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#if u havent noticed i luv making the titles of fanfics song lyrics/a song
luminestars ยท 1 year
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๐€๐ฅ๐›๐ž๐๐จ - ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ โœฆ
"๐‘ด๐’‚๐’š๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’—๐’Š๐’†๐’˜, ๐’Š ๐’”๐’‚๐’˜ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’๐’†. ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š๐’๐’๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐ฌ ๐’…๐’Š๐’‡๐’‡๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’—๐’Š๐’†๐’˜๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’๐’š๐’˜๐’‚๐’š๐’”."
albedo x reader (slight kaeya x reader)
not requested ~
genre - angst with little comfort
warnings: heartbreak, self doubt (?)
scenario: you fell for him hard, but he fell for his assistant harder.
(words that have ' ' are the song lyrics!)
Song: Heather - Conan Gray
genshin masterlist.
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Flashback...
'I still remember...third of December...'
It was a cold and breezy night in Dragonspine, the snowflakes falling from the sky, and the moonlight glimmering and glowing the area.
You were freezing, your hands were shivering while writing notes and your handwriting started looking sloppy. Just then, you felt someone drop something on your shoulders, causing you to jump slightly, before realizing it was Albedo's lab coat.
'Me in your sweater...'
"Won't you get cold?" You asked, pulling the coat closer to your figure so you can warm up. Albedo shakes his head, "I'm used to the cold, do not worry. Also, you look mesmerizing in my coat." He say as he walks away.
'You said it looked better on me than it did you'
You smiled and thanked him as you felt heat rising up to your cheeks Your heart was beating fast as you turned away, feeling flustered from this action-- which, helped warm you up.
'Only if you knew, how much I liked you.'
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Present time...
You and Albedo walked around the streets in Mondstadt, lanterns and decorations hung up all around. You saw something that caught your eye and tugged on Albedo's hand.
"Hey, Albedo look! It's a crystalfl-"
You turn to look at Albedo, seeing him staring at some green haired person, to which you see was Sucrose. She was walking passed the both of you and going to Timeus and started talking to him.
'But I watched your eyes as she walks by...'
Albedo stared at the girl, admiring and looking at her up and down, you noticed his cheeks getting slightly red. You bit your lip, feeling your heart sting a little bit.
"Quite a sight for sore eyes." He mutters as you try and hold back your tears. He's always been observant of his surroundings, so it was natural for him to look at her. But, why did it hurt?
"Brighter than the blue sky," You try and stiffle a laugh. "She seems to have gotten you mesmerized, sir."
'While I die...'
"Mr. Albedo!" You snap out of your thoughts when you heard someone shout out his name. You saw Sucrose waving at him as he walked towards her, leaving you behind to stare at the scene.ย 
You felt tears piling in your eyes and you quickly walked away before someone could see you, hiding behind a building.
'Why would you ever kiss me...'
tears started to trickle down your face as you hugged your legs, burying your face into your knees. You could never compete with her. Was she better than you? Maybe, maybe she is. Maybe she is better than you.
'I'm not even half as pretty...'
She's just an assistant, right? But aren't you one too? So, why is she getting different treatment? He has never acted that way around you, he was just being polite to you, wasn't he?
He only needed you to help him with his experiments seeing the knowledge you know, but why did you fall for him? You were an assistant, nothing more. But maybe she was something more to him.
Your eyes were red from crying as you peaked your head out to see him wrapping his coat around her, which he also did with you.
'You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester.'
You couldn't take it, it hurt you. It hurt seeing that he obviously liked someone, that someone else being her.
But Sucrose has no fault in this, you can't blame her for making you feel this way. You were certain some people could hear you crying by now, but you didn't care.
"Y/N?" You hear a familiar voice as you looked up.
Kaeya...
You sniffled, rubbing your eyes as you panic and try to come up with an explanation. He kneeled down to you and gave you a hug, rubbing circles on your back. you couldn't take it anymore and let it all out, explaining to him everything as he stayed quiet and listened while giving you pats on the back.
"But he likes her better..." You muttered out,
"I wish I were her..."
'I wish I were heather'
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A/N: Hope you liked this haha! I'm not very good with writing angst stories yet I promise I'll improve
Goodbye stars, until the next one!
-lumine
Originally posted on my wattpad :)
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