itsjustmeandana2

[itsjustmeandana2]

I need a strict ana coach, anyone up for it??

#an0r3xic #an0rex14 #an0rex1a #lose weight #pr0 ana diary #pr04ana #pr0ana diet #best diet coach #food restriction #need to lose more weight #high restriction

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I low-key wanna attempt suicide just so i can get admitted to a hospital and people can actually know that im not okay and care for me a bit, im just tired of pretending to be okay all the time.

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Here’s some recent and old thinspo for y’all!! <3 im kinda in recovery but slowly getting back into a relapse hence why im here :) hope you all are well and staying hydrated!! 🫶🏻

#an0r3xic #an0rex14 #an0rex1a #lose weight #food restriction #need to lose more weight #st4rv3 #st4rv1ng #an0rexsick #th1n$po #i wish i was thinner #b0dy chex #b0n3sp0

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bpd rage is literally the worst thing ever and im so sick of it

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i can't get rid of that feeling that i wasn't made for this world. my brain has malfunctioned, i'm an error. i shouldn't be here

[itsjustmeandana2]

being someone with bpd, unrequited love is like a knife to the heart. with every rejection and dismissal, the knife is twisted. it’s unbearable pain.

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random moments when you realize how lonely you really are :(:

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I'm not a person I'm a problem, a problem that needs to be gone and disappear

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bpd is so stupid. i hate dealing with it every day. feeling like i’m constantly being replaced, feeling like no one wants me around, feeling like i don’t matter to anyone. it’s stupid. logically i know none of that is true but it doesn’t make me feel any better.

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how to: face that i’m manipulative and toxic without literally killing myself from the guilt

[itsjustmeandana2]

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Food is disgusting

Or maybe if I tell myself that enough I’ll believe it lol

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Its a constant cycle

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The moment I’m all alone and have nothing to distract me is when I fall apart and I give in to self destructive behavior

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36.3kg / 155cm height / bmi : 15.1

#an0rex14 #an0r3xic #an0rex1a #lose weight #3d f4st #food restriction #r1bsp0

[itsjustmeandana2]

it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger.

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TW THINSPO.

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