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i cant even self harm properly

#tw sucidal ideation #tw sucidal thoughts #i'm sad

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used to smoke for fun now i smoke to sleep

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“I need to stop fantasizing about running away to some other life, and start figuring out the one I have.”

— Holly Black

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my mom died.

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i cant do this anymore.

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i’m afraid she might kill herself. i don’t know how to help. she says she would never do it but what if. if she does i don’t think i’ll be able to hold on anymore. life feels pointless

#tw sucidal thoughts #tw sucidal ideation #undiagnosed mental illness #what’s wrong with me

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i cant ever do anything right.

cant even cook fucking food.

#disappointment #fuck up #i’m sorry #fuck fuck fuck

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life's tough when you're a lazy perfectionist who also doesn't give a shit about anything but at the same time cares too much about everything.

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subtitles from Science Gossip, 1900

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Breath Mints / Battle Scars by Onyx & Elm

For a moment, she’s almost giddy. Because Draco Malfoy’s been ruined by this war and he’s as out of place as she is and—yes, he has scars too. He’s got an even bigger one. She wonders whether one day they’ll compare sizes.

148,908 words / 524 pages

Fonts: Lora, HighVoltage Rough

standard; rounded and backed

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i havent talked to my friends in 3 days. barely even gotten out of bed. havent taken my meds either. its getting bad again. and no one notices

#falling back into old habits #deppresive #i'm sad #i couldnt tell you the last time i brushed my teeth

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!trigger warning!

i miss self harm. is there something wrong with me. like i genuinely miss how it made me feel. the only reason i havent continued is because of mom. she would be so disappointed

#triggering themes #sad thoughts #self harrrm