happystiks

[happystiks]

Every time I chase happiness I come back worse than before.

[happystiks]

“There comes a point where talking about it doesn’t make you feel better anymore. You just live with your mouth closed and your walls up and you heart hidden.”

— Unknown

[happystiks]

i can’t do this anymore. i don’t wanna be here. the one thing keeping me from leaving got taken away from me. he saved me now i’m here alone. his parents won’t let me see him. i can’t do this i NEED him.

[happystiks]

i think i’m doing better. i ate this morning and didn’t care. and i worked out last night to gain muscles not to lose fat.

#anorexx #eating disoder thoughts #goth #recovery #depressing quotes

[happystiks]

i wish i was happy yk? like i just lay here knowin if i was gone no one would realize. the only thing in hanging onto is my boyfriend. but i can slowly feel him leave. once he leaves i think i’m done.

#depressing quotes #depressing shit #scuicidal #anorexx #i will always critique it and point out where it could've done better but i will also thank it for the experiences and memories it gave me