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alphys doodles..........

been thinking about an ot5 i invented in high school which is why u see gaster and sans there (i want to draw it eventually u WILL see my vision.......)

#i wanted to make sure i knew how to draw her fucked up head 😭 #i have so many things i need to draw hut this is the worst part of the semester for me to start #i seriously need to lock in 💀 #liart #suggestive #but only for the ones at the bottom #uta #xa #uts #utg

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what if i blew up the planet

#todays uv stream..... okey #i guess i have to think about that for the rest of the semester 😭 #if you dont know what im talkigg about..... watch stream 5 of animating uv 0.8 #even if it's a short scene im so happy ive been wanting that for so long...... (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`) #my manifestation worked 🥺 #silencium

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i'm currently waiting for some charms and stickers for my phone case that will be xbro themed :3

in the meantime i drew a matching lockscreen because i'm that incest invested, will make the home screen eventually :)

#theyre my personality #i have no life outside of them #liart #xs #xp #the stickers arrived just now actually and now that i'm looking at it #i should probably add flowers to this haha #whenever i finish the homescreen i'll post an updated version of this

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GET BOOPED YOU IDIOT

dies

#silencium #boop jump scare #ty those who returned my boops. btw (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) #for a while i didnt know u could spam them JDHJSJDS i kept getting errors #ask

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I would KILL for more XPapyrus and Cross, my fontcest OTP, actually, haha. i love their dynamic, especially with how strained their relationship feels. sometimes the best way to let off steam is a kiss or a hug or who knows what, you know? I like seeing their relationship as less than healthy, more of a coping mechanism to distract from everything around them.

the feeling that they can't trust anyone so might as well trust eachother. they're brothers right? that has to mean SOMETHING...

they have dreams of pursuing a healthier path, but this is all they have, it's something. and they'll take it. the need for affection and love is killer.

- 🕊⭐️

(sorry for the rambles haha, hope it's ok)

im so glad there r so many xcest enjoyers........ u share my vision so hard 🥺🥺 i absolutely adore the strain of their relationship too and it's honestly the only thing keeping me invested in underv/erse.... like don't get me wrong i love the multiverse but that series is alllll abt the xtaIe crew too me!!! and i'm on edge just wondering what will happen when xpap and cross finally meet after soooo long.... OUGHHGGHH </333

like their parting gift was literally xpap trying to pacify his brother, only for him to cut him to pieces in return. i'm looking forward to their reunion and see their mutual grudges. the guilt + regret. and i already know it's gonna be sooooo heartwrenching <- (delusional)

which is why every piece of canon art i see where they are affectionate with each other destroys me inside and out. like ur take on them is soso based omg they would ESPECIALLY during xtaIe itself. have you SEEN how much xpap fights for cross in 21 years. and secret entries gaster says he knows how tight knit they always were just like their classic versions (so much so that they'd be able to raise each other by themselves but he still felt obligated to raise them (WHICH IS. A WHOLE OTHER THING.))

so they would absolutely decieve themselves into believing that even through the hell gaster put them thru they still yearn to be together. because they think it's the only sense of normalcy left after their universe was shattered and discarded, a sans and a pap. i hope xpap feels obligated to betray xgaster so he could be with cross. it's the only kind of happiness left he can ever hope to achieve. and i hope cross feels the most guilt for slaying his own brother for trying to help him.

so can u just imagine. post xtaIe, the sheer need for them to be together again. but they just can't. it's gonna take so much for their relationship to heal and it probably will never resemble what it was meant to be again but they can TRY

anyway. i'll probably get back to drawing them after the semester ends ( ^ω^ ) in the meantime enjoy this gif from uvstudios

#silencium #hihi anon rambles are ABSOLUTELY welcomes especially if its about the x bros 🥺 #lets brain rot over their bromantic tension together..... #not to write a whole essay but. heh. 😏let's just say. i wrpte #ask #🕊️⭐️

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i finally played undertaIe yeIIow and i didnt know it was gonna take me EIGHT HOURS 😭😭😭

i originally wanted to play it so i could play the utry mod and understand it but i insisted on piledriving Axis and Ceroba myself instead of watching a playthrough and both battles probably took 2 hours off my life

not to mention, i only discovered you could DASH???? ON THE CEROBA BATTLE????? THAT WOULDVE BEEN SO USEFUL EARLIER 😭

it was fun tho, i might play no mercy route at some point. i did flawed pacifist on this one because i wanted to see asgore XD

#silencium #i dont even have time to fully play undertaIe now but its fine #idk if ill make fanart for yellow tho

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looking throughh my askbIog. i want to get back to it so bad i miss it so much 😭😭😭

#silencium #college is kicking my ahh right now :((( #i will try. i WILL TRY. to get back to it this summer. i NEED those two to kiss. or i will never forgive myself #they are so special to me 😔 #my hs phase has subsided and i've actually burned myself out decently on aIastor fanart. i need to lock in /lh

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i feel like drawing xtaIecest still so 👀 feel free to send asks with reqs or ideas of them i would love some inspo!! ✨

#ik its midterms but its fine #i can draw them for the summer #i am just terrible with coming up with ideas XD #i also miss answering asks 🥺✨ #which is why i wanna get back to askbbbfs asap but i cant rn 😩 #silencium

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domestic..... timeline x.... heehee 💜

#xtalecest #liart #hh. i just wannt them too be happy... 🥺 #fontcest #also idk if u can tell but i experimented with 4 point perspective in the first image :) #idk if i did it right but it was fun #xs #xp #xg

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anyone have any fontcest song recs? putting together a playlist :>

edit: here's the spotif/y playlist!! it's mostly classic with a dash of fell and xtaIe 🧡💙

here is the YT playlist!!

#if anyone knows of any existing fontcest playlists too hmu 👀 #this is mainly classic bros but im open to the feIIs too!!! #fontcest #papysans #sanspapy #yes im an eli simp. girl i will not move on /j #more than half of these are recs 😭 #im not cultured enough in the music department 😔

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they ruin me

#THEY MAKE ME SO ILL #this was meant to be a 2 parter of pre vs post xtaIe erasure #but i liked the first sketch a lot #also the tension in the 2nd page of that comic is so delicious. no i will not elaborate #xtalecest #if u squint #liart #xs #xp

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HAPPY SANSPAPY DAY HERE IS A DOODLE 🧡💙

#sanspapy #fontcest #grabbed my sans and pap plushies for this to get in the mood #there is a specific atmosphere i associate with them so i tried to recreate it by getting comfy #so now im inspired to do more doodles before my spring break ends JHFJSHD #idc if this is weird fontcest is like a childhood home on tumbIr to me :) #liart

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is this anything

#is this liart or silencium #im not sure #shitpost #also xpap is the one with halftone shading HCHSHVJS #the only way to diffrentiate him </3

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even in spite of what i put you through

i can't bear to learn how to live without you

#nostophobia is a gay ass song XD #fontcest #xtalecest #xp #xs #anyway i missed using halftone so :333 #im also edging towards brainrotting over xpap again 😔 #liart

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i still love the idea of them sharing dreams

#fontcest #utp #uts #this is the basis of the brulee au tbh XD #tho the plot is different but same idea #liart

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Leftover Sales for Live, Laugh, Bone NOW OPEN! 💀

Leftover sales for Live, Laugh, Bone: A Fontcest Wall Calendar, are NOW OPEN! 🧡💙

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#live laugh bone #last chance >:))))

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LEFTOVER SALES OPEN IN 6 DAYS!

Leftover sales for Live, Laugh, Bone, our Fontcest Wall Calendar Fanzine, open NEXT WEEK on NOVEMBER 15 (Pacific Time)! 🧡💙

Our stock is VERY limited so please preview the bundles we will have to offer over at our Big Cartel store! (See link in bio)

#live laugh bone #this illustration... so beautiful... so powerful...