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i love how each one of the yeom siblings is relatable but in completely different ways. and relatable not in the "i do this (sometimes)" sense but "it feels like someone ripped open my chest and looked inside" sense.

there's gi jeong with her irrational fear of embarrassment, driving her to the point of faking an accident. nothing makes me feel more seen than the visual representation of me wanting to get hit by a truck every time i feel like i've been perceived. why can't you, the world, shut your eyes off to me existing? feeling tired to the core, all day every day without a valid reason to back it up. wanting to take off your arms and legs for a moment, wishing for someone to carry you and scrub your back. analogies that never sit right with anyone. i'm sorry i told you that i would pick up my lover's severed head, do you still think i'm hot? guilt soaring so high in your system that you're on your knees, bowing down to what? you don't know yourself. but bowing down nonetheless - i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry - as the moonlight creeps in.

chang hee with his lack of direction in life, living from one day to the next in itself can be be a chore at times and he's felt it. how do you expect me to peer into the future when i barely managed to survive today? why can't that be enough? realization dawning upon you that you might be the very thing you hate and wanting to slap the wits out of yourself because of it. in constant search for an elder male figure to validate you because you never received any from the one whose blood and bones are your very own. tell me i worked hard. tell me to rest. giving up on persuing romantic interests because you know, just know, that you will not be enough.

and mi jeong. mi jeong my beloved. no character has touched the inner workings of my soul as much as her. not feeling like you belong in public settings, forcing yourself to smile and nod because that's what they've told you will make you worthy of acceptance. wondering how people living on top of the world don't just jump off, thunderstorms making you comfortable because all you've ever wanted is for the world to end. never finding the strength in yourself to fight back, never being able to free yourself from the familiarity of attachments, never feeling complete. she's exactly what the personification of daily life existentialism would look like, neither happy nor sad, stuck in a repetitive state of being. how do you not want to coddle her in your arms? frogs getting torn to shreds, bad-mouthing your senior at work, biting into the flesh of what you adore - discovering that loving is listening, loving is saying out loud whatever comes to mind.

i will take this reassurance - you, too, can live the life of a main character - down to my grave.

#my liberation notes

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I NEED EVERYONE TO WATCH THIS, OBSESS OVER IT, AND HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN WITH ME

adding this to my ✨wtf this is amazing✨ skk/bsd animatic playlist

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #soukoku #skk #bsd nakahara chuuya #bsd dazai osamu #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #Youtube

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“leave it to me, partner” vs “Chuuya…this is farewell to you too”

#FOUL #pls delete🙏 my sisters best friends grandmas neighbors pet rat saw this and had an ANEURYSM #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #skk

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Taylor Swift - Style (Bones Version)

chuuya this is my farewell to—you got that james dean daydream look in your eye

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #soukoku #skk #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bsd season five #bsd s5 #bsd 101

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Loidman and Yorticia accidental joint custody AU lol

#so cute!! #spy x family #sxf #loid forger #yor forger #anya forger

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(the rest is under the cut!)

#!!!!!!! #just !!!!!!!!!!!!! #they're so cute wtf?!??! #<333 #soukoku #skk

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do you guys know the video of those dancing sharks with katy perry's california girls on the background?

I first saw a video of it with only five of them and my immediate thought was

this is what chuuya saw when he barged in albatross' apartment to tell him to fucking shut the fuck up and be quiet.

#chuuya: tf? you know what i didn't see shit #I'll just throw some wine in my eyes pack my things and maybe shitty dazai has an extra shipping container we'll be neighbors #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd stormbringer #stormbringer #bsd flags #bsd the flags #bsd chuuya #bsd nakahara chuuya #bsd pianoman #bsd lippmann #bsd iceman #bsd albatross #bsd doc

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#when a french and a russian meet...

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"feels like we could go on for forever this way.." (x)

#OOUUUU #so pretty #soukoku #skk

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au where chuuya never joins pm, he's saved by lippmann and starts working under him as a successful actor slash model and skk has the most insane meet cute ever (guns blaring, people dying, organizations clashing, their eyes meet for a second before chuuya is pulled away by his bodyguards and dazai has to give orders to his subordinates)

#chuuya gets pulled away from the fight bc he's the one that's in the middle of it #like fuck no some guy with a gun wants to go after him? he's already kicking their face #the body guards are like chuuya-san pls stop...we'll look incompetent here #and fucking dazai! he's a simp. that's all there is

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So I’m at a con and they were letting people go on stage to show off their cosplays.

So a Dazai and Chuuya go on stage and the presenter calls Chuuya “Julian” 😭

#FUCKING CACKLING WHAT THE FUCK

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So I'm guessing dead apple, stormbringer, dragon head incident never happened for op.

#they definitely have a different dazai in mind

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soukoku dance (insp by episode 507)

#THANK YOUUU #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #skk

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Fine ill do it myself

#thank you

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a character-driven story where the characters are so watered down, they washed it, scrubbed it, again and again, the material is so thin and practically useless at this point.

especially dazai. some will just say "OMG!! HE'S SO PRETTY!!" and that's the end of it.

can't even talk about how he's such a complex and nuanced character when talking about the anime. he's the silly and cool guy that "has a plan" and it's not even shown that he does! that he and fyodor are thinking way ahead of everyone else.

and fucking skk. not even with the shipping lenses. when 101 gets animated, it's just something that happened. if fyodor says that their bond is shallow, it WILL feel like it's shallow because there was no indication that there was anything deeper with their bond to begin with.

and those fans that are sarcastic and say "it's not that deep" well fucking hell, I guess? sorry I care about this character and to know that they're portrayed right. that they weren't completely rewritten as this asshole and be a fanservice because that's dazai at this point. he's just the ”OMG HE'S SO PRETTY" guy.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd dazai osamu #bsd dazai

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we could dance ?

#BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL ART #this a new wonderful fresh breathe of air after being pissed off by the anime #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #skk

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#IWA-SAN!!! #MIMI-SAN!!! #IM GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET TWIRLING MY HAIR #YOUR ART IS SO CLEAN AND SMOOTH #I WANT TO TATTOO THIS IN MY BRAIN #bungou stray dogs #shin soukoku #sskk