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the daily recommended calorie intake a woman should have is two thousan-

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"we're just friends" - from Pinterest

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Thinspo for you babes💋

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When you fastest all day but somehow didn't lose 20kg over night

- angel🦆

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getting REAL FUCKING TIRED OF MYSELF

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We're just like vampires.

Always cold and pale, corpselike and sickly.

Always hungry, but nothing can satisfy what we crave.

Pretending to eat around other people to seem normal, smiling, making pretty music with plates and silverware so no one suspects a thing.

We are vampires with a goal, and we will do anything to reach it.

⸸🦇°•~ 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕤, 𝔻𝕠 ℕ𝕠𝕥 𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥! ~•°🦇⸸

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people: are you okay??

me: we are in 2022, i am no longer a teenager and i spent all my afternoon listening to sad coming of age songs while using tumblr, while starving all day to only binge in high calorie unhealthy foods at night. need more?

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My meme™️

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I starve because I am all I have now.

I want to be thin. So I will become thin. When I find something which I know will make me happy, it’s my responsibility to get it because there is nothing else in my life which will achieve this.

I am the only person I have. It’s just me. And I want to be thin. So I starve.

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I reached a point in life where I don't feel I can shine at anything! No job, no love life and no bright future ahead. And right now I feel that the only way to a little bit of happiness is a visible weight loss…

After all, your whole life is about how beautiful and thin you are. It's the first thing people see…

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I have 5 weeks to look as thin and sick as possible. And it's not even for my personal joy but for a rehearsal my agent recommended to me. I could actually make some money by reaching not one but two goals. If I can't make IT work now, then when?

At my age, you just don't get opportunities like this any more, you know? I just want to get out of this emergency solution-life.

(Btw I could really use this money right now. So..please keep your fingers crossed for me?♡)

#skinnnny #adult ana #4n0r3x1c #4n0r3x14 #tw ed relapse #model thin #modelthin #pro 4na #b0nespo #anorexik

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Literally felt like this everyday for years

I’ve been recovered for 3 years, going on 4 now. I’m at my highest weight, I strength train, I figure skate, I do yoga, I eat healthy. I’m doing great so I dont know why I miss my eating disorder everyday. The only thing preventing me from relapsing is knowing that I don’t have the freetime to worry about losing weight anymore the way I did when I was younger. I hate this. I hate that I will never again have a normal relationship with food. This is going to haunt me for the rest of my life.

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Can't maintain ed because meds tell my brain to be hEeAtHLY

Can't stop taking them because I will literally go insane

Can't find motivation to exercise because depression

Depression tells me I'm a bag of shit and need to starve

Repeat.

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Being Ana in summer sucks for so many reasons. It’s kinda comfy when you’re spending your days hiding under the blanket with a hot water bottle in winter. But in summer it’s just feeling hot and sweaty and more disgusting than usual all the time and even lower on energy especially as soon as you step out of the door than usual. When it’s so hot that you need to wear clothes that you don’t feel comfortable wearing yet. Just make it end.

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Does anyone know the original author of this? I've been in love with it for years.