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anytime i catch myself smiling at their message i snap a hairtie on my wrist like a dog with a shock collar

#ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #230221 #23.41

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i miss the days of tumblr when the thinspo tag was just girlies in their rooms and not just full of celebrities

#ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #230219 #14.18

[kindawannadielmaolol]

this

“why are you such a picky eater?”

lol bro i’m not gonna waste calories on food i might not even like get your head out of your ass

#rbs

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currently 79.3kg,, i feel like i've been eating normally and not exercising more than usual and i have a family history of cancer and diabetes but at this point i don't really care, i'm just glad i'm getting skinny

#ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #230219 #14.15

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i did smth i felt i was kind of pressured into doing last night(it's what you think it is) and i cried for 2 hours after and then for 4 hours today after i woke up,, so i didn't eat much in the morning

i had some blueberries and a mandarin and that was it,, i was planning on not eating anything else, but my mum bought gyros for us so i had mine,, it probably filled up my daily calories so meh

i paced around a lot while i was crying but i got a new phone and my samsung health wasn't set up yet so idk how many steps i did today

#ana #mia #ed #eating disorders #diaries #230209 #3.21

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i phase in and out of this blog whenever i think I'm relapsing again but rn i feel like being in that headspace.. i miss starving myself

#ana #mia #ed #eating disorders #230209 #3.15

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just bought my first pack so i could lose some weight bc i realised nic makes me not wanna eat

i wanna tell myself that I'm strong enough to stop whenever i want to but we'll see,, I'm only planning on smoking one cig a day bc that'll make it last for like 3 weeks

my biggest mistake was smoking one right before coming home though,, i could have waited till monday but i was really craving one,, i hope my mum is asleep and won't notice the smell because if you only smoke one the stench goes away after a while so i think I'll be good tomorrow

#i don't think my parents would really bring it up if they suspected anything #i don't wanna disappoint them:( #oh well #tw ed #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #220514 #23.07

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i had my first day of school today and i'm too fat to fit into my jeans i bought a couple of months ago so that's what we're working on now

i'm gonna be walking mainly but i also plan on starting jogging again if my knee allows it because i've had so many knee problems in the last year or so so we'll see

planning to do at least 10k steps a day + restricting between 800-1100 calories a day and going mostly plant based/vegan

if anyone has any low calories vegan recipes i'd love to try them out!!

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210901 #12.23

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does anyone have any tofu recipes? i've never tried it and i got smoked tofu recently and idk what to do with it, someone please help me out^^

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210901 #12.20

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hi girlies♡

the new school year is about to start and I'm fatter than I've ever been before🥰

i'm 168cm and 87kg🤮

currently eating between 350 and 1000 calories a day<3 let's see if i can shed any weight by wednesday

please give me workout suggestions i desperately want to shave off a few cm off of everywhere

I'm also a little sick these days so I've been trying to eat warmer foods like soups and stuff so if you have any low cal soup recipes I'd love to check them out<3

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210828 #10.20

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send meanspo

i'm talking to a dude and haven't exercised in a while please send meanspo

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #19.30

[kindawannadielmaolol]

will never forget the day someone on an account filled with videos of people slapping women messaged me on my old account to say "you'll never be skinny enough" completely unprovoked

i was 14 and got so scared that i deleted my account

#like wtaf dude #I'm pretty sure their bio said that they were a dude but I'm not 100% sure abt it #tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210630 #13.50

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hi peeps i just got surgery on my tooth and gums yesterday so I'm on a liquid diet let's see if i drop any weight

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210616 #1200

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would you guys reccomend joining ana groups on discord? or do you have any that you would reccomend?

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210609 #0911

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I've gained weight and i feel myself slipping into that mindset that everything is wrong because I'm fat

I'm meaner to people because i don't like myself, I'm gonna start working on losing weight starting from today.

I've been telling myself that it's because i don't have the resources but i have everything i need to go plant based again right now in my home.

I was just being a pussy.

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210605 #1206

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we just need to get through this week, I'm rooting for you and i hope you are doing the same for me, stay safe love

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210602 #1114

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can someone please reccomend some food log youtube vids? i really like watching those even when I'm not restricting, any language is fine!!

#tw ed #ed tw #ed #eating disorders #ana #mia #thinspo #210602 #0954