gingerieno-girl

[gingerieno-girl]

Self doubt. The girl that can't do anything without a sea of reassurance because they don't know if they can. The boy says sorry for everything, even the good things they do. The woman that is scared of waking up because of people relying on her when she can't even rely on her self. The man that is constantly stressing if they're doing the right thing. The mind can't understand itself and why it thinks the way it does. The inability to know if anything you do is what you're meant to do. The inability to do what you know is right. The inability to know what is right. The unavailability of confidence. An onset of depression.

#Self doubt #Scared #What is right #Depression #Anxiety

[gingerieno-girl]

Loneliness. It envelopes you. Turns everyone you hold close and dear into strangers. Family that has and always will be there for you into unreachable ghosts that haunt you. Friends that sit and laugh with you into the scariest people alive. You become a stranger to yourself, not knowing who you are, what to do, slowly planting the seeds of self doubt till you become nothing but.

#Loneliness #Strangers #selfdoubt #Alone #Lonely #Lost

[gingerieno-girl]

Every day feels like I'm wading in snow. Deep thick snow. Each day takes more energy than the night can give. Every step pushed on by pure willpower. I don't know how long I can survive. I don't know if I'll survive. But I push further on. Knowing if I don't ill disappoint. Knowing if I don't I would truly have lost.

#after love #no one cares #fighting depression #Making it #feeling stuck #feeling stupid #i did this to myself #i'm an idiot

[gingerieno-girl]

I feel like I'm slowly succumbing to some kind of poison of the mind

#sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #lost love #Lonely