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I fucking hate those skinny girls on tiktok that are all "diet culture is stupid!! Eat whatever you want!! You shouldn't be worried about calories go have fun!" And all that dumb shit because they're not fat. They never have been and they never will be. They don't know what its like to hate yourself every second of every day, they don't go to sleep thinking about their body and wake up thinking about their body. Sure, they have insecurities, everyone does. But they can forget about their insecurities. They can forget about the calories that they ate and didn't burn off. They can eat before going swimming and not be self conscious. They can look at their stomach and say "whatever, I'm just bloated" and that makes me so mad. Maybe I'm jealous, I or maybe I'm mad because they expect everyone to be able to love their bodies unconditionally, maybe im mad that I can't

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If I ever see y’all using ‘fatspo’ I’m blocking you idc that’s such a shitty thing to do ... I may have body image issues but I will NOT be projecting that onto people just living their best life that’s vile

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Ed and anxiety struggles:

Accepting change isn’t always fast

I feel like a fraud

Christmas plan

Waking up to snow, calms anxiety (for me atleast)

Binging aftermath

Anti binge guide

Anti binge guide part 2

Some rules to help follow

Depression and anxiety tips

Weight loss tips

Weight loss tip part 2

Your life becomes an eating disorder

Appetite suppressant tip and trick

Starving tip of the day

Fasting tips

How to deal with hunger

Skinny rules and reasons to keep going

Safe foods and recipes:

Cinnamon apple treats (put you in the Christmas mood ☺️🎄)

Chia pudding oats

When to drink tea

Low cal coffee mug cake (150 cal)

Tomato soup (100 cal)

Chocolate cookies (70 cal for all 14!)

Pita bread (30 cal)

Bread (0 cal, no joke)

Chocolate mug cake (100 cal)

Cloud cakes (63-127 cal for all)

Banana snack (~90 cal)

Egg white breakfast (35 cal)

Chocolate banana (112 cal)

Chocolate cake (140 cal for entire cake!)

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to look like this in a leotard

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obsessed with elle fanning

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In 2 weeks you'll feel it

In 4 weeks you'll see it

In 8 weeks you'll hear it

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obsessed with elle fanning

#ed #skinny #thinspo #ballet thinspo #ana #mia #notprojustusingthetags #tw ed relapse #tw ed in the tags #edtblr #legsp0 #bon3spo #ribsp0 #armsp0

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new fav thinspo

#ed #thinspo #ana #notprojustusingthetags #skinny #b0nesp0 #armsp0 #tw ed relapse #tw ed in the tags #edtwt #3atingdisord3r

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i wanna be as thin as chloe cherry

#ed #ana #thinspo #armsp0 #skinny #model thinspo

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#ed #tw ed relapse #caloric deficit #cal count

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ur so fucking fat jesus

i know

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im happier to see my ribs than members of my own family

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