forgottenthird
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((as a heads up, I’m thinking of completely rebooting Niko tbh
((okay, I’m definitely gonna go ahead and reboot Niko on a new sideblog! I might use a sorta different url, but I’ll have this blog archived for a while and delete it later down the line. But, I’m not gonna do the reboot just yet - the next few days are gonna be a lil funky for me, so I’m gonna work on it sporadically throughout the week and then share the new blog once it’s done!
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((as a heads up, I’m thinking of completely rebooting Niko tbh
#(out of the shadows) ooc#((like I remembered recently The Zodiac Legacy trilogy#written by Stuart Moore and Stan Lee!#and the powers in it are hella cool and I wanna apply them to Niko sdfghkjfsdk#but I also changed her being unrelated to the Maximoff twins recently#so I'd rather just start from scratch than to keep everything and try to make more major adjustments y'know?#so this blog might be deleted or I'll just archive it - idk yet!))
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five word prompts
[inspired by this]
“actually… i just miss you.”
“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”
“and slowly… i was forgotten.”
“and then everything just disappears.”
“and where do i go?”
“anyone could tell from here.”
“are you finishing that or…?”
“are you stupid or stupid?”
“anything, just call me, okay?”
“bitch better have my money.”
“bro… that’s so… not cool…”
“but did you do it?”
“call me now. it’s urgent.”
"can’t you listen to me?”
“cross that. don’t answer that.”
“don’t even think about it.”
“don’t you dare walk away.”
“do it. i dare you.”
“did you think i forgot?”
“eventually… you just move on.”
“even if you still do.”
“everything will fall into place.”
“fight me, you attractive stranger.”
“for once, i need you.”
“for once… i was right.”
“for once… i was wrong.”
“forget i even asked you.”
“forget it. you fucking suck.”
“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”
“fuck off. i mean it.”
“give and take. that’s life.”
“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”
“have you lost your mind?”
“hello? it’s me. i was-”
“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”
“here’s a glass of whatever.”
“how about a hug, hm?”
“how about you make me?”
“i haven’t forgot you yet.”
“i can’t be around you.”
“i don’t need you, really.”
“i don’t need this now.”
“is this your first time?”
“it’s just a cut, really.”
“it wasn’t me, i swear!”
“i said i love you.”
“just don’t fuck it up.”
"just… come back alive, okay?”
“just make sure you’ve eaten.”
“kick his ass for me.”
“killed him? wait, what, literally?”
“life really sucks. feel better.”
“letting go hurts… a lot.”
“let me live, will you?”
“no, i don’t need you.”
“nothing can hurt me now.”
“nothing matters anymore to me.”
“okay it was me… so?”
“people lie all the time.”
“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”
“please, you can’t die now.”
“please don’t leave me alone.”
“quiet. they can hear us.”
“quick! give me your phone!”
“quicker, you freaking piece of-”
“quit it or i’ll bite.”
“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”
"really? do i look stupid?”
“real smooth, tripping over air.”
“rise and shine, sweet thing.”
“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”
“seriously? give me a break.”
“so… what are we now?”
“so… did you miss me?”
“so… can we go eat?”
“so… when’s the next flight?”
“so… how did everything go?”
“sometimes, i wish you died.”
“so what? you did it.”
“time passes slower without you.”
“then what do you suggest?”
“the fuck? who are you?”
“then you tell me why.”
“this is not working out.”
“this isn’t what i wanted.”
“this is all a fucking disaster.”
“when did it all happen?”
“who knew you’d be here?”
“why do i even bother?”
“why do i love you?”
“why didn’t you tell me?”
“you’re just… so, so stupid.”
“you can’t be here now.”
“you look like an accident.”
“you really need to go.”
“you know who to call.”
"zero fucks given. next please.”
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‘ do you forgive yourself? ‘
no. next question.
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they molded you into a monster
sharpened your claws
your fangs
ripped out everything good and holy
made you howl until your throat burned
maybe it’s time to show them what a mistake they’ve made
they should never have given you such a b i t e
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my ( b e c o m i n g ) was not gentle
i was FORGED in flames…
i was tempered by pain and the fires
that scorched through my veins
i was broken, again and again
melted down
remade
reforged
until n o t h i n g remained of who i’d been before
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Reblog if your muse has lost one or both parents.
Click here if they still have both their parents.
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a collection of my own writings … sentence starters
a warning for dark themes and profanity
“ i was just a kid. “
“ i want to be soft… “
“ you are immovable. “
“ do you forgive yourself? “
“ can i stop fighting, now? “
“ you were different. you cared. “
“ you never really cared, did you? “
“ i keep waiting for it to get easier. “
“ i’d lay down my life to keep you safe. “
“ think i’m owed a happy day… just one. “
“ i should’ve known better than to trust you. “
“ who the hell gave you the right to hurt me? “
“ you always made me believe that it was okay. “
“ no one’s ever smiled at me the way that you did. “
“ i thought i had forgiven. i thought i had forgotten. “
“ but, anger is damn well better than nothing, right? “
“ maybe some people are just made to be shattered. “
“ you gave. and you gave. expected nothing in return. “
“ all the love I’ve ever known… has never been gentle. “
“ do i fear you…? since when does a wolf fear its prey? “
“ something inside you is broken. maybe it always was. “
“ i’ll never forget their faces. i still see them every night. “
“ why do i find myself missing a life that never even was? “
“ maybe it’s time to show them what a mistake they’ve made. “
“ i didn’t know how far i’d fallen. i don’t know how i can escape. “
“ and, sure, you can fool them… but, you can’t fool them forever. “
“ i fucking hate it when you smile, because i know what’s beneath it. “
“ i found myself craving touch, aching to be held, if only for a moment. “
“ i’ll hold your heart as it deserves to be. i’ll protect it to my final breath. “
“ no, you were never meant for this, but that will not stop you from trying. “
“ i guess i always knew it was too good to be true. shame on me for hoping. “
“ a fire still has a way of blazing ,still eats you alive, even if you aren’t looking. “
“ if that’s what it takes… i’ll let the beast inside win and claw my way through this. “
“ you thought you could keep them all fooled, but your silver tongue keeps slipping. “
“ you will have my forgiveness, time and time, again. always. —— but, my trust…? “
“ i would do whatever it took to protect you… let my hands drip r e d to keep you safe. “
“ oh, yeah, there’s a lot of things i would love to say to you… ‘ fuck you ‘ comes to mind. “
“ there’s still so much of me that’s pieces of you. and i can never seem to claw them all out. “
“ how do i trust you won’t bring the lighter, the gasoline and set my garden ablaze as they did?
“ i was too young for these scars on my heart. i was too young for this blood on my hands.”
“ we climbed all the way to the stars, but heaven knows we were doomed to fall from the start. “
“ wounds don’t ever heal. you just notice them less. on good days, you forget they exist at all. “
“ why the hell do i rearrange my world for you… when you pretend i’m not even a part of yours?”
“ it took me long enough, but i think i’ve finally figured it out. i’m the villain of this story after all… “
“ the moment they touch you is the moment they should be falling to their knees, pleading for mercy. “
“ they dropped the world on your shoulders and called you atlas. ——- how long can you hold the weight? “
“ i could live without you. i could fight without you. i could survive without you. but, that doesn’t mean i want to… “
“ you were once among the strongest, appearing unbreakable, unshakable… oh, but, darling, even Rome’s walls crumbled. “
“ i don’t know how to put it into words how much i need you, how much i love you… i just know i sleep better when you’re beside me. “
“ they molded you into a monster. sharpened your claws, your fangs. ripped out everything good and holy, made you howl until your throat burned… “
“ you were so pure before they dragged you through the flames… now, you’re all charred remains and shattered bones, choking on ashes and smoke, begging for the fire back. “
“ when i tell you that i love you, i am swearing that i will be here for you when you need me. i am saying that you are my entire world. i am saying that you are more precious to me than you could ever know. “
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GENTLE PSA; the best way to interact with me is through memes. you could send that thing @ me even though i’ve posted it five months ago and i’d still answer and appreciate it. it’s hard to think up starters out of the blue unless they’re plotted, but memes are just good and gives you a general idea of what’s happening. so please, if you see a meme on my blog, SEND THE MEME.
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@illbringthechaosmagic - continued from here
Niko’s eyes narrowed as she glanced at her sister - looking unimpressed at her question as her attention focused back onto her injury. “Why? So Pietro can be angry at both of us?” She snorted, though her words lacked their usual bite - her concentration focused on drawing together darkness between her hands as she stretched it thin. “Fine. I promise I will not say anything about this. Just hold still.”
With a deep breath, she moved a hand closer to Wanda’s side - just hovering over the wound as she guided the shadows to the injury, concentrating on trying to heal it. “You need to be more careful, no? Could you not have read his mind?”
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The concern on Wanda’s face only deepened when she saw the pain on her sisters face. “Hey, don’t snap at me, I’m just asking what happened,” she replied, her patience already low. She watched in silence as Niko healed her wound, her own hands twitching a little. “You say that like I can switch off my worry about you both. Niko, you got hurt. Whether you like it or not, I’m going to be worried. Now are you gonna tell me what exactly happened or are you just gonna walk away?”
“Eu supraviețuit mai rău,” Niko mumbled, resting her bloodied hand back over the spot where her wound had been - pain still etched across her face. It didn’t matter how well she could heal herself - the pain was something she still suffered through until her body recognized she was fine.
A heavy sigh escaped her chest as she turned her head - looking away as she worked her jaw. “I... am sorry for snapping. I just...” She pulled her hand away from her side and stared down at it - her brow furrowed tightly; her sister’s question of her walking away going unanswered for a few, long moments. “I did not listen to Romanoff, okay? I thought I had it under control, but I was wrong and I fucked up. I just...” Niko shook her head slowly, resting her arms on her lap as she leaned forward. “I... I don’t belong here, do I?”
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illbringthechaosmagic:
Wanda watched her sister closely, knowing that neither of her siblings would be best pleased at the fact she was planning on going it alone. “Niko, if you and I or the three of us were to bust in… it wouldn’t end well. I will be as quick as I can,” she replied, doing her best to reassure her.
“You’re not going to lose me. Besides, I’m not about to leave you two, even if you both like to annoy me.” Wanda knew that trying to make light of the situation probably wasn’t going to work now but it was better than being oh so serious about it all. “I’ll be back before you know it alright? Just keep him out of trouble while I’m gone. The last thing I need is for either of my siblings to end up locked up.”
“I can hide,” Niko insisted. “That’s something my powers can do, remember? I think I could hide Pietro as well if you are worried about us being seen.” But... she had a feeling this was something she could not change her sister’s mind on, and her shoulders slumped - a rare expression of defeat flitting over her features. Could she even hold her powers long enough to keep her and her siblings hidden? Could she be of any use with how unknown her abilities were to her?
She scoffed, a weak smile tugging briefly at her lips. “It is far to easy to annoy you and Pietro,” she said - a hint of smugness in her tone. “And you make it easy to tease you.” Whatever humor she forced herself to muster faded just as quickly as it came, and she shook her head slowly - her throat tightening. “I will do what I can to keep him out of trouble, but... I don’t like this, Wanda. Who all is going with you?”
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hisfasttemper:
“ you really believe fixing my face makes a difference after YOU’RE the one who fucked it up?” pietro chuckled, wryly, “look, no, I shouldn’t have called you that. I have no excuse. but do not EVER lay a hand on me again. and I’m not just referring to hitting me. do NOT touch me again.”
he folded his arms with a GLARE which could obliterate an ARMY. the fact that nikola may have been referring to ANOTHER soul besides carter just sprang to his mind, causing the speedster to swallow THICKLY. “I misunderstood, that’s why I called you THAT. so, I’m sorry. I am. but you lashing out like that….I can safely say, as someone with a temper, that you stepped WAY outta line. and you’re fucked if you think you’re seeing harry and miriam after that.”
Gods, how was it that her brother always managed to find a way to get under her skin?
Niko bristled, but kept her mouth shut - only dropping her hands to her side as soon as she finished healing his face. The blood would stay until he cleaned it off, but... what caused his bleeding was healed. “Did you listen to a single word I said?” she demanded, scowling. “You will not be seeing me after this. I told you it would only be if you wanted, which I am certain will not happen, and that I was going back to Romania because Valentin is sick!”
Her voice cracked - a hint of fear flickering through her gaze before fading just as quickly as it came. But she did not cower beneath Pietro’s furious glare - not even as remorse squeezed her chest and choked the air from her lungs. “You thought I was speaking of Carter, no? Maybe if you paid more attention, you would have known I was speaking of Valentin’s child! I would not speak of ill of your wife, Pietro, no matter what you choose to believe. I am truly sorry for what I did, and I will never ask you to even think of forgiving me for what I’ve done, but I ask that you pay more attention to Wanda. Or have you forgotten you have sisters?
“I know I am forgettable, but do not push our sister away as well. Your family does not just end with Carter and your children.” Niko’s jaw shifted as she ground her teeth together - glaring back just as fiercely. “You misunderstood-- Of course you did. Maybe listen next time before you decide to go calling someone that!” She lifted her chin slightly, her gaze never wavering. “I would never ask to be near them after today, but you know I would never even raise my voice at a child.” She was honest - she had always displays a far softer side to children, never wanting to display an anger she and her siblings had been exposed to at too young. An anger directed towards them. But Niko understood her brother’s reasoning, and would’ve kept away regardless of his order.
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emotional prompts.
basically i got soap in my eye while i was taking a shower and now i'm angsty so. bon appetit!
" i needed you. i needed you, and you weren't here! so where the HELL were you?! "
" i... i'm so tired... "
" everything's falling apart. "
" i loved you! i l loved you so bad it hurt! and now i'm over you, and you're telling me it wasn't all for nothing?! when it's too late?! "
" how dare you! "
" i'd move all the stars in the sky if i thought it would ever make you happy. "
" please... please, tell me how to fix this. "
" i did this. i ruined everything... "
" don't go. please. i... i don't want to be alone... "
" i tried fixing this. i knelt down and put it all back together, but... it's never going to be like it was before. is it? "
" could... could you just hold me, a while? "
" oh, love... what have you done? "
" i just... don't care anymore. "
" you aren't a monster. "
" you never talk about your past... why? "
" i never want to see you again! "
" you asshole! you asshole, i hate you! i hate you, i hate you, i hate you! "
" why would you DO that?! "
" i don't hate you. god, i could never hate you... "
" i would've done anything for you. but now... i mean, it seems so clear how one-sided this whole relationship was. "
" i think this is where we part ways. "
" for what it's worth... i always liked you. "
" do you have any better ideas? because trust me, i'm all ears! i don't want to do this! but we're literally out of options! "
" if i could take it all back, i would... but i can't. "
" i should've listened to you. why... why the hell didn't i listen to you... "
" you're not your past. "
" you know what? you're on your own. i can't watch you get yourself killed. "
" if you could only see yourself through my eyes... "
" we've all done stupid, terrible things. but it's not about that. not anymore. all that matters is how we proceed now. "
" none of it was real. "
" to me it was real! it felt real! "
" don't do that. don't act like you don't give a damn. "
" we both know there's nothing here for me. not really. but you... you have a whole life here, ready and waiting to be lived. "
" don't be angry. please, don't be angry. i can take it from just about anyone, but not you... "
" i can't let you do this... "
" why are you still here?! why?! i destroy everything i touch! and yet you still stick around! "
" i love you. always have, and always will. i... i need you to remember that for me. please. "
" this is what your plan is? hiding? disappearing and running away when the going gets tough? fuck you. "
" they've/you've taken EVERYTHING from me! "
" i trusted you! "
" i lied. "
" i'm sorry. "
" you/they don't get to walk away! you/they don't get to act like nothing ever happened! "
" i forgive you. "
" i'm not angry. anger is a luxury i afford for the people i love and care about. but you... well. i'm just resigned to it, i guess. "
" we're done. "
" i don't love you anymore. "
" you don't get to be mad at me! "
" don't touch me. "
" please... say something. "
" none of this would've happened if you had just listened! "
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@hisfasttemper asked: " i'm not a dude in distress. i don't need you fussing over me. "
“You are bleeding from the head,” Niko pointed out dryly, dabbing gingerly at his injury. “I am well aware you can take care of yourself, Pietro - just let me see how bad you got hit, yes? It will be a minute until I can heal this.”
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@hisfasttemper - continued from here
What she was expecting... Niko wasn’t certain, but her brother’s reply was far from a surprise. With a heavy sigh, she rubbed her temples, mumbling under her breath before she slowly typed out a reply.
[txt: Pietro] alright. I meant going to therapy, but alright
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*switches language to talk shit about you*
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