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i'm so, so excited to share this painting with you. i have officially been making art for 20 years, and i thought it would be fun to repaint the first digital work i ever made.

i have wanted to give up art so many times over the years. i'm tremendously proud of myself for sticking with it and improving as much as i have. i hope you're proud of me too! please be sure to zoom in to see all those details i worked so hard on (especially the rhinestones!!). thank you for being with me during my art journey. 20 years, 20 more 🖤

#had to zoom cause omg??? #thats some dedication to ur craft #amazing job #other's artwork #masterpiece #/rb #/fav

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bbg pose💖💖💖

#🩷🩷🩷 #cute lol #pink starburst energy #/rb #other's artwork

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every third sunday bb

 my gift for @furretss  🖤👌

 @yancy-support-group @markiplier

#sorry but #bill cipher vibes imho #he just has the Look ™ #/rb #other's artwork

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lixian doodle commission for an anonymous buyer :)

#/rb #other's artwork

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*sad kazoo* Bing ain’t having a good time…and neither am I lol

@markiplier

#u think that taste like blue razz or smth? #not saying i would drink it #......... #i can fix him #(i am lying) #great art lol gj #love me some robogore fr #esp the funny eyeball #/rb #other's artwork #gore

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pls reblog for sample size etc

follow for more occasional useless polls :)

#adding pic lol #/rb #poll

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#/rb #The Ides

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tysm for the kind tags on my silly snactor doodle,its really sweet :DDDD

its np haha, it was cute 🤍 i loved it fr

#ask tag (until i make a better one) #🤍

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I got inspired by @kingofmeatballs 's wonderful post here and the idea of Dark just tying snake actor into a bowtie out of anger..I couldnt pass it up its hilarious Anyway free my man he's done nothing wrong (lying)

#love snacktor #this is cute lol #free him #/rb #other's artwork

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not submission. I really hate the "My OC, my rules" thing. Cause like, no? Just because they are your oc doesn't mean you can do whatever you want with them. If you want to make your oc suffer and not like them get help, you deserve to lose rights over them. Especially if you only do that stuff to purposely trigger people. Once you do that, your oc no longer belongs to you. they belong to the public who will take better care of them instead

Making a comment to get this to post.

#ough #ouch #hurting #love this #wish i had more tbh #/rb

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Mark holding Helpy (very gently) 😊✨

Twitter: X

Context:

#help #help him #why is he sweating #/rb #other's artwork #funny #love this thank u op

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spn remake but it's mark n ethan

#getting this out in the world b5 i forget #was just popped up in my dream #was originally 'but sam n dean are both mark' but dreamself changed it to mark n ethan for that unny anny type shit #make jack castiel or sum idk. woke up after that cuz weird stuff #ya

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finished writing @ 6:33 am 12/22/23

fixed typos @ 6:42 am

dream begins on a sort of tv show, where this guy was helping out a less fortunate family get more civilized and used to 'normal life' since they liked like super separate from the outside world. i remember him trying to keep some gated animals in their gates but they kept getting out. or trying to do everything around the house w no help. and then him trying to leave but the mom comes out n shes like super pregnant. he was strugglin so so hard, and so for some reason mark n i took over.

so there i was with markiplier, for some reason going to help with this thing for views ig since it was broadcasted for tv. we were loading stuff in the house at first and it was sorta weird? like there were boxes i could move (blue cube thingys) and i could sorta platformer on them but there were also just. stairs.

so we meet the family. all are pretty normal. ish. i guess. for a family that doesnt rly no normal things yknow? and so we get to work teaching them for tv.

and shit gets like weird here right? idk how long we were there for or anything but i remember that we got the kids some fancier clothes n they looked so cool. there was a red dress w a bow n that was nice. idk what the son wore but the daughters had the same thing.

then for some reason between me n mark doin stuff to help theres a scene of mf peter griffin chillin out with a separate kid on the couch watchin him play games? and the kid is sad and peter asks whats up and the kid says that he'd rather also talk about it with his mom around so he goes to get her. i remember sort of a voice in peters head talking cause pg was sort of upset by this and it was like "yeah this is a good time to cry" and so the kid n mom got back and ended up comforting pg and they gave each other a Look over his back? i think it was either same family different time or just . there. idk.

nyways back to me n mark. there we were helpin the family when wow! matpat shows up! he drove there to help mark n i and so we show him some cool stuff and he doesnt like any of it. not even the cool water table that you can drink river water from. (table had water runnin down the middle of it from idk where to idk where, and was rly grainy with sand). he didnt like it cuz microbes or smth.

mark left me n him alone togo talk to the family abt somethin so matpat n i were jut Chillin ™ . i remember that . the water on the table turned red n i had said smth about 'that time of the month' to mat, tho idk why the table would have been? connected to bathrooms for that? though i guess with that happening it kinda set off some this is Bad alarms for us since it happened twice. and so we kinda started making our way to the door to gtfo

and when we saw mark sort of across the room? or when we were already out the door? holding his stomach and very much bleeding we kind of . booked it to the van n left him there since freaky family was m behind him and lookin like they absolutely did smth to him (and were gonna to us). i hop in the passenger seat n close the door behind the passenger from the inside since i think i opened it in my rush to get in? mat jumps in the drivers n we were gonna try to get mark in but . the mom was like Right Behind him and the kids were tryin to get in so we like left left him. i feel bad about it after wakin up n i felt bad inside the dream/nightmare too.

nyway mat n i leave. the window acts a little weird n one if the kids ;def more of a monster by this point) almost gets in the car but i stop them n roll up the window again (a little difficult but yeah). i tell mat to ignore the stop sign at the turn (no need for a stopsign there anyway...it was 1 road no intersection). he does n we go down the mountain n end up platformin the van across a pond o water??? somehow??

we get to the other side and there is. a whole bunch of platforming to be done. and its in like sort of a semicircle but not Realy a semicircle ykwim? like it kinda curved but not . n there's a body sitting up in the middle of it in a weird suit of armor? (thats what it looked like but. i dont think it was?? unsure)

(btw when we were leaving the family they said it didnt matter if we got away cause they understood human customs now? so theyd see us again soon)

on the news which we were listening to for some reason they were talking about how mat n i ditched the project and that mark finished it out on his own, but also how mark's style was like... weird now. he wasn't himself anymore. abt him wearing a weird outfit or a new vid showing multiple people all in the same outfit.

the weird outfit described was somehow the one in the semicircleish platformin space and mat n i knew we were fucked fucked tbh. so we managed to platform the van to the top somehow to try and leave, but of the 2 exits we tried there were shadowy shapes with glowin white eyes on the other side, so we just. went to the middle platform by activating jets? or flying? on the van and just. sitting there.

i didnt wake up @ this point (something something ian hecox revisiting old videos? fnaf gameplay i think? but like knockoff fnaf. starting screen had bright blue? or yellow? unsure). when i did wake up i was kinda. urgh. didnt rly know what ti do other than write it all down. definitely one of my clearer dreams ive had recently (tho the scary ones usually are tbh). i cant rly express just how fucked up the whole situation was, n i wonder how long that family had just been. there. waiting for someone to stay long enough to teach them. so that they could go out to hunt while blending in.

sorry markiplier for leaving you for dead. it wasnt on purpose. i was scared af in the dream n matpat wasnt slowing down for you either. also tbh you were basically already dead anyway, like thee was No way we were gettin u to a hospital on time. still sorry tho.

#posted on wattpad too but felt that this deserved its own place here cause its?? a little fucked? #relatively Normal compared to some of my dreams but. urgh. #markiplier #matpat #yes i did/am putting tw for these cause um. they are there. and need to be here for those that need it. #also cause i wish my dreams came with TWs so i could wake myself up before it plays out :/ #tw horror #tw nightmare #tw blood mention #tw gore mention #tw major character death #<- happens off screen but its like. very much mentioned. #tldr; mark n i help a family get used to normal life. matpat shows up n he n i end uo leaving mark for dead in order to try n save our asses #spoiler: didnt work. woke up before we would have inevitably died #dream journal

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Cool patrol Mark because I need to see more of him

Cool Patrol Mark walked so Yancy could run

#hell yeah babeyy #/rb #other's art

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squint for me real quick

#so fucking good op #thank you #/rb #/fav

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Reblog to have the most homoerotic year of your life 2024

#please god #its all i want #/rb