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real

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I’m so sleepy I need to be shot with a gun

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Todays meal.

I'm gonna fast for 2 days. I can't fast for ramadan cuz I get my period. My mom, dad, brother, sister even my other family members forced me to eat and I gained 1 kg. I'm now 45 kg I need to loose 5 kg in 2 weeks before school break.

#low cal diet #tw bul1m14 #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #body dismorphia #ed mention #b/p tw #ed bullshit #lose weight fast #weight loss diet #⭐️rve #⭐️ving #i need to ⭐️ve #ed not sheeren #ed disorder

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coming back to 3dblr after “recovery”

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Why my parents always force me to eat something. I eat again and im gonna thr0w it rn. Btw i did a workout and it burns 1k cal i guess because it's says so. And dance a little like 15 minutes. My stomach is hurting for eating I need to purg3 bye love you.

#low cal diet #tw bul1m14 #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #ed mention #b/p tw #body dismorphia #ed bullshit #lose weight fast #weight loss diet #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️rve #tw 3d vent #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw eating issues #tw disordered eating #i wanna lose weight #i need to lose this weight #weight loss

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I don't wanna be an adult i wanna stay a mentally ill teenage girl forever its the best and worst feeling ever

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I wish I wasn’t a stress eater… When I’m stressed I eat. When I lose hope I eat. When I’m depressed and anxious I eat. When I am strong I starve.

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I feel so lovely when I don’t eat it’s actually addicting

❤️❤️❤️

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HOWWWW DO YOU DEAL WITH LIVING WITH PARENTS??? i’m 24 & i want to fast for days SO BAD but i can’t bc my mom is always on my a** about if/what/when i eat. it was so much easier when i lived on my own, but i can’t afford to do that rn :(

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Just when you think you’re getting better…

Ana always comes back

<333

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I refuse to buy anything for myself until I lost ten pounds lol .

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Number 1 enemy

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I just need to be a hot and underweight emo baddie is that too much to ask for???

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you know you’re down bad when your dreams at night are about losing weight, calories & avoiding food. like even my unconscious self worries about that??? LMAO damn