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Thank you for doing my insecure Pre-war Ghoul request! Could you do it for the ladies too?

》A follow up. I like it.

【Cait】 "No one will think that as long as I am around."

She might be the most encouraging because of her blunt enthusiasm to help you defend yourself from people judgment. She is adamant about how you are perfect. When someone tries to speak ill about you or gives you a look she punches them without even asking you.

【Curie】 "I do not understand the issue."

She understands in theory but in practice it fails. She is just as infertile as you and you both won't really age. Because you both have the same issues the problem is dropped. Try explaining vanity to her and it will be a long talk. After that talk she will tell you a compliment every day at random.

【Piper】 "Aren't you just the cutest thing in the entire Commonwealth."

She's going to shower you with praise and love. When you tell her things like how you think you look weird she will brush it off and say you look beautiful/handsome. The only issue to her is the fact you will never have biological kids but she gets over that almost immediately when you bring up adoption out of fear.

【Haylen】 "I love you. How could you say I'd leave you because you're a ghoul."

She takes the chance to manipulate you. She guilt-trips you into relying on her rather than focusing on making you feel better. But she does clean up by reassuring you after she's sure you stop focusing on it.

#ask and you shall receive #fallout 4 #fallout imagines #fallout x reader #gender neutral reader #yandere #cait #curie #piper wright #scribe haylen

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UPDATE

Things are a little hectic lately. My posts are not going to be as quick or maybe even often but know this is temporary.

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Yo, I'm playing Xenoverse 2 and let me tell ya Towa and Mira are losers. They sucked in the first game and they suck in this one. They're a nucence more than anything. Annoying.

#vent post #dragon ball xenoverse 2 #i would totally write for it tho #maybe i should post something #maybe

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Ahhhhhh I loved the detective sole with Nick request thank you so much for doing that! Seriously it was amazing and so well written! Haha, yeah, I type hun a lot, I forget that I do that sometimes haha. It’s just such a nice word. Ah, I’m rambling, sorry about that hun.

Aww, stap, it was nothing, thank you ૮(˶˃ᆺ˂˶)

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Me

#ask and you shall receive

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May I request something with Nick? Like, Sole was a detective who worked with the Nick who Nick was based off of? So Nick would definitely be surprised to see Sole. I could kinda see that perhaps this could cause a bit of inner conflict with Nick too. Thank you for considering my request, hun!

》I need to learn how to make dividers. If any of you know how to make them let me know. (oh my god I never knew I liked to be called 'hun' (⸝⸝⸝╸▵╺⸝⸝⸝))

Nick back then was different for obvious reasons. The war was still going on but it was still not a lost cause, and he didn't encounter it day to day by force but by choice. He was married to Jenny, the girl of his dreams that he always thought was out of his league. His identity was unquestioned and never in doubt and he never had a problem with his body. He was happy with his life.

You had a huge influence on him. When he met you he was just barely out of his cop uniform and getting used to wearing what he wanted. You were the one he was assigned to to learn the ropes. Something you weren't very happy about in the beginning but you were never mad at him, he wasn't the one to make the call. So you showed him what you did and taught him what you knew at the time.

From the start he wanted to make a good impression and was very eager to please. It took a second for him to calm it down. He still admired you. After his tutelage was done neither of you asked for a change. It was silently agreed you were partners, no talk needed.

You were there when he scanned his brain. It was for college students and their studies. You told him it was strange and to think twice about it but he laughed and said it was for science. That's the last memory he had when he woke up in the trash.

While he was adjusting he stumbled a lot. Then when he was welcomed into Diamond city and given his agency he tried to take hold of his life. The way he did was to pretend like he was you, to do what you would do, to take authority and be the one in charge. Over the years he changed. After a lot of reflection he realized you wouldn't have wanted that, you didn't want him to be you. You would want him to be the best version of himself. So he strive to be the person you saw in him.

Time stopped for him when you saved him in the vault. He felt so many different things. And he saw your confusion. You were under the impression he survived like you did, because no one told you he was a synth. Neither of you remember who said you should get moving but one of you did.

At the agency you asked your companion to wait outside for this reunion. "Nicki." A nickname you always called him by fondly. "You do remember me, right?"

What was he supposed to do, lie to you? But that was the problem. How much of him was a lie? He tried to explain but that made him think in circle. He did remember you but he wasn't yours, he wasn't who you remembered. He wasn't Nick. But he did know you. He still wanted to please you. He wanted you to see what he made of himself and tell him he did good. But you weren't his to claim because he wasn't Nick. But he was. He was Nick and there was no running away from that.

You hushed him, "It's okay. If you want to go back to us we'll do that. If you want me to be a stranger we can do that. I'll go at your pace. No matter if you're my Nick or your own. And if you never want to see or speak to me again I'll leave after we find Shaun." Again you put the ball in his court, just like he remembered. And he knew whatever he said you would pick the ball up and play the game with his rules.

"I'm not him. I'm not. But I want to be with you again." It was all so much. He knew you but you didn't know him. Somehow you knew exactly what he meant; I want you to know the me now.

He never really thought about how much he missed you in the last couple of years but now that you were here it was kind of embarrassing. You hired him to help you but he still looked up to you. It felt like he was hired help instead of a private eye. Every step of the way you smiled and told him he was doing a good job.

Throughout your time together you bond. It's different but familiar, it's built on what you had and became what was new.

He actually held Shaun once. He actually held him several times but he only remembered the first. This was personal for him too. The child of his best friend.

He was so confused when you came back through the telepad without Shaun. He followed you when you stormed away to your house and saw your break down. "I lost everything. Every fucking thing! My world, my wife, my partner, and now my son. What am I here for? Who do I need to kill-" You stopped when you saw his face and realized what you said. "That's not what I meant. Nicki. Nick!" You called out but he was out the door.

There he was hiding in his office like he did after your first fight on the job. But that was the problem wasn't it, he wasn't the one you upset at the time. Of course you knew he was hiding there and showed up. He didn't stop you when you sat down next to him. "Do you remember-"

"I probably do." It was bitter and pointed but you continued.

"Not like that. Yesterday I said 'tomorrow this will all be over'. And you said?"

"'It's not over until the fat lady sings'."

You chuckled, smiled, like nothing was wrong. You were so good at that. "That was the first time I'd ever heard that. You, Nick, never said that. It surprised me. What a weird saying. You're not Nick, I know that. I lost him. But I have you."

You'd just found out you lost everything from before the war and here he was being selfish, having the gall to need reassurance from you. The sweet thing was he knew you would tell him that was a stupid thought and you'd always have time for him no matter how silly. "You do have me." Like that he tilted and put his head on your shoulder.

#ask and you shall receive #fallout 4 #fallout imagines #fallout x reader #gender neutral reader #nick valentine #i leaned into using nate but it can be nora

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If I'm shadowbanned again I will bring the wrath of god.

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Preston: General, you're working yourself to death! Have a break

Sole: I don't wanna be alone with my thoughts.

Preston: ...are you going to elaborate on that?

Sole: No, I don't wanna speak them out loud, either.

Preston stops. He was supposed to dismiss Sole and take the next shift, their sense of duty was usually enough to get them to sit. Something was different now. Something he didn't know about. "You don't have to tell me." Without another word Sole walked away. And Preston went on his patrol.

The next day was the same. So was the next. And the next day.

"I demand you do something at once!" Codsworth in all his passion for his master called for action. He was more that livid, that word didn't reach half of it. He didn't ask for much of anything so no one fulfilling his one request was devastating.

"You must stop them. This is not healthy." Curie's concern bled out of her body with her newfound emotions so strong. She was yelling at him but Preston saw the confusion in her. Eyes holding tears and she didn't know how to drop them.

"I hold no authority over them. But you have enough to make them sit down at the very least." Preston never could get a good read on X6 but he imagined he was seconds away from killing him if the way he was holding his gun was anything to go off of. It didn't help that his imagination was running wild with how he'd do it. Maybe it'd be the one and only time he saw him savage.

Then Nick confronted him in judgement. MacCready of all people told him to stop being a coward and do something. Cait threatened him after he spoke to Sole and failed to get through. Danse went back to hiding in his house like he did after he left the Brotherhood. Deacon was nowhere to be found but no doubt trying.

"You need to stop this, Sole. When's the last time you slept? When's the last time you've even ate?" Preston was at the end of his rope. Sole took so long beating the part Preston had out of him, the part that never wanted to sit down. He was seeing exactly what Sole was seeing; one of his friends slowly dying on their feet. They weren't in any condition to keep going. "I'm relieving you of duty."

"You can't do that." Sole's resolve was just as strong as Preston's. At that point it came down to a matter of desperation. "I have to keep moving. There's so much to do-"

"I'll step in your place. That's my job."

"And when did you start giving me orders?" Their stern voice cut through the air.

Any other day he would have taken that order. Preston would have gave in and left them alone like they wanted. But the pressure built up. Everyone came to him to yell their piece on how to handle it. His own worries stared him in the face and called him a coward.

Preston closed the gap between them and punched Sole in the face. It took one hit to the jaw and they were out cold. Preston didn't usually listen to Cait's advice but he saw no other option. Without anyone's help he dragged Sole to their house and into their bed.

A few hours later he heard Sole come down the hallway, leaning against the wall for support. Preston went to help hold them up. How many times did they do that before? It felt like hundreds. "There's food. So sit down." Preston kept his voice soft, just like they did for him.

"I told you I was going to keep going. I need-"

"I know you don't want to tell me and I know it hurts. You don't have to tell me. But whatever it is you aren't going to be alone with it." He should have said this earlier but he didn't want to cross that line. He wanted them to come to him. He was being a coward. "I'm right here. Codsworth is right here. We are all right here. You're not alone. You never were."

Sole seemed to give in. They leaned into him and Preston did everything to support the full weight. "I'm sorry," Sole said.

"I'm sorry too."

#ask and you shall receive #fallout 4 #gender neutral reader #fallout imagines #fallout x reader #preston garvey #angst #hurt/comfort #this was kinda hard to write with it's vagueness but i powered through #and i like how this came out

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now with the knowledge of astarion repping 23 STR in your bg3 playthrough, all i can imagine is him carrying around du drow bridal style loool

He stubbed his toe.

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I fooled all of you by not saying "April fool's"

Get got

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*boops*

I will swallow your hand whole

#thanks i think? #ask and you shall receive

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What the hell is boop?

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F4 Spoiler

I was just playing fallout 4 for the first time and I cried. I sobbed. I balled. When I found out that my son was (basically) THE FRIGGIN BAD GUY AND ID PROBABLY HAVE TO KILL HIM AFTER I WAS SO DETERMINED TO BRING MY KID HOME. I WAS LIKE I NEED A HUG ASAP FROM SOME OF THE COMPANIONS RN CAUSE DAMN THAT WAS BRUTAL 😭

I actually have a thing for that. And yes, get ready to ready to open that wound again and cry (Ｔ▽Ｔ)

#ask and you shall receive #fallout 4

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Happy Easter

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Could you do the Fallout 4 fellas reacting to their lover’s return from a long trip somewhere far away? I’m imagining I’ve been to Far Harbor or Nuka-World or something and it’s been a month or so and they really missed me 🥺

I have a post like this already

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I am on my knees 🙏 begging for a Connor version of short reader and Hank please🥺🙏💕

》How can I say 'no' when you got on your knees and everything? Lovely view.

In the grand scheme of things, he doesn't mind it. From average person's view he's unhinged about it. He documents everything about you, every feature, like and dislike, something you said ten years ago is down in his notes. Because your height is such a prominent trait he comments on it. Like how being small usually means you are defenseless or how it makes him look bigger. He salvages the comments by saying he knows you can handle yourself but he doesn't deny he likes the idea.

He is exactly six foot so he has almost a foot on you. Whenever he can he'll stand really close to you. When you ask why he says it makes him feel better. You have no idea what he means and he won't can't elaborate. Never in a million years would you guess he was running simulations of hiding you away and the advantage he'd have over you.

Keep in mind, all of that while openly obsessing over your other features, like your hair, eyes, level violence, preferred snacks, even your weight. But being a homicide detective allows him to only look a bit odd not willing to kill over his unhinged obsession. Look at Connor, silly android, he's trying to express his love, let him be.

#ask and you shall receive #gender neutral reader #dbh #connor rk800 #yandere

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Could you do the Yandere Fallout dudes with a darling that is a pre-war ghoul and very insecure about it?

》A non!sole, let's go!

【Hancock】 "Let's be freaks together, forever."

He was a gambling man and he won when he met you. Not only were you perfect in every way but you also loved him. Not to the extreme he loved you but that didn't matter to him. You could have screamed 'I hate you' and it wouldn't change his feelings. If you love him, love being a ghoul. You'll live forever together, you won't get sick, you are so beautiful. Over two-hundred years of waiting for him and now you get two-thousand years more.

【Preston】 "But you're sooooooo beautiful. Good enough to eat."

He will make sure you're loved in every way. Every. Way. In the morning he'll come up behind you and spin you around. At night he'll map out your entire body with his tongue. The way he looks at you, almost like he wants to eat you. It kills him inside you don't love yourself like he loves you but that just means he needs to show you.

【MacCready】 "Did someone say something about you?"

He asked calmly. He's soft and checks on you like a good husband would. Make no mistake it bothers him, burns him from the inside out. If you do name someone they will die that night. Once you're asleep he puts on a coat and grabs his rifle to go on the roof. You can see everyone from your house. When he goes back in you stir and he softly kisses you, "Go back to sleep, honey."

【Danse】 "You're an angel."

You saved him from spiraling downwards after BB. You are the angel who saved him, even after all of his sins. He doesn't even know if he ever bothered you for being a ghoul, that's how lost he was. But he will atone and worship you as his angel. The way you second guess your beauty is make him ache because he's said those things once. Now is the time to say the truth. "You look absolutely divine."

【Nick】 "Ain't you a sight for sore eyes."

He says that every time he comes home while pulling you in. He touches you with some reservations but you learned early on it was due to the damage on his body not yours. After he sees how much it bothers you he blackmails asks around and finds people to fix his exterior. Evey new tune up is met you affection immediately after.

【X6-88】 "You are over two-hundred years old. You look good."

He doesn't particularly understand the problem. You're not insecure about your tainted genes or your age. Even if you were he can't have kids and he's not that old in literal years so neither is a problem for him, he also has those problems. But failing all of that he falls back on the fact of your age and the fact you look better than the non-ghouls from your time. Because what counts is that you're alive.

【Deacon】 "Then let's do something about it."

He figured just saying differently wouldn't change your mind. It wouldn't change his if he was in your position. So he dumps a bunch of clothes in the living room and has a fashion show. If anything it will just take things off your mind. He does think about dumping radiation into the water supply to make everyone just like you. It doesn't cross his mind for long but it does.

#ask and you shall receive #fallout 4 #gender neutral reader #fallout imagines #fallout x reader #yandere #companions react

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we did it guys

#the amount of notes this month so far