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Hi I suck at goodbyes but anyway goodbye blog 😍💪💞

[kokomity]

Hi I suck at goodbyes but anyway goodbye blog 😍💪💞

[kokomity]

Hi I suck at goodbyes but anyway goodbye blog 😍💪💞

[kokomity]

Hi I suck at goodbyes but anyway goodbye blog 😍💪💞

[kokomity]

Hi I suck at goodbyes but anyway goodbye blog 😍💪💞

P.s I won't be replying to asks anymore!!!

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FOLLOW @kujuo NOW 🤬💪 I am not asking I am DEMANDING!!!!!

Pros in following @kujuo include the following but are not limited to:

Witnessing a girl who is going through their genshin phase write away to her hearts content until she gets burn out and eventually abandons it once more

Dogs and cats (not rain just pics)

My horrible sense of humor 😢

Someone typing in caps and emojis

You get treated with kindness ⁉️

Cons in following @kujuo include the following but are not limited to:

Nothing <3 none. There are no cons 💪 just pros 😦

#SOBSJSJS #Hi hello shamelessly promoting my new blog 😍💞

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━ ━ 5 STAGES OF GRIEF : R. DILUC

... Having run away from mondstadt after the death of his father, diluc ragnvindr returns to the land he once called home in order to fix things back to how they once were while going through his own problems; but how was he supposed to repair things that were so long broken down and torn apart?

spoilers for: dilucs backstory, mentions of death (cw)

NEXT | PREVIOUS | SERIES MASTERLIST

“Oh... You're back,” You say in utter shock as you stare at the man before you now- he had changed, his eyes were more fierce than ever as his red hair was kept in a ponytail- he was back. “I see you're still here...” Diluc, your husband- if you could even call him that- said.

With a deep inhale and a look of seriousness- you confront the man. “Diluc this isn't right... Do you really think you could just disappear for four years and come back like it's normal!” You exclaimed, furious at the audacity for him to waltz back in your home as if he wasn't gone for more than a year.

“... I understand you're mad but please...” He begs, his eyebrows turning down slightly as he pleads with you to let him in. As you were about to reply with a no to him, diluc faints- fortunately you had caught him- though truthfully, he was heavier than what you had expected.

“Adelinde! Please send help! Someone's been- gravely injured,” You yell to the maid who comes to the front door with a pale face as she catches a glimpse of who it is you're carrying.

On Diluc's waist was an injury, his coat and clothes were soaked with blood and rain, the doctors had arrived at the right time and inspected him shortly before taking their leave.

“— and according to them, the doctors, they said that he'll be alright after a week or preferably two weeks of rest.” You calmly tell the maids in front of you as the three of them crowd around diluc in the guest bedroom.

“That's pleasant to hear! And once master diluc is all well and healthy that'll mean you won't be so lonely anymore!” The youngest maid exclaims, overjoyed at the thought of everything finally going back to the way they once were. “Don't be so rude!” “Don't say stuff like that!” The other two maids berated the younger.

As you sigh and dismiss them with a wave you look at the rather depressing sight of diluc laid across the bed, his face was pale; and if you hadn't known any better, you'd have thought he was dead! Archons how frustrating can this man get…

Days and weeks pass by, as staff members were chatting quietly about the recent return of diluc, word spread by fast as people in mondstadt had immediately started gossiping about his return.

The man in question though had just woken up in a stir, he finds himself in an unfamiliar place- he was used to sleeping at different inns which obviously had different room designs; but this one gave him a slight sense of nostalgia until he remembers the previous events.

In a hurry Diluc rushes to fix himself up though with unfortunate luck he finds himself unable to find the original clothes he had been wearing- someone had changed him into a pair of silk and comfortable bedwear.

“Oh Master Diluc you're awake! Goodness... Are you alright?” Adelinde exclaims in utmost joy before turning into a state of worry.

He grumbles and sighs before replying. “Yes I'm fine, there is no need to worry- how long have I been asleep?” He asks.

“Oh my, you've been asleep for a day now.” Adelinde replies in careful thought as she recounts the events- though Diluc doesn't take her response too lightly considering he gives her a panicked face.

“A day? And no one woke me up! I must get going then...” He says, waving the maid goodbye before being stopped by said maid because he was yet to wear proper clothing and have a meal.

With his breakfast and clothes all finished Diluc looks at himself in the mirror, dark circles under his eyes as he sighs. Currently he's wearing an old uniform he used to wear when he was eighteen, one he wore during his time within the knights of favonius— now gives him memories he wishes to erase.

“My... How you've truly changed, I'm more than sure he'll be proud of you.” Adelinde tells Diluc as she finishes fixing him up, now ready to go, Diluc grabs his stuff before heading to the front door where he unknowingly runs into you.

“So you're leaving again after waking up huh?” You say, surprised yet expecting this to happen- this wasn't the first time he's left you after all. Diluc looks at you, speechless as it finally dawns on him that he's always left you, though the consequences of his actions have yet come to his realization.

“I'll return... I promise,” He murmurs before looking away from you and stepping out the door. He has returned to make things better- to fix everything.

Diluc Ragnvindr was a foolish man, a man who lost hope when his father had died; yet here he was, filled with hope that everything would go back to the way it once was. He thinks it's easy for the truth has yet to come to him.

Truth, something people either like or dislike- one people may fear. The truth was that Diluc's father had died, the truth was that he left Mondstadt to suffer with his own grief- the truth was that Diluc was a very selfish man who left you in the dark, all alone.

It was evening by the time he's returned back to the mansion, the lanterns were lit as the stars decorate the night sky with its shining, bright lights. “Welcome back Master Diluc,” One of the maids greet him with a bow as Diluc acknowledges their presence.

“Are they here?” He asks the maid who looks at him in slight confusion before connecting the dots. “Oh! Yes- they've been waiting in the master bedroom I believe,” She replies as she waves farewell to the man before taking her leave.

Walking through the very same walls he grew up in gave Diluc an immense sense of longing in his heart, how could the time go so fast? He remembers just yesterday he was in the knights, making his father proud, whilst his relationship with others were doing fine as well.

To make his father proud- sadness and longing fills Diluc's now empty heart as he nears the master bedroom where he's more than sure where you are. Opening the door, he's greeted by the sight of his- close friend, fallen asleep while sitting down by the chair near the lamp.

He nears you, walking quietly to make sure not to wake you up. He takes the blanket placed above the bed before spreading it out on you. He hesitates- back then, when things were much less complicated, Diluc had a habit of kissing your forehead- he finds himself leaning down before ultimately pulling away. My, how selfish could he be?

Stirring awake at the presence of someone inside the room you open your eyes as the man in front of you stands still for a moment. “... What are you doing here?” You ask, looking at Diluc.

“I always check up on you. It is a husband's-” Diluc gets cut off shortly by you. “But you aren't my husband,” You profusely disagree with his statement.

Diluc looks at you at slight shock and confusion, standing up, you fix yourself before sitting down on the comfort of your bed's mattress. “By law and contract? Perhaps yes- yes we are married; but in terms of relationships- we are strangers Diluc...” You explain as you look at the man.

“Does this have something to do with four years ago?” Diluc asks as he looks at you with furrowed brows. “Plenty...” You reply as you close your eyes and sigh.

“Please... Forgive me, I'm sorry for leaving all those years ago,” He begs desperately, looking at you with regret deep in his heart. He truly was sorry.

“Diluc... It's not your fault- you- we were so young and busy. Our priorities were different, you were too busy taking care of others and mondstadt to worry about yourself and me.” You tell the man standing before you, he's gone quiet and looks at nothing but the ground.

“Where do you think we went wrong?” Diluc asks you, sadness laced in his voice. “I don't know... Maybe from the start we've always been wrong,” You reply.

Being young and in love truly brought greater pain, what once was a future filled with happiness and marriage was now full of despair and loneliness.

From the beginning, even before you and Diluc got arranged to be wed, his heart had always belonged to another; yet there was hope in your heart that someday, one day you and he will live a happy marriage filled with love.

You loved diluc- loved him until you were unable to love. You gave him your heart as he proceeds to give his to another.

For diluc, he had always seen you as a friend, a close one; though it wasn't until he journeyed across teyvat did he soon realize how much more you meant to him.

You and him were in love- just not at the same time. You loved Diluc while he was complete, and Diluc loved you when you were empty of it. Two hearts, married and bound; but was it really meant to be?

Were you and diluc bound a happy ending?

@ryobf69 @blackpearl2324 @ydmc

#(💿) ; r.diluc | five stages of grief #diluc fluff #diluc x you #diluc x y/n #diluc x gender neutral reader #diluc x reader #diluc angst #genshin x gender neutral reader #genshin x reader #genshin x y/n #genshin x you #(🗃️) ; journal.008

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OKAY SO I'M GOING 2 MAKE THIS QUICK SINCE I MIGHT BE IA TOMRW

I'm abandoning this blog 😍 omg shocker 😱 sam abandoning blogs ⁉️ for the 5th time 😦 HOW HOW scandalous 😨😰 /j

It shouldn't be a surprise considering I've abandoned @inactivegenshinblog like a few months ago? Most of the reasons why I abandon blogs is either because I've been busy with school or I simply lost interest in either writing or the fandom I'm writing for.

SO WHY AM I ABANDONING THIS BLOG 🤔🤔 that's a v good question ^^❗

I just lost interest 💞

Not in genshin but in just writing in general 🙁 tbh when making this blog i was just testing out the stuff I'm good at writing so I can focus on where I'm horrible at 😞

And turns out I'm horrible at everything HAISBSINA 😭 in all seriousness tho I've learned a lot from this blog and won't be deleting it 😢

I've learned that one: don't hesitate to post something or ask someone to be ur mutual 🤬 two: i am so horrendously horrible and terrible at deadlines 😱 three: if you can't write just don't write overall. There's no point in forcing urself to write u just get burnt out 🙆‍♀️

And four is that I am horrible with deadlines and will never ever make a series 💪so to the people who were in the taglist of my diluc series... I'm sorry 😞 I'll try to redo the series in my new blog, I just really have a hard time with making series' since I've never successfully made one before 🙁

The 1st step of the planning process is hard enough 🤬 I'll try to post the 1st chapter tomorrow so you guys can at least read it and it won't go to waste‼️

#I'M. NOT ABANDONING THE BLOG LIKE RN #I want 2 sleep first 😢 #But yeah I'll announce me leaving tmrw after I post the diluc fic💪 #This blog is just so #Messy and confusing #And writing makes my head hurt #And it takes me forever to post #I have this problem where I think that I should post everyday 😞 #Sobs #Don't recommend having that way of thinkig #OKAY GOODNIGHT NOW

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My mutuals are stuck with me whether they like it or not 💪

#Unless they actually don't want to 😭 #(📓) ; journal.001

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if u're moving blogs and leaving this in the air, pls inform me 🧍. i dont want to feel lonely in this app 🧸😟

I AM NOT LEAVING MY MUTUALS 🤬 u guys mean a lot 2 me so obviously you all get first access to my new one if i ever do switch blogs 😍‼️

#HELP I DONT WANT 2 FEEL LONELY TOO #SOBS #(📼) ; journal.124

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This blog is horrendously messy and I will hit tumblr for it 🤬

#Don't get me started with the tags #SOBS #WHY DID I ALWAYS PICK COMPLICATED ONES THAG I CANT EVEN MEMORIZE #😭 #What was all the being extra for #😢😞 #I might #Redo this blog #Or just delete it and start again #(📓) ; journal.001

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— adore you

→ summary: just random fluff hcs about them

→ warnings: grammatical mistakes may occur, none

→ genre: fluff

→ inc: kazuha, venti, diluc, kaeya, ayato, zhongli, childe, scaramouche, xiao, thoma, itto, albedo, thoma (separated)

KAZUHA writes so many haiku’s that are enough to describe you. He swears in his life that he has never written this much for a person yet here he is, not getting tired of describing that you’re like one of those stars up in Teyvat’s night sky that managed to light up his pitch dark life even though he had written that many times. But for you, he will and won’t get tired of writing that again and again

VENTI is happy when you’re happy. The most important thing he prioritize is your happiness. Aside from being known as a drunk bard around the city, spends the rest of his free time under Windrise thinking of lyrics and trying new melodies on his lyre that tells a lot about you. He will literally minimize his habit of drinking as he wants to present himself to you in the best way as possible. Even Dvalin will noticed how this God is totally wrapped around your finger, that even your slightest compliment anything about him is enough to sent him back again to Celestia

Keep reading

#ayato x reader #diluc x reader #venti x reader #kazuha x reader #aether x reader #albedo x reader #itto x reader #scaramouche x reader #xiao x reader #childe x reader #thoma x reader #zhongli x reader #(🎞️) ; journal.289

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━ ━ 5 STAGES OF GRIEF : R. DILUC,

... Having run away from mondstadt after the death of his father, diluc ragnvindr returns to the land he once called home in order to fix things back to how they once were while going through his own problems; but how was he supposed to repair things that were so long broken down and torn apart?

✎. . . A diluc ragnvindr x gn! reader short series

— angst, fluff, happy endings

status: indefinite hiatus

THE STAGES:

1.) Denial

2.) Anger

3.) Bargaining

4.) Depression

5.) Acceptance (finale)

TAGLIST:

@ryobf69 @decadenthoundzineathlete @ydmc

#(💿) ; r.diluc | five stages of grief #diluc x you #diluc x y/n #diluc x gender neutral reader #diluc x reader #diluc angst #diluc fluff #genshin fanfic #genshin x gender neutral reader #genshin x reader #genshin x y/n #genshin x you #genshin impact #diluc ragnivindr x reader #diluc ragnvindr #genshin series #genshin masterlist #I'm in love with diluc omg #genshin impact x gender neutral reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact x you #genshin imagines #Help I'm nervous releasing this #AKSJNSNAKA #genshin fluff #diluc fanfic #diluc fic

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Coding sucks and hurts my back therefore i dislike it.

#sobs #i feel a bit sleepy #BUT I DONT WANT 2 SLEEP #cyrieoawhjbd #(📓) ; journal.001

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Hi hii how r u?

I'M DOING FINE THANK U THANK U FOR ASKING ⁉️ I stayed up until 4am making my carrd and I'm just slightly confused as to how it took me 3 hours to follow a 12 minute tutorial on youtube 😦 LIKE WHAT 🤔 I DONT UNDERSTAND 🤬

Okay besides that the school year is almost ending for me and I'm excited⁉️ I've only been taking online classes for safety from covid reasons 😞 and it's really really hard catching up 🙁 BUT LUCKILY I asked my dad if I can go do face 2 face again and he agreed❗

I'm excited to do face to face but I'm also nervous with the amount of students or people I'll pass by,,, the last time I was in a crowd full of people was when i was getting my second dose

I STILL REMEMBER MY HEART BESTING SO FAST⁉️ I remember having to stop myself from crying multiple times because there were so many people and my relative who brought me there was so far away from me and wouldnt be allowed to be near me 😭 overall a horrible experience 🙁 I don't really understand why it happened but I think it's because I havent been used to going out yet

BUT THANK U THANK U AGAIN ‼️

#(📼) ; journal.124 #SOBS #Most of the people who surrounded me were around my age 😢 #We were all there and the parents/guardians accompanying us needed to be far away from us #So they won't be mistaken as a student who's getting their shots #A horrible experience if u ask me 💪

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CONGRATS YAYAYAY‼️‼️

TAKE CARE OF URSELF⁉️ like go rest and sleep or nap and just study when u feel better 🙁❗ I've tried doing my regular stuff the whole day while I was sick and tried to hide that I was because my parents would yell at me for not taking care of myself 👎 turns out it was a horrible idea and I had to eventually come clean to them 💔 luckily they didn't get mad 💪‼️

But in your case u should really put ur health first before studies ❗ you'd get nothing out of studying while ur sick besides things getting worse 💯

THANK YOU LOVELY, so i got better and exams are over now!! Im so glad bc i was so done with school 😒

#I'M SO DONE WITH SCHOOL TOO #Sobs 💔 #(📞) ; journal.005 #(🎥) ; ft. rana

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THIS USED TO HAPPEN TO ME 🙁⁉️

guys my dad forgot to pick me up from school </333

#I remember doing my homework at school waiting for him because I was bores #SOBS #(📞) ; journal.005 #(🎥) ; ft. elaria #It was both fun and lonely and boring 💔 #For the most part I hated it because I had nothing to do 🤔 #And I also saw the big kids who stayed until 2pm⁉️ #Help they were just 4th graders BUT I WAS IN SECOND GRADE