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Aurathane Briarfeld (& His Story...)
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Note: Aurathane Briarfeld is my twst OC!!
Possible Book 7 spoilers under the cut.
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Aurathane is Silver's elder brother. He grew up with the Knight of Dawn and Leah, knowing them as a child.
He adored his mother and father, being told often that he's inherited his mother's looks and witty nature, and the kindness of his father.
He was forced into a cursing ceremony by his uncle Henrik, where he was cursed to live forever until he slays the Draconian bloodline.
The side effects of the curse are that he will throw up blood, have seizures, and also feel chronic pain all over his body. Every step he takes feels like glass is shredding his feet.
The curse was terrible, and not soon after, his younger brother Silver was to be cursed as well. Aura pleaded the three fairies to give Silver's part of the curse to him. His effects of the curse were doubled.
When everyone at the castle met their ends at the hands of the fae, Aura witnessed his parents die before his eyes. Before Aura could take Silver, the fae surrounded the castle, so to escape, he had to leave Silver behind.
He wandered Briar Valley for fifty years but couldn't find the castle where Silver was.
His curse could be broken either by ending the Draconias or finding true love. He tried seven times for fifty years and could not find true love.
His eighth try was a beautiful woman named Leydia. She showed him what true love really was.
But soon enough, he learned she was a runaway princess. He offered to go with her together, wherever she needed him to go. She wanted to run away together.
Traces of Aura's curse were still remnant due to him believing he's not worthy to be loved.
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When one of the soldiers shot an arrow at Aura, it grazed his cheek. Leydia saw it heal by itself.
Aura confessed he'd had a curse that Leydia broke. Leydia thought Aura lied to her and at that moment, she lost her love for him and his curse returned in full force.
Leydia had Aura thrown into the dungeon for seventy years after which he was released.
She told him, as an old woman now, that she was happy she chose someone else over him and that she wished he would forgive her and be happy too.
Aurathane was a broken man, which is when he returned to his homeland, Briar Valley, and found Malleus Draconia. Baby Malleus, to be exact, who had run away from the castle to do mischief.
Malleus thought Aura was his father who had gone away from home and started calling Aura his father. Aura, the very one cursed to end Malleus, pretended to be Malleus' father for fifteen years and secretly took care of him and raised him.
Aura felt his curse strengthen one day to the point he felt urged to kill Malleus. Hence, he ran away, to protect Malleus. Malleus soon forgot about his pretend father.
Aura still thought of Malleus fondly as his son and wondered what he was doing.
At 400 years old, Aura decided to act on the RSA invitation he'd received in the past and went to RSA, making fast friends with Neige LeBlanche and Alistaire Eriksen (twisted from prince Eric!)
He is a calm, collected, kind and mature man who acts as a father figure for the other RSA boys.
He is very popular in RSA and always has crowds of fans due to his willingness to help others and his appearance.
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He loves spicy food, and is great at cooking.
He is very good with animals and tends to attract them (even insects).
He is very playful and mischievous around people he knows, preferring to call his lover 'songbird'.
After the curse breaks (due to either a lover or the Diasomnia family accepting him), his strained relationship with Silver and his relationship of being Malleus' enemy finally ends.
Ferridean Crawford (twisted from Flounder) restores Malleus' memories and Malleus returns to calling Aura 'father'. He thinks of Aura as his godfather.
If it wasn't obvious already, Aura is twisted from Aurora!
He is a top student and has good scores in everything.
His birthday is March 20 and his height is 175cm.
His age is around 400 years old.
He is in junior grade (third year) and is in the literature club.
His best subject is P.E., his hobbies include reading and writing.
His favourite food is caramel shortbread and his talent is close-up combat.
He is stronger than Malleus due to which Malleus looks up to him a lot.
He is very good at singing as well though he thinks his singing is mediocre (its not).
Over and all, a kind, teasing and fun individual.
10/10 Disney Princess.
Will call himself an old man for funsies.
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madamvanrouge · 3 days
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Auroral
Aurathane Briarfeld x Reader
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For my twin, @koneko-dreams ~
Note: Aurathane is my twst OC.
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You awoke with a scream yet again. It was the same nightmare, the one you had every single time. It was excruciating and terrifying, to the point it sometimes scared you to go to sleep. You held your bedsheets tight as you trembled, your hands firm in their grip yet unsteady.
"Are you alright?" you heard a familiar soft voice. That of your lover, Aurathane's. He had been awoken by the sound of your screams. He rubbed his beautiful auroral eyes in a tired motion, his pink and blue irises fixated on you, as he pulled you closer by the waist. You sank into his embrace, cuddling into his warm and broad chest.
"Another nightmare." you mumbled. He took a moment to process your words before giving you a gentle kiss on the top of your head. You felt bad coming up to him with such minor troubles. Aura had worse nightmares than you did and he never once complained about them.
"Poor dear." Aura mumbled as he kissed your cheek. "Its alright. Would you like to talk about your nightmare?" You shook your head, not wanting to recollect the awful memory.
"Thats quite alright, darling." Aura stroked your hair. "Would you like some tea?" To this, you nodded. You watched as Aura left to go make tea, your heart warm as you heard his cheerful humming and low pitched singing as he set to work.
When he returned, you swore you could see a few baby owls fly in with him. He sat beside you, holding up a warm cup of tea to you. As you drank, he snuggled into you and buried his face in the nape of your neck, his hands wrapped around your waist as he soothed you with his presence.
"Thanks, Aura. I love you." you whispered as you felt him kiss your shoulder. His face broke out into a teasing smile as he stroked your waist.
"Only remembering that now, are we?" he said playfully. You pouted slightly as you placed a hand on one of the arms snaked around your waist, holding you gently and carefully as if you were a piece of treasure.
"I literally had a nightmare." you huffed. Aura laughed.
"Just teasing, my sweet songbird. Its alright." he hummed softly, as he smiled, all the love of the world reflected in his auroral eyes, just for you. "I love you too, very much so, dear one of mine."
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madamvanrouge · 3 days
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Summary: General Vanrouge watches a couple dance.
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Laughter reached his ears from where he sat.
Joyous and carefree.
From his position, he can see the shadows twirling around each other in what seemed to be a kitchen.
He watched as someone, who had a similar appearance to his own, lifted another up before swinging them into his arms.
Normally, he wouldn’t believe such a being would be related to him in any way.
But magic did not lie, and the one from this fae matched his own.
A shiver ran down his spine.
Sharp magenta met crimson red.
A warning.
Do not ruin this moment.
He wasn’t planning to.
This view before him, spoke of peace and tranquility.
He…didn’t want his hands full of scars and blood to mar such a scene.
He looked away as the two before him kissed.
A nap right now seems like the perfect opportunity.
…but a part of him yearned.
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“I was wondering when you would pop up.”
Crimson eyes met his own.
Stubborn. Young. Rebellious.
Someone who didn’t know what life held for him.
Lilia kind of pitied his younger self, but knew saying such might lead to an altercation.
Which generally he wouldn’t mind at all, it would be amusing to compare his strengths now to back then.
But he didn’t want the risk of waking you and the others up. He already had to talk down Malleus from accompanying him.
“You’re with a…human.”
Lilia held back a laugh, “That’s for you to find out.”
The General before him bristled but sighing. It seems he knew it was a losing battle to try and get any information out of him.
“Listen up you!”
The sharp glare sent his way had him smirking.
“Never let this moment go. What you see now? This is the future you can look forward to. Come what may, hold on and do not let go.”
“How do I know this isn’t a trick?”
“Come General~ You and I both know magic never lies.”
The General looked away. How amusing. He was pouting. Lilia itched to tease him more.
“Are…you happy?”
Ah. The question he always held in and never spoke nor shown back during his days as the Phantom General.
“Yes. More than you can imagine.”
Lilia can see the yearning his younger self held deep within as he looked towards where his family stayed.
You’ll know happiness. You’ll experience it yourself. It will take years of pain and suffering, but it will be worth it.
“You have much to look forward to.”
General Vanrouge straightened his stance, a new shine in his eyes.
Good. It will serve him well in his journey.
“I didn’t know I would become so sappy.”
“Kufufu~ That’s what love does to a fae. It changes you.”
The face the General made had him almost bending over in laughter.
Ah yes, he remembers this phase of his. The General has so much to learn…to aknowledge. Some of which even he didn’t learn until many years ago.
During a certain event at Night Raven College, but he wasn’t going to tell him that.
Seeing his past self, Lilia ached to go back to his family. Back to their warmth.
For now though, he waited with a version of himself he hasn’t seen in a long while. One, that he would once upon a time run away from.
But now?
He had long ago acknowledged this side of himself, for it was this version of himself that led him to his current happiness. That led him to his loves.
And he couldn’t be more grateful.
The past and future stood side by side, basking in this tranquility, enjoying what will come and what currently is.
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Bonus:
“Why do you look like that.”
“Hey! I look cute!”
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I felt so soft and in love when writing this 🥹🥹🥰
(I feel like I wrote a part of my soul into this 🥰💞)
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madamvanrouge · 4 days
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😭💕💖💞🙏
SilIdia Tapis Rouge
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madamvanrouge · 8 days
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My twst oc looking good today~
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madamvanrouge · 13 days
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My RSA OC, Alistaire Eriksen based on Prince Eric from the Little Mermaid!!
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madamvanrouge · 14 days
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My RSA OC, Silver's elder brother, Aurathane Briarfeld! Drew him after a long time~
Should I post his story sometime?
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madamvanrouge · 17 days
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Teri Mitti with Lilia Vanrouge
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Thinking of Lilia singing this song when he gets near the final chapter... he's scared but he tries to make everyone feel better by insisting his life has been one of great honour. Even though his achievements were never credited and he was never able to be known as the hero he deserved to be called as.
(English lyrics made by me. Slightly tweaked to be sing-able.)
I could take a sword to the heart,
I've burned myself in flames countless times,
Only then could I be worthy 
Of wearing these scars of crimson red.
Oh motherland, I hold no regrets,
That I suffered a hundred scars for your joy.
May your pride never be tarnished and
It doesn't matter if I live or die. 
Oh motherland, greatest love of mine, 
Your history runs through my veins eternally, 
Never have your colors dulled in tone, 
Thats what the blood running through me says.
When I die, let me be part of 
Your soil and bloom like a flower.
Thats all I ask of you, motherland.
Let me live on in your streams,
Let me live on in your fields, 
Thats all I ask of you, motherland. 
These flower fields I gazed upon,
Where I couldn’t play as a child so young.
May they prosper even after my death,
As well as my home where I can't return. 
Oh nation of mine, nation so bright, 
My love for you knew no bounds. 
If I can die knowing I served you, 
I'll consider myself blessed by god. 
When I die, let me be part of 
Your soil and bloom like a flower.
Thats all I ask of you, motherland.
Let me live on in your streams,
Let me live on in your fields, 
Thats all I ask of you, motherland. 
Oh beloved one, keep smiling on for me, 
May your eyes never glaze over with sorrow. 
That face of yours I adored so much, 
May it never lose its heavenly glow. 
Oh dear family, what has you worried?
Why're you crying and hiding away your smiles?
You used to say I'm the moon for you, 
And the moon always lives on in the sky. 
When I die, let me be part of 
Your soil and bloom like a flower.
Thats all I ask of you, motherland.
Let me live on in your streams,
Let me live on in your fields, 
Thats all I ask of you, motherland. 
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A.N.: Dies cries sobs bangs head on wall
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madamvanrouge · 18 days
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Channa Mereya with Lilia Vanrouge
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Imagine you're at Lilia's farewell ceremony and suddenly he sings a song. The words falling out of his lips sombre, sweet, yet painful.
(These are English lyrics I made up!! The lyrics are slightly tweaked to be sing-able.)
He sings this song:
I'll be leaving now
Keep me in fond memories
Keep the taste of my
Care on those lips of yours
In the depths of that heart, 
Keep the good deeds I've done
In your stars and letters
Remember me as your love
All your darkness
I've taken it all in me
All the brightest stars I've known
I've laid into your life
O, beloved moon of mine, 
O beloved moon of mine, 
O beloved moon of mine who I love. 
My sweet love~
If I can't be a 
Part of your joys, my love, 
Forgive me, I beg you
Forgive me for the pain. 
Instances of love we've had
In our sweet memories
They're so many I lost count
It makes me assured I love you. 
You're like my dream
All my mornings, I turned into evenings
As I stayed by your side. 
O beloved moon of mine, 
O beloved moon of mine,
O beloved moon of mine who I love.
I'm turning away my path from your side
Fragrant sandalwood is what I am
I'm leaving you with my scent.
My heart's desires seep into your soul
And hold your dreams
I'm wearing the clothes of departure
And I'm leaving your world.
O, beloved moon of mine, 
O beloved moon of mine, 
O beloved moon of mine who I love. 
My sweet love~
And then, just like that, the playful fae who always used to be by your side, is gone.
Lilia is gone.
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A.N.: I made these lyrics in school cause this Hindi song named Channa Mereya fits Lilia so perfectly. AGH.
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madamvanrouge · 21 days
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Fae Of My Dreams
Lilia Vanrouge X Reader
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Notes: G/N reader!
Silver sighed as he watched Y/N and Lilia standing at the opposite ends of the ballroom temporarily arranged for Night Raven College's year-end party with magic. He watched them both sneak glances at each other before turning away yet again. He knew he had to do something about this, it was one of the only ways he could help his beloved father and pay him back for everything he'd done for the silver haired boy for years.
Lilia wore a stunning dark green suit with blue embroidery and black lace, dark red ribbons decorated the pocket at his chest, giving him quite the regal look. The bangs that usually framed the side of his face were slicked back on one side and tucked quite carefully behind his ear. His usual bowtie was replaced with a regal black tie with green thorns and other motifs of the Thorn Fairy embroidered on it. His magenta eyes were striking, impeccably beautiful in all the wondrous ways that made him so breathtaking. His ears were pointed at the tips as was a visible feature in every faerie.
"Silver! Your tie is crooked yet again! I fixed it a mere minute ago!" Lilia pouted as he fixed Silver's tie, scolding the boy with the nagging nature that was inherently present in all parents.
"Father. Y/N does not have a dancing partner yet." Silver started, a hint of nervousness in his tone. Lilia threw the boy a questioning glance, one that made him tense up due to reasons that were more than obvious. Lilia's gaze could be rather sharp and intense at times.
"What of it?" Lilia picked up a goblet of tomato juice, tilting it ever so slightly to his dark lips, drinking with grace and poise. His movements were elegant, such that set him apart from others.
"I figured you could dance with them. They do not seem to have a partner yet." Silver felt the nervousness inside him grow as he watched Lilia raise an eyebrow, his gaze even more questioning. "I meant that I felt bad that they do not have someone to dance with yet. And I have already promised to dance with someone else." Silver quickly added so that his father would not grow suspicious of what Silver was trying to do.
"Ohh! Is that so? You really are such a kind child." Lilia giggled, patting Silver's head. Silver felt a smile break out on his face as he watched his father trot over to Y/N.
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"May I have this dance?" Lilia held the back of Y/N's hand, as he dropped to one knee on the gleaming quartz of the ballroom floor. Y/N's eyes sparkled with affection as they felt warmth build up in their chest... the Lilia Vanrouge was asking them to dance.
"I would love to." they whispered as Lilia grinned from ear to ear, pulling himself up as he led them in the dance. Lilia was a brilliant lead, occasionally floating upwards to provide himself support and momentum. The way he held their waist was gentle, his hand fitting just right on the curve of their waist.
"Have you been staring at me?" Lilia whispered. Y/N's cheeks heated up as they felt Lilia spin them around before bringing them in closer to his warm, broad chest, a motion that made them feel instantly comforted.
"Was I that obvious?" Y/N whispered back. Lilia giggled as he felt Y/N's hand travel up his back during the dance, their other hand carefully intertwined with his.
"Not you. It was due to something else, actually." Lilia winked, his warm breath hitting their ear, which made them shiver and grip onto the crimson eyed fae tighter. The former general chuckled raspily as he followed the continuity of the rhythm leading up to the final dance steps.
Once the dance concluded, every dance partner shook hands with the one they danced with, as a form of expression of having enjoyed the evening. Y/N held their hand forward to shake Lilia's, only to be met with the fae grabbing their hand and pulling it to his soft, inviting dark lips, as he planted them on top of the back of their hand. Lilia then turned their hand slightly and kissed their palm, his tongue flicking out slightly in a teasing manner during the soft kiss.
Y/N felt their heart explode, but they were not given any rest as Lilia rose up and placed his hands gently on the side of their face, kissing them on the lips, interweaving the sweet taste of his lips with theirs. The kiss lasted for several minutes, the other students all watching agape as Y/N overheated and Lilia pulled away from the kiss with a smirk.
"I love you, Y/N." Lilia murmured.
"I love you too." was all they could say.
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"Father! How was your evening?" Silver inquired as his father returned joyously. Lilia chuckled and patted Silver's hair.
"It went great. I shall go head to Diasomnia earlier to rest." Lilia smiled cheerily.
"I'm glad." Silver gave a faint smile. Lilia walked past him, stretching his limbs. But as Lilia reached a bit farther away from the boy, he turned towards him and called out.
"Oh! And Silver. Thank you for getting this old man a love life. I had long been looking for one." Lilia winked. And with that, he teleported amidst a few sparkles and a faint, ethereal glow, and was gone.
Of course he'd known. Silver should've known better than to underestimate the man who had raised him.
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madamvanrouge · 23 days
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Calendula
Lilia Vanrouge x Reader
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Note: Comfort, slight angst
You were stressed out by everything. Life wasn't particularly being good to you. You swore you could see grey hairs in there somewhere when you looked in the mirror, which made you develop a dislike for mirrors in general, leading to you isolating yourself from them.
Of course, you could never bring yourself to tell anyone about your situation, given how even a slight display of weakness could lead to people glancing at you with scorn or pity, not genuine care. You hid it from even your lover, as you could not bring yourself to burden him. He already had a lot on his plate and deserved to relax.
"Darling~" Lilia pouted, placing his head on your shoulder. His face was as lovely as ever, his features marked by age ever so slightly, other than that, he looked just as young as anyone else, perhaps even more. "Something is obviously wrong with you!"
"Nothing is." You were quick to reply, trying to shove him away, which only prompted him to hang on tighter. Damn him and his incredible strength. He was stuck to you like a tiny koala.
"If you keep yourself from telling me, who will you talk to? We only have so much left to live, both you and I. Tell me. Have I ever asked anything of you other than this?" His voice was gentle as he stroked your hair with one hand, his other hand sliding downwards to wrap around your waist.
Tears ultimately started racing down your cheeks. "Lilia." You sobbed. He shushed you as he buried his face in your neck, soothing you by planting his lips on your neck, his dark lips tracing over your skin and filling your heart with deep warmth.
Lilia sang a gentle lullaby after you finished telling him what had been stressing you out. He commented not even a bit, he simply held you and sang to you, sneaking in soft kisses now and then before resuming his lease of song. The fae's crimson eyes were fixated on you as he gently led you to bed, laid you down and sat by your side, stroking your hair as he sang and spoke of happier times lost to the past but retained in memories, for his were forevermore, and would continue to contain, for all eternity and beyond, all the joys and sorrows, and all the love he felt for you, to the very last breath he would find in himself to take.
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madamvanrouge · 23 days
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madamvanrouge · 27 days
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Not Another Song About Love
Lilia Vanrouge x Reader
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Notes : G/N! Reader, war era General Lilia, angst
Let it out.
Been building up, you better let it out.
Say everything that you've been meaning now.
I want it to burn.
Lilia felt tired. There was an aching sensation in his heart, one that tore away at him. He wished he could stop thinking about them. He wished he could stop thinking about their voice, their lips, the shape of their eyes and the way the corner of their eyes crinkled when they laughed. Excruciating pain was only to set foot in a most sultry manner in the depths of his heart.
When you tell me I'm such a wreck.
It isn't easy cleaning up your mess.
It's like I've got a rope around my neck.
She says it won't hurt.
It was so difficult for him, always being the one to look after others, cleaning up their messes. But Y/N, they were the one to always take care of him. Meleanor had said love wouldn't hurt, that Lilia should just embrace his feelings. But it felt as if he would suffocate from it any second. He couldn't love anyone. He wasn't capable of it. He was just a filthy, useless bat. A lowlife whose magic was polluted. He could not possibly be in a beautiful feeling such as love. He could never deign himself worthy to be in love, what he had was probably obsession. After all, a pure thing like love could never exist in his heart. He was lower than the low. The senators had never failed to remind him of that.
But everything you do makes my heart race.
I can't even think straight.
Is this just a game to you?
Reruns every night.
It's always the same fight.
And I think you should know.
He was probably just a game to Y/N. They probably didn't even care about him much. Why would they? He was just a mere commoner, a mere soldier. They were so much more. They were the radiant light, he was nothing in comparison, other than perhaps the annoyingly persistent shadows that inked the bright meadows with a murky black. Whenever they touched him softly and bandaged him, and cheered him on with their gentle and unyielding words. They were probably either pitying him or playing around with his pathetic self for a brief moment. They couldn't possibly love him. It was impossible.
I hate your touch, I hate your mouth.
I can't stand every single word that falls out.
But you're all that I've been dreaming of.
This is not another song about love.
Lilia wished to hear more of their sweet compliments, even if he did not deserve it. He yearned for more. He wished that he was the one they held in their embrace. He wished he was the one Y/N saw and called their love. He hated feeling this way, and yet he couldn't help himself. Lilia wanted himself in their loving arms, in their life, in their home. If they allowed him. It was his one and only earnest desire.
I hate your voice, I hate your lips.
I hate how bad I wanna steal your kiss.
But you're all that I've been dreaming of.
This is not another song about love.
Lilia often found himself staring at their lips, wondering how they would taste. Wondering whether their lips would be soft or slightly chapped. He dreamt often of a life where they loved him back and kissed him the way he had always wanted them to. Their arms would be wrapped around his petite waist as they pressed their lips upon his. And he would kiss them back, till his lips tired of kissing their worries away. He despised how much he craved for these fantasies, despite knowing that they would never come true. He could never be theirs. He had a duty to his country, and to Meleanor. To his dear old friend Raven as well. He could never fall in love. His was a life of serving, and they deserved much better than the servant that was him.
Lilia closed his eyes and went to sleep. And this time, he hoped he would never dream of the person he "loved".
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madamvanrouge · 1 month
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the lovely cosplayer from tt @/bakpidia plz check them out theyre so pretty ^_^!!!
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madamvanrouge · 1 month
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Don't mind me strolling into ur inbox! Just wanted your thoughts about this!
I'm just wondering how it'll be like if Lilia loves you and pines for you, trying to make you fall in love with him...
Like, would he scare you more? Or help you with homework?
I wonder how he even falls in love with you in the first place tbh
No worries! I'm glad you asked!
Lilia would frankly just be awkward at first. Awkward as he suddenly experiences love for someone he used to treat as just a friend.
Lilia believes he doesn't deserve to be loved so he will try to reject the idea as much as possible at first. Even going so far as to hide his emotions and his own self from you for a while.
However as his emotions grow more intense, he decides to give it a chance. He behaves like he always does. Pranking, scaring you, just being his normal self. Only now, there's a subtle hint of gentleness. His eyes fill with a certain affection and he's more prone to doing you favours. It more or less depends on what you need. Have trouble sleeping? Lilia's here to sing you lullabies, he knows quite a few from his homeland and from various countries. Can't do homework? You silly little thing, Lilia's here for a reason! He hasn't lived this long for nothing.
Lilia will constantly perform acts of service for you and engage in physical touch as well as subtle flirting here and there to get you to notice. He won't confess for months, its generally difficult for him to do so and he hopes you pick up on his hints. If you still don't, expect a love letter from a secret admirer in your box who after a day's worth of clue finding turns out to be Lilia! Lilia will pretend he doesn't know who the secret admirer is as he "helps" you find the clues.
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madamvanrouge · 1 month
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SO,I MADE A TWISTED WONDERLAND DISCORD SERVER FOR LILIA ENTHUSIASTS AND ALL YOU OTHER TWISTIES TOO! LOOKING FOR MODS AND MEMBERS!
I don't know if this is a good place to talk about it, but considering I haven't used Discord in a while nor do I have connections/friends in the app itself, I hope someone would join and that we can have moderators and members!
The server is mainly a place for talking about the game Twisted Wonderland by Disney, discussing about Lilia Vanrouge as well as a seperate category of channels related to support, healthy lifestyle and routines as well as inspirational conversations! Roles will be royal themed.
Here's the link:
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madamvanrouge · 2 months
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Imagining Lilia Vanrouge looking out into the morning sky on waking up, as the distant pinks slowly fade into blues and mix into the mesmerizing shades that characterize dawn. How he feels so empty inside on seeing something so brilliant, something considered so beautiful and magnificent to most but he feels nothing of the sort when watching it due to dawn being the reminder of Meleanor's death. Of her defeat, the dawn that brought him many hardships and made him struggle so much that it felt he might break many a time.
As the dawn slowly comes into play, he lets out a quiet sigh, one that has gone unheard many a time in his life of being downplayed and not paid enough attention to by the ones around him. The numbness in his heart makes him close the curtains and curl up in bed yet again. He knows Silver might scold him for it, yet he cannot help himself.
He just wishes to forget about the dawn for a moment, about the significance of it in his life for a second. Each dawn leads him closer to his impending end. Each dawn leads to him getting weaker and weaker. Each dawn reminds him of that fateful day of the past, the day he truly lost everything. Yet for each dawn he must rise in order to keep what he has gained. For each dawn he wishes to rise until he cannot open his eyes to greet its grisly face anymore. Dark and uncertain, terrifying and lonesome. Yet he must tread this path alone. He knows there are others willing to help him, but he wishes to spare them the trouble.
A lone tear travels down his cheek as he convulses in his bed, the pain in his heart overwhelming and strong. He inhales and exhales repeatedly so as to not get noticed by his lover who sleeps beside him. Yet it is quite impossible for him to do so as his lover wakes up and pulls him closer into a cuddle, making him feel safe and alive, loved even, as his lover presses a kiss to his forehead.
And Lilia wishes desperately that he had more time. He wishes he did. He would face a thousand terrifying and heart-wrenching dawns if he could. Yet he knows, this is the end. He forces a smile on his lips as tears fall from his eyes. Its alright. He'll say goodbye to everyone with a dazzling, cheerful smile. He'll let no one feel the same pain he does. He'll never let his memories hurt anyone. He'll never let anyone see him weak.
Because he is the strongest.
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