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#comrades #jesus #shit meme #i’m sorry catholics #ill probably go to hell for this one

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i am an entp child with an estj mother, everyday i am at war

#mbti #entproblems #estj #entp #mbti dynamics

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if a demon from the upside down’s about to kill me and you need to find out what my favorite song is, please just tell my mother i love her. i can’t choose my favorite song for the life of me.

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so, fellow reality shifters, how we feeling abt doctor strange MOM?🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️

#marvel #doctor strange #MOM #multiverse of madness #shifters #reality shifters #shifting

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just saw the trailer for thor love and thunder. THIS BITCH THOR DEFO HAS A CRUSH ON PETER QUILL YALL CANNOT TELL ME OTHERWISE

#thor #peter quill #marvel #mcu #thor love and thunder #thor new trailer #gay #taika waiti

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love is a shit feeling with shit outcomes and fuck y’all bitches who lead people on

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Unrequited

oh what i would do

for you to look at me that way

if only i was enough

you would have looked at me that way too

#no one talk to me rn #pain #pls im crying so bad

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regulus:

also regulus: drowned

#just swim #whatever #in my head he’s still alive #regulus black #RAB #harry potter #marauders era #first wizarding war #horcrux #death eaters

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Quicksand

This isn’t voluntary

I’m not digging this hole

I try to grasp the edges

Who do I think I am?

I’m not strong enough

No one escapes quicksand

#peotry #i wrote this ehehe #im fine tho

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not me listening to pumped up kicks on the way to school knowing damm well i have a mini lego g*n somewhere in my pockets

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#william dafoe #spiderman #sm nwh #marvel #green goblin #me in the morning #your mom in the morning

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I’m trying something this week; how much sleep lack will take my brain to hallucinate? see ya’ll in a few days

#and before you ask #yes i still have school #and yes #i have three test this week #but #it's funzies #and #i wanna see unicorns next to my german teacher #ehehe #ive never been this much of a ravenclaw tbh #*starts dancing*

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idk who I was written by but if they could add a little spice, my horny ass would be thankful

#relatable #*chad*

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Venom: let there be carnage is one of those movies that could remind people tumblr still exists. “Who is the target audience for this movie?”, critics ask. Only then Serkis points down to the sewers and you can hear the distant cheers of the tumblr rats

#proud to be a tumblr rat

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started reading the suicide shop for inspo

#pls don't show this to my therapist #im fine tho #alexa start playing doja cat

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I stared at her from across the room. It didn’t take me long to distinguish her from the others. They all looked the same. Miserable teenagers, using their numbness as a shield and making it look like confidence. Hoping that their brags will cover their insecurities, begging that the alcohol will drown their thoughts. They wanted to fit in, look less different than the others to feel as if they belonged somewhere. Each of their movements was a remix of someone else’s.

and ill finish this later oopsy daisy

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Omnipresent

I have everything I’ve wanted for the past few months; clear skin, clothes I like, amazing friends and confidence. Yet there’s that feeling. A mix of sadness, melancholia, anger, and numbness. It’s like my shadow; following me everywhere. It’s constantly with me. Sometimes it puts it’s hand on top of my mouth and suffocates me. It can last as long as it wants. I grasp on air, cry and yell. Sometimes it lets me go for a couple of days, but it always comes back. I can’t do anything about it, it’s omnipresent. Constantly on the ready to pick everything that I overthink and fear and shove them into my head, drowning my thoughts with hopelessness. I’m afraid that one day, there won’t be any air for me grasp on.

#im not okay #:) #this is a cry for help #feelings #numb #depresso