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OH MY GOSH OUR CHILD'S ALL GROWN UP

For better or for worse, Shian grew up.

It was the only thing they could do. What could a powerless child do against those who were superior to them? To those who were so much stronger than them? Against the people who had them on a leash?

'Shian' become who they are because they had to grow up quickly.

As destructive as this 'Shian' may be, they are still Shian.

#ask response #fs: asks #secrets

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adult "shian" seems obsessed omg please pleaseee give the option to give in

I'll confess and say I adore this 'Shian' a bit more than baby Shian.

I will also say that certain ROs are... different in this route and uh... not in a good way. A certain few may be locked out for... story reasons.

#ask response #fs: asks #secrets

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Welcome back! Completely irrelevant but your Oberon profile makes me jaw dropped because I didn't expect to find someone who in the fandom in IF community./pos

I'm glad to see another Master who has walked into Gacha Hell-

Oberon is my wife a bastard, but man, I love him so much. I managed to NP 2 him and had to force myself to stop cuz I had to save for Koyanskaya of Light (who is also NP2) because Buster Team go brr-

Lostbelt 6 screwed me over so much with its story, and the amazing characters, I adore it so much. The Fairy Knights, the Fae and everything was just chef's kiss. (Yes, even Beryl, homie better stay away from Mash) It's going to be a long road until Lostbelt 7 and I am not ready for it. Emotion and gameplay wise.

Until then, I'm just trying to save my gems for a certain beast mama, and er, I have nothing right now because I tried to get grandpa assassin and he said no to coming home.

It's always great to see other gacha players.

#ask response #pk talks

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As someone who has only recently found this blog I understand there was another one that has been deleted. Will any of the info of the old one be re uploaded on this one? Because I see occasionally references to stuff and I'm so confused.

I may, though my mind will have refresh itself about the topic being talked about. I'll be sure to add in some stuff from the old blog, such as a few terminology often used.

One thing in particular was that some individuals have talked about is the beginning of Chapter One. You know, where the part where Entity tells you to 'give in'. MCs now have the option to truly 'give in' and the outcome is... well...

I know I shouldn't like this path, but BOI, do I adore this 'Shian'. Shian in this path has become a fully grown adult, and er... let's say a LOT of things has happened since you've slept, Harbinger.

#ask response #fs: asks #a new path baby #ahaha #i hate myself #but at the same time #i really love this path #for reasons

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Ah, I remember now. My MC was suspicious of that "gift" and wanted that creature to fuck off! They were annoying.

Aha, Entity really is such a bastard huh?

Annoying and as much of a brat they are, Entity truly does 'care' for the Harbinger. Even in a twisted sense. Why else would they attempt to gift you the gem? It is 'special' in its own right.

But in all honestly; is it really your well-being they care about?

#ask response #fs: asks

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Gem Path? What is this? I haven't read your IFs for a long time and I don't remember much.. is it from Fell Star?

The 'Gem Path' is for Fell Star which is a section of 'Chapter 2' since there were three major choices players could choose from go to at the end of Chapter One. Chapter Two for FS is broken into three different branches:

2.1 - Gem Path, which is only available if players chooses to not touch the light, and accept the 'gift' from their 'buddy' Entity. This may unlock some interesting secrets, a potential meeting with a particular red-flag individual, and a certain item the Harbinger may recall from long, long ago, the same item that gave them their particular scar.

2.2 - Mira Path, the next chapter I'll be focusing on which will involve our other potential companion who may or may not join the Harbinger's group, Iina, and goes more into some 'secrets' they may discover about the Divines, Meidh, what are you hiding and what has happened during the past 1500 years.

2.3 - Wastes Path, the last chapter that will be for Chapter Two and the longest of the three, as this choice is highly dependable on what the player did in Chapter One with the facility and the individuals within it. Players will be able to meet Cassiar, a bastard strange brawler who claims to be a doctor, and perhaps make some interesting allies along the way, or enemies, depending on the choices made.

Beyond the Spider Lilies (BtSL) next 'chapter' is the Chapter One Interlude that will likely also come out along side Fell Star's 2.1 Chapter. The chapter will involve making flower crowns, meeting a particular 'Great Hero', and messing around with Aris by saying you found someone to marry, say it's Asol-

#ask response #fs: asks #btsl: asks

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THE DEPRAVITY HATH RETURNED UNTO US. ALL HAIL

Merry Christmas, and Happy Holidays everyone.

Let us commit some sins.

#pk talks #we sinning #wait #Maiden forgive me #for i have sinned #far too much #gonna need a minute #cuz damn #well time for me to focus on FS #and BtSL #*cries* #gotta be writing some fluff #after what i've been doing #not me side eyeing Erethis's content #but Divines damn you Raf #why you gotta be such a bastard #i love that bastard #at least i can write about tentacle mommy #back to the Void I go

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here is ur cookie, ur majesty <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠↗ 🍪

I thank you for the offer.

Please wait for Christmas for some sin.

#ask response #i was so confused #then I was like wait #🍪 for sins #i got chu anon #filling up my 🍪 jar #it's pretty empty #but that's okay #i'm free from horny jail

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I just love tall strong/buff and mean women.

Honestly, same.

After what I've been writing recently, I'm getting the urge to return to writing about romancing a large snake lady.

#ask response #pk talks #totally not hinting something

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WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK!!

IM READY TO BULLY ASOL AGAIN, GET ON YOUR KNEES AND PRAISE ME KNIGHT BOY 🗣📢‼‼‼

I may or may not be updating a particular already, er, sinful IF that the said Templar was in...

And it may or may not have the chance for MC to top the so-called former Knight Commander if they so choose 👀

Christmas is still pretty far away, huh?

#ask response #with sins #lots of sins #save the date maybe #Maiden forgive me #for i have sinned

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Death can choke me all they want, so long as I become theirs (totally not thinking about that one what if scenario where the Harbinger submitted to Death)

Oh, Death would do more than just choke you. And I'm not talking about it in a sexual sense-

#ask response #fs: asks #Death will kill you #literately #a walking red flag #yet you want that #why

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Update?

As much as I'll love to post the 2.1 Fell Star Chapter before the year ends, I'm fixing and touching a few certain areas that don't make sense to me, as well as adding extra bits.

I want the story to react to the players choices, so those branches expand and take a while. But if you'll like some more information about the Gem Path, well - there's a lot.

Oh, I did decide to expand a particular individual's content for the Gem Path. A certain, walking red flag.

And if you need another reason for me to tell you just how toxic Death is-

As much as I want to say I hate Death, I do like Death's character. Maybe red is my favorite color-

#ask response #fs: spoiler

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You always see to have the worst writing luck. It's nice to see you back though.

Aha, thanks for the welcome back. ^^' I'm am, in no way, tech-savy. I wish I was.

You know, I never knew about One Drive until now... well, to be fair, I did know about it, but I always disconnected my stuff from it, but maybe if I didn't, it could've saved my data. I'm just really dumb when it comes to computers and laptops.

Yet I'm writing a Sci-Fi Fantasy IF-

#pk talks #like bruh #i'm dumb #but i try #kinda #i think

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PKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK WHEN I GET YOUUUUUUUUU—🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵

(Loving)

Welcome back, you stinky man. It's been 1,000 years. 🥲🥲🥲🥲 (affectionate)

asdfghjkl thank you, I missed y'all too.

I'm a dummy who forgets a lot of things. I swear, I almost forgot the new password I made to my new account just a few minute ago asdgfs-

I'll try to be more active. I'll add it as one of my New Year Resolutions for 2024 aha.

#pk talks #i'm a lost cause #like damn

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We're so back

Yeah we are with sin-

#pk talks #we're back #with sins #lots of sins #can you guess what

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RIP Laptop-kun ❤

Laptop-kun did his best, carrying the weight of so many projects. He deserves the rest...

But he also took away a bunch of data I can never get back-

#pk talks #dammit #like why #it's my fault #but still #laptop-kun #how could you #my snu snu scenes #gone #i gotta rewrite them again

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you’re like if edging was a person instead of concept

you arrive with an overwhelming aura

then right when it gets good

you fade into existence

I respect it so hard

Errr... Hi. I'm alive. I'm sorry for disappearing without a word. I tend to do that a lot, now that I think about it... I should really stop doing that.

So, you guys remember when I told you all I forgot my password.

I wasn't kidding. Like literally.

I forgot my password and email address to my COG account, Dashingdon account and a lot of other things. So my access to Fell Star for my Dashindon account is forever gone, but I'll make a new one with the new update. And to make things worse and to top it off about my loss of memory, my laptop finally broke down after serving its life for seven long years.

It lived a long, good life... but the only problem is that it took some files I didn't save yet, with it. Of course, fret not, Fell Star is still alive and going. I managed to get some of the stuff back, but had to adjust new scenes for the upcoming 2.1 Chapter.

It's already at 346k words, I lost 200k+ words, dammit, and I'm not done editing it yet. I told myself no action for the Gem Path, yet, here I am, sitting at my new computer I had to buy to work on this project. I least I was able to buy a computer to play some BG3-

So, er, yeah. Hi. I'm sorry for not keeping you up to date and disappearing. I'm a very forgetful person. I should really write my passwords and email addresses down on a piece of paper or something.

Thank you for your kind messages of asking if I'm okay. I'm okay. I think. I managed to break out of Covid but I was sick for two months. Like damn, my immune system is horrible. Let's hope I don't get sick again. ^^'

Christmas is coming up, huh... I might be dropping something on that special day.

Let's embrace the sins again, huh? I did promise y'all something. I should at least post something, after my time gone.

#pk talks #i'm alive #i swear #i think #i love you too anon #ayo what's with this new layout #it's weird #like damn #wut is this