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Mood rn

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My empty space 💭💭💭

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I wonder why it’s so easy for you to make promises while I stay and watch you break them. I wonder why it seems easy for you to distort the truths into lies while I stay and believe them. I wonder why it’s so easy for you to burn the bridge while I patiently build it for us to get there. And I wonder why it’s quite easy for you to change and turn like the coldest ice while I stay and give you the warmth of my love. I did stay. I always forgive you because I want things to work for both us no matter how messed up things are.

I hold on so long because I still believe in ‘us’ together. I hold on longer than I should because I still wish things might really change one day. I stand by you and keep you alive with my love in the midst of turbulence. I trusted you for so long, only to find out that you are nothing but a chauvinist.You taught me how to break the promises I was looking forward to keep. You forced me to realize that love is not a thing to keep anymore. You forced me to believe that your love is just a temporary madness; it erupts like a volcano then subsides and burns away into ashes. You made me realize that staying with someone who makes me question everything doesn’t mean being patient — it’s a waste of time.

And here I am, finally choosing myself over you. Here I am, finally falling in love with a life without you in it. Here I am, finally giving up on you.This is me letting you go because you made me realize that I deserve the best and I deserve someone who plans a future with me. I’m letting you go because I’m done being your maybe and your temporary option. I’m done bending over backwards to make you happy and I’m done giving my friends headaches over my endless drama with you.

This is me letting you know that I’m done being an ad-hoc lover for you and I’m done being the instrument of your selfishness.This is me letting you know that I’m not giving you another chance. I’ll only give it to someone who makes an effort and is willing to give the love I deserve.

This is me letting you know that you’re no longer the place I call home or the place I call my own.

This is me making it clear that I’m not going to stand in your way again because you’re not worth my time anymore.

This is me letting you know that I’m done fighting for a place in your heart.

This is me letting you know that I no longer look back and think fondly of you.This is me craving distance from you, and that means I don’t look forward to the next time I see you.

This is me saying goodbye to you. And when I say the word, what I really mean is that this is my way and that is your way, our paths will never cross again.

This is me forgiving you for not taking care of the love that I can no longer save. And I am now choosing to start anew with less of you and more of me.

Thank you for reading!

#thisismelettinggo #relationshipgoals #statusvibes #loveorhate #movingon #bethebestyoucanbe #bethechange #loveyourself #loveyourlife #positivevibe #randomthoughts #dailytumblr #followloveandotherrandoms #tbt #novemberfeels

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To that someone

I hope you find someone that loves you when you wake up in the morning. And I hope that person stops you from running to the bathroom to fix yourself before they can even take a peek at you. I hope they tell you how beautiful you are, not just in they way you look but in the way you hold the their hands and laugh at their jokes. I hope you find someone who sends you messages when they dont knw whether to get coffee or tea at Starbucks. And i hope that person shares their cookies with you when they only have one left in the jar. I hope they buy you pizza when you're having a crappy day and listens to you complain about the scripts in the television shows that didnt go according to your ways. I hope you find someone who's kisses make you forget you were ever upset in the first and I hope that person holds you like one would hold an antique vase. I hope the first thing they see in the crowd is your face and I hope they find you in everyone else they meet. I hope you find someone that will give you the wings to soar and I hope this person decides to fly find. I hope you guys are when they really deserves you as much as you deserve them. I hope you find that person.

#relationshipgoals #love #waitingforyou #tosomeone

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Can winter be over already! It's been yrs since I try to stay away from the Holidays. Dealing with decorating and preparing things for it. In general, I guess some ppl can relate, bt for me I don't see the joy in it anymore. It's been a few yrs since I try to avoid them. Sometime it's the ppl around me that makes me feel this way. Whenever someone in the family wants to celebrate something but I don't feel like doing it or be part of it; I mean I don't mind them doing it its just that I don't want to be part of it. I try to be as positive as I can bt I'm the type of person who has grudges for ppl who has done me wrong, hate hater, selfish ppl, all those negative things about ppl. Before I used to love every Holidays bt now Idc anymore. I can talk about my sad life bt who would want to listen. A Sad life is so boring. So I am not going to talk about it, I have other important things to talk/post about. Anyways, I love Spring, my favorite season of all times!

Patiently waiting...

-LAOR

#randomthoughts #beyou #bethebestyoucanbe #livelovelaughalittle #staystrong #whtkindavibes #positivevibe #waitingforspring #waitingforyou #lifegoeson #blogger #seasonvibes #followloveandotherrandoms

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This Bollywood song has been on reply since yesterday til today. I don’t understand it and it's a sad song bt I still love the song. It’s so calm and BEAUITFUL, also here’s English translation:

O… There are things unsaid between you and me You are there and I’m here Why aren’t we together? There are things unsaid between you and me You are there and I’m here Why aren’t we together? The decisions we took Gave us distances only Why did our paths get separated? Neither you are wrong, nor am I right Take me with you, I don’t have to live with myself. Take me with you, I don’t have to live with myself. Take me… Take me… There are some distances, Some compulsions, But my heart knows… A day will come When you’d be back, Then my heart will smile again Sitting just like this I think, Why did our paths get separated? Neither you are wrong, nor am I right Take me with you, I don’t have to live with myself. Take me with you, I don’t have to live with myself. Take me… Take me… I’m fighting memories, Battling with myself, There is no sleep in my eyes. When I got separated from you, It felt like My world is shattered. This journey belonged to both of us, And now on reaching the destination, Why did our paths get separated? Neither you are wrong, nor am I right Take me with you, I don’t have to live with myself. Take me with you, I don’t have to live with myself. Take me… Take me… Listen O my God, it’s my only wish, Return to me my companion. You’ll lose nothing, I stand at your door, I have nowhere to go, Change my fate, It’ll be your mercy on me.

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It's been awhile since I post on here. I've been MIA but here's something to remind me/you everyday to keep going no matter what your dealing with in life. -LAOR

#randomthoughts #selfworth #beyou #staystrong #qouteofthenight #loveandotherrandoms #najwazebian

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COME EXPLORE WITH ME!!! :) #smrandomplaces #WiMnChicago #goodvibes #letstravel #latepost #springbreak #followiamsandramoua

#goodvibes #springbreak #letstravel #followiamsandramoua #smrandomplaces #wimnchicago #latepost

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BTS FANS!!! #goodvibes #BTS #WINGSTOUR #chicagovibes #selfieslay #squad #letsexplore #facemask #SeaWIMNfans #instadaily #followiamsandramoua

#chicagovibes #letsexplore #facemask #seawimnfans #followiamsandramoua #goodvibes #selfieslay #wingstour #squad #instadaily #bts

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Live.Love.Life. "❤" ...Last REPOST... #smrandomthoughts #followiamsandramoua #loveandotherrandoms

#followiamsandramoua #loveandotherrandoms #smrandomthoughts

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Love? Pls "❤" ...REPOST... @najwazebian #anotherquote #quotelover #repost #relationshipgoals #voice #idol #goodvibes #smrandomthoughts #morningthoughts #instadaily #followiamsandramoua #loveandotherrandoms

#relationshipgoals #anotherquote #smrandomthoughts #instadaily #followiamsandramoua #idol #voice #morningthoughts #repost #quotelover #loveandotherrandoms #goodvibes

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Life...whoever agrees pls "❤" ...REPOST... @trentshelton #repost #trentshelton #voice #idol #smrandomthoughts #learnfrmitandmoveon #lifegoeson #quoteoftheday #speaksthetruth #instadaily #followiamsandramoua #loveandotherrandoms

#trentshelton #followiamsandramoua #learnfrmitandmoveon #repost #idol #smrandomthoughts #lifegoeson #speaksthetruth #instadaily #loveandotherrandoms #quoteoftheday #voice

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My first trip in 2017! I can’t wait to see BTS in Chicago next week!!! My first Korean boy group concert and my first time in Chicago. This is going to be awesome. NEW ADVENTURES. LET’S EXPLORE.

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On March 18, 2017 my sister and my brother in-law (Choua and Mor) tie the knot. It was a beautiful Hmong/American Wedding. I’m so happy for both for them. It was an honor to plan their unforgettable wedding on this special day. Planning any kind of wedding is no joke but I’m happy everything turn out amazing! My greatest wish for the two of you is that through the years your love for each other will so deepen and grow, that years from now you will look back on this day, your wedding day, as the day you loved each other the least. Congratulation!

#hmongwedding #americanwedding #beautifulday #lovelycouples #perfectcouple #coralivorygold #bridetobe #groomtobe #goodvibes #marchwedding #smloveandotherrandoms

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I want you tonight; every night 💋

#loveandotherrandoms #desire #hornyvibes #not tonight #depleted

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Keep smiling; a beautiful life...

#goblinost #beautifullife #reasonstosmile #musicvibes #tuesdaytunein #followme #loveandotherrandoms