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[jayna-a]

affectueux || prologue

side note: i got logged out of my ao3 account, sadly. i wanted to write a little story for my favorite golden retriever/black cat duo. good omens is my favorite book/show also ! i decided to add a little jj twist. (by twist i mean college au also, Azi dresses like Miles Maitland and Crowley dresses like....Crowley.) btw don't sue me Neil :D. prologue under the cut

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

i wouldn't've expected to remember him almost 10 years later. But, I've always had his almost white blonde hair in the back of my mind since grade 4 (when we met). He was always switching schools he told me. His father was a astute workaholic who had no time for his son and elder 3 daughters. I should know. I've met him.

the first time I saw him was in the library. I believe it was August 14th? I don't know. He was trying to reach a book on the top shelf. Classic 'Short girl can't reach the top shelf so tall man has to step in' story. So obviously, I do. I remember his face when he looked up at me. His ice blue eyes, perfect long eyelashes, cupids' bow lips-- anyway...he let out a shy; "Thank you, dear." and smiled up at me. It was the 'dear' that caught me off guard. I just nodded and walked away.

second time I saw him was in a Book store-Café off-campus. November 3rd. I saw him in the corner organizing the books. He was wearing a tan apron with a book on it. Again, he couldn't reach the bookshelf. "Are the really making you stock shelfs?" He turns to me in surprise which, soon fades to a warm smile. "Oh it's you!" I help him...again. I'm not supposed to helping him. We start talking. He gets me coffee and himself a green tea. He goes on his break just for me. He doesn't even know me. We decided to walk by River Cam. "Erza." He says out of the blue.

"What?"

"Ezra Aodh Fell." He puts out his hand for me to shake. "Anthony James Crowley."

last I saw him was very recent. December 31st, 2023, 11:52pm. "Crowley, dearest!" He yells to me by his friend. I believe her name is Anathema? "My goodness, hello Angel. Wouldn't expect to see you at a illegal college party." I say slyly. Ezra tilts his head to the side and smirks. "Oh no! I had to drag him here--. Little chump wouldn't get out of his bed." Ana says fixing the blondes eyeliner.

"1 MINUTE!" a random frat yells. "Ah! I'll go grab up some champagne!" The younger women says running off. "Finally she's gone. She is such a--" "Oh please, do be nice dear...only a few seconds till midnight.." He inches closer slightly. "Y-Yeah.." I never stutter. He looks up at me longingly.

10

"crowley, I have something to.. confess."

9

"why, do go on Angel."

8

i-- uh..."

7

he puts a hand on my chest.

6

i slide a hand on his waist.

5

"i've been wanted to do this for...a while actually."

4

"and that is?"

3

"goodness i hate you!"

2

i lean in, "no, you don't"

1

he leans in "perhaps.....you're correct.."

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

[jayna-a]

affectueux || prologue

side note: i got logged out of my ao3 account, sadly. i wanted to write a little story for my favorite golden retriever/black cat duo. good omens is my favorite book/show also ! i decided to add a little jj twist. (by twist i mean college au also, Azi dresses like Miles Maitland and Crowley dresses like....Crowley.) btw don't sue me Neil :D. prologue under the cut

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

i wouldn't've expected to remember him almost 10 years later. But, I've always had his almost white blonde hair in the back of my mind since grade 4 (when we met). He was always switching schools he told me. His father was a astute workaholic who had no time for his son and elder 3 daughters. I should know. I've met him.

the first time I saw him was in the library. I believe it was August 14th? I don't know. He was trying to reach a book on the top shelf. Classic 'Short girl can't reach the top shelf so tall man has to step in' story. So obviously, I do. I remember his face when he looked up at me. His ice blue eyes, perfect long eyelashes, cupids' bow lips-- anyway...he let out a shy; "Thank you, dear." and smiled up at me. It was the 'dear' that caught me off guard. I just nodded and walked away.

second time I saw him was in a Book store-Café off-campus. November 3rd. I saw him in the corner organizing the books. He was wearing a tan apron with a book on it. Again, he couldn't reach the bookshelf. "Are the really making you stock shelfs?" He turns to me in surprise which, soon fades to a warm smile. "Oh it's you!" I help him...again. I'm not supposed to helping him. We start talking. He gets me coffee and himself a green tea. He goes on his break just for me. He doesn't even know me. We decided to walk by River Cam. "Erza." He says out of the blue.

"What?"

"Ezra Aodh Fell." He puts out his hand for me to shake. "Anthony James Crowley."

last I saw him was very recent. December 31st, 2023, 11:52pm. "Crowley, dearest!" He yells to me by his friend. I believe her name is Anathema? "My goodness, hello Angel. Wouldn't expect to see you at a illegal college party." I say slyly. Ezra tilts his head to the side and smirks. "Oh no! I had to drag him here--. Little chump wouldn't get out of his bed." Ana says fixing the blondes eyeliner.

"1 MINUTE!" a random frat yells. "Ah! I'll go grab up some champagne!" The younger women says running off. "Finally she's gone. She is such a--" "Oh please, do be nice dear...only a few seconds till midnight.." He inches closer slightly. "Y-Yeah.." I never stutter. He looks up at me longingly.

10

"crowley, I have something to.. confess."

9

"why, do go on Angel."

8

i-- uh..."

7

he puts a hand on my chest.

6

i slide a hand on his waist.

5

"i've been wanted to do this for...a while actually."

4

"and that is?"

3

"goodness i hate you!"

2

i lean in, "no, you don't"

1

he leans in "perhaps.....you're correct.."

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

#ineffable husbands #college au #angst #angel #demons #aziraphale #crowley #good omens #neil gaiman #miles maitland #ao3 writer #anathema device #trinity college cambridge #river cam #2024

[jayna-a]

as someone with ADHD, the actual struggles that people face with this disorder isn’t talked about enough. All I see about it on TikTok is “you might have ADHD if you fidget/forget to do things etc.” Or associating it with being hyper when it’s way more than that. It’s never talked about how we struggle in school (I did until I got to 8th grade when I went to a school that actually cared and gave me an IEP). And often when I get home from school I just want to be alone and relax because I’m overstimulated. And I’ve never seen videos about how ADHD and anxiety/depression can coexist (not always, but I’ve had anxiety my entire life). There’s so much more I could talk about but it’s not at the top of my head.

The point is stop making ADHD seem like a quirky thing when it impacts people’s lives.

[jayna-a]

[jayna-a]

rated ILI for I'm Lovin' It!

Odi et amo. Quare id faciam, fortasse requiris.

Nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.

I hate and I love. Why I do this, perhaps you ask.

I know not, but I feel it happening and I am tortured.

#ballister x ambrosius #nimona comicsverse

[jayna-a]

C!Ambs

I just realized this twinks ears were pointy...he a elf or some shit? I love him so much he an icon honestly. Some sliver hoop earrings, a tight black shirt, and some gray sweatpants is the perfect look for him frfr.

#ambrosius goldenloin #hes such an icon #girly pop queen yassss

[jayna-a]

sue me if u want, this is my favorite scene in the comic.

#nimona webcomic #ballister blackheart #ambrosius goldenloin #fucking twink

[jayna-a]

𝙊𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙎𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩, 𝙊𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙙 (vis versa)

𝗯𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁

I feel like Boldheart tried to keep himself away from Ambrosius. Only because he didn't feel loved and cherished by the only man he's ever loved. I wanna try to keep it short but, I just have to say Ballister keeping himself away from Goldenloin slowly made him "forget" in a way. It's weird idk.

𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁

Now Blackheart most definitely kept Ambrosius out of his head. No, not because he would get to him but because he hated being looked down upon by his..."lover". In certain scenes (in the comic) you can see Ballister say something like "i'm not here for you" or "i don't have time for this" to the twink i mean- Ambrosius. He just wanted justice...and to keep the idiot blonde out of is sight.

#blackloin #goldenheart #honestly i'm all for “wet-cat eyed” movie bal #we can all agree that C!Ambs is a twink...right? #also #ballister BLACKHEART #and Ballister BOLDHEART #i desperately need yall to get it right #respectfully

[jayna-a]

no comment, just agreement.

draco "trophy wife" malfoy rb if u agree

#draco is a trophy wife #draco malfoy #especially with is long blonde hair