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๐ˆ๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ - ๐ฑ๐ข๐š๐จ
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๐‚๐‡๐€๐Œ๐๐€๐†๐๐„ ๐๐‘๐Ž๐๐‹๐„๐Œ๐’ - ๐‚๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ž โœฆ
"๐‘บ๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†๐’” ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‹๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐’…๐’๐’'๐’• ๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’˜๐’†๐’“, ๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Š๐’“ ๐’Œ๐’๐’†๐’†๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‚๐’”๐’Œ๐’” ๐’š๐’๐’–."
pairing: childe x reader
genre: angst, lovers to friends(ish), rejected proposal, modern au, y/n and childe are adults
sentences with ' ' are the song lyrics!
warnings: comparing, self doubt!(?) lmk if I missed anything
notes: mm I love making the titles of my fics taylor swift songs
song : champagne problems - Taylor swift
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'You booked the night train for a reason so you could sit there in this hurt'
It was a big celebration to celebrate the success of childes business. You were talking to your friends and family, laughing and swaying away to the music with a glass of champagne in your hands. Until it turned into a crowd of silence, whispers awaiting for your answer.
'Bustling crowds or silent sleepers, you're not sure which is worse'
"y/n l/n, will you marry me?" Childe kneels down, with a beautiful ring in his hand. You wanted to say something, yet, you were speechless. Why couldn't you get words out of your mouth?
"I... Childe, can we talk outside?" You say nervously, grabbing his hand and dragging him outside to the garden while everyone looked confused.
You took a breath, looking down at the ground "love, I... I don't think I'm ready to get married."
You didn't want to see his face. It'll hurt you more if you saw him hurt. His hands were shakey, before muttering out, "don't worry, I understand. I'll wait for you." He let out a small smile.
You finally looked him in the eyes, "I'm sorry, Childe." Before letting go of his hand and leaving him all alone to join the party. Once you went inside, he couldn't help but release the tears, putting the ring back in his pocket.
'Because I, dropped your hand while dancing, left you out there standing, crestfallen on the landing, Champagne problems'
"Childe?" He heard a familiar voice behind him, he looked back to see lumine with a frown. Feeling his sadness. She walked forward to console him, wrapping her arms around his waist while he sobs on her shoulders.
'Your mom's ring in your pocket, my picture in your wallet, your heart was glass, I dropped it Champagne problems'
Fast-forward, 6 years later.
You woke up, yawning groggily. Hugging your pillow as your turned off your alarm. You remember the times when you used to hug him like this.
It was only a few hours left until childe and lumines wedding, and they were kind enough to send you an invitation. You got up your bed to get ready, feeling like an absolute mess.
A few hours pass, you're now there at the reception. You observed your surroundings, the huge chandeliers everywhere, many flowers and decorations hung up and was bedazzled by glitter and rhinestones. As you made your way in, people kept on eyeing you and whispered at the person next to them.
"they would've made such a lovely bride, what a shame they're fucked in the head." They said, and you overhear, making your heart drop and tears forming in your eyes.
Right, it was your fault for causing such a mess, wasn't it? The time Childe told them you rejected his proposal, everyone went to console him, and one of those people was his soon to be bride, lumine. Someone everyone liked better than you.
'but you'll find the real thing instead.'
She was the one who stayed by him during tough times, she was the one who helped him, she was the one who cared. Where were you during these times? You were gone. It's your fault for making such a mess.
'She'll patch up your tapestry that I shred'
You took a seat, waiting for the actual ceremony to start. You saw Childe standing with his group of friends with a champagne bottle in his hand. He saw you and gave a small wave. And soon, he was called as the celebration was finally starting.
You zoned off a little, but snapped back into reality when you hear them say their vows, before finally kissing. That's it, they were now officially husband and wife. As everyone clapped, you just stood up, having flashbacks to what he said before.
"don't worry, I understand. I'll wait for you."
he said he would wait, but I guess he was impatient. You took too long to answer him, and now he's with her now. If you just said yes, that would've been you up there, happily married.
'Never leave you standing'
As they walked down the aisle, you looked at him and saw him smiling more than he ever was with you. He let go of you, now it was time to let go of him.
'Crestfallen on the landing with champagne problems'
You walked out the back door, tears trickling down your face as you wiped them away.
'your mom's ring in your pocket, her picture in your wallet'
You hid your face in your hands, sobbing and muttering for the last time, "I love you, ajax. though I never really showed it."
'you won't remember all my champagne problems'
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โžณ ๐Œ๐€๐ˆ๐ ๐Œ๐€๐’๐“๐„๐‘๐‹๐ˆ๐’๐“ โคต
โœฆ ๐†๐„๐๐’๐‡๐ˆ๐ ๐ˆ๐Œ๐๐€๐‚๐“
โœฆ ๐๐”๐๐†๐Ž ๐’๐“๐‘๐€๐˜ ๐ƒ๐Ž๐†๐’
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โœฆ โ•ฃ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ
โœฐ โฅ หšสšโ‚ โ‚Žษžหš โฅ โœฐ
"๐€๐’ ๐‹๐Ž๐๐† ๐€๐’ ๐ˆ'๐Œ ๐…๐ˆ๐๐„, ๐„๐•๐„๐‘๐˜๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐๐†๐’ ๐…๐ˆ๐๐„!"
โ˜… hi! my name is lumine, though you can also call me lumi/star
- any pronouns, kuromi n taylor swift obsessed, simp for albedo, ranpo and ango my beloved, vanitas ๐Ÿ”›๐Ÿ”, nanami kento โ™ฅ๏ธโ™ฅ๏ธ
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๐€๐ฅ๐›๐ž๐๐จ - ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ โœฆ
"๐‘ด๐’‚๐’š๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’—๐’Š๐’†๐’˜, ๐’Š ๐’”๐’‚๐’˜ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’๐’†. ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š๐’๐’๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐ฌ ๐’…๐’Š๐’‡๐’‡๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’—๐’Š๐’†๐’˜๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’š๐’˜๐’‚๐’š๐’”."
albedo x reader (slight kaeya x reader)
not requested ~
genre - angst with little comfort
warnings: heartbreak, self doubt (?)
scenario: you fell for him hard, but he fell for his assistant harder.
(words that have ' ' are the song lyrics!)
Song: Heather - Conan Gray
genshin masterlist.
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Flashback...
'I still remember...third of December...'
It was a cold and breezy night in Dragonspine, the snowflakes falling from the sky, and the moonlight glimmering and glowing the area.
You were freezing, your hands were shivering while writing notes and your handwriting started looking sloppy. Just then, you felt someone drop something on your shoulders, causing you to jump slightly, before realizing it was Albedo's lab coat.
'Me in your sweater...'
"Won't you get cold?" You asked, pulling the coat closer to your figure so you can warm up. Albedo shakes his head, "I'm used to the cold, do not worry. Also, you look mesmerizing in my coat." He say as he walks away.
'You said it looked better on me than it did you'
You smiled and thanked him as you felt heat rising up to your cheeks Your heart was beating fast as you turned away, feeling flustered from this action-- which, helped warm you up.
'Only if you knew, how much I liked you.'
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Present time...
You and Albedo walked around the streets in Mondstadt, lanterns and decorations hung up all around. You saw something that caught your eye and tugged on Albedo's hand.
"Hey, Albedo look! It's a crystalfl-"
You turn to look at Albedo, seeing him staring at some green haired person, to which you see was Sucrose. She was walking passed the both of you and going to Timeus and started talking to him.
'But I watched your eyes as she walks by...'
Albedo stared at the girl, admiring and looking at her up and down, you noticed his cheeks getting slightly red. You bit your lip, feeling your heart sting a little bit.
"Quite a sight for sore eyes." He mutters as you try and hold back your tears. He's always been observant of his surroundings, so it was natural for him to look at her. But, why did it hurt?
"Brighter than the blue sky," You try and stiffle a laugh. "She seems to have gotten you mesmerized, sir."
'While I die...'
"Mr. Albedo!" You snap out of your thoughts when you heard someone shout out his name. You saw Sucrose waving at him as he walked towards her, leaving you behind to stare at the scene.ย 
You felt tears piling in your eyes and you quickly walked away before someone could see you, hiding behind a building.
'Why would you ever kiss me...'
tears started to trickle down your face as you hugged your legs, burying your face into your knees. You could never compete with her. Was she better than you? Maybe, maybe she is. Maybe she is better than you.
'I'm not even half as pretty...'
She's just an assistant, right? But aren't you one too? So, why is she getting different treatment? He has never acted that way around you, he was just being polite to you, wasn't he?
He only needed you to help him with his experiments seeing the knowledge you know, but why did you fall for him? You were an assistant, nothing more. But maybe she was something more to him.
Your eyes were red from crying as you peaked your head out to see him wrapping his coat around her, which he also did with you.
'You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester.'
You couldn't take it, it hurt you. It hurt seeing that he obviously liked someone, that someone else being her.
But Sucrose has no fault in this, you can't blame her for making you feel this way. You were certain some people could hear you crying by now, but you didn't care.
"Y/N?" You hear a familiar voice as you looked up.
Kaeya...
You sniffled, rubbing your eyes as you panic and try to come up with an explanation. He kneeled down to you and gave you a hug, rubbing circles on your back. you couldn't take it anymore and let it all out, explaining to him everything as he stayed quiet and listened while giving you pats on the back.
"But he likes her better..." You muttered out,
"I wish I were her..."
'I wish I were heather'
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A/N: Hope you liked this haha! I'm not very good with writing angst stories yet I promise I'll improve
Goodbye stars, until the next one!
-lumine
Originally posted on my wattpad :)
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Comfy!
snippet from my kazuha x reader book!
tw: implied memory loss
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"I forgot to ask, Kazuha, who's the friend you were talking about?" You ask in your slightly sleepy voice. Kazuha smiles at you, looking up and closing his eyes, before replying,
"It's you, Y/N." He replies. He suddenly felt something touch his shoulder, he looked over to see you sleeping peacefully. He sighs and smiles at you, pulling you closer and putting his other hand around you to make you more comfortable.
"Maybe, maybe one day, you'll remember me." He looks up at the sky one more time, the stars twinkling brightly and the calming breeze filled the area.
He then leaned his head onto yours, before closing his eyes and falling into slumber. You still didn't remember him, but he had you in his arms. And that, was enough for Kazuha.
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๐—๐ข๐š๐จ - "๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ" โœฆโ™ฅ๏ธŽ
xiao x reader
scenario: you comforting xiao :D
genre: angst to fluff
zhongli appears at the end hehe
genshin masterlist.
๐€/๐: sso sorry if xiao is kinda out of character! :<
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Xiao!" You yelled out as you walked out to the balcony, a container wrapped in a piece of white cloth in your hand. You inhaled the air as you walked towards the railings, admiring the view from Wangshu Inn as the wind rustled through your hair.
'If only I could live here...' You thought.
As you continued looking out the view, you heard familiar footsteps coming from behind you. You turned your head to face them, a smile forming on your face when you see who it is.
"Xiao, you came!" You shouted, running towards him and pulling him into a tight hug which made him stumble back slightly. The Adeptus just stood there awkwardly. A slight blush on his cheeks.
"O-Of course I did. You called my name, didn't you?" He muttered, slightly pushing you away from him.
"I said to call my name when you're in danger, but looking at your surroundings it seems that you aren't. I'll be taking my leave." Xiao continued, almost teleporting away. You pursed your lips and grabbed his wrist quickly, making him stop. He looks back to face you.
"What is it, mortal? You're wasting my time." He asks, making eye contact with you.
"I made you something!" You say, grinning. You handed him the clothed container that was in your hands.
"...What is this?" Xiao furrows his eyebrows, looking at the...thing you gave him.
"Open it!"
"Alright, alright--" He said, unwrapping the piece of cloth. When he saw what it was, his eyes widened slightly, his cheeks were painted a slight red.
"Almond tofu...?"
"Yeah! It's your favorite, right?" You smiled at him as you continued, "I made it!"
Xiao looked at the almond tofu, then at you. "...You don't have to busy yourself buying gifts for me."
"But I didn't buy it, I made it!"
"Yes, but--"
"Just eat the tofu!" You say impatiently, shoving the container to his chest. Xiao scoffs at you, holding the spoon that was inside the container and taking a bite of the almond tofu. He instantly scrunched his nose.
You giggled at him, leaning on the railings as the moonlight lit up the place, you looked at the stars while Xiao looked at you.
You looked so precious underneath the glimmering moon, and xiao loved it. The way you smile at him whenever you see him, the way you stop by just to see him, how you give him gifts every time. It just made Xiao fall deeper for you.
Was Xiao aware of these feelings? Of course not. He was confused why he was always soft every time you were around, why his cheeks a red hue. He was in denial at first when Zhongli said he was in love, but it became more apparent later on.
'Is this what love feels like?' Xiao questioned himself.
"--Xiao- Xiao!"
He snapped out of his thoughts when you shouted out his name.
"Hey, you ok?" A hint of worry in your voice. Xiao shakes his head.
"Don't worry, I'm alright." He answers and you frown at him. You shift closer to him, pressing the back of your hand on his forehead. Xiao flinched at the sudden contact.
"You're heating up."
"I said I'm fine." He grabbed your wrist, pulling it away. You shrug your shoulders. "If you say so."
The both of you stayed silent for a few minutes before Xiao opened his mouth to speak.
"Why...Do you spend time with me?"
"What do you mean?" You ask.
"You don't have to hang out with me," He mutters, "I'm a monster, i dont want to affect you, or worse, hurt you."
You felt guilty, you knew he suffered so much already. Your hand made your way to his hair, tucking back a strand behind hus ear.
"You're no monster to me, xiao." You whispered. "It wasn't your fault."
Xiao looked at you for a few seconds, still staying silent. But inside, he felt his heart beating faster. "Would you still like me," he pauses, "even if i have killed so many?"
You smile, "yes. I would still like you. Because i know you aren't like that anymore." You say, pulling his head to your shoulder.
"It wasn't your fault."
Oh well, i guess he can tell you the almond tofu tasted like shit next time.
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Zhongli chuckles, sipping on the tea that Verr offered him, peaking behind the wall of Wangshuu Inn.
"Ah, young love. Reminds me of my old days."
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