again?”

“Osamu, I almost fainted.”

betch laughed his guts out

he enjoys seeing u rlly fascinated with all the rides

he rode “it’s a small world” like 5 times💀

gets ice cream all over the new *100 DOLLAR* Gucci shirt you gave him.

he likes getting crowns from the Disney princess’ rides and giving it to you

“Princess! Get your crown!”

He likes balloons

he applies sunscreen on you because you’re too busy shaking in fear🤭😒

fav ride gotta be Indiana Jones

Why? Mostly cuz your eyes sparkled the entire ride and you looked so pretty

he likes walking with you while holding your waist

ugh romance ikr

you two end the day with a romantic *CUE THE CARELESS WHISPER INSTRUMENTAL* dinner at Ruth’s Chris Steak House over a Tomahawk Steak and Red Wine. (Well ONLY YOU, after 6 months of training, Dazai got his license so he drove back and forth.) THANK U DAZAI MUAH😫

Thank You For Reading!🥰

#osamu dazai #Disneyland #dazai x reader #bungou stray dogs #dazai x y/n #Spotify

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(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙!𝙙𝙖𝙯𝙖𝙞 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙣𝙨 ♥

while you’re on your period

pairing: boyfriend!dazai x fem!reader

A/N: Shout-out to all the girls out there who endure the scorching pain of bleeding every month, you all need more recognition! We go thru sm as women, and if society says shit abt it then leave them bcuz they are blind, deaf and dumb :) now for my fellow dazai simps, enjoy muah muah muah 💋💋💋

listen to this🥰

cuddles everyday WOOP WOOP

uhm, work? nah man, you’re resting.

kinda buys you things during periods

(dresses, jewelry, and all)

omfg, he’s the absolute sweetest, if you suddenly cry bcuz of the period feels, he’s there to comfort you and listen

will massage u

tells you mostly nice stories about today

comes up to you and just hugs you while repeating the phrase “love you, my belladonna.”

my boy confused whether pads have flavors because of their colors

“Y/n, love, is this strawberry or watermelon?”

get ready for a shower of compliments when u have ur period bcuz he knows you’re starting to *again* feel insecure abt ur body

hot chocolate? yeah it’s on your table side with milk and sugar just how u like it

calls u names like “princess” or “baby”

he will cater to all of your weirdly weird needs

“Osamu baby, can you get me chips with salt, pepper, and marinara sauce please? I’m craving it🥺”

“Of course y/n love, I’ll be right back”

Istg this man is too good for the world keep him happy or I’ll summon Kunikida to lecture u abt it🤠

watches horror movies with you

he holds you tight when you’re scared

brings you a hot compress when cramps hit

cuddles you to sleep

sings u lullabies

just before he falls asleep, he whispers “I now know the reason for living; not me, not just for you, but for us. goodnight my love.”

Thank you for reading!🥰

#osamu dazai #dazai x reader #dazai x y/n #bungou stray dogs #Spotify

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