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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

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-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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Haha yawa man diay

#as a friend amp #— huna-huna #— giisturyahan #— pang tigulang

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I’m glad he learned how to roll up his pants. His mama prob gave him hell for all the ripped up edges.

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the chick I matched w at T!nder just told me if ever she can travel at my city (she'll only have to travel for 3 hrs), am I willing to hang out with her. I said ofc, but then her idea of hanging out is us drinking and sleeping over.

Damn, just tell me you're horny and you want to fuck me 😐

#she said: #oh no if we ever hang out you better tell your parents you might sleep over. do u drink btw? #lolololol #she told me we'd bar hop and Ma'am #I can't even correct the wrong food that is given to me at fastfoods ;-; #I'm down for fucking but we just met #Ma'am it's still 2 days

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God, imagine if someone murders me and the police tries to mess with my phone for clues and evidences

#*shivers* #bawal pa pala ako mamatay #research histo ko? #contacts ko? #messages ko? #gagi pati pang babackstab ko #makalat masyado hahahaha #— huna-huna #— pang tigulang

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My mom was the mightiest dragon in all the land. And my dad? Let’s just say that he was very brave.

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Do asexuals (who are not romantically repulsed) have this sudden urge to be in a relationship sometimes? But then soon after, they want to be alone / they'd rather not love anyone? Or that's just me?

#as an ace it feels weird when there are times where i want someone #romantically #but this want quickly disappears the same way it quickly came so #kahit i want to be in a relationship i know i shouldn't kasi di ko mapapanindigan HAHAHAHA #kasi ang bilis mawala nung want for love AHAHAHA #— ace ta bay #— huna-huna

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All I'm saying is, high school students are ambitious.

No, it's a good thing naman. I like the spark in their eye as they dreamily tell me their aspirations and their goals career-wise.

I just hope that spark, that passion, does not wither out as they step in college. Because the moment I did, man, I just lost it. I just, idk, work for the sake of living hahaha

#girl anong grammar to HAHAHHA

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SOON WE’LL BE STRANGERS

ocean vuong, on earth we’re briefly gorgeous // hanif kureishi // her (2013) // megan morrison, grounded: the adventures of rapunzel // @heavensghost

#— alampat na binuhatan

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Or maybe there's nothing wrong with them.

Maybe I'M the one who is wrong. HAHAHAHA. Kasi ako itong walang pangarap 😭

All I'm saying is, high school students are ambitious.

No, it's a good thing naman. I like the spark in their eye as they dreamily tell me their aspirations and their goals career-wise.

I just hope that spark, that passion, does not wither out as they step in college. Because the moment I did, man, I just lost it. I just, idk, work for the sake of living hahaha

#ginagawa ko lang kasi pinapaaral ako #magtatrabaho kasi ini-encourage ako #yown lang #self will ko? soz. patay na yun. #*own will pala #— huna-huna

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All I'm saying is, high school students are ambitious.

No, it's a good thing naman. I like the spark in their eye as they dreamily tell me their aspirations and their goals career-wise.

I just hope that spark, that passion, does not wither out as they step in college. Because the moment I did, man, I just lost it. I just, idk, work for the sake of living hahaha

#like #i hear this hs girlie saying #ohhh she wants to be a this then she'll take her masters and hopefully she can work abroad #*pat* okay kid #goodluck with that #— huna-huna

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Hindi naman ako smoker pero gustong-gusto ko na yumosi ngayon

#The urge #It's there pag #Stressed ako #And I am— #Was #So stressed #— huna-huna #— pang tigulang

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imagine having no friends and then the most popular boy in school begrudgingly befriends you so you fall in love with him but then wants to join a gang and you have to spend like four years getting him back. That’s the plot of naruto.

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Nine for Mortal Men doomed to die

#— alampat na binuhatan

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hmmmm i want to talk about something...hmmmm...

ah, yesterday, my cousin slept over at our place and let's just say she grew in a household that expresses love through physical touch very well? yeah, like that.

my sister had a mental breakdown yesterday over her science project and honestly, i stayed away because apart from the fact that i don't know how to console her, i hated her project, too. (it was to dissect a frog)

it was my cousin who stayed with her, offered her water, drew circles at her back, and gave her sweet words. i hid at our room like a pussy. and then after my sister recovered, she felt better and like, we decided to watch a movie. then this said cousin suddenly like, spread her arms wide and my sister and i just went???

"hug," my cousin said and we're still like????

#i think #we grew up without like #expressing love through physical touch #it's probably the main reason why i don't like to be hugged or to hug anyone #or to hold hands and stuff #it's icky #but im not gonna lie #it feels warm with the right people #— huna-huna

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#LMAO #HAHAHAH #i hate that kind of videos #i can never resonate with them #i remember what a friend told me #quote: aesthetic *comma* sometimes *comma* feels like a luxury unquote

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yawa yan. di pailad yawa hahaha gihimong therapist letse man diay

I'm talking to someone rn and idk what's our score yet but it makes me melt a little on the inside when she sounds curious about the things i do

#— huna-huna