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I just saw this post and I feel like I’m going insane. What was this about? What happened here? What were we talking about??

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[Image description: A tumblr text post, edited blackout-poetry style using the colours of the pansexual and bisexual pride flags. Resulting text is below.]

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Pansexuality is a unique sexuality. different from bisexuality because pan and bi are based

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Gender Magic

I noticed that there were only small pockets of posts on helping ease dysphoria or helping you feel more at home with your gender/identity so I decided to compile what I could here!

TERFS are not welcome to interact with this post. But, I always seize the opportunity to block gross people!

Updated December, 2022. Broken links are crossed out, if you have reblogged versions of those posts or something similar please send them my way! And please inform me of new broken links via askbox (I replace what I can).

Spells (dysphoria):

Dysphoria healing spell

Dispelling dysphoria

Dysphoria spell bottle

Dysphoria dispelling poppet

Gender protection jar

Voice dysphoria glamour

To stop chest dysphoria

Menstruation dysphoria tea

Spells (gender identity):

Gender affirmation spell

Gender orientation validation spell

An enchantment to be seen as the gender you identify with

Gender clarity spell

Gender euphoria incantation

Spell sachet for gender euphoria

Correct pronouns glamoured potion

Glamour to prevent misgendering

Misgender me one more time curse

Sigils:

Dysphoria is banished

I do not have gender dysphoria

My dysphoria does not rule me

Relieving dysphoria for trans people

My transition is smooth

My gender is accepted

I am not misgendered

I am protected from bigotry

Non-binary protection

For feeling more masculine:

Glamoured masculinity potion

The emperor’s reform spell (to strengthen masculine energies)

Adonis charm for trans men

Masculine-androgynous sachet

Bath spell for transmasculinity 

Masculinity bath potion

Dapper magic

I am perceived as masculine sigil

I am full of masculinity sigil

I look more masculine sigil

I feel masculine sigil

For feeling more feminine:

Potion for trans-feminine people

Glamoured femininity potion

Venus charm for trans women

The empress reclaim spell (to strengthen feminine energies)

I am perceived as feminine sigil

I appear feminine sigil

I feel feminine sigil

For feeling more non-binary (any “non-traditional” gender):

Androgynous glamour

A glamour of androgyny

I am androgynous sigil

I appear androgynous sigil

I grow into androgyny sigil

Non-binary confidence sigil

Non-binary sigil

Nonbinary sigil

Agender sigil

Bigender sigil

Genderfluid sigil

Demigirl sigil

Demiboy sigil

General:

Dysphoria tarot spread

Crystals for dysphoria

Binding protection bath

I do not encounter transphobes spell jar

A spell for protection while coming out as trans

Name banishing spell

Banishing transphobia spell

Other resources:

@sylvaetria‘s masterpost

@magicusersresource‘s masterpost (spells for trans and nb folks)

@neurodwitches‘ masterpost (dysphoria and witchcraft)

Reworking gendered energies

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Every now and then I turn in my bed, I’m unwell.

I move around and try to find an answer to my questions. But I can’t

My biggest worry is that I’m secretly faking my transness. That I’m such a good liar that I even convinced myself

I worry that I’m just a cis girl doing what I do for attention, and that actual trans people will hate me. I worry that nothing I do will ever be enough

I bought a binder, but a part of me feels so guilty bc I already had one and my friend who is a trans man doesn’t have any. If I’m not actually trans, am I taking things from them?

I worry that I will transition and I will hate it but I worry more that I will never try out of fear

Im scared that I’m faking and I’m scared that I’m not. I’m scared that I think I’m trans and what if I lied to myself?

I dream with having a penis and I dream of top surgery but what if I’m just confused?

I dream of a world where I live as a man, and my mom calls me her son but I fear it will just be that, a dream.

And I cry at the thought that I will forever be stuck in this body and I cry at the thought that I might be such a good liar

And I never know what to do or say to convince myself that I’m not an attention seeker. I am afraid that by saying I’m genderfluid I’m actually harming the community

And I toss and I turn in my bed so scared of the truth but I don’t even know what the truth looks like.

And I hope that one day I’ll find what I’m looking for and I hope that one day I know if I’m a good enough actor or not

#transmasc #transgender #gender thingy? #afab genderfluid #afab struggles #genderfluid #gender #non binary #nonbinary #binder #transphobia #internalized transphobia #afab enby #afab problems #enby stuff #enby things #poetry? or something idk #poetry #rant #vent

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AVENGERS: INFINITY WAR PUPPET HISTORY: THE DEMONIC POSSESSIONS OF LOUDUN

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sam dean or cas coded? sam dean or cas girl?

sam girl til i die

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Sometimes I want to tell my mom the truth

I want to tell her that sometimes I'm a boy

And sometimes I'm a girl

And sometimes I'm nothing

And sure, she loves to say that she is supportive

“If your brother wanted to wear women's underwear, I would not bat an eye!”

She exclaims

“People deserve to live who they want to live”

She is an ally! But just in theory.

Because she keeps using the wrong pronouns with my trans friend and doesn’t even try

“I don’t like her” “him, mom” “ugh, they are just so sensitive!”

She is an ally, but if only she knew

If she knew her baby girl is not a girl

If she knew her baby girl likes to bind her chest

And likes to hide her hair

And wear so much make up trying to change my whole face shape

But how could I tell her that the baby girl she gave birth to isn't a girl

If I tried, she would claim that she was there for the birth, she knows what came out

And she didn’t get her feet and hands bound to the table as she was cut open for me to tell her otherwise

Sometimes I want to tell her the truth

But what's the point when I know she will ignore me?

She will never use the pronouns I need her to use

She will never use the name I choose

She won't even know that I choose my name so carefully, to honor the one she gave me

What’s the point of telling the truth when she will never accept it?

Accept me?

#idk lmao #transmasc #genderfluid #poetry? or something idk #just feelings #ftm

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Pride Flag

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which one of u was going to tell me that tea tastes different if u put it in hot water?

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do you have any tips to help with pulling out hair??

honestly, I have no personal advice for you as nothing I've tried helps long term and im still dealing with a relapse myself. im gonna include some articles that have helped me in the past, but my main personal advice is to find something to keep your hands busy. I do a lot of crochet, have done for most of my life, and I find that the sensory feelings of it helps a lot and because I use both hands I cant idly pull my hair out. maybe think about taking up a hobby like that, knitting or crochet or embroidery, you can learn a new skill (great for cognitive function) and keep your hands busy and away from your hair. another thing i want to mention is a book I've been reading lately that I've found helpful, Heal your BFRB by Lauren Inès Ruiz Bloise. she dealt with dermatillomania but you can adapt the book to cover trichotillomania.

I haven't finished it yet but ive found it very helpful, I started a tracking diary so I can identify triggers. you can get it as an ebook and it's pretty cheap.

here are a few articles I found about self help. above all, if it is accessible to you, I recommend finding a therapist that can help you with your trich. in the meantime, I hope the advice I've provided is helpful to you and good luck. I know how shit this disorder is, ive been dealing with it for over a decade now. if you ever need to talk, im here for you, and I mean that sincerely. all my love ♥️

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You gotta understand that some people never really grow. They never learn their lesson. They never recognise their mistakes, they never acknowledge their faults, they never admit they were in the wrong. You will never receive an apology from them, and you will never see their behaviour change.

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Location Notes

SPAIN EXISTS! Also Italy.

CITIES - Bordeaux is there, plus New York guess what it exists, also Barcelona, also also Hollywood

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to be honest there has never been a fictional character i’ve actually wanted to date. like. i want them to date each other. i don’t want myself as a person to be involved in this scenario whatsoever. what would i add to this narratively? what’s my thematic purpose in the narrative? immersion breaking. 

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Um, actually, Billy is trans and fucks Stu, so…

#stu scream #scream #scream 1996 #stu macher #billy loomis

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Actually, Stu Marcher IS my little meow meow and there’s nothing you or i can do about it

#scream #my little meow meow #stu macher #stu scream