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#they look amazing

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#surejan

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something so so sweet about the way buck talked about tommy in this episode. it was so…high school crush. he’s never been on a date with a dude and he can’t stop thinking about him. there was something so giddy and bright about it. you can see the butterflies and the first date jitters and the awkward laughter that’s a little too try-hard but so fucking earnest. this is buck happy and excited to be falling for someone. this is buck before natalia and taylor and ali, before abby, before buck 1.0. this the kid who wants someone to like him. like buck. like evan. and tommy does! tommy’s interested and tommy smiles when buck’s a bit of an idiot and tommy when calls him evan it doesn’t feel weird or wrong or not him, it just makes him duck his head and blush. tommy likes him. tommy like likes him. and buck like likes him back. and it’s so nice to see. queer people finding joy and love in being queer is one of the most beautiful things in the world and i’m so, so happy evan buckley is experiencing it.

#911 spoilers #911 abc #evan buckley #bucktommy

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Thinking about JB and Jude lately…

JB, who was Jude’s first friend. JB, who carried Jude to the college hospital when he witnessed him having an episode in their dorm.

JB, who shouted and made a scene in that same hospital until a doctor finally saw Jude - and that doctor was Andy, the only physician Jude ever allowed to care for him for the rest of life.

JB, who helped Jude move into the apartment he shared with Willem on Lispenard St. JB, who brought along his friend Richard to help that day. Richard, who later sold Jude his beautiful apartment on Green Street that Jude loved so much. Richard, who secretly looked after him more than Jude ever imagined, who at one point saved his life, and at another point reminded him his birthday was worth celebrating, when Jude himself had forgotten and his world was bleak.

JB, who envied his life, his looks, his career, his relationship (even his limp!). JB, who saw him as competition, rather than someone to pity. JB, who thought he was beautiful, who thought killing something small and adorable was worth it if it meant looking like Jude.

JB, who brought him to parties, who showered him with laughter and provocations.

JB, who asked too many questions and wanted all the answers but got none of them. JB, who then asked Harold to back off from asking all the questions and wanting all the answers as well.

JB, who captured his life in galleries, on canvas, on film. The good and the bad.

JB, who’s art invaded and celebrated and decorated. JB, who’s art froze Willem in time for him.

JB, who was Jude’s last friend. JB, who Jude resented, who Jude hated, who Jude never forgave, who Jude wanted dead.

JB, who found him at last, who put away his suits, who handed out his letters.

JB, who outlived his friends, who was left alone, with his pictures, and his paintings, and his pain.

#a little life #jude st francis #jb marion

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a hill i will die on is that a little life by hanya yanagihara is not meaningless and is not torture porn and is in fact a very stark and realistic exploration of unprocessed trauma and the inability to talk and how trauma shapes the way you view those who love you and the fact that tiktok has turned it into the "you will cry at the end!!!!" book honestly breaks my heart

#a little life

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I can’t believe other buddie shippers are made about BuckTommy like do we all not want to see Buck get absolutely wrecked by a man who can pick him up and throw him around? Eddie’s time will come let Buck railed babes

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Listen I am a Buddie shipper, believer, truther - what have you.

BUT!

But I can also admit that Buck dating another guy on screen, canon Buck bisexuality outside of Eddie, Evan 'Boykisser Buck' Buckley is something I have been WAITING for. We need more bisexual male rep on TV.

And already I'm getting ideas for fics because of BuckTommy.

Buddie will happen. But let's enjoy BuckTommy for now.

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i want the whole SEASON of bucktommy

i want buck being wooed - flowers and being taken out and a little protective hand on the small of his back

i want to hear all the soft ways tommy can say evan and the look on buck's face when he does

i want to see them at tommy's karaoke trivia place because holy shit buck would love it (and didnt oliver say that we're getting buck singing this season cause uhhhhh)

i love that this is such a fling, such a happy thing for buck - he is finally feeling that puzzle piece click into place and it is freeing

and i cant wait to see all the small ways we see that play out!!!

let buck be happy challenge 2k24!!!!

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But like after Tommy kisses Buck and asks him if he’s free on Saturday and the fucking look of elation, of happiness, of just pure light on Bucks face and him stuttering through,

“Yes. I, I, I AM free” with the heavy emphasis and stressed ‘am’ makes me wanna fight. Because that sentence alone is so loaded. He has been trying to figure himself out for years, just desperate to learn and discover who he is. And Tommy just waltzes in and breaks down so many walls and kisses him, and Buck looks like he finally has figured out a big piece of the puzzle that is him. The exhalation. He gets to breathe.

And I just want to scream. I’ve never been so elated for a character, especially Buck, who really deserves the world.

#evan buckley #evan buck buckley #911 abc #911 on abc #911 fox #911 show #911 season 7 #911 s7

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i can finally post this

#911 #911 on abc #911 abc #911 spoilers #evan buck buckley

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just. just. as a bisexual woman. as a bisexual who's had to endure YEARS of feeling slighted and other than and seeing rep which boils us down to sluts or cheaters or being indecisive this means everything to me. i can't quite articulate it right now but i'm in tears and its 2am and i'm a bit drunk. thank you tim and thank you oliver and i just. yeah. no words.

#911 abc #evan buckley #911 spoilers #911 on abc