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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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anyone else live under the assumption that they’re constantly doing something wrong

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6 or 7, I started getting fatshamed by my sister and I haven’t stopped since

Reblog if you started worrying about the way you look before you were even 16.

Actually i was about 6 years old

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Okay so now I’m kinda into it, I have an excuse to be anorexic lol

Never did I ever think that online PE would help me reach my UGW but here we go

#tw ana thoughts #ana fast #anna miaa #caloric restriction #food tw #trans ana #tw eating things

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So I have to do online PE and we calculate BMI and do everything I do with my Ed journal. How is this supposed to help my mental health.

My BMI is 30.2.

Really just want to never eat again or just kill myself. Either or.

#tw ana thoughts #ana fast #anna miaa #caloric restriction #food tw #trans ana #tw eating things

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how do i convince myself to stop using every little thing that goes wrong as an excuse to relapse??

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I think like that too, but then I take a look at my Ed journal and I rethink my life.

sometimes i feel like my 3d is just all in my head. like i made it up and i’m not actually sick. as though i’m just being insensitive and pretending i have something i don’t. such a shit feeling.

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Literally truth. It doesn’t even taste real, why would anyone eat it?

Fast food is just buying calories

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I’ll have to add that to my safe food list, this will work perfectly!!

New safe food!!

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We have 3 days till new year.

Hey, hey, don't cry, that's good, okay?

3 days are enough to get rid of 2-5kg of water weight if you eat healthy and drink enough water.

3 days aren't enough for your body to gain more that 1kg if you gonna binge.

3 days are enough to plan your diet.

3 days are enough to decide if you wan't high or low restriction and why.

3 days are enough to change yourself for better. These are just so small yet so important in a first days of dieteting.

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TW

Starting this day after 2morrow

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I am painfully aware that I am no one’s favorite person

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TW!!!

Ana talk with bubs🥲

My new rules

DO NOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS RELAPSE ASIDE FROM TUMBLR!!!!

No food 5pm to 9am

No fried or greasy food

Follow through with workout schedule

Liquid cals count

No fast food if preventable

5000 steps minimum

Never pass 1000 cals

10 cups of water or 2 full water bottles

Never vomit up food!!

Log all in take

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people posting pictures of me fuels my ed. do i rlly look like that. jesus.

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