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Ok we love the thinspoo 🤍

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fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

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My toxic trait is that I truly believe I could win a fight against anybody if I was mad enough. U might have the strength and size but I have pure, unfiltered rage.

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I remember when I had a BED and I was trying so hard to keep alive everyday, nobody cared or tried to help me.

Now that I finally happy and started to lose w3ight and stopped eating like a pig, suddently I’m ”sick”

People only think you’re sick when you don’t eat.

People only start caring when you’re physically ill not mentally.

People only care when you’re anorexic.

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TW abusive childhood trauma

I had the nightmares again last night. The ones where I’m back in my childhood home and my stepdad is screaming at me and coming into my room at night and breaking things and every time he’s out of earshot I beg my mother to make it all stop and I’m so scared

I want to binge. I want to SH. I want someone to hold me

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gn everyone get some rest to do amazing things tmmr 😇🤍 here’s a bit of motivation!!

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Speaking it into existence:

I will be a seriously sexy ‘rexic by the end of this year.

I will do whatever it takes

I will stop at nothing

#4norexla #3ating d1sorder #@nor3×14 #ana0rex1a #st4rv1ng #@na vent #3d not sheeran #anadiet #4nor3xia #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4n4t1ps #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4n4m1a #4n4rexia #4norexia

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sorry for eating that wasnt very i’m willing to do whatever it takes to reach my ugw of me

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I genuinely think that everyone who offers me food just wants to fatten me up so they can feel less bad about themselves😭

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i wish i could drop my last 20 pounds over night😭 it's so fucking hard to lose it now

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I just binged on 800cals of chocolate 😭

I haven’t purged, please please help me fight the purge urge. I can’t go down that road

#4norexla #3ating d1sorder #@nor3×14 #ana0rex1a #st4rv1ng #@na vent #3d not sheeran #anamiaa

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About yesterday’s omad… 🫢

I fasted for 25.5 hours but my husband made dinner so I couldn’t control the calories. Please tell me it’s not that bad 😭😭😭

#4norexla #3ating d1sorder #@nor3×14 #ana0rex1a #st4rv1ng #@na vent #3d not sheeran #4nor3xia #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4n4t1ps #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4n4m1a #4n4rexia #4norexia

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I want to be light enough he can pick me up with no effort, I want him to be surprised at how easy it is

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I want people to look at me and know I have a problem.

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Just completed my first 24 hour fast

Might eat in an hour or two idk

🥳🥳🥳

#4norexla #3ating d1sorder #@nor3×14 #ana0rex1a #st4rv1ng #@na vent #3d not sheeran #4nor3xia #4n0r3xia #4norexi4 #4n4t1ps #4n0rexic #4n4blr #4n4m1a #4n4rexia #4norexia

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I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering