lemonhitsu

[lemonhitsu]

The after practice care. Full version here🔥

Socials: beacons.ai/lemonhitsu

#harringrove #steve x billy #harringrove fanart #harringrove art #steve harrington x billy hargrove

[lemonhitsu]

The after practice care. Full version here🔥

Socials: beacons.ai/lemonhitsu

#my art #fanart #digital art #digital artist #billy hargrove #digital fanart #harringrove #steve harrington #steve x billy #harringrove art #harringrove fanart #steve harrington x billy hargrove

[lemonhitsu]

The after practice care. Full version here🔥

Socials: beacons.ai/lemonhitsu

#my art #fanart #digital art #digital artist #billy hargrove #digital fanart #harringrove #steve harrington #steve x billy #harringrove art #harringrove fanart #steve harrington x billy hargrove #slightly suggestive

[lemonhitsu]

Almost six years and this meme drawing still comebacks to haunt me lol.

Thank you for all the new notes and reblogs, sorry for not drawing IT fanart anymore💖

And then Sonia had a stroke.

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Has this being done yet? Yes? No? Whatever. I am, once again, very proud of my stupidity.

#self reblog #my art #reddie #it 2017

[lemonhitsu]

Emergency commissions!

Because of my death near experience and my current hospital debt I'm offering emergency commissions✨ 3 slots available for regular and 3 slots available for nsfw commishs.

All info can be found at my carrd: https://lemonhitsu.carrd.co/

Any help would be highly appreciated. And if you can't commission me atm please help me spread the word and reblog!

Thank you all💖

Prices and some personal info under the cut. Any questions feel free to send me a dm!

I have blood clots on my right knee and lungs but luckily I now have treatment. I'm getting better at home but healthcare isn't free where I live and I need to solve the costs of the hospital, tests and medicine.

Prices and more info at: https://lemonhitsu.carrd.co/#samples

#please boost #lemonhitsu #emergency commissions #emergency commisions open #commissions #commissions open #art commissions #commissions 2024 #open commissions

[lemonhitsu]

I'm finally back on track with work. 4 slots are open for commission, 2 regular and 2 ns*fw!

Emergency commissions!

Because of my death near experience and my current hospital debt I'm offering emergency commissions✨ 3 slots available for regular and 3 slots available for nsfw commishs.

All info can be found at my carrd: https://lemonhitsu.carrd.co/

Any help would be highly appreciated. And if you can't commission me atm please help me spread the word and reblog!

Thank you all💖

Prices and some personal info under the cut. Any questions feel free to send me a dm!

I have blood clots on my right knee and lungs but luckily I now have treatment. I'm getting better at home but healthcare isn't free where I live and I need to solve the costs of the hospital, tests and medicine.

Prices and more info at: https://lemonhitsu.carrd.co/#samples

#please boost #lemonhitsu #emergency commissions #emergency commisions open #commissions #commissions open #art commissions #commissions 2024 #open commissions

[lemonhitsu]

I didn’t want to make any public posts about what’s been happening in the past days in our fandom because of my health issues. Some of you know, mostly people I consider my friends now, others because I was offering emergency commissions to solve hospital and treatment costs, but my health isn’t that good lately and the level of drama, intensity and everything around this topic was affecting me. Still is a bit. However, after everything that has come out, so many similar experiences, so many people being manipulated, hurt and damaged because of this one individual who I considered my friend, I can’t remain silent anymore. I just can’t. I’m still shocked and feeling so many emotions, from sadness to concern, from disappointment to anger. Even guilty for not realizing how disgusting this person was. It’s unbelievable.

I won’t go into any details, those involved know everything that needs to be known. I will not share screenshots either but there are plenty to prove what this person tried to do until the end and how many people she damaged.

I became her friend months ago, around August/September of last year. I considered her a real friend, a good one even, she was nice to me all the time and talked to me every day for all these months. She bought my friendship with love bombing, gifts, with praise about my art and me, a fucking naïve idiot, thought she was sincere. I never noticed the red flags until it was too late, how she was collecting artists along the way and discarding the ones that weren’t useful. She was after popular people, writers and artists, anyone that could give her status. She wanted her name seen everywhere and she invaded every space she could. She also promoted her server to anybody who had big numbers or was known in the HG fandom.

I didn’t know anybody in the fandom, only some names I followed because I admired their art or writing. I always spent my days in any fandom as a spectator, doing fanart and having casual conversations but not getting close to anybody. She was the first person I let get close to me.

I trusted her and that was a mistake I’ll regret for a long time.

She took advantage of me not knowing anybody, she used me as a dumpster bin to trash talk about others, she played victim over and over again, she claimed some people hated her, and she made me believe so many things that I later discovered weren’t real. She twisted reality to her convenience; she created a false narrative where she was the poor victim who was attacked constantly and that she only wanted the best for everybody. She just wanted to be ‘nice.’

Knowing English isn’t my first language and sometimes it’s hard for me to understand certain expressions, she used that to be able to act as a bigot without me noticing until it was too late.

And I believed her. I believe every single fucking word she said about others, because why would she lie? She was just trusting me with things, right? She was just warning me about people, she cared about me, she was just looking out for me.

I’m a good friend, I know I am. Friendship has always been important to me, and I’m faithful to whoever I care about. I thought I was being a good friend to her by defending her and giving her my thoughts and opinions about all these ‘awful’ people who didn’t like her and were against her.

She just wanted an ally.

Her love bombing and praise only lasted until I didn’t act the way she wanted.

I confronted one of her ‘friends’ in her server after that person was exposing an innocent writer just to humiliate them. I was mistreated and attacked. She, the owner, didn’t do anything to stop it while I was telling her in dms what was happening. She didn’t do anything at all because she didn’t care.

She didn’t care either when I showed her proof that her friend was a terf. I was worried, I was so naïve I thought maybe this person didn’t know about her friend being transphobic. But she knew. She didn’t act surprised, she just did her best to clarify she wasn’t a terf ‘by association’ in between jokes and tried to justify her friend over and over again. She dismissed my worries and acted like it wasn’t such a big deal.

I trusted her to the point I felt safe enough to tell her I am autistic and how hard it was growing up not knowing that, how everyone treated me as if I was dumb when I was a kid and a teenager. Her attitude towards me changed after she knew my diagnosis. From treating me like I was a child to a condescending way to talk to me whenever I did ‘wrong.’

I supported her when she decided to create a BB just to be called silly and treated as stupid because I wouldn’t join if the terf was there. She simply didn’t care I was affected because I’m non-binary and trans. She just wanted artists for her shitty event because she needed to make a name among other events. She kept insisting that I join, even after she knew the terf was going to be a part of the event. She wanted me to be a pinch hitter artist.

I finally opened my eyes after my medical emergency in February. I decided to open emergency commissions to help with the costs and that led me to talk to people I never talked to before. People this individual didn’t want me to talk to.

I don’t know why things happen but everything seems to happen for a reason. Some people that reached out to me to help me were people this individual talked shit about over and over again for months. And to my surprise, they were nothing like I was made to believe. On the contrary, these people were sweet, nice, and were actually sincere.

Her reaction to me talking to them was passive-aggressive comments, jokily threats and playing the victim. She also started giving me the silent treatment in order to manipulate me again. Which, luckily, didn’t work.

This disgusting individual lied so much I have spent the last few days wondering how much of what she said was true and how much was bullshit. She tried to mess with friendships, she tried to ruin a relationship, she made racist and transphobic comments, she lied about so many people that didn’t deserve it, she thought her lies wouldn’t catch up to her and kept acting like a ‘mean girl’ who wanted to be number one in popularity. She thought having popular friends, who she bragged about, would keep her away from anything.

She thought she was safe and that I was stupid enough to keep believing her.

I’m not stupid. I never was.

And I will not remain silent while she still plays victim, while she decided to blame ME for all of her fucking mess.

When this whole thing exploded, she desperately tried to convince someone she wasn’t bad, that it was all a misunderstanding and that she was just venting to me. A good pity party because she was being called out and she didn’t expect it. She tried to convince them that I was to blame. She didn’t hesitate to throw me under the bus, to make anyone believe I was the villain, exposing me with screenshots, for all we know, were probably manipulated by her. It is now known that she edits, changes and deletes messages.

I’m not a villain for exposing the truth to people I now care about. To people who have been nothing but nice to me even tho they are aware I said awful things about them based on what this individual told me. She tried to brainwash me with her lies and almost succeeded.

The past few weeks have been hard. But it’s harder to see how many others she hurt.

She’s not a good person no matter how much she tried to act like one. Her disgusting behavior led to so much damage and she got me involved in it, using me until the end.

This behavior is not ‘fandom drama,’ it is dangerous behavior, one that should not be tolerated or accepted. Fandom is not a place to escalate in popularity, to surround yourself with popular artists just to get something from them. Fandom should be a safe place for us to enjoy, to escape from reality, from the real world that is hard enough for so many of us.

I will not let her step on me anymore. I will not be her scapegoat. And she will not get my sympathy anymore.

Please be safe out there, do not let these people harm us anymore. This individual and her fucking terf friend can go fuck themselves.

I am so tired.

#personal post

[lemonhitsu]

Second commission for @whenyouwishuponastar7, based on her soulmates AU fanfic. Angst with a happy ending guaranteed✨

Read her story here: blood in my eyes!

Socials: beacons.ai/lemonhitsu

#my art #fanart #digital art #digital artist #commissions #harringrove fanfic #harringrove fanart #harringrove #billy hargrove #steve harrington #steve x billy #steve harrington x billy hargrove

[lemonhitsu]

Hello everyone! A bit of an update on what's going on! The place that we have ordered the zine books from has issued us another delay in shipping! The mods and I are currently trying to figure out what exactly is going on! So sorry for the delay!

- Head Mod Add

#harringrove zine #update

[lemonhitsu]

Homophobic Billy fans do not belong in the Billy fandom. Get out or get wrecked.

[lemonhitsu]

This was supposed to be done for last year's Halloween and I never finished it.

Socials: beacons.ai/lemonhitsu

#wip #harringrove #harringrove wip #steve x billy #steve harrington #steve harrington x billy hargrove #billy hargrove #reblogging my art because of reasons

[lemonhitsu]

This was supposed to be done for last year's Halloween and I never finished it.

Socials: beacons.ai/lemonhitsu

#my art #my wips #wip #art wip #harringrove #harringrove wip #lemonhitsu

[lemonhitsu]

Hank and Connor from Detroit Become Human, commission for @whenyouwishuponastar7💖

I had so much fun drawing this ship for the first time!

Socials: beacons.ai/lemonhitsu

#my art #fanart #digital art #digital artist #commissions #art commissions #digital fanart #hankcon #hannor #hank x connor #hank anderson #dbh connor #dbh hank #connor rk800 #dbh fanart

[lemonhitsu]

In The Water, With You

Now COMPLETE!

Harringrove • 93k • Explicit

Exquisite art by the beautifully talented and all around amazing artist @lemonhitsu

#final chapter is here!!! #this is so good #go read please #azriel fanfic #azrielgreen #harringrove fanfic #harringrove big bang #harringrove

[lemonhitsu]

I want to be in more ST discord servers to meet new people but I'm afraid of antis and terfs among those spaces. Does anybody know servers that are safe of those people?

#personal post #lemon talks

[lemonhitsu]

Week 5 Wrap-Up (2/26-2/29)

It is officially posting month for this event, and some amazing creations have already been posted! Every week we'll be doing a round-up of every post so you don't miss anything. Also, be sure to check out the Ao3 collection here.

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Mr Steve and the Monster Hunter - Fic and Art by @dragonflylady77 and @adelacreations

Text to Heart - Art by @raven-cl

They're Burning All of the Witches (Even if You Aren't One) - Fic by @theladycarpathia

Separate Ways - Art by @lemonhitsu

Tied Together With A Smile (But You’re Coming Undone) - Fic by @mourntheantagonist and Art by @disterra

Moonflower, Mine - Fic by @bigdumbbambieyes and Art by @hellfirefucker

Barbarian Youth - Fic by @thissortofsorcery and Art by @decadentworld

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#harringrove bigbang #harringrove bigbang promo #so many good stories and artists!

[lemonhitsu]

Week 4 Wrap-Up (2/19-2/25)

It is officially posting month for this event, and some amazing creations have already been posted! Every week we'll be doing a round-up of every post so you don't miss anything. Also, be sure to check out the Ao3 collection here.

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In the Water, With You - Fic by @azrielgreen & Art by @lemonhitsu

Let it Happen -Fic by @Romeren & Art by @applewillowstone and Art by @lemonhitsu

Highway Star - Fic by @discodeviant & Art by @cuepickle

An Affinity for Dead Things - Fic by @spaceofentropy & Art by @raven-cl and Art by @bigolemantiddies

Yuck - Fic by @passivenovember & Art by @imsodishy

He Who Holds the Devil - Fic by @fizzigigsimmer & Art by @alicetallula & @sketchy-scribs-n-doods

The Burrowing Kind - Fic by @.deathstranded

Squeeze your hands (around my bleeding heart) - Fic by @billysblueeyes & Art by @alicetallula & Art by @alicetallulaafterdark & Art by @dreaminginpencil

standing in the doorway - Fic by @whenyouwishuponastar7 & Art 1 // Art 2 by @applewillowstone

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An Affinity for Dead Things - Art by @.Raven_Cruel

He Who Holds the Devil - Art1 and Art2 by @.ATallula03

Squeeze your hands (around my bleeding heart) - Art by @.ATallula03 and Art by @.ATallula03nsfw

#that's me as an artist #yay #harringrove bigbang