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After Last Night: THE MISSING PICTURE
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Pairing: best friend to lovers// established relationship,  Jungkook X female reader
Summary:  you’re missing the most important item you own and there’s only one place it could be, only if you’re timing was better…
A/N: This takes place AFTER the FIRST ALN chapter, you can catch up on the rest of it here ...
word count:3K+
Read the previous Drabble ( by date of release/ not in chronological order)
Warnings: cursing, arguing, cheating (not JK), a little angst, mentions of death, a little dive into why Jimin is the best big brother- sad upbringing, SEOJUN,  toxic ex-partner, not a warning but my baby Oc stands up for herself!!! Not as much JK this time, but of course he is here and the next chapter is a flashback- so he will have more time. Lastly, the Jeons are good people :)
“And done.” You sigh as you finish putting your last sweater on a hanger. Smoothing the shoulders of it down and looking at the closet one last time. Jungkook has been helping you unpack, it feels just like when you first moved in and signed the lease together, except this time you are sharing his bedroom. He thinks it’s better this way- and he’s right. It is better waking up to him in the morning than knocking on his door. It’s nice waking up to someone who reciprocates your feelings.
Jimin and the boys were sweet enough to get everything from the house for you. According to your brother’s recap of events, It wasn’t pretty. The back and forth between him and your ex must have been a bit much, so you’re relieved you weren't there. However, You need to eventually drop off your copy of the key. You would tell him why you left, but he doesn’t deserve to act all oblivious. You’re enjoying being yourself. No patience for his bullshit- It's hard to believe you ever had time for it in the first place.
You’re back to the simple life. You've had the freedom to be with Jungkook whenever you want, without any arguments, or screaming. Most importantly, you feel valued. It's surprising how you never thought about the good times you missed out on. Regardless of everything, you couldn't be more grateful for your current situation.
you feel relieved. 
Jungkook feels like home, not a house. That should say It all. 
“Thanks for helping me unpack,” you say, flopping onto the bed next to Jungkook, who pulls you into his arms.
"Anything for you, my angel.”  
You’re fucking whipped. He’s so dreamy.
“I love looking at you.” - and whenever he says stuff like this, You melt. 
Jungkook is telling the truth. Only part of it though- he not only loves looking at you, but loves you entirely. 
You push some of his hair back and kiss his forehead.
“You’re so sweet. Do you have any plans today?” You ask and he nods.
He did mention earlier he wanted to stop by the gym. 
“ I promised some of the kids there that we would do the punching bag today, but I promise not to take long.” He comforts you as he runs his hands up and down your sides. 
“Take as much time as you need, I’ll be here.”
“Okay. Give me one more kiss?” 
He’s so cute- how could you tell him no? So you plant a kiss right on his lips, making sure not to get too carried away.  
“Come on. Up you go. You have kids to go help out.” You say and he playfully rolls his eyes. 
“You’re right, send me pictures while I’m gone if you and Bam do anything cute ” 
He’s a simp too. 
That reminds you though…  
“Oh wait kookie, speaking of pictures …have you seen the picture of all of us anywhere while unpacking?”
“That one? No, I haven’t. Have you called your brother to see if he has it?” He asks you which makes you wonder why you didn’t start there in the first place. Jimin did go retrieve your things, so maybe he has it. 
“I will, that’s a smart idea. Make sure to hydrate at the gym and I’ll see you when you get back.” You say as your lips connect for one more kiss and Jungkook makes his way to the door.
You need that picture. It’s the last one of everyone together. 
So you pick up your phone and dial your brother’s number. 
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“It’s about time my baby sister called me. Here I thought Kook was holding you hostage.”
“Haha Jimin, not funny.”
“Love you.”
“Love you, have you seen that picture of our families together? I searched every box and unpacked but I didn’t see it. “ you question him, hoping he has the answer you’re looking for. 
“Actually no, I also didn’t see it in your house now that you say it. Hobi, Namjoon, and I went there but, that’s the one thing we never came across.“
Fuck. 
You’re gonna have to go by the house. That is the last thing you want to do, but the last thing your heart can take is not having the last picture of you and your family together one last time. 
Maybe you should call Jungkook? But you don’t want him to worry. 
You look at the time on the clock. 
Technically you do need to return the key anyway and at this hour… Seojun should be at the office. 
It would be the perfect time to go search yourself. 
So you feed Bam, Tidy up the little things, grab your keys, and make your way to your car.
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The car ride is silent and your stomach starts to ache. For some reason, you want to call Jungkook, but you also know you need to find it quietly and leave. Then you’ll never have to go back there. 
You’ll never have to be in a space that makes your skin crawl again. 
This is the last time.
This is the last time and you can do it because you’re going there for something that is rightfully yours. 
Nothing else. 
You finally arrive at your destination, You don’t see Seojun’s car which is a good thing and you don’t plan on being here long either. 
You can do this. 
So you approach the door to your old building. Your code still works too. 
“Here goes.” You say to yourself as you finally step into the elevator. 
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As you turn the key and step foot into your old apartment. You remove your shoes by the door and take a step forward into the living room. 
Weird… The picture should have been on the coffee table if it wasn’t in your room. 
So you go search there too.
After thirty minutes of damn near flipping the apartment upside down, you decide to check Seojun’s drawer when a voice stops you in your tracks. Burning your ears as you hear the footsteps get closer.
“Want to tell me why you’ve been avoiding me like the plague?”
No, you don’t. But you turn around to look at the disappointment that won’t stop demanding answers. You’re not even together anymore. 
You’re met with a super smug Seojun. He looks like hell.
Good.  you think to yourself. 
“Seojun cut the bullshit, it’s been how many days and you called what 3 times?” You say crossing your arms over your chest. 
“I mean I’ve been worried sick. I knew you’d come back for something though. Jimin couldn’t find everything right?” He says waving the picture you’ve been looking for all day in his hand.
“Give me that. Now.” You say, words becoming serious. 
“Answer my question first baby.” He smiles but it’s condescending. 
He’s such a piece of shit. 
“I’m not your fucking baby. I want my photo. You know exactly what it means to me. So stop and give it to me.”
“What? Gonna call your brother or that new boy toy of yours. You think I don’t know. How long were you fucking before you decided to move out?”
“I said no more questions. Give me my damn photo.” you’re better than this. Better than him. 
“Need Jimin to answer that for you? Treating your brother like a lapdog. Make him run your errands., confront your problems. You’re telling me to cut the bullshit, what about you?”
That’s enough. You’re not here to play his game. 
“ You want answers? Fucking fine. I didn’t sleep with Jungkook at all while I was with you, because I’m not a piece of shit like you."
your tone has changed tremendously. From trying to be cordial to full-blown irritation. 
“I’m a piece of shit? No. You are. Why did you have your brother come to break up with me for you? That’s the only reason I knew you were okay. That and fucking Jungkook’s social media story of him you and bam. I thought I told you to stop going over there."
He’s talking like he made you. Like he has control…
The audacity. 
“My brother didn’t come to do shit! I hang out with whomever I want, You’re not my boyfriend anymore! There. Happy I’ve told you? Now fucking move, it’s not like we were even romantic with each other, we didn’t go on dates or spend time. Why are you acting like a bitch because someone doesn’t want you? I’m asking you nicely for something that belongs to me. Please give me my photo”  
If there’s anything Seojun does well- it’s manipulating the situation. 
You don’t want to give in and let him know he’s getting under your skin but at the same time…You have to stand up for yourself. 
“Look at you.  you’re only worked up because Jungkook is in it anyway.” 
He’s such an asshole. 
“You know why I want that picture. Stop it.” You say one last time
The photo in question is one of the last pictures you have of your family together before all the arguing. Times were rough and you remember at twelve years old, not understanding why it all came crashing down so fast.
 Yes, you have your mom still, and she’s a great woman. You would never take that from her…but it’s not the same as someone being there every day and then only seeing them on the weekends - then barely seeing them at all. Words can barely explain how bad the fighting was but if you had to choose a few ways to describe it - always loud, always made you cry, always resorted to you and Jimin taking late night walks- way too young, just to get peace. Often resorted in you asking to stay with the Jeon’s in advance because you knew what you were coming home to. 
When you were younger, It got to the point where Mrs.Jeon just simply gave you a key in case nights were too much. 1 month before Jimin’s 15th birthday- your mom had moved back in with your grandmother ‘just for peace’ and then one day she was getting remarried- She left Jimin and you had to stay with your dad. She stopped visiting as much, her calls were less frequent.  It took a while for you and your mom to get back to having a healthy relationship, and although you guys get along now, it’s not perfect. 
Other people in that picture went out of their way to make you feel like you were a part of something- part of a family. Mr. And Mrs. Jeon never hesitated to take care of you and Jimin. They helped you work through your feelings. Helped you not resent everyone and everything around you. They let you be a kid when they were around. So even though Jungkook is in the picture,  it’s much deeper than him. 
It’s also the last picture you took before your dad passed. He had gotten too sick, and before you knew it- Jimin had to become the man of the house. Your brother worked throughout high school just to make sure you never went without anything, he never wanted his sister to feel less than anyone because of something out of your control. It’s not your fault your mom and dad couldn’t see eye to eye, it’s not your fault your dad got sick, it’s not your fault that you didn’t have things as easy as others- Jimin made sure he did everything he could to make sure you knew, and even if for a slither of a second you weren’t having the greatest day; He would do anything you wanted just to see you smile. So yeah, It’s one of the last pictures before you and Jimin get your innocence stripped away from you, but it contains the people who uplifted you and have always treated you like family as well. It serves as a reminder to treat people kindly while they are here because you never know when you won’t have them anymore. 
-And all this information Seojun knew. You trusted him with it. so his comment wasn’t fair. 
“And you know why I want an answer…” he raises his voice.
“Shut up Seojun. Why are you trying to even hold a picture hostage? Why keep something to have me come back when you know you’re wrong?”
“I’ve never done anything to deserve this. ___ you could have come to me like an adult.”
“ An adult?! Be fucking serious with yourself … you wanna know why I left you?”
“That’s what im asking aren’t I?” 
He keeps acting like you owe it to him. So you give him exactly what he wants.
You step closer. Face to face with the scum of a man you’re grateful you left behind.
“You really are pathetic. A fucking horrible liar.”  The words fly from your mouth with zero hesitancy. 
You uncross your arms and poke him in his chest as you continue. 
“I deserved better. I deserved someone who feels like home and that’s exactly what Jungkook is. Everything you’re not.” You tell him. Not breaking eye contact. It’s your turn to make him feel small. 
“Oh please, you’ll do anything to make people feel bad for you. You enjoy playing the victim. Just admit it.” 
As if he has room? 
“I’m not the one who forgot how to be honest, nor would I have treated you the way you treated me. Shit’s embarrassing. Admit that” you say not moving one bit   
“What are you even talking about_____?”
“You think I didn’t know? You think you’re so fucking smart, don’t you? Let me humble you and make you feel as dumb as you made me look. I have defended every single thing you have ever done to me. Too scared to let people be disappointed in me. In you- because you were also their friend. I have spent countless nights wondering when you were coming home, cutting off people I love because I wanted to try to see you happy…"
He takes a deep breath. Almost as if he was hoping it would make you stop, but You’re not letting up. 
"…You know how annoying it is to stroke that gigantic ass ego of yours? You think you have life figured out and get frustrated when everyone realizes it’s a facade. The only reason I even stayed with you is because I felt bad giving up on you. Proving that you aren't a good person isn’t in my character. You managed to do that all on your own. You were my friend too or did you forget that the moment you got your dick wet with your fucking assistant?!“ The words pour from your mouth, laced with venom. 
You watch his mouth form an O shape and decide he still hasn’t had enough. 
“_____”
“Shut up! You wanna know what else I think? You’ve always been jealous of Jungkook because he has all the love you wish you had organically and not just from me- from everyone. He doesn’t have to pretend to be a good person. He just is. I brought you lunch that day and saw her bent over on your desk. That’s when I chose myself. Not anyone else or you - but my fucking self!” 
Seojun is still wide-eyed, in disbelief like he can’t believe someone is telling him about himself without lying to him.  But that’s not your fault, you’re not his parent, and you’re damn sure not his girlfriend. 
“____ I need to explain. So sit…so I can talk”  He says reaching for your hand, Is he attempting damage control?  Fuck that- he’s still not letting go of your picture. 
You’ve had enough. 
All the weight of your emotions find a place in your hand, as your palm reaches up, Delivering a loud smack across his face.
“I’m not a damn dog first of all. Don’t tell me to sit. Secondly, Don’t fucking touch me! if you haven’t noticed, It’s your turn to be told what to do. As far as Jungkook goes- keep his name out of your mouth. You and I both know that is not a fight you want. And before you start asking me more fucking questions, trying to play guilty. You’re the reason I left you. Even now, you won’t own up to half the shit you have done. You’re a bitch. A fucking terrible excuse for a man. The difference between you and me? I can admit the truth. I knew a while ago I didn’t love you in the way I should, but because I thought you were my friend, I kept trying.”
“You don’t mean that ___ “ he sighs and looks down at his feet
“The fucking nerve you have! Can’t even make eye contact. I don’t care for what you have to say because I’m choosing me over whatever your definition of ‘us’ was, I’m over this damn house, and especially over you!”
“Here…” he says sticking his hand out that holds the photo you’ve been asking about. 
You take it in your hands and look at him one last time in the eye. 
“If you ever try and hold anything of mine, grab me or even contact me again. I’ll make sure you deal with Jungkook since you seem to be more fascinated with him than me.”
It’s a promise - and a threat.
You push past him bumping his shoulder,  making your exit . You mutter one last thing that he happens to catch, deflating his ego one final time. 
“Such a fucking loser.”  You scoff and throw the key to the once-shared apartment on the floor.
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“Your home! I got you dinn-“
Jungkook watches you sit straight on the floor and sees the picture in your hand. His angel looks …defeated. So instead of saying anything he just sits on the floor behind you. Holding you close. While your tears fall
“It’s okay baby. Breathe and talk to me.”  He says softly
“I stood up for myself. These are happy tears” You try and smile at him but he knows you better than that. 
Jungkook has put two and two together but just for clarification, he asks anyway. 
“You went to Seojun’s? Did he hurt you?”
“H-He tried to hold my picture hostage” you confirm. 
Jungkook’s jaw clenches but he knows this isn’t the time to be hostile. You need affection. so he continues stroking your hair and lets you turn your face in his chest as your tears fall. 
“I’m sorry baby.” That is all he can manage to say before he feels his eyes get a little teary as well. Your dad was a great father to you and he knows how much you struggled with his death. He was there for it all. The tears, the pain. As for Jungkook- He still loved you. Even when you didn’t know how to process your emotions. Even if you lashed out at him. He’d never leave nor would he try and use it against you to make you stay.  That’s what real love is. He remembers the day it felt like you got your life back. It’s been a while since he’s seen you look so upset.
He just rocks you back and forth until you calm down and you finally look up and say “Thank you.” 
“You don’t have to thank me for anything baby. I love you. Im always here for you.” He says planting a kiss on your forehead
“That’s exactly why I am saying thank you.” 
Jungkook’s heart feels like it’s beating out of his chest. You’re always so strong and kind. He’s the one who should be thanking you. So he just squeezes you a little tighter.
“Can I ask how it went?” He looks down at you and you exhale. 
You start to ramble on about the encounter. Jungkook keeps his cool but he knows when he lays eyes on Seojun - there won’t be as much conversation as you had with him. 
“I called him a bitch. Should have seen his face!” You say and your tone has a bit more enthusiasm.  Jungkook can’t help but smile. He’s really glad you were able to stand up for yourself. Sad he wasn’t there to kick his ass but nevertheless...
“Sticking up for yourself, that’s my girl.” He says kissing your forehead.
You smile and turn to kiss him fully.
“ I almost forgot to tell you…I love you too.” You say. Locking eyes with him and kissing him once more 
Jungkook scoops you up bridal style.  Making Sure he grabs the family photo too. 
“Let’s get washed up and watch some TV. Yeah?” He asks
“Yeah.” 
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Jungkook showers first then lets you go relax and destress next. 
Once you exit, You notice the picture is placed on the nightstand, on your side of the room.
Then you feel a warm embrace around you. 
“Figured my angel should get to see her angel in the morning. I know he’d be proud of you.” He says kissing the top of your head.
“I hope so… "
You say and smile. 
" …Thank you kookie, for everything.”
“Anytime baby.” He reassures you. 
“You said we would cuddle.” You state, turning to looking him in the eye
Jungkook chuckles. You’re so cute. Just his type, just for him.
“Come here, you big baby.” He says smothering you in kisses, watching you giggle as he pulls you into his arms. 
You’ve said it before and you’ll say it again- you’re really happy to be home and most importantly you’re happy that Jungkook is always here with you. 
A perfect way to end your stressful day...
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kooahae · 3 months
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After Last Night: THE MISSING PICTURE
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Pairing: best friend to lovers// established relationship,  Jungkook X female reader
Summary:  you’re missing the most important item you own and there’s only one place it could be, only if you’re timing was better…
A/N: This takes place AFTER the FIRST ALN chapter, you can catch up on the rest of it here ...
word count:3K+
Read the previous Drabble ( by date of release/ not in chronological order)
Warnings: cursing, arguing, cheating (not JK), a little angst, mentions of death, a little dive into why Jimin is the best big brother- sad upbringing, SEOJUN,  toxic ex-partner, not a warning but my baby Oc stands up for herself!!! Not as much JK this time, but of course he is here and the next chapter is a flashback- so he will have more time. Lastly, the Jeons are good people :)
“And done.” You sigh as you finish putting your last sweater on a hanger. Smoothing the shoulders of it down and looking at the closet one last time. Jungkook has been helping you unpack, it feels just like when you first moved in and signed the lease together, except this time you are sharing his bedroom. He thinks it’s better this way- and he’s right. It is better waking up to him in the morning than knocking on his door. It’s nice waking up to someone who reciprocates your feelings.
Jimin and the boys were sweet enough to get everything from the house for you. According to your brother’s recap of events, It wasn’t pretty. The back and forth between him and your ex must have been a bit much, so you’re relieved you weren't there. However, You need to eventually drop off your copy of the key. You would tell him why you left, but he doesn’t deserve to act all oblivious. You’re enjoying being yourself. No patience for his bullshit- It's hard to believe you ever had time for it in the first place.
You’re back to the simple life. You've had the freedom to be with Jungkook whenever you want, without any arguments, or screaming. Most importantly, you feel valued. It's surprising how you never thought about the good times you missed out on. Regardless of everything, you couldn't be more grateful for your current situation.
you feel relieved. 
Jungkook feels like home, not a house. That should say It all. 
“Thanks for helping me unpack,” you say, flopping onto the bed next to Jungkook, who pulls you into his arms.
"Anything for you, my angel.”  
You’re fucking whipped. He’s so dreamy.
“I love looking at you.” - and whenever he says stuff like this, You melt. 
Jungkook is telling the truth. Only part of it though- he not only loves looking at you, but loves you entirely. 
You push some of his hair back and kiss his forehead.
“You’re so sweet. Do you have any plans today?” You ask and he nods.
He did mention earlier he wanted to stop by the gym. 
“ I promised some of the kids there that we would do the punching bag today, but I promise not to take long.” He comforts you as he runs his hands up and down your sides. 
“Take as much time as you need, I’ll be here.”
“Okay. Give me one more kiss?” 
He’s so cute- how could you tell him no? So you plant a kiss right on his lips, making sure not to get too carried away.  
“Come on. Up you go. You have kids to go help out.” You say and he playfully rolls his eyes. 
“You’re right, send me pictures while I’m gone if you and Bam do anything cute ” 
He’s a simp too. 
That reminds you though…  
“Oh wait kookie, speaking of pictures …have you seen the picture of all of us anywhere while unpacking?”
“That one? No, I haven’t. Have you called your brother to see if he has it?” He asks you which makes you wonder why you didn’t start there in the first place. Jimin did go retrieve your things, so maybe he has it. 
“I will, that’s a smart idea. Make sure to hydrate at the gym and I’ll see you when you get back.” You say as your lips connect for one more kiss and Jungkook makes his way to the door.
You need that picture. It’s the last one of everyone together. 
So you pick up your phone and dial your brother’s number. 
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“It’s about time my baby sister called me. Here I thought Kook was holding you hostage.”
“Haha Jimin, not funny.”
“Love you.”
“Love you, have you seen that picture of our families together? I searched every box and unpacked but I didn’t see it. “ you question him, hoping he has the answer you’re looking for. 
“Actually no, I also didn’t see it in your house now that you say it. Hobi, Namjoon, and I went there but, that’s the one thing we never came across.“
Fuck. 
You’re gonna have to go by the house. That is the last thing you want to do, but the last thing your heart can take is not having the last picture of you and your family together one last time. 
Maybe you should call Jungkook? But you don’t want him to worry. 
You look at the time on the clock. 
Technically you do need to return the key anyway and at this hour… Seojun should be at the office. 
It would be the perfect time to go search yourself. 
So you feed Bam, Tidy up the little things, grab your keys, and make your way to your car.
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The car ride is silent and your stomach starts to ache. For some reason, you want to call Jungkook, but you also know you need to find it quietly and leave. Then you’ll never have to go back there. 
You’ll never have to be in a space that makes your skin crawl again. 
This is the last time.
This is the last time and you can do it because you’re going there for something that is rightfully yours. 
Nothing else. 
You finally arrive at your destination, You don’t see Seojun’s car which is a good thing and you don’t plan on being here long either. 
You can do this. 
So you approach the door to your old building. Your code still works too. 
“Here goes.” You say to yourself as you finally step into the elevator. 
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As you turn the key and step foot into your old apartment. You remove your shoes by the door and take a step forward into the living room. 
Weird… The picture should have been on the coffee table if it wasn’t in your room. 
So you go search there too.
After thirty minutes of damn near flipping the apartment upside down, you decide to check Seojun’s drawer when a voice stops you in your tracks. Burning your ears as you hear the footsteps get closer.
“Want to tell me why you’ve been avoiding me like the plague?”
No, you don’t. But you turn around to look at the disappointment that won’t stop demanding answers. You’re not even together anymore. 
You’re met with a super smug Seojun. He looks like hell.
Good.  you think to yourself. 
“Seojun cut the bullshit, it’s been how many days and you called what 3 times?” You say crossing your arms over your chest. 
“I mean I’ve been worried sick. I knew you’d come back for something though. Jimin couldn’t find everything right?” He says waving the picture you’ve been looking for all day in his hand.
“Give me that. Now.” You say, words becoming serious. 
“Answer my question first baby.” He smiles but it’s condescending. 
He’s such a piece of shit. 
“I’m not your fucking baby. I want my photo. You know exactly what it means to me. So stop and give it to me.”
“What? Gonna call your brother or that new boy toy of yours. You think I don’t know. How long were you fucking before you decided to move out?”
“I said no more questions. Give me my damn photo.” you’re better than this. Better than him. 
“Need Jimin to answer that for you? Treating your brother like a lapdog. Make him run your errands., confront your problems. You’re telling me to cut the bullshit, what about you?”
That’s enough. You’re not here to play his game. 
“ You want answers? Fucking fine. I didn’t sleep with Jungkook at all while I was with you, because I’m not a piece of shit like you."
your tone has changed tremendously. From trying to be cordial to full-blown irritation. 
“I’m a piece of shit? No. You are. Why did you have your brother come to break up with me for you? That’s the only reason I knew you were okay. That and fucking Jungkook’s social media story of him you and bam. I thought I told you to stop going over there."
He’s talking like he made you. Like he has control…
The audacity. 
“My brother didn’t come to do shit! I hang out with whomever I want, You’re not my boyfriend anymore! There. Happy I’ve told you? Now fucking move, it’s not like we were even romantic with each other, we didn’t go on dates or spend time. Why are you acting like a bitch because someone doesn’t want you? I’m asking you nicely for something that belongs to me. Please give me my photo”  
If there’s anything Seojun does well- it’s manipulating the situation. 
You don’t want to give in and let him know he’s getting under your skin but at the same time…You have to stand up for yourself. 
“Look at you.  you’re only worked up because Jungkook is in it anyway.” 
He’s such an asshole. 
“You know why I want that picture. Stop it.” You say one last time
The photo in question is one of the last pictures you have of your family together before all the arguing. Times were rough and you remember at twelve years old, not understanding why it all came crashing down so fast.
 Yes, you have your mom still, and she’s a great woman. You would never take that from her…but it’s not the same as someone being there every day and then only seeing them on the weekends - then barely seeing them at all. Words can barely explain how bad the fighting was but if you had to choose a few ways to describe it - always loud, always made you cry, always resorted to you and Jimin taking late night walks- way too young, just to get peace. Often resorted in you asking to stay with the Jeon’s in advance because you knew what you were coming home to. 
When you were younger, It got to the point where Mrs.Jeon just simply gave you a key in case nights were too much. 1 month before Jimin’s 15th birthday- your mom had moved back in with your grandmother ‘just for peace’ and then one day she was getting remarried- She left Jimin and you had to stay with your dad. She stopped visiting as much, her calls were less frequent.  It took a while for you and your mom to get back to having a healthy relationship, and although you guys get along now, it’s not perfect. 
Other people in that picture went out of their way to make you feel like you were a part of something- part of a family. Mr. And Mrs. Jeon never hesitated to take care of you and Jimin. They helped you work through your feelings. Helped you not resent everyone and everything around you. They let you be a kid when they were around. So even though Jungkook is in the picture,  it’s much deeper than him. 
It’s also the last picture you took before your dad passed. He had gotten too sick, and before you knew it- Jimin had to become the man of the house. Your brother worked throughout high school just to make sure you never went without anything, he never wanted his sister to feel less than anyone because of something out of your control. It’s not your fault your mom and dad couldn’t see eye to eye, it’s not your fault your dad got sick, it’s not your fault that you didn’t have things as easy as others- Jimin made sure he did everything he could to make sure you knew, and even if for a slither of a second you weren’t having the greatest day; He would do anything you wanted just to see you smile. So yeah, It’s one of the last pictures before you and Jimin get your innocence stripped away from you, but it contains the people who uplifted you and have always treated you like family as well. It serves as a reminder to treat people kindly while they are here because you never know when you won’t have them anymore. 
-And all this information Seojun knew. You trusted him with it. so his comment wasn’t fair. 
“And you know why I want an answer…” he raises his voice.
“Shut up Seojun. Why are you trying to even hold a picture hostage? Why keep something to have me come back when you know you’re wrong?”
“I’ve never done anything to deserve this. ___ you could have come to me like an adult.”
“ An adult?! Be fucking serious with yourself … you wanna know why I left you?”
“That’s what im asking aren’t I?” 
He keeps acting like you owe it to him. So you give him exactly what he wants.
You step closer. Face to face with the scum of a man you’re grateful you left behind.
“You really are pathetic. A fucking horrible liar.”  The words fly from your mouth with zero hesitancy. 
You uncross your arms and poke him in his chest as you continue. 
“I deserved better. I deserved someone who feels like home and that’s exactly what Jungkook is. Everything you’re not.” You tell him. Not breaking eye contact. It’s your turn to make him feel small. 
“Oh please, you’ll do anything to make people feel bad for you. You enjoy playing the victim. Just admit it.” 
As if he has room? 
“I’m not the one who forgot how to be honest, nor would I have treated you the way you treated me. Shit’s embarrassing. Admit that” you say not moving one bit   
“What are you even talking about_____?”
“You think I didn’t know? You think you’re so fucking smart, don’t you? Let me humble you and make you feel as dumb as you made me look. I have defended every single thing you have ever done to me. Too scared to let people be disappointed in me. In you- because you were also their friend. I have spent countless nights wondering when you were coming home, cutting off people I love because I wanted to try to see you happy…"
He takes a deep breath. Almost as if he was hoping it would make you stop, but You’re not letting up. 
"…You know how annoying it is to stroke that gigantic ass ego of yours? You think you have life figured out and get frustrated when everyone realizes it’s a facade. The only reason I even stayed with you is because I felt bad giving up on you. Proving that you aren't a good person isn’t in my character. You managed to do that all on your own. You were my friend too or did you forget that the moment you got your dick wet with your fucking assistant?!“ The words pour from your mouth, laced with venom. 
You watch his mouth form an O shape and decide he still hasn’t had enough. 
“_____”
“Shut up! You wanna know what else I think? You’ve always been jealous of Jungkook because he has all the love you wish you had organically and not just from me- from everyone. He doesn’t have to pretend to be a good person. He just is. I brought you lunch that day and saw her bent over on your desk. That’s when I chose myself. Not anyone else or you - but my fucking self!” 
Seojun is still wide-eyed, in disbelief like he can’t believe someone is telling him about himself without lying to him.  But that’s not your fault, you’re not his parent, and you’re damn sure not his girlfriend. 
“____ I need to explain. So sit…so I can talk”  He says reaching for your hand, Is he attempting damage control?  Fuck that- he’s still not letting go of your picture. 
You’ve had enough. 
All the weight of your emotions find a place in your hand, as your palm reaches up, Delivering a loud smack across his face.
“I’m not a damn dog first of all. Don’t tell me to sit. Secondly, Don’t fucking touch me! if you haven’t noticed, It’s your turn to be told what to do. As far as Jungkook goes- keep his name out of your mouth. You and I both know that is not a fight you want. And before you start asking me more fucking questions, trying to play guilty. You’re the reason I left you. Even now, you won’t own up to half the shit you have done. You’re a bitch. A fucking terrible excuse for a man. The difference between you and me? I can admit the truth. I knew a while ago I didn’t love you in the way I should, but because I thought you were my friend, I kept trying.”
“You don’t mean that ___ “ he sighs and looks down at his feet
“The fucking nerve you have! Can’t even make eye contact. I don’t care for what you have to say because I’m choosing me over whatever your definition of ‘us’ was, I’m over this damn house, and especially over you!”
“Here…” he says sticking his hand out that holds the photo you’ve been asking about. 
You take it in your hands and look at him one last time in the eye. 
“If you ever try and hold anything of mine, grab me or even contact me again. I’ll make sure you deal with Jungkook since you seem to be more fascinated with him than me.”
It’s a promise - and a threat.
You push past him bumping his shoulder,  making your exit . You mutter one last thing that he happens to catch, deflating his ego one final time. 
“Such a fucking loser.”  You scoff and throw the key to the once-shared apartment on the floor.
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“Your home! I got you dinn-“
Jungkook watches you sit straight on the floor and sees the picture in your hand. His angel looks …defeated. So instead of saying anything he just sits on the floor behind you. Holding you close. While your tears fall
“It’s okay baby. Breathe and talk to me.”  He says softly
“I stood up for myself. These are happy tears” You try and smile at him but he knows you better than that. 
Jungkook has put two and two together but just for clarification, he asks anyway. 
“You went to Seojun’s? Did he hurt you?”
“H-He tried to hold my picture hostage” you confirm. 
Jungkook’s jaw clenches but he knows this isn’t the time to be hostile. You need affection. so he continues stroking your hair and lets you turn your face in his chest as your tears fall. 
“I’m sorry baby.” That is all he can manage to say before he feels his eyes get a little teary as well. Your dad was a great father to you and he knows how much you struggled with his death. He was there for it all. The tears, the pain. As for Jungkook- He still loved you. Even when you didn’t know how to process your emotions. Even if you lashed out at him. He’d never leave nor would he try and use it against you to make you stay.  That’s what real love is. He remembers the day it felt like you got your life back. It’s been a while since he’s seen you look so upset.
He just rocks you back and forth until you calm down and you finally look up and say “Thank you.” 
“You don’t have to thank me for anything baby. I love you. Im always here for you.” He says planting a kiss on your forehead
“That’s exactly why I am saying thank you.” 
Jungkook’s heart feels like it’s beating out of his chest. You’re always so strong and kind. He’s the one who should be thanking you. So he just squeezes you a little tighter.
“Can I ask how it went?” He looks down at you and you exhale. 
You start to ramble on about the encounter. Jungkook keeps his cool but he knows when he lays eyes on Seojun - there won’t be as much conversation as you had with him. 
“I called him a bitch. Should have seen his face!” You say and your tone has a bit more enthusiasm.  Jungkook can’t help but smile. He’s really glad you were able to stand up for yourself. Sad he wasn’t there to kick his ass but nevertheless...
“Sticking up for yourself, that’s my girl.” He says kissing your forehead.
You smile and turn to kiss him fully.
“ I almost forgot to tell you…I love you too.” You say. Locking eyes with him and kissing him once more 
Jungkook scoops you up bridal style.  Making Sure he grabs the family photo too. 
“Let’s get washed up and watch some TV. Yeah?” He asks
“Yeah.” 
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Jungkook showers first then lets you go relax and destress next. 
Once you exit, You notice the picture is placed on the nightstand, on your side of the room.
Then you feel a warm embrace around you. 
“Figured my angel should get to see her angel in the morning. I know he’d be proud of you.” He says kissing the top of your head.
“I hope so… "
You say and smile. 
" …Thank you kookie, for everything.”
“Anytime baby.” He reassures you. 
“You said we would cuddle.” You state, turning to looking him in the eye
Jungkook chuckles. You’re so cute. Just his type, just for him.
“Come here, you big baby.” He says smothering you in kisses, watching you giggle as he pulls you into his arms. 
You’ve said it before and you’ll say it again- you’re really happy to be home and most importantly you’re happy that Jungkook is always here with you. 
A perfect way to end your stressful day...
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kooahae · 3 months
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ALN: THE MISSING PICTURE TEASER
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TEASER!!
Pairing: best friend to lovers// established relationship,  Jungkook X female reader
Summary:  you’re missing the most important item you own and there’s only one place it could be, only if you’re timing was better…
A/N: This takes place AFTER the FIRST ALN chapter, you can catch up here
Warnings: cursing, arguing, cheating (not JK), a little angst, mentions of death, a little dive into why Jimin is the best big brother- sad upbringing, SEOJUN,  toxic ex-partner, not a warning but my baby Oc stands up for herself!!! Not as much JK this time, but the next chapter is a flashback- so he will have more time. Lastly, the Jeons are good people :)
Word count:3.2K full version. 
Release date: Friday! 
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“I’ve never done anything to deserve this. ___ You could have come to me like an adult.”
“ An adult?! Be fucking serious with yourself … you wanna know why I left you?”
“That’s what im asking aren’t I?” 
He keeps acting like you owe it to him. So you give him exactly what he wants.
You step closer. Face to face with the scum of a man you’re grateful you left behind.
“You really are pathetic. A fucking horrible liar.”  The words fly from your mouth with zero hesitancy. 
You uncross your arms and poke him in his chest as you continue. 
“I deserved better. I deserved someone who feels like home and that’s exactly what Jungkook is. Everything you’re not.” You tell him. Not breaking eye contact. It’s your turn to make him feel small. 
“Oh please, you’ll do anything to make people feel bad for you. You enjoy playing the victim. Just admit it.” 
As if he has room? 
“I’m not the one who forgot how to be honest, nor would I have treated you the way you treated me. Shit’s embarrassing. Admit that” you say not moving one bit. 
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kooahae · 3 months
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ALN NEW CHAPTER AND UPDATE!!!
Okay, so I know I have been MIA guys but....ALN new chapter drops Friday!
I do want to give you guys an update on my life- because I feel bad
I was seriously going through it mentally and my little brother had been in critical condition so I had been taking care of him, navigating school, and just trying to keep him in good spirits- All while working and trying to keep my grades up
He's doing way better now and I finished the ALN update so seriously- thank you guys for being patient with me.
The teaser drops tomorrow!
love,
Luna🩵
P.S : There may also be a Namjoon One shot in the next two weeks👀
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kooahae · 5 months
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reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions
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kooahae · 6 months
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LOL this new aln chapter is going to be long asf😭😭😭 just a heads up
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kooahae · 6 months
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Teaser for the next drabble 🤔
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kooahae · 6 months
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Hi, I’m new to your work nd Im wondering about one thing; do we get more of their backstory? like seojun and mc? oh by the way I just read all 4 aln pieces like a crackhead. Im JUNGHOOKED🤣💜
Pls 😭like a crackhead i-Thank you for reading lovebug🤍
Yeah there will be a few drabbles that touch on his personality/ some of the troubles with him.
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kooahae · 6 months
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Ah im reading part of the angst in the next chapter and like…poor OC🥺
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kooahae · 6 months
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IS THAT ALL 7 MEMBERS I SEE ON THAT MASTERLIST ??!?!??!?!
OMFGGGG IM SO HYPE AND I LUV YOU SO MF MUCH
IT SURE IS!
I'm equally excited lol like I have so many idea's listed for each member!
I really hope when the time comes you enjoy everything 🧚🏽‍♀️
also... everyone keeps saying they love me🥺 and I hope you guys know how happy it makes me to have so much support and how much I love you back <3
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kooahae · 6 months
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What would you say JungKook and readers love languages are?
Ooh this is a cute question✨
Quality time/ Physical touch GF 🥂Physical touch/ Acts of service BF
You can have more than one though and theirs are definitely interchangeable.
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kooahae · 6 months
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BLOG MASTERLIST
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All works listed are mine / written by me. Please do not repost.
Started: September 13th 2023
Last update: October 21st 2023
Happy reading <3
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kooahae · 6 months
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AFTER LAST NIGHT MASTERLIST <3
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SUMMARY♡:
After finding out your relationship isn't all it seems to be, you seek comfort in your best friend- who you are also madly in love with. you start to learn more about yourself and finally pursue the person who wants you, just as much as you want them.
MINORS DNI
pairing: Female reader X Jungkook
WARNINGS: listed for each chapter. sexual content, cursing, drinking, mentions of cheating, etc.
Genre: slice of life, fluff, smut, angst, best friends to lovers.
status: ongoing,
last updated 10/21/2023
🌙This master list will be in chronological order but if you want to read by date posted, they are listed beside each chapter.
AFTER LAST NIGHT 09/13/23 can be read alone as a one-shot.
AFTER LAST NIGHT: THE MISSING PICTURE 02/02/24
AFTER LAST NIGHT: THE FIRST DATE 09/20/23
AFTER LAST NIGHT: WORK VISIT 10/10/23
AFTER LAST NIGHT: JUNGKOOK'S ANNOUNCEMENT 10/21/23
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kooahae · 6 months
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uh uh…who’s being mean to my baby?
IDEK LOL.
I'm like why are we calling fictional characters out of their names? 😭 I don't get it!
It's simply beyond me🫤
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kooahae · 6 months
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That last anon…please grow up!
luv u luna , about to go read this next chapter🤍
RIGHT! Like what year are we in?
I love you too 🥰
Have fun reading ✨✨✨
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kooahae · 6 months
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the reader kind of a hoe for getting with someone so quickly/ cheating back
Slut shaming isn’t cute first of all.
Reader knew she was done the moment she saw she was being cheated on.
Second of all- its literally FICTION😭 are you okay?
There’s really no place for that on this blog… if you would have maybe said you didn’t like it -that would be perfectly fine.
Slut shaming women?? Absolutely not.
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