BURNS LIKE HELL
CHAPTER SEVEN
SUMMARY:A YEAR AFTER HER HUSBAND PASSED Y/N TELLER-MORROW DECIDED TO TRY TO MOVE ON WITH HER BEST FRIEND ANGEL
WARNINGS: SWEARING, SMUT IN THIS CHAPTER.
A/N: as always feedback would be great! Do not read if you are not 18 please. Gif not mine, credit to the creator.
Angel drove like he was about to miss the most important event in his life. Once at a stop, I slid off the bike behind Angel. While taking my helmet off he started to stand as well. He leaned in and kissed me while he was taking his helmet off too. After the kiss, he moaned and said, âGod, I could get used to that.â
âThen get used to it. Cause if I have it my way there will be a lot of it.â I replied, while relishing in the moment of Angel acting like we are sixteen and I was the first girl to ever let him kiss them. We got to the door, and Angel grabs my wrist as I try to walk inside. I look up at him.
âI donât want this to just be a one night stand, if you arent ready for a relationship we should stop now.â
I leaned up and kissed him smiled and said, â I want all of you Angel, I want you sexually, I want you romantically but most importantly, I want everything; forever with you.â
You would think I just put a quarter in this man cause as soon as I said that he wrapped his arms around my ass, lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist while he had his lips on my neck. Kissing and sucking my neck. Every touch from this man made everything inside me go wild, like it was on fire. Angel stumbled as he was trying to get us to his bedroom I was already trying to unzip the back of my dress. When Angel did get us to his bed he gently threw me down ripped his kutte, flannel and shirt off it what looked like one go. I shimmed my dress down so I was only in my bra and panties. When Angel saw what I was wearing he practically growled âFucking gorgeous baby girl, Iâm going to fucking ruin you.â As he kissed down my neck making his way to my breasts. I moaned loving his mouth on my skin. As my hands tried to un buckle his pants. Angel chuckled as his was nibbling on the top of my breast, âImpatient baby?â
I giggled and replied, â I think Iâve been more than patient, this shouldâve happened already.â I took my bra off while Angel was pushing his pants off, both of us just in our underwear now.
Angel bit his lip and growled again then taking my lips in his. After a minute of kissing and feeling each other with our hands, Angel bit my bottom lip. And with a deep lust filled whisper he uttered, âwe are going to fix that problem tonight. He kissed me again as I grabbed his buldge from the outside of his boxers gasping at how long and girthy it was, Angel chuckled and dipped his hands into my panties where Iâve needed him all night. He swirled his thumb around my over-sensitive clit. And I whined from the connection. I took my thumb and rubbed the precum over the head of his large cock. Without warning, he pulled away he then pushed me back and sank down to kiss the inside of my thighs, my cloth covered heat aching and seeping for him. Angel looks up at me to ask, âYou want this baby girl?â I had no strength to speak at this point so I only moaned and nodded my head. As if he was a starving man, he ripped off my panties and threw them across the room. He then dove in as if I was his last meal.
âHoly fuck!â is all I could say, so I chanted it like a mantra. As he swirled his tongue around my clit, every so often giving it a slight suck, pumping two of his large ringed fingers in and out of me. Maybe it cause I had went so long without sex, or it could be that Angelâs mouth was a gift from the sex gods. But I was already about to cum. âPapi Iâm about to cum.â
âFucking cum! Cum for papi!!â he growled into my pussy. The tone in his voice and the motions he was doing with his tounge and fingers made me cum instantly right there moaning loudly boardline screaming. As I rode out my high, Angel continued to lap up my juices. Once done, he climbed on top of me taking my lips in his, while doing so he sheathed his enormous cock into my tight soaking pussy. We both groaned at the contact, he pulled away from the kiss to look me in the eyes to say, âIs this papiâs pussy?â the way he growled those words made me even hotter than I already was.
I relpiled with a whine of âYes papi itâs yours.â Angel bit down on my neck I scrwame din both pleasure and pain, he grunted in pure satisfaction. Soon after he flipped us over so I was on top. I bounced on his thick hard cock looking at Angel with lust. Just when I was about to cum Angel grunted âCum with me baby, cum. On. Show. Me. You. fucking .love .me. Like. I .love .you.â He said each word after each thrust. With that I came undone once again but this time on his cock, which made him cum inside of me both moaning and grunting as we rode out our highs. I climbed off of him to lay next to him, both of us panting.
Afraid, he would regret this I made a joke, âSo was that as good as you imagined it would be?â
Angel laughs and grabs his smokes, â Oh baby I couldnât ever imagine anything that felt that fan-fucking-tastic. Fuck. I âd fuck you six times a day if youâd let me.
I giggled and snuggled into his side. â I think thatâs a bit much, but fucking at least ince a day for forever sounds good though.â There was a split second of silence.
Angel broke it though. âI canât wait to tell my pops youâre finally my girl, heâs been busting my balls about you being too far out of my league for forever now.â
I couldnât help but grin like a child at a candy store, âSo Iâm youâre girlfriend now?â I asked while taking his smoke away so I could take a drag.
He just smiled down at me and responded, âNothing would make me happier, do you wanna be?â
I handed him the smoke back and replied.â I mean I donât usually just go and fuck my friends.â As soon as I said that he put his smoke out and laid his head on my chest, wrapped his arms arounf me squeezed tighyly and said, âI cant believe youâre mineâ I sighed happily and replied with âAnd I canât believe youâre mine my love.â We talked for a little while longer before falling asleep. We made plans to go on a real first date the next day. I was excited to see where this journey would take us.
To be continuedâŚ
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Burns like hell
Chapter six
Summary: after Y/N Teller-Morrowâs world is flipped upside down again, how will this affect her progress with moving on from juice?
Pairings: past Juice Ortiz x Female Reader, Angel Reyes x Female reader
Warnings: Angst, swearing, smut in later chapters.
A/N: Any feedback would be greatly appreciated. This will be a chaptered fic im not sure how fast or consistent I will get chapters out. Gif not my credit goes to the creator.
I honored every word I told Jax, after we buried our mom, I left with Angel and the rest of the Mayans MC. Itâs been about six months since mom passed and since then Jax decided to drive his bike into a semi truck. I tried to convince myself not to go to his service but I ended up going. The entire time Angel was by my side. The rest of the sons would check on me regularly but if I had to say who visited for checked in most I would have to say, it was Happy. Right now though was a good day, I was working with Chuckie to get everything together for Marcusâ birthday bash tonight. As Iâm looking across the yard to where Angel and Ez are working on a bike I smiled. Being pulled from my thoughts by Bishop coming from behind me. âSo when are you and Angel going to quit the puppy dog eyes shit, and finally get together?â Bishop asked matter of- factly.
I turned my attention back to the project I was worked on, and answered him âI know he has feelings for me. He knows I would love to be with him, but I need to be ready before we move further so I donât hurt him.â
Chuckie and bishop laughed, Tank decided to speak next, âI cant tell you what to do sweetheart, but I wouldnât make him wait forever. Itâll hurt him more.â
Sighing with slight frustration but not sure if I was frustrated at them or myself because I knew their words were true. Chuckie decides to jump in for my defense, âHer husband died a year ago guys, how long it takes to heal from that is up to her. It may take longer than normal since he was her first love.â
An awkward silence falls, and I finally remark while looking at angel one more time in his wife beater backwards ball cap, with his muscles glistening in the sun. â You guys will be the first ones we tell when I decide to take things further happy?â
The men chuckled and walked away so Chuckie and I could get back to work.
The party was in full swing, I ran home briefly to get changed. I had decided I was going to grow some balls and tell Angel I wanted more, finally. That is if he still wanted me. Wanting to impress I put on a short black spaghetti strapped dress, that showed my tits nicely. I paired that with a cute headband so I could wear my hair down and cute black heels. I did my make-up, and prayed he still wanted more. Once back at the party, I set out to find Angel. He was in the ring shirtless fighting his best friend Coco. It looked as if Angel was winning. He did in fact emerge victorious. After they both stumble out of the ring, I made my way to Angel. Walking up behind him I say, âCongratulations, that was a hell of a fight.â
Angel turns around and gives me the elevator look when he realizes what I was wearing. But then responds, âThank you mami, damn, girl who you looking all hot and shit for?â
I giggled and gave him a flirty smile âWouldnât you like to know?â
Angel slid his shirt back on and while pulling his flannel over his shirt he says âI do, thatâs why I asked.â He then winked at me.
â How bout we go get a drink, big boy?â I suggested.
Angel licks his lips, and grabs my hand to lead me to the bar. After getting our drinks we found a picnic table where it was semi-quiet. The music still balring but we were far enough away from the speakers that it was bearable. Angel wouldnât stop staring at me which made me blush. Which made me glad it was dark out. I turned to Angel, and inquired,âWhat are you staring at?â
He sipped his beer and said, âJust the most beautiful woman in the world, wondering what I need to do for her to let me kiss her.â
I licked my lips, and pulled every once of bravery I could muster and said. âSo are you going to kiss me, or do I have to ask someone else to do it?â
Angel smiled as if he was a kid who just got a PlayStation 5 for Christmas. He then leaned it while taking the back of my head in his large hands and kissed me. I figured he would be a good kisser but this was better than I couldâve imagined. We pulled away for air, and Angel muttered just inches away from my lips; âFuck, Iâve waited so damn long to do that. I could do it all night if you let me.â
I whispered back, âI didnât ask you to stop.â
And then, again, his heavenly lips were on mine. His tongue begging for entrance. But the moment was almost ruined when we both heard Ez, Coco and Gilly hollering âITâs about time!â
Angel flipped hem off then pulled away. Whispered in my ear âI think we should take this back to my place, weâd have more privacy.â
I nodded and he pulled me by the hand to his bike. We mounted his bike and drove off.
To be continuedâŚ
A/N: Smut will be in the next chapter!
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Burns Like Hell
Chapter five
Summary: After finding out who was behind the horrors that haunted her, how will the resder cope know it was her brother Jax? Will this bring Angel and the reader closer?
Pairing: Past Juice Ortiz x Female Reader, Angel Reyes x Female Reader
Warnings: angst, swearing, smut in later chapters.
A/N: any feed back would be great. I donât own the gif. Credit to the creator.
Angel and I drove for what seemed like forever yet not long at all, at the same time. Finally pulling over in what looked to be an open field, I looked at Angel confused. He just smirks, âWhat? I promised you, Y/N, if you had a shit time Iâd make it up to you.â
I furrowed my brow and remarked, âAnd you plan to do that in a field? Are we sixteen again?â I mock
Angel acts offended even though I know he is joking, âIf you trust me Y/n, youâll just get out of the damn car an see.â Laughing we both exist the car.
Angel runs around the back of the car to open the trunk, I stand in front of the car looking at the sky noticing how beautiful and peaceful it is. With all of the chaos of the day, it felt nice to finally feel somewhat at peace. Angel comes around holding a blanket and what Iâm assuming is a basket full of snacks. I was overwhelmed with thankfulness. Angel and I are just friends yet, he went out of his way to make my shitty day better. I havenât even asked about his day today, but still he goes out of his way to make me feel better. Angel laid out the blanket, un-packed the snacks and drinks, the last thing he pulled out was an electric lantern. With my eyes watery but this time with happy tears, I was sure what to say.
Angel looks at me, âMâlady your seat is ready, join me?â I smile and giggle and join Angel on the blanket.
âAngel, This is amazing, thank you. I donât know what I would do without you.â I remarked with joy and great fullness in my voice.
Angel smirked and handed me a beer, âI told you, Y/N, I would be anything you needed. Today it looks like you need a therapist. I figured our session would be better out here where no one can hear.â
I giggle while taking a sip of my beer, âYou know if I didnât know you as well as I do Iâd be worried right now that I was about to be murdered.â
âFuck, I love your laugh. So tell me what is it that Jax said that upset you so bad princessa.â Angel ponders.
I look down at my beer wondering if I should tell him or not. Deciding to since heâs not a prt of S.O.A. and I know I can trust Angel with anything to tell him. âHe admitted to being the one that called the hit out on JuiceâŚâ
Angel looking shocked and slightly pissed, âOh fuck, mi amor I donâtâŚâ
I cut him off before he could finish, âAnd he admitted to killing our mom. He claims, that he will admit his âsinsâ to the club so Iâm not to say anything but.. Fucckkkk whose family is THIS fucked up? Ya know?â
Angel wraps me in his arms for a hug. âThat shitâs crazy Y/N, Iâm sorry you have to go through this. I donât want you to worry though, Iâll keep you safe from your psychopathic brotherâ
I pulled out of the hug, and thanked Angel. We fell into a comfortable silence, after looking at the sky awhile, I look over at Angel, noticing how relaxed he looks just staring at the sky. He was wearing a white T-shirt, an unbuttoned red and black flannel and a black hat. There was no denying the dude was beautiful. Inside and out I began to hope that when I was ready for a relationship, that he would still be willing to have me. It was then, that I finally admitted to myself, that I wanted Angel to be much more than my friend, but I wasnât 100% ready yet. And to go any further right now would only be unfair to him, I couldnât hurt him like that.
After awhile, Angel and I decided we needed to head back and get some sleep. Relucently I told him we could sleep at the club house. Walking in with Angel right behind me. I looked at Tig and asked âI my dorm still open?â
Looking confused as to why I asked him and not my brother who was sitting next to him, he responded with, âOf course, doll, we kept it open figuring this would always be your home.â
I decided not to blow my brothers big secret right there. And just walked back to my dorm. Angel walked in behind me. âI could sleep in the chair, get some sleep princessa.â
I slightly laughed, and said âI mean, if you think your long ass will fit in the chair, be my guest. But I was going to let you sleep with me in the bed.â
Angel swallowed hard, âAre you Sure? I could find somewhere else..?â
Walking into the bathroom to get changed, I turned around looked him in the eyes and said the three most important words, in this lifestyle. âI trust you.â
After I changed, Angel did the same and we got settled in the bed. Shortly after hitting the pillow I was asleep. Probably because the day was so emotionally exhausting. I woke up to light fluttering through the curtains, which were probably older than I am. Sometime in the night one of us moved cause I woke up with angels arm draped across my middle. Not wanting to wake him, I reached and grabbed my phone. It was almost nine am, but I figured Iâd let him sleep. He was so warm and I felt so safe. While scrolling through Facebook, I was startled by Angel saying âGood morning, princessa.â
I jump slightly to which he laughs, âYou scared me ass. Good morning to you too.â
Angel kisses my head, and asks âHow long you been up?â
I relish in the feeling of his arm around me, thinking I could get used to be loved again. âNot long like 15 minutes, Itâs nine now.â
Angel groans but we both get up to get ready for the day, Knowing his brothers from the MC would be here soon. After getting ready, He and I walked out into the main part of the club house. Saying good morning to everyone but my brother. Then Tig decides to inquire out loud as to why I didnât greet my brother. I turned around, contemplating on exposing him. But deciding on saying âYou chose to be his brother, I didnât chose to be his sister. You say good morning to him.â
The guys laugh at my rude yet witty comment but my brother narrows his eyes at me as I turn to walk outside to have a smoke. I thought Angel was right behind me which he was but unbeknownst to me so was Jax. âCan we please just talk about this? I cant stand you hating me. I hate myself enough for the both of us!â Jax pled.
With Anger coursing through my veins, I looked at my brother and said, âI donât hate you, youâre just dead to me. As soon as these arrangements are done Iâm gone.â
With tears in his eyes, all Jax could say, âIâm sorry, Iâll always love you.â
Scoffing I turned my attention to the Mayans pulling up.
To be continuedâŚ.
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Burns Like Hell
Chapter four
Summary: Y/n Teller-Morrow is adjusting to life in Santo Padre, but when things start to go south back home, will she be pulled back to the toxic town she just escaped? Or will she actually finally move forward?
Pairing: Past Juice Ortiz x Female Reader, Angel Reyes x Female Reader
Warnings: angst, swearing, smut in later chapters.
A/N: any feed back would be great. I donât own the gif. Credit to the creator.
Also i'm sorry, this one got long!
Iâve been here in Santo Padre for three months now, I got a job in the office of the auto shop the Mayans MC owns. Which means I see Angel daily, also means my brother gets updates daily. Jax has called a few times since Iâve moved but anytime they have club business heâs sent Happy. Who seems more than okay with that. Happy may be to the rest of the word, a ruthless killer but to me heâs always been that âuncleâ that listens and is the biggest sweetheart, so long as I tell no one about it. My mom calls just about every day. I think sheâs having a harder time adjusting than me. Itâs been almost six months now since my Juan was killed. It still stings but I can finally interact with people without forcing myself not to cry. So baby steps. Angel and I despite seeing each other at work, hang out pretty much every night. Well every night heâs not busy with the club that is. I have adjusted to the new job and all the members of this club.
As I arrive at work, every morning with out fail I am met by Angel, Coco, and Ez. This morning though, Angel was already talking to Bishop so I decided to head into the office to start for the day. Coco and Ez follow behind me. âSo when are you gonna accept the fact that we are meant to be Precoisa?â Coco joked.
Ez slapped him on the arm, gives me a grin and says âIâm sorry about him. Anyway the whole club is going to Charming tomorrow morning, are you coming with us?â
I blink not really sure how to feel about this, âWell this is the first Iâm hearing about this, so Iâm not sure. I donât know if Iâm ready.â I explain
Coco taking a drag of his smoke, replies, âYou gotta face those feelings sooner or later, or youâll be mentally fucked up like I am.â
Ez shoots Coco a look as Angel walks in the door. Angel adds to the conversation with, â plus, mi amor, itâs not like youâll be alone. Youâll have us.â
I sigh knowing they are right and I should go home to show my family I donât hate them so reluctantly I blurt out, âFine I guess I will go. But if I have a shit time, Iâm holding you three responsible.â
The three men laughs and in unison say âDeal.â Then angel adds one last thing before clocking in and starting work, âIf you do have a shit time Mami, I will personally make up for it.â I narrow my eyes at him skeptical, As Angel sends me a evil grin.
âWhat did you have in mind?â I question.
He laughs with one foot out the door, âYouâll just have to have a shit time to find outâ
Calling Angel an ass which he didnât hear I start my paper work for the day. It was almost lunch time when my phone rings, seeing it was Tig, I sent it to voicemail thinking I could call him in a few minutes when I get on lunch. Then not even a minute after I bumped tigâs call Happy was calling, Happy never calls. Something had to be wrong. Swiping answer before I could even say hello Happy was already talking and sounded erratic. Almost scared. So I say âHello? Happy, whatâs wrong?â
Happy then let out a groan, âTell me youâre coming home tomorrow.â
I laugh feeling less worried than I did when I first answered,âYeah Angel,Ez,and Coco promised to make it worth my while if I have a shit time. Why does the big bad killer miss me that bad?â I joked
Happy sounding more uneasy than ever now replies with, âSomething happened and you wonât have a good time. But you do need to be here. I do miss my little rule breaker but I donât wanna see you like this.â
Anxiety now has my heart pumping and tears threating to fall, â What happened happy? And Donât fucking lie to me.â
Happy exhales, âThe cops.. They.. Found.. Gemma dead.. In her rose gardenâŚplease just come home. Jax is acting weird and I have a feeling she would want you to take care of this anyway.â
The tears have already started falling at this point so all I could say is â Iâll be on my way as soon as I can,â I hung up the phone, just as I did and started to completely break down, Angel burst into the office to go to lunch with me. He noticed my current state and immediately rushes over to hug me, and strokes my hair as I sob. He doesnât ask what happened. He just sits there until Iâm ready to say something. I wasnât sure how long I was like that but bishop must have been called by Tig cause he texted Angel and told him to take me to Charming tonight, He also told Angel he and the rest of the club would be there tomorrow, and if I needed anything they would get it.
When I finally didnât have anything left. I looked at Angel, âI âm sorry I, I need to go home and get packed.â
Angel nods and adds, âIâm taking you. Bishop said.â And holds his phone so I could see it. He then adds, âIâm not sure whatâs going on here princessa, but I wont ask until youâre ready either.â
I smile and thank Angel. Once at my house I packed Quickly only grabbing the essentials for a few days. We then went to his house and he did the same. We loaded into my crossover and hit the road, Angel insisted on driving, said whatever was going on had me too emotional to be driving. And I couldnât argue because he was right. I sat next to him in the front passenger seat, when I finally broke the silence. âThey found my mom shot dead in her rose garden, I have to go make the arrangements,â
Angel looks as if I just shot his dog, âIâm so sorry mami, youâve been through so much this year, you just cant catch fucking break.â He muttered sounding heart broken. But then he continued, âYou know Iâll be whatever you need right Y/n? I know I make jokes about being your next boy friend but, whatever you need me to be, Iâll be it.â
Touched by his words and not really sure what to say, âI know Angel but I feel like itâs not fair to you.â
Angel puts his right hand on mine, and shush me â nah mami, donât worry about me. Iâll admit I have a thing for you but this isnât about me. Itâs about you, and what you need. What kind of person would I be if I rushed you into something you arenât ready for? Donât worry a bout that. Take your time. Fuck I cant imagine losing my spouse and my fucking mom in the same goddamn year.â
I somehow get out a âyeah..â before I put on some music so I can cry while I look out a window thinking about everything. I couldnât help but think if I had never moved away somehow it mightâve made a difference. Before I knew it we were pulling into the parking lot of the sons of anarchy club house parking lot. Looking over at me Angel asks, âYou ready? Cause I could totally drive around town for as long as you need.â
I shake my head no, flattered at the lengths he will go for me. âNO Iâm as ready as Iâll ever be. Lets get this over I guess.â With that we get out of the car and go into the club house Angel and I are met with the whole club greeting us with hugs and condolences. In the back of the room I see my brother and the lawyer waiting on me. Its almost five pm now so Angel and I must have made pretty good time. Walking over to my brother, Angel sits at the bar with Tig, Chibs, and Happy. Jax stands to give me a hug.
He whispers into my ear âHow are you holding up?â
I pull away from the hug and mutter an âIâm alright you?â
Jax shrugs, looks at the lawyer and asks, âSo what do we have to do?â
The lawyer starts going over momâs wishes and such. I am only half listening because I cant shake the feeling as I watch Jax, that Happy was right. Jax is acting weird, and his and momâs relationship was always strained for on reason or the other. After the lawyer leaves, Jax looks at me. âyou look like you spaced out most that meeting, are you ok?â
Stunned by my sudden of set of balls, âDo you know who did it?â I blurt out. Knowing fulll well if he did, he would more than likely lie to me. You know club politics and all that bullshit.
Jax blinks looking annoyed and asks almost in a warning tone, âDo I know who did what?â
Now I was getting annoyed. âCut the shit Jaxon. I know damn well nothing happens in this town without you knowing who and why. And if you donât know when it happens you normally know within 24 hours. So do you know who killed mom and juice. I deserve to know.ââ
Jaxon clenches his jaw grabs my arm and pulls me into the church room. âWhat the fuck was that?â he hisses to which I just shrugged my shoulders and crossed my arms. He huffs, sits down and lights a smoke. âYeah I know, the answer to both youâre questions but you thinking you DESERVE anything when I had to protect you from yourself is laughable.â
Now extremely pissed and tears ready to fall, I near yell âThatâs fucking golden coming from the dude who went bat-shit and shot my father after his best friend died, which wasnât his doing by the way.â I humorously laugh and continue my tangent âItâs not like youâve been the poster boy on fucking grieving since your wife and Opie died so yeah I think I deserve to know who killed my husband and our mom you egotistical dickhead.â
Jax stood up less than amused, âYou wanna know?â close to my face and also near screaming, âYour husband was a fucking rat, sold out the club. Then to add insult to injury he knew who killed Tara all along. Only told me shortly before I ordered the hit on him. Thatâs why he was stabbed I mad it fucking easy on him it couldâve been a lot fucking worse on him sweetheart! And as far as our dear ol mommy, she is the stupid bitch that killed my wife because she doesnât know to to listen! Keep fucking testing me though little sister.â
Stunned at what I just learned, I slap the shit out of my brother and full on scream âWho the fuck do you think you are? You can just do this and fucking get away with it? You piece ofââ
I was cut off by Jax placing his hand on my mouth âcould you keep it the fuck down?â
As he removes his hand, I glare at him and hiss âwhy so you could kill me too?â
Jaxâs face seems to relax almost looking ashamed now, âNo I donât want to kill you. I know you had nothing to do with this, and I plan on bringing my sins to the club but for now, this stays between us. I didnât mean to hurt you. I was just trying to make my pain go away, but it didnât, with juice I figured it was cause I didnât do it myself. But with Gemma as fucked up as she is, sheâs still our mom..â
Jax runs a hand over his face and now I know who the real heartless killer was, it wasnât happy it never was, it was always hidden as family. âThatâs on you and god Jax. I font know if we could ever fix this now.â I gestured in-between us. He shook his head, with tears streaming down my face I walked out of the chapel, grabbed angel and asked.
âYou still up for going for a drive? I cant be in here.â
Angel nods and we head out knowing full well Iâve have to face Jax tomorrow for moms service.
To be continuedâŚ
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Burns Like Hell
Chapter three
Summary: Y/n Teller-Morrow just moved to Santo Padre to escape the pain of losing her husband Juice Ortiz. Will this be what sheâs looking for?
Pairing: Past Juice Ortiz x Female Reader, Angel Reyes x Female Reader
Warnings: angst, swearing, smut in later chapters.
A/N: any feed back would be great. I donât own the gif. Credit to the creator.
The guys and I arrived in Santo Padre and unloaded my things a few days ago, Iâm still setting things up in my new house. I has specific instructions from Jax to go to the mayans M.C club house once Iâm all settled to introduce myself to the guys who will be looking after me. Not that I need a babysitter at 23 years old, but there is no arguing with Jax about safety. I was in the middle of hanging, (or trying) pictures on my living room walls when I heard the door bell go off. Putting down what I was doing, and dreading opening the door since I was in knit shorts, an oversized tshirt and a pony tail but I said âFuck itâ and opened the door anyhow.
Upon opening the door, I see it was my friend, the whole reason I chose Santo Padre, Angel Reyes. A huge grin splayed across his face, which made one grace mine as well. He holds his gigantic arms out (since his 6 foot 2 and I am much shorter) for a hug. I open mine as well and give my friend a hug. I motion for him to come inside, he does and I shut the door. As we make our way into the living room, he turns to me and asks âSo are you going to give me the tea on why youâve moved here?â
I looked at him and slightly sighed, âwell how long do you have? Itâs sort of a long story.â I joked
He looks at me dead serious and quips back, â I have all the time in the world mami. Now get to explaining. Im glad youâre here but I need to know.â
I take a deep breath, âWell for starters Iâm single I guess. Well more of a widow but..â I shrug. Feeling slightly defeated and very overwhelmed knowing I havenât really said any of this out loud
Angel looks confused yet worried, âSo you moved to get away from your old man? Did he cheat? Is divorce an option? Shit this is fucked mami.â He questioned.
I humorlessly chuckled and explained further, âNo, well not exactly. I am trying to get away from him I guess. But not physically. From his memory. He was stabbed and killed in Jail, and I just cant keep looking at everything that reminds me of him. I feel so broken, jaded, vulnerable. Heâs the only person Iâve ever dated, or loved for that matter. So that where you come in, I figured since we are friends, you could help me get back to my normal self and it would hurt a lot less here than I n charming.â
Angel who was taking a drink of his water he brought with Iâm swallowed hard, âOf course I will help, mami. Shit I got to admit, I wanted you to be here because you were single but not because of this. Donât worry though, the club and I got you. You wont be able to wallow in your misery though. Iâll be all up in your business until youâre you again. You know goofy and shit.â I laughed and Angel noticed the pictures I tried and failed to hang on the wall. He looks at me and offers â You want some help hanging those?â
Almost embarrassed I admit, âYeah, that would be great. I tried but I can never tell if they are straight or not when Iâm standing on a chair.â He laughed and began to help me. He stayed all day and most of the night helping me finish getting everything together. After we were finished, he left. I remember feeling like I could maybe have little hope again, sure the pain was still there but if the whole club is as caring and fun as Angel is, I knew I would be just fine.
To be continuedâŚ
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Chapter two
Summary: Y/n Teller-Morrowâs husband Juice was just murdered in jail, will starting over be easier if she is away from where her love story took place? Or will it still hurt the same?
Pairing: Past Juice Ortiz x Reader, Angel Reyes X Reader
Warnings: swearing, angst, smut in later chpters
A/n: re-writing this because I didnât like how it turned out last time. Also this will be a multi-chaptered fic. The reader is female.
I took my phone out and texted Angel.
To Angel: Hey stranger, sorry I havenât been in touch lately but some things have happened, and I think I may move to Santo Padre.
A few minutes later my phone dings.
From Angel: Shit Princessa, I was worried about you. Itâs cool you may be coming here though. When you get settled call me and Iâll come over so we can talk about it.
I typed back to him.
To Angel: I definitely will. Howâs your brother?
From Angel: He actually got out a few weeks ago, Heâs in the M.C with me now. Iâll call you in a few days, yeah?
To Angel: Yeah sounds good.
A few days pass, my brother comes over to tell me he talked to Marcus and has everything set up for me to move. I sighed, âThank you Jax, I know you are just trying to help, and you want me to stay but I canât⌠I just canâtâ
Jax pulls me in for a hug and says, âI know, and honestly Iâm actually glad youâre leaving, this isnât the place for you to heal. Iâm glad youâre getting out of this toxic ass townâ relieved that my brother is actually understanding me, I laughed for the first time in what felt like forever. Jax began again, I will have the guys come help you load and pack your things tomorrow.â
I smiled at my brother and said, â Youâre the best Jax.â
He smirkes and says âI know.â As he walks out the dorr
The next day, the guys help me pack and load my things. I was surprised we had everything packed and loaded in one day. Happy walked up to me, âlooks like youâre actually going through with this, huh?â The normally quiet man, is and always has been very protective of me.
So I just half smiled and said, âI have to Hap, I just canât be here anymore. All I see is Juice no matter where I go, I see our first kiss, first date, first and last everything. It shouldnât hurt this much to just live, Hap. Maybe moving will help.â
Happy nods, knowing Iâm right. âI just want you to know,âŚâ He pauses I know what heâs trying to say. So I cut him off.
âI know you love me happy. And I know all I gotta do is call you and youâll help with whatever I need.â
He smiles for a brief second, âIâm glad you know it. Just keep it in mind ok?â
I nod and say âI will Happy, and Hap?â He turns to look at me as he was about to walk away, âHow is it other people are so afraid of you when you really are a huge teddy bear?â
He chuckles and scoffs âYou are one of the few that gets to see that, little girl. The rest if the world gets the tacoma killer.â
I went to Jaxâs house to spend the night since everything of mine was packed. I would head to my new life in the morning, I just hoping and praying this would help ease the pain. Hoping it would help me forget. I went to sleep wishing Juice was here to start this new chapter with me but excited to see my friend again.
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CHAPTER ONE
SUMMARY: Y/N TELLER-MORROW JUST GOT THE NEW SOMETHING HAD HAPPEN TO HER HUSBAND IN JAIL, WILL HER ENTIRE WORLD COLLAPSE OR WILL THIS BE A NEW BEGINNING TO ESCAPE THE HOLD HER FAMILYâS RULES HAVE ON HER?
WARNINGS: SWEARING, ANGST, SMUT IN LATER CHAPTERS.
A/N: this will be a chaptered fic, I am re-writing it, since I totally hated how the last one turned out. For this fic, it will be a female reader.
Pairing: Past Juice Ortiz x reader, Angel Reyes x Reader
I dropped the phone and fell to my knees, sobbing and wailing. Jax ran over to me, grabbing in his arms pleading for me to tell him what happened. Little to my knowledge at the time that Jax knew exactly what had happened. I finally pull myself together enough to tell my brother what was going on, he drove me to the jail. When we arrived at the jail, Jax hugged me and told me he would wait outside for me. I walked into the jail and was brought into the wardenâs office. The warden greeted me nicely, âGood morning Mrs. Ortiz, it seems that your husband was stabbed in the middle of the night. There will be an investigation into his death but I want to warn you though, in cases like these we rarely get answers to our questions. The guys in here donât like to answer questions because they fear repercussions.â I began crying but also felt sort of numb at this point. I gathered his things and walked outside to talk to my brother about next steps in planning services.
As I got outside Jaxâs face looked almost as if he was hiding something, but then again with Jax he always was. He couldnât tell me everything since he was now president of the club. Jax sees me and walks up to grab the things rom me. He says, âhey little sis, whatâs this?â
I replied with, âJax, juice was stabbed and is dead. I need help making the arrangements.â I stated it as facts, cold hard facts. I didnât have any emotion in my voice and I still donât know if it was grief or the shock. Jax nodded and said âOf course anything you need. However I think you should stay with me or mom for a little while till you can get your head around this.â I shrugged and muttered an âI guessâ. And we drove to the club house to start making the arrangements. After a couple days I collected the ashes and we had a small service. The whole club wasnât there which I thought was odd, but at that point I didnât care, about anything. I didnât want to be there, I didnât want to be doing this, I didnât want to admit any of this was real. But here we were. Everyone that did show up was super supportive telling me to let them know if I needed anything. I would nod but I wasnât going to call them. My entire life was just ruined, turned upside down, and completely stopped all for a reason I wasnât even sure I would ever know.
A couple months went by, I stayed at home most of the time only seeing people when I had to, I could do my job from home so thatâs what I did. Completely heart broken and lost, not wanting anyone else in my bubble I stayed alone at home so no one could tell me to âsnap out of it.â Then once the new of the situation wore off, I heard a knock on my door. I had planned on ignoring it, but then I heard my mother from the other side of the door yelling, âI swear Y/n, if you donât answer this door I will break it down. I brought you into this world and I have the right to see if youâre ok.â Reluctantly I opened the door. Wearing leggings, a t-shirt, on of Juiceâs flannels and my hair in a messy bun on top of my head. I wasnât even sure when I had washed it last, and honestly didnât care.
I looked at my concerned mother and said, âIâm alive, happy?â seeing my brother Jax was also there I grimaced.
Jax spoke next, âNo we arenât happy, itâs obvious youâre hurting and wont let us help you, why donât you let us come inside so we can talk about this.â I knew I wasnât going to win this argument seeing as how they were both here. Even though I can be stubborn, they both can be far worse than I can. Sighing I opened the door further motioning for them to come inside. We all sat on the couch and my mother began.
âLook sweetheart, we know youâre grieving but staying inside and isolating yourself isnt going to help. You need to get back to the real world. Things will start getting back to normal if you just went back to work and came to the club house everyonce and while.â I was appalled that my mother thought I could just get over my husbandâs death like that.
So I dry laughed and retorted, âBut it wonât though, it wonât go back to normal; not without him here mom. I canât pretend this didnât happen, I canât pretend I donât still want him here. I canât go into charming let alone the club house without needing him. Mom I canât. I just canât.â By the time I get done Iâm already bawling like a baby. Mom and Jaxâs faces look like they were watching the saddest thing they ever had in their lives.
Jax takes a deep breath and begins, âThen maybe itâs time we look for a fresh start for you? I could reach out to some contacts see where we could still have someone keep an eye out for you but then you can begin a new life, away from charming and his memory but I still donât want you 100% alone.â
Mom looked appauled and started to speak â No, she needs to be near her family her support systemâŚâ
Before she could finsh her sentence I cut her off, âCall your contacts Jax, I need space, I love you guys but you donât get to make the rules on how I grieve.â
Jax looked at mom then back at me âFine, mom itâs not like sheâs letting us help anyhow. Plus this way we can still go see her. Now, where do you wanna go? We have charters all over. Pick one, Iâll call and have you a place to go and protection in a few days.â
Thinking back to when I went to see Juice in stockton and the friend I had made waiting to see him I responded with, âSanto padre, I have a friend there. Iâll be ok.â
Jax looked shocked and like he maybe wanted to protest but mom gave him a look of âI told you not to give her the reignsâ he sighed annoyed, âYou know thatâs mayanâs territory right?â I shook my head yes. He huffed âLet me call Marcus, Iâll see what I can do.â With that he and my mom left. I texted the friend I had made while waiting to see Juice, Angel Reyes.
To be continued...
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PROLUOGE
SUMMARY: Y/N TELLER-MORROW IS LOOKING FOR A FRESH START AFTER HERHUSBAND JUICE IS MURDERED IN PRISION.WILL SHE FIND THE ESCAPE FROM THE PAIN LIKE SHE IS HOPING FOR? OR WILL SHE BE HAUNTED BY OLD GHOSTS FROM HER FAMILYâS PAST?
WARNINGS: SWEARING, ANGST, SMUT IN LATER CHAPTERS.
A/N: this will be a chaptered fic, I am re-writing it, since I totally hated how the last one turned out. For this fic, it will be a female reader.
Pairing: Juice Ortiz x reader, Angel Reyes x Reader
My name is Y/n Teller-Morrow. You guessed it, daughter of Gemma Teller-Morrow and Clay Morrow. Growing up, being a female in this life I was given all sorts of rules. Such as, donât get into legal trouble, keep good grades, no dating someone inside the club, get a respectable job, and so on. It has always been such a double standard compared to my older brother Jax, but since there was nothing I could do to change it I just went with the flow. That was until of course, I met HIM. When I was sixteen years old, this Mohawk wearing, beautiful Puerto Rican prospect came into the club house one afternoon while I was doing homework. I was immediately smitten, Yeah, he had the bad boy look on lock but I could just tell there was a softness to his eyes saying, he was vastly different from anyone else in this world. My brother Jax, noticing how I was basically drooling came and sat beside me, with his long blonde hair and evil boyish grin ladies fell for and warned: â Donât even think about, little sister. You know the rules and Clay would never let THATâ motioning between me and Juice âHappen, and you know it. I huffed in annoyance I rolled my eyes, and responded with âYou guys canât run my life forever Jaxon, plus I was only noticing how hot he is, for all I know dude could be an asshole.â My brother laughs and says, âYeah plus heâs too old for you, youâre still a minor. Heâs 20 not happening.â I laughed as my dad motioned for my brother to come over and talk to him. And replied once more before he got the chance to walk away. âI wont be a minor forever. One day Iâll be able to do what I want.â With that Jax shot me a glare and joined my father.
Juice was sweet, as I first had thought. He was also super smart, goofy and a little bit nerdy. After becoming a prospect, he pretty much became my babysitter. He was to be with me at all times. I didnât mind that though. We would laugh and have a great time anytime we were around each other. I could get lost in those soft brown eyes of his. As time went on, I knew I wasnât the only one of us with feelings. We would cuddle and hold hands while we watched movies and other things but wee never crossed that line. That was until I turned Eighteen. It was my birthday, there was a huge party going on at the clubhouse. By this time though, Juice was a full patch. As I stood over by the bar where my mother was, I looked out at everyone getting shit-faced.
My mother looks at me and asks, as if she was reading my mind âStill wondering on how to ask your father if you can date Juice?â I looked back at my mother astounded wanting to ask how the hell she knew, but she was too quick for that. âOh come on, anyone with eyes can see it. You both are over the moon for each other. Thatâs fine baby. I just want you to be happy. Plus the age difference isnât bad.â
I look at my mother in awe, and terror and ask âwhat about dad though? Heâs never going to let me date a patch.â
Mom laughed while replying with âYou let me handle your dad. If he cant let you be happy with a great kid, Iâll make him. Now stop watching your own party and go get your man!â
I was elated that my mom was on board with juice and being a thing, I ran up to juice who was currently doing shots with bobby, Tig and Happy. I asked Juice if he wanted to go outside, he followed behind as I did. Once outside I told him what my mom had said, a wicked grin graced his beautiful tanned face. Before I could process what was going on he was kissing me.
We had a beautiful whirlwind epic romance. He was the first and only person so far in my life that I had ever loved. We got married before I even turned Nineteen. Mom was right dad got on board with it. But I never realized how quickly things could go south. By the time I was twenty three I was a widow. I guess Juice had hid somethings from me and the club, so when the hit was placed on him while he was in prison, Jaxon said âit had to happen to protect the club.â It didnât make that day or phone call any easier to take though.
I was aware that juice had pissed off my brother when juice had been arrested for something he didnât do. But I had no idea it was to this extent. It was a Sunday pretty normal morning, I was getting up and ready for the day, so I could go have family day at my moms house. My dad had passed a year earlier so now I spent a lot of time with just me and mom especially since Juice is in jail. I was still thinking of ways to get him out until about 9:30 am my phone rang. Noticing that it was the jail calling I answer it thinking it would be juice on the other end. I could see my brother pulling up my drive way as I clicked answer. As Jax entered the house I said âHello?â anticipating to hear my husband on the other line, but it wasnât him at all in fact it was the warden telling me something had happened to Juice in the middle of the night and I needed to get to the jail as soon as possible. I began balling dropping the phone and onto my knees.
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Drunk last night
Angel reyes x reader
Summary; Angel and the reader have been best friends for years, one night he gets drunk and words he never intended on coming out ; do.
Warnings : swears
It was a normal Saturday night as I sit in my comfy clothes, watching Netflix. Some random murder mystry. Just as my mind started longing for sleep, I jumped as I heard a loud banging on the door, I checked the clock.. Almost midnight "what the hell" I thought to myself. Groaning I get up to answer the door. As I draw near I know who it is as I hear him singing something in Spanish. I opened the door " what the hell Angel?! You scared the shit out of me!!"
He reeked of alcohol but this was nothing new often times if Angel wasn't seeing anyone he would stop by after getting hammered just to be heard, because I know he often feels less than in any other aspect of life. He smirks as he slurs his words
"Of course I scared the shit out of you, I warned you these shows make you in edge at night. My God you're beautiful!"
Taken a back I let out a laugh and smile and ask "What's up Angel?
I am curious but part of me loves his company especially at night, even if he stays on the couch it just makes me feel less alone and more... safe. He mirrors my smile and i can tell he is in a flirty mood. " Ah it's nothing, I was just thinking. Thought I'd stop by and see you." Before I can say anything angel is staring a picture I still have up of my ex and I, he points to it as he starts to rant " Ya know what I always hated about this smug hearing pompous motherfucker? The fact that he got to make you his, but still be a gaint stupid motherfucker who thought it was ok to cheat on you, talk to you like you were trash. You're not bythe way he should've begged to be in your presence but yet even though he's a GIANT PIECE OF SHIT you let him took him back time after time and degrade you. Fucking piece of shit I still wanna kick his ass"
Of course after being friends with Angel for as long as I have, I know when he doesn't like someone but this was a whole new type of passion behind his hate for my ex. I wasn't really sure where it was all coming from so as I finally start to find the words I want to say or the questions I would want to ask; he continues his rant
" You are literally EVERY. SINGLE. THING. a man would want however you don't see it, you continue to accept ..."
"Stupid mother fuckers?" I interject to ask
" Yes!! I don't get it Y/N . You know I could be the best friend that walked in while you were crying and confessed that I've been madly in love with you since high school, but no I stand by and watch you mope around about HIM." He sighs and continues
" Did I ever tell you I wrote what supposed to be his vows to you?!? This fucking bastard didn't even know your favorite fucking color! He was always too busy looking at how he can make himself look good than give a shit about you!"
Starting to get worried that Angel is implying something I've longed for since we were just kids I high school. To be more than his best friend, I remind myself he's drunk. I also remind myself that drunk Angel was a drama queen; I mean hell two weeks ago he was drunk and ranting over coco spending time with his family. (He thought coco was forgetting about the "bond" they share). I finally look at Angel who is at the present moment splayed out on my couch looking so comftrable yet tortured and I ask " So what exactly are you getting at Angel? Are you sure you're not just being drunk and dramatic again?"
He lifts his head and gives es me a look as if I was stupid and replies "Babe if you can't tell by now I'm madly in love with you then I don't know what else to do. I've only loved you since we were 16 the fuck ? " he starts laughing
With my head spinning I knew with as late as it was (and how drunk Angel was) that the best idea was to let him sleep this off, he more than likely won't remember it anyway. " we can continue this tomorrow angel I'm exhausted " he nods and I walk toward my room. He follows closely behind, as soon as his head hits the pillow he was out.
The morning light starts to filter through, I replay last in my mind. My mind was racing what even was that last night? Could he actually feel that way? No. He was drunk. That's why I have to tell myself. He was drunk, and lonely. I am pulled from my thoughts when I hear Angel moving around. I start to get up to start my day or maybe avoid my own feelings about this very beautiful man lying next to me. Before I coukd make a full escape I hear "When did I come over last night?"
Great he doesn't even remember. But I knew this would happen. So I just reply with Around midnight"
He sits up with his back against he headboard,I turned to look at him. Before I coold even ask how he was feeling he blurts out " I meant it" looking streight in my eyes I feel a sort of intensity that's not normal for us. He continues " I fell in love with you in the 11th grade when you decked Stacy Johnson for turning me down for the dance. I didn't admit even to myself until my mom died and you wouldn't leave my dad's hhouse because you wanTed to care for my dad little brother and I. But even though I knew how I felt I knew you deserved someone better than me. "
Trying and failing to hold back tears I decide to let all logic of possibly losing my bestfriend of FOREVER over this i leaned in and he took no time to get the drift as he practically lunged to meet my face with this with the most passionate kiss I've ever had in my life. We finally pull away enough to breathe, and I whisper "Dont they say you're s'pose is supposed to be your best friend anyway?" We both laugh, then continued kissing.
Authors note: this is my first piece I've published on here so please any feedback would help! Hope you liked it!
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