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Yo this thinspo from a CLASSMATE??? This is why I’m relapsing

#pro ans #pro for me not for thee #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw thinspi #⭐️rving #anor3c1a #light as a feather #⭐️ve #🕯️as a 🪶 #🕯️as a feather #light as a 🪶 #pro a4a #pro mi4 #not pro just tags #pro 4n4 #pro mia #pro ana

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Yall can you guys drop your best tips?

I really need help getting restarted.

#pro ans #pro for me not for thee #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw thinspi #⭐️rving #anor3c1a #light as a feather #⭐️ve #🕯️as a 🪶 #🕯️as a feather #light as a 🪶 #pro a4a #pro mi4 #not pro just tags #pro 4n4 #pro mia #pro ana #eating disoder trigger warning #tw eating issues

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

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I want to say first that, as a person who studies psychology, I don’t believe in “wannarexia.” Though, I understand the feeling of not feeling valid in our disorder. (Fun fact— most of us that study psychology are ill ourselves)

For me today I feel “wannarexic.” I ate around 1500 calories with the net being around 1,000. Today I opened up to my mom about some things related to other mental health problems I have, I do a lot of compulsions that don’t really bother me but worry her. I agree it can be exhausting sometimes, but mostly when the compulsions bother me it’s because I am overwhelmed with wanting to do what I’m used to but being pressed on time or having too much going around me. Today I told her about how my dad has been acting about his weight loss and how I feel like he was rubbing it in and I said I want to be skinny fast. My mom was worried that I am falling into anorexia again (news flash— I am lol) and she wants to do everything she can. I feel bad that she is worried so I’ll try to up my intake a bit around 1500 but try to keep the net around 1000, on the weekends I’m mostly with my dad so then I can restrict to 800-900. I’m high restricting so I don’t binge bc I’m just starting again in the relapse.

Today I feel “wannarexic” for telling my mom. I know that it was partly a cry for help because my mental health is declining, but at the same time idk if I ~want~ to continue being in recovery. I don’t think I’m ready to stop the relapse.

Anyways sorry for the rant ig.

#pro ans #pro for me not for thee #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #pro a4a #pro mi4 #not pro just tags #pro 4n4 #pro mia #pro ana #light as a feather #🕯️as a 🪶 #🕯️as a feather #light as a 🪶 #⭐️rving #⭐️ve #⭐️vation goals #⭐️ ing motivation

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I’m doing the 15 day cleanse from the clock app and let me tell you I have lost a lot of weight. I know it’s not all ~real~ weight loss, but even if it’s all water weight with my calorie deficit it should be helping to kick start my relapse lmao.

I just love seeing the numbers on the scale go down.

#pro ans #pro for me not for thee #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw thinspi #eating disoder trigger warning #pro a4a #not pro just tags #pro 4n4 #pro mi4 #light as a feather #⭐️rving #🕯️as a feather #🕯️as a 🪶

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Had a hard session with my therapist and ended up eating some candy. I don’t deserve candy, I deserve to starve.

I wish I didn’t exist.

#⭐️ve #⭐️rving #pro ana #analog #pro a4a #not pro just tags #pro mi4 #pro 4n4 #pro ans #pro for me not for thee #pro mia #anor3c1a #tw thinspi #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #thinspø

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🧸 💮 total: 473 💮

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dream bod dream bod dream bod

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food isnt the answer, food is the question and the answer is „no”

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Side note— I love my mom.

My mom gave me an Easter basket. I do love her, I really do. But a part of that Easter basket was shapewear.

The shapewear in my Easter basket should be enough motivation to not eat the candy.

#pro a4a #pro mi4 #not pro just tags #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #pro ana #pro mia #pro for me not for thee #pro ans #anor3c1a #thinspø #tw thinspi #thinsperation #thinspiraton

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Czy może chcesz wyglądać tak?

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Definitely not new, but took a long hiatus.

Block don’t report.

20 y/o, 167 lbs, 5’3

I was on here back in 2019-2020 under the name To Be Thin, I got down to 90-ish pounds and went into recovery. Obviously didn’t last, I’m back on my bullshit.

My dad and I were talking about losing weight and I said that I didn’t like counting calories and he said he does “because it works.” I want to shove those words back into his mouth, even though I know he’s right. I’m going to make him wish he never brought me back into this. I’m going to make him wish I never wanted to be thin.

As usual, the stats

HW: 200lbs

LW: 90lbs

SW: 171

CW: 167

UGW: 110 (for now)

I hope you all have a great day!!

#pro for me not for thee #pro ans #pro a4a #pro 4n4 #thinspø #tw ed sheeran #tw ed but not sheeran #not pro just tags #pro ana #pro mia #pro mi4