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[goreang3l]

i want pedro pascal to choke me so bad it’s not even funny anymore ( respectfully )

#slay #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #delusione #ew #angel #waif #girlblogger #girl interrupted syndrome #lana del rey #obsessed #pedro pascal #javier peña #im just a girl #girlbossing #girlblogging #i want him #i need him

[goreang3l]

i love running on a litre of redbull,, saur yum and i love feeling like i’m going to pass out any second 🤪

#slay #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #delusione #ew #angel #waif #girlblogger #girl interrupted syndrome #lana del rey #obsessed #ed not ed sheeran #ana bllog #fallen angel #an0r3c1a #ed bullshit

[goreang3l]

update: i had those feelings for a reason,, maybe i do have intuition but maybe i’m just not supposed to be happy for a long time

me when i realise it’s getting bad again

( i’m so upset because everything is going as good as it could be and i still end up having these bouts,, i’m fucking useless tbh )

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[goreang3l]

i’m so pissed that this is probably only morning skinny lmao

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[goreang3l]

the difference between mine and my brother’s thighs are insane,, i’m so jelly that he has the perfect tanned skin ugh

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[goreang3l]

how to grow my hair out overnight no borax no glue

[goreang3l]

this is literally an appetite suppressant in itself,, if i ever have to get an x-ray and i end up being able to see fat,, i will genuinely 0ff myself

#tw body dysmorphia #tw ed but not sheeran #ed behaviour tw #ed bullshit #tw body talk #tw body image #tw self destructive behavior #slay #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #delusione #ew #angel #waif #girlblogger #girl interrupted syndrome #manic pixie dream girl #i need to get worse

[goreang3l]

maybe if i didn’t have intestines i wouldn’t constantly daydream of gutting myself and losing 10kgs immediately 🧍🏻‍♀️

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[goreang3l]

the things i would do for a paramedic with biceps the size of my head are unreal 🧍🏻‍♀️

#h word #slay #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #delusione #ew #angel #waif #girlblogger #girl interrupted syndrome #lana del rey #manic pixie dream girl #medicine #medic #paramedic #men

[goreang3l]

me on the average ward day

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[goreang3l]

me when i realise it’s getting bad again

( i’m so upset because everything is going as good as it could be and i still end up having these bouts,, i’m fucking useless tbh )

#slay #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #delusione #ew #angel #waif #girlblogger #girl interrupted syndrome #lana del rey #manic pixie dream girl #my year of rest and relaxation #pretty when you cry #i wanna be perfect #what the fuck

[goreang3l]

just to add to this,, i swear i’m not a horrible person or one of those bitchy nurses or something 😭 i really care about my patients,, if i didn’t, i wouldn’t have gone into this profession 🤘😏

i hate people so much,, i had OPD shifts yesterday and i have never been so overstimulated

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[goreang3l]

i hate people so much,, i had OPD shifts yesterday and i have never been so overstimulated

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[goreang3l]

i’m disgusted, to say the least 💗

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[goreang3l]

posted this on my story and then my best friend replied with this like ?? me not eating is not making me look pale,, it’s just my genetics and i don’t fry myself in the sun like her because i don’t want wrinkles or skin cancer,, it’s not that deep ?

#tw #tw body talk #tw body image #tw eating issues #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ana diary #slay #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #delusione #ew #angel #waif #girlblogger #girl interrupted syndrome #lana del rey #manic pixie dream girl

[goreang3l]

lol no way i got shouted at by my mom this morning because she asked me how much i weighed and i said around 60kg and she went OFF,, she literally screamed that if i lose any more weight she’s going to be really upset and i’m way too skinny already,, so validating but she’s probably just upset that she’s not the weight she used to be and is projecting,, still love her though 🧍🏻‍♀️

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[goreang3l]

i always thought my brother called me an0r3x!c as a joke but when we were talking the other day,, he blatantly blurted out that i’m so skinny that no guy will ever want me,, it hurt hearing that from someone who i care about,, even more so when he continued to invalidate me the whole rest of the drive lol

sorry for the rant,, i just had to get it off my chest

#tw #tw body talk #tw body image #tw ana diary #an0r3c1a #tw eating issues #anorexcya #ew #ana bllog