imfartooobsessedwithkpop

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Its getting warm and im STILL FAT

Got 66 3 times this month each time going back to 70 🙁

Its my bday next sunday so im gonna go hard this week hopefully

#thispo #eating disoder things #bed #why am i like this #i want to scream #tw eating things #i want to disappear #mental illness #ana diet #ana #mia #bulimia #thin$po #ana thoughts #thin inspo #thinspo #meanspø #meanspo #sweetspo

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Why DO PEOPLE KEEP DOIMG THIS TO ME

“I cant remember the lat time i ate a meal” “ yeah I haven’t been eating a lot and i dont even realise”

Like SHUT UP OH MY GOODDDD

nobody listens to me she literally knows about my ED

"I just forget to eat.. Like it gets to 10pm and I'm like shit I forgot to eat haha" "like I always forget to eat, it's an issue"

Shit up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

#thispo #bed #eating disoder things #why am i like this #tw eating things #i want to scream #i want to disappear #mental illness #ana diet #bulimia #mia #thin$po #thin inspo #ana thoughts #meanspø #sweetspo

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

200 cal ✊🏻♥️

#thispo #eating disoder things #bed #why am i like this #i want to scream #tw eating things #i want to disappear #mental illness #ana diet #anorecyx #anorecksia #i wanna be thin #bulimia #mia #mentally unstable #i want to be loved #binge eating disorder

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

Im going to Amsterdam next week and im so upset i was 66 2 weeks ago…now 71.8, i could have been so skinny, i could have been 62 at LEAST but im a dump cunt who cant keep her mouth shut for 5 min

Im gonna try so hard to lose something this week plz manifest for me 😭🤣

Want to get to 66 at least

Going back to uni tomoz so hopefully that will help

#thispo #eating disoder things #bed #why am i like this #i want to scream #tw eating things #i want to disappear #mental illness #ana diet #anorecyx #anorecksia #thin$po #thiinpso #ana thoughts #thin inspo #meanspø #meanspo #thinspo #sweetspo #i want to be loved #just binged #binge eating disorder #mia #anarecya

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

I got to 66.85 and now will be 71 tomoz im such a pig oml

So upset

#thispo #eating disoder things #bed #why am i like this #i want to scream #tw eating things #i want to disappear #mental illness

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

Thank u friend who knows about my eating disorder, i appreciate that a lot

She does not have an eating disorder just adhd

She constantly disrespects me when though I’ve told her multiple times, shell come in a weigh herself on my scales , or tell me about how little shes ate because she forgot like fuck off

Ps this girl weights 53kg is tiny naturally has been the same since she was young and hasnt had a single issue with her weight, doesnt even think twice about anything, how i know? Because she told me after i cried to her abt my ed

Idk how were alive “ WE ARE NOT THE SAME

My body is literally fucking failing

Fuck you.

#thispo #eating disoder things #bed #why am i like this #i want to scream #tw eating things #i want to disappear #mental illness #thin$po #thin inspo #meanspø #sweetspo #ana #mia #bulimia #binge eating disorder #i wanna be thin

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

Ive had 3 palpitations within 6-10 min kinda scared I’m gonna pass away in my sleep and this is what google gives me 🙄🙄 how do i make them STOP im just tryina sleep 😭

On the bright-side i lost 3.2kg in 4 days :D

Ps im only scared cause i sleep without clothes on 😭

#eating disoder things #why am i like this #i want to scream #tw eating things #thispo #mental illness #ana diet #anorecksia #anorecyx #bulimia #mia

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Bro i finally got into the 60s had such a rough day in uni yesterday, so i binged and I’m back into the 70s and i was doing so well and I’m literally having a breakdown 😭

I literally could have reached my goal of 68 by Monday and now i don’t think i will and i literally want to be sick I feel insane

i love crying first thing in the morning

#thispo #bed #eating disoder things #why am i like this #i want to scream #tw eating things #i want to disappear #mental illness #ana diet #ana #bulimia #mia #thin$po #thiinpso #ana thoughts #thin inspo #meanspø #meanspo #sweetspo #kill me

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

Why are you so fat? Even Jabba is like damnnnn.

Jabba is so hot so idk what ur saying 🙇🏻‍♀️

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

Someone tell my boiled eggs are an amber food ????? 😭 what its an egg

#thispo #bed #eating disoder things #why am i like this #i want to scream #tw eating things #i want to disappear #mental illness #ana diet #ana #mentally unstable #bulimia #mia #binge eating disorder #thin$po #thin inspo #thinspo #meanspø #meanspo #sweetspo

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

i will stay alive as performance art

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

you know what. fuck this shit (turns into a salmon and 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟)

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

I wish some people could just un-know me. Like I don’t want to be known by you at all anymore.

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Ironic…tumblr just saved me from crying