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#helmet party #tf2 helmet party #tf2 soldier #tf2 engineer

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Here it is.

#helmet party #fic #au #highschool au #tf2 helmet party

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3/3 final part of the biker x florist thing.

During the following days of what happened, dell has not seen Jane, he has tried to call him but he does not answer.

He thought that maybe what he had said the other day had scared him and that possibly now he is hating him. with a sad sigh he blamed himself for being such an idiot for not thinking his words well before let them out… But.

He gets up from his seat and goes to his room to pack for tomorrow, the bus that will take him to his next destination will be at 12:00 noon. Part of him wishes that Jane at least would show up so he could at least say goodbye before he leaves. That's the only thing he hopes to happen and if he decided to stay here he will understand.

The next day:

It was the day, he already had everything ready to go. He had gotten up early and during all that time what left he stood in front of the door waiting for a signal from Jane, it was 11:34 and still nothing.

With a pain in his heart he gets up, grabs his bags and leaves the apartment to the bus station.

When he gets there, Dell is taken by surprise by someone very special to him.

"jane."

"Hi, cheesecake."

Jane was waiting for him at the bus station.

"Did you come… to say goodbye?" Dell ask the other while looking at the ground.

Jane shakes his head. then he walks over to dell and takes his hand, with the other he makes him look right at his eyes whiles caresses his cheek. "I'm not going to say goodbye to my piece of sunshine." he says as he kisses his wrist.

"But… I thought… I mean, are you sure? I don't want you to do something you might regret later-" Jane cuts off what Dell was saying with a kiss.

"The only thing I'm going to regret is if I let you go and I'm not with you. I love you dell."

Dell could feel how a trail of tears form on his cheeks. He quickly hug the big man and almost drop him. He was just so happy that he couldn't formulate words.

elsewhere.

tavish returned to the shelter after a good one with the boys, he was planning on making fun of jane for missing another ride with them. he turns on the lights to find something that he never expected to happen.

on a table he found the jacket that belongs to his friend next to a note that says "goodbye"

Tavish takes the jacket in his hands gritting his teeth feeling brutally betrayed. "Me make a promise" he whispers to himself and throws the jacket to the ground with all his might.

"You better pray I don't see you're face ever again one of these days."

Note: I will work in the part two as a full work in ao3 when i have the chance. Have a nice day.

#helmet party

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My friend suggested that I should do an highschool AU in which Jane is new in town and his "personality" manages to attract the attention of Dell who accidentally gets involved in a couple of situations in which he will have to participate with him.

My response was, 'why do you want that so sudden?'

And told me that recently read an really good highschool au that likes it a lot and that wants more/new ones.

I said, ok but I'm not that good in doing that kind of stuff.

#helmet party

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Helmet party idea:

How about an story where jane dies in an unknown way, dell is really sad for his dead because they where a couple for a long time so far and his dead really breaks him to the point that he close himself from the world and from his closet friends praying only to bring able to see jane again... and thanks to some supernatural thing (idk) dell wakes up three days before that happens to jane. He couldn't believe it. So his goal now is to figured out what happen or what will happened to jane before it's too late. Maybe gaining the help of some of his friends on the process. He will be able to make?

#Helmet party #Idea #silly idea

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2/3 for the biker florist thing.

Originally they were 2 but i then notice that what i try to cover was a bit too much for two post so now are 3.

Details that i put out of my butt at last minute and they aren't big of a deal: both jane and dell aren't that young neither grumpy adults, put it around 21 and 32, the rest is on your imagination.

In the place that he calls his room, jane was struggling with his thoughts while feeling a bit sad.

He could only think in dell and trying to find a way to make things with him and cheer him up a bit and forget what happened.

No… He has to make things for the little man he learns to respect, that's what he force himself to thought since it was also his fault.

Then an big idea comes to his head, something that won't fail in making the other happy. But he will have to wait for the perfect day to happen

A few day later jane takes dell to a ride in the middle of the night, but this time it was different only because dell was being blind folder the whole ride.

When the motor of the bike shut down. jane guide dell for a rocky road, then down a few ladders and put him on top of what he guess was a little boat. It wasn't hard for him to get to that last conclusion because he could heard the sound of the water and how jane was rowing.

Where jane was taking him was something that definitely dell was wondering, but he doesn't say anything just because he doesn't what to ruin what the other was planning.

When they finally touch land again, and dell finally could get rid of what was covering his eyes. he was shocked, he could feel like if he stop breathing for a second.

What he sees in front of him was the most beautiful thing that he ever did withness. There in the top of that tiny island, surrounded by a few bushes, was filled with pretty little white flowers that seems to shine with the moon. The scene was spectacular for his eyes.

Jane then takes the other hands on his and with the heart on his hand he tells dell how he really feels when he is with him and that he will do everything for him eve if this means put himself in danger.

Dell, being on the edge of tearing apart some tears, thanks jane for everything and for being there for him when he needed and for the beautiful surprise, he said that he also loves him so much and is happy to have meet him. Dell wants to make things fair, so he gift jane something that is really special for him.

A locker, The locker was made of gold and has the shape of a flower also it had a sapphire embedded on it, with the perfect light it shines. This one it wasn't like any other locker because this one has a big meaning for dell, it was his treasure. this one was the last gift he received from his mother before she passed away and he takes it whatever he go.

Jane couldn't accept such thing from the other knowing what it means. but dell insisted just because he wants him to have it because he is also really special for him, also because he trusts him enough for doing that.

Jane holds the other in a big hug and make them spin in the place, saying that he likes it a lot.

And they kiss for the rest of the night for what seems like hours under the moon and the beauty of the flowers surround them.

Half of a year and a few weeks later.

They now are a real couple this time and do almost everything together when they get along. The fact that jane manage to keep his relationship with dell a secret from his partner in wheels was a surprise for him as well.

They both where happy.

That was… Until dell receive a letter one Monday, he gets really happy once he open it. It looks like he was finally accepted into the career he wanted so much, and also he tried to get into for many years.

Jane was confused about that new information from dell, he always thought that he was one of those people that only cares about flowers. And dell just makes that point clear for him that he indeed likes flowers but they weren't is main goal, they are only his favorite hobby.

Jane was happy for him, but his smile disappear as soon as dell say that for his dream to come true he has to leave the town to an far away city in another country, he needs to leave him.

Dell knows this as well, he also doesn't want to leave jane behind… But it was his dream.

They both remain silent in that room for looks like hours, none of them said nothing to the other.

"You can come with me." Jane looked at the other with an puzzle face. "yeah… I mean, only if you want. I don't want to make you feel pressured or something." Dell said.

"I'm… not sure." Was the only what jane said there.

After a few seconds of not getting anything, dell walks right to the other takes both his hands on his and give him a little kiss on the knuckle. "I know that what i just offer you was a though decision for you to take, you have a live here and i respect it. you don't have to leave everything behind just for me. So, whatever you choose i will always understand, ok buddy?" Dell give him a kiss and takes a few step backs giving the other his own space.

But jane doesn't answer him back that day, he only said "i need time to process" and leave him alone in his apartment.

Jane, looking at the dawn on the beach on top of his bike, was dealing with a big one on his head. Trying to figure out what to do, searching for a hint, with the though decision that he knew sooner or later will happen .

He close his eyes, takes a big breath, takes two objects from his pocket and hold them on both hands.

In one hand he has Dell's flower locker.

In the other one he has "The charm" the simbol of his gang and what represents them.

He takes another deep breath. He needs to make a choice.

Leave dell and let him live his dream and stay in the town with his gang.

Or leave his gang to be with the one he really loves.

He close his eyes again, wishing that the decision could be so simple if wasn't for the fact that both have consequences.

[Notes: i Know that it has some errors but have in mind that is just a draft fr posible whole thing.]

#helmet party #Fic? #tf2 helmet party #tf2 soldier #tf2 engineer #au #dumb stuff #Fluff

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So here's a little "update" to the biker x florist thing.

(1/2?)

One of the members of Jane's gang found Dell's flower shop, and he suggested to bring it a "visit" so they agreed to do it the night when is almost closing time.

A group of six dangerous man enter in the shop, with them where tavish and jane who was wearing an helmet that covers most of his face. One of the boys called at the man inside girly-fag man for liking such things like flowers. The same guy received an fist from jane.

Dell greats them hoping for the best, But then the worst happened before his eyes. One of the group hold him so he couldn't do anything (it was jane) while the others begin to destroy the place, suck things like some pots, items and other stuffs, nothing was safe. Dell only could watch all of that trying to make them stop, fighting hopeless to set himself free from the grip. (Jane only could hold the other aside just to make sure no one touch him knowing what would happen if he just let him go)

They leave as fast they can when the job is done. Dell remains in the floor, crying. Jane leaves that place with a tight pain in his chest when seeing that scenario, hating himself for not having the strength to stop that.

The next day jane went to dell house, with the only thought to give the poor man some company feeling really guilty for yesterday. he found the poor Dell in the couch, devastated like if something inside him just die. He knew immediately that it wasn't gonna be so easy to cheer him up.

Jane ask him what happened, obviously knowing that. But in response the only thing he received was an scared-trembling dell that hug him tightly, the poor man only cry in the arms of the other.

Jane hugs him back, wishing there's a possible way to erase all the other pain. the tightness in his chest gets more tight that it was almost unbearable when seeing the man so broken in his arms.

[it will get happier i promise]

#helmet party #tf2 au #tf2 helmet party

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so.. Here's another one of my dumb ideas.

Just dropping stuff don't mind me, also an apology for not posting too often but I have my reasons. Oh! I almost forgot. Happy pride month to everyone that see this… Thing.

Soldier is a biker who loves street racing and messing with law causing troubles around. He is dangerously skilled in the streets, he is seeing around mostly with his beloved-handmade bike he called "El Charro Negro". He belongs to, and also co-founder, of the most feared biker gang in the city along with his best buddy demoman.

Engie is a simple man and a florist whose only goal is to live a quiet and nice life, also a nerd (hoping to one day finally find what he has been looking for the last few years) plus he hates danger. He moves into the city trying his luck hoping for the best.

One day while the gang was causing trouble in the streets like always, they run into Dell causing the poor man to get scared and break one of his most beloved pots that contained one of his favorite flowers that he really cherish. solly seeing that, stop's immediately leaving the others move ahead, feeling a bit of pity for the little man so he helps him out bringing to him the same kind of flower that he sees the other day when he was driving out of the road.

At first dell doesn't suit with the idea of having someone like solly around, just because of the way he dress and how he acts towards others, but his papa teach him to never judge a book for his cover and without knowing he gets a liking for the other because he was the first person that was really kind to him since he arrives in the City.

And so over time, solly gradually separated from the rest of the gang, hardly showing up or participating in the planned activities because he is spending most of his time with dell. and demoman fears that this strange behavior coming from his best buddy will affect the future state of what they have both built over the years.

dell does not know that solly belongs to a biker gang, and a really dangerous one. since they met, the biker never told the florist the truth about himself just because he wants to keep him safe from the danger.

#helmet party #Just dumb stuff #Idk

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Wow

A gift for @kamikaze-187 , Made some doodles of his new Demon Jane x Angel Dell AU, “It’s just rain” on AO3. Do check it out, I love his work! <3

#art

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Maybe turn it into a full thing. Maybe

#helmet party #Tf2 helmet party #fic #au

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How about... An history where engie is an angel and solly a demon?.

The deal is just simple. engie was send to the living world to help the people and bring hope while solly to cause chaos and destruction and bad vibes. They come across by casualty when working time and engie just stick with solly only to prevent him to cause more chaos and also because he have the bad habit to see the good on everything, even in a demon. While on the other hand solly just let the other walk with him just because he likes to piss off the little angel and make him lose his mind.

The more they stick with each other the more they get contagious with their charm, solly starts acting kinda good while engie starts to being mean.

And at the end engie learns that solly wasn't that bad at all while solly see that even an angel can say a bad word from time to time.

#helmet party #tf2 helmet party #Silly idea

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Something silly and fluffy

#helmet party #tf2 helmet party #tf2 engineer #tf2 soldier #silly #fic #my work

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Just chatting.

#helmet party #tf2 helmet party

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Something silly

#helmet party #tf2 helmet party #tf2 soldier #tf2 engineer

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First thing After a long time. Enjoy

#helmet party #tf2 engineer #tf2 soldier #my work #fic

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2/2 of things that i want to make clear.

Following the last post, After that my computer blow up i lost motivation in continuing doing fan fiction. I mean i lost more than 3 weeks of work because i was so stupid that i don't make a safe back up to the whole progress i made before that.

So I have bad news and good news for those who are still around and are follow me for my helmet party fan fiction on AO3.

the bad news are that i lost 5 chapters from, "mistake of some mens". 2 almost finished chapter of unfinished works on my list and a draft of a new one.

The good news are that i manage to save the drafts somehow but they are the ideas (i hope you know what i mean with that.

so, i will still make fan fiction or at least finish them?

The answer is yes, sadly it would take more time than you think since i have to start over again and also my actual work take more of my time letting me with Little free hours to focus on them. Hope do you understand

and that's all... I guess.

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1/2

Hi... long time not upload anything.

Alright i with make it short to justify why i was gone for more than a month.

I will tell you with a story.

Once upon time there's was someone decide to move, let's called this person "joe", one day after joe move it start raining and he forgot to unpack one certain box. The box had joe computer and it gets wet, joe forget to check it before turning on and it made KABOOM. So joe was left without computer for a long time. Joe then realized too late that he loss many important archives.

The End.

So that's why I can't upload anything with my works related for those who still decide to follow me in this site where i only uploaded cringe.